Chapter 57

"After listening, you can leave, because you also think that people like us are not worthy of living."

Shengsheng wiped away the teardrops on his cheeks, and then showed a bleak smile at Mu Jin, who was listening quietly from the beginning to the end.

Alive, these two words are heavy for him, and his weak shoulders really can't bear it.

Choosing to give up, Shengsheng felt that he would not regret it at all.

Anyway, my own life is dispensable, and the world would not change even a little without him.

"Whether you deserve it or not is up to me, and it's not anyone else's. What matters is your own opinion. After hearing it for so long, what I get is that you are "arrogant"."

Just as Mu Jin was about to explain what this was like, she was interrupted immediately by Lin Xiaoman.

"You don't understand anything, why do you say Shengsheng like that, arrogant? Hehe, are you saying it the wrong way?"

When Mu Jin was yelled at by Lin Xiaoman, she didn't feel that she felt any displeasure, but instead burst out laughing;

"It's okay to feel that way. Let me explain. Shengsheng thinks that everyone thinks that he is not worthy of living. In fact, you subconsciously think that the one who denies everything is yourself. Don't be so inferior that you think that you believe it. That’s how other people see you.”

After Mu Jin said this, she paused for a moment, then she looked straight at Shengsheng with abnormal firmness, and told him;

"Don't be "arrogant" and think that what you think in your heart is what others think of you. You are you, and others don't know what you think. Similarly, you will not be so easy to guess what is deep in your heart. how did you think of it;

Or others don't even remember who you are.So, you don't need to please anyone at all.

"

"What do you know, don't please others, do you intend to live alone?"

Lin Xiaoman retorted disdainfully; it is impossible for a person to be alone forever, and to communicate is to be in contact with others.

"Don't please. People who really want to associate with you don't need to deliberately please. The two of you have always lived in darkness, and what you see will always be darkness,"

"Try to persevere, reconcile with this injured self, comfort her well, death is not the best relief, nor is it the best choice, learn to reconcile with yourself,

The appearance of every life has a meaning of existence, why deny one's own life so quickly. "

[Host, you are really unexpected, every step is so unusual, and what he just said is very transparent, I really want to applaud you]

Hearing so many flattering words from the system, Mu Jin glared at it speechlessly, and said, "Is it really strong? If you don't have this ability, then how do you do the task?"

Hearing this, both Shengsheng and Lin Xiaoman fell silent, slowly digesting what Mu Jin said,
In fact, they understand it, but they don't want to face it, because even if they work hard to make their eyes see the light, it is still very slim. .

Their hearts are already bruised all over, do they still need a knife?They are afraid that they will not be able to bear it.

"Shengsheng, if you live well, maybe you can have hope. I have advanced gastric cancer, and it can't be cured."

Lin Xiaoman didn't say anything this time, but was in a hurry to deny Mu Jin's words. The previous self felt that Shengsheng was left alone, walking the dark road alone. For Shengsheng, It's so desolate, anyway, she's living in such pain, it's better to leave with him.

The world is not worth going through. In the next life, I don't want to be reincarnated as a human being.
However, at this moment, he finally understood that Shengsheng's life is still very long, as long as she can do well, life will always get better.

Endowed them with darkness all the way, didn't they have a stranger who rescued them at the last moment?
"No, I don't..." After Shengsheng heard Lin Xiaoman's words, his face immediately changed, he shook his head without thinking, and said;

"Why did you leave me alone? Didn't you agree to leave this cruel world together?"

"Shengsheng, listen to me, calm down."

"No, I don't want to listen. You just dislike me and want to leave me alone, don't you?"

"Shengsheng, I didn't abandon you. Birth, old age, sickness and death are all normal. My illness can't be cured. Don't worry, even if I leave this world, I will use another way to accompany you of.

I really hope that you can say that you are fine. I appeared when you were most helpless, and I have been with you until now. I know all the difficulties, but I have been going on.

It is possible that you have seen the light, even for a moment, I hope you can say that you have met it. "

Lin Xiaoman hugged Shengsheng tightly with both hands, lowered his head and stared fixedly into his eyes, and seriously said what he wanted to express.

Mu Jin had already received 300 points of despair when Lin Xiaoman and Shengsheng said these words.

So, Mu Jin's mission is considered to be half successful, and the rest is this promotion.

[Host, I know you want to save Lin Xiaoman, but everyone has illness, so you can’t force it like that. Even if Lin Xiaoman’s despair value is received, then he can face it calmly. for gastric cancer. 】

Mu Jin sighed; "I really think it's a pity. I've talked about all the good things but I haven't encountered them, so I'm leaving like this."

This time, System 188 really felt that Mu Jin's heart was not made of stone, but just didn't know how to love others.

"Xiao Man, do you really think I can do it? I always thought you were my salvation, but now that your illness can't be cured, doesn't this mean that my salvation is gone?"

"Hehe, redemption? You regard Lin Xiaoman as redemption. Even if he is not sick, he will leave you one day. The real redemption is yourself, and even you are the one who gave up on yourself. , why ask others to save you."

Mu Jin couldn't figure out why Shengsheng had to rely on others in a humble way. Could it be that he didn't understand that relying on others is the most insecure thing? It's down, does he just think that he is going to end together?
(End of this chapter)

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