my personal villain system

Chapter 223 Final Judgment

If everyone wants their life to change a little bit, I'm probably the only one whose life has changed but wants everything to be business as usual.

Yesterday I heard a voice in my dream who promised to make my wish come true, and now my wish has come true.I actually... turned into a girl?

Although it is true that I had such an idea, I never really thought that it would become like this!All of this happened so suddenly that it hit my heart.

I could not help but laugh at myself for a little wish I had once, even in retrospect.But now this small wish has truly become a reality.

Should I be happy?Should I be happy that I can love the person I really love?Or should I feel sad that my life has been completely disrupted and reorganized, and I can never go back to the past?

However, just like the past cannot be changed, the current situation cannot be changed by me.It used to be an impersonation, and now it is an impersonation again.Maybe I've always been playing someone else, what does my real self look like?
After wearing the mask for too long, I finally became one with the mask.When I took off the mask, I found that my face had already become the face of the mask.My own face finally disappeared completely, and I can no longer find it...

(empty line)
In the sweltering summer, the sun is scorching.Now I am walking on the ordinary street, but my heart keeps beating.The voice in the dream said it would take something from me.I did get my wish, so now do I have to pay the price?
What is the price?Soul or life?Whatever it is, I think I have to be careful.That voice fulfilled its wish on its own, and wanted to hand down a verdict on me, so this verdict is meaningless.

He looked at his school badge, Shenzhou No. [-] Middle School?I remember it being my own high school's name.Is it because that demon can't create a false world for me?
In short, as long as you play the girl named Li Xinhan well, will you be fine?I still have a little bit of a laugh when I hear this name.I have read my genealogy. Our generation was originally the "Xin" generation, but later changed to the "Ze" generation for some reason.As for Han, the last word and initial letter of my name are also the same.

However, I obviously prefer to call it by a less vulgar name.Han... probably used up long ago.

Forget it, since it's all like this, then so be it.I can't find that voice again, let him change my name again.

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The process of going to school is very boring, although it is very different from when I was in school.The people around me are not as innocent as I used to be, and they chat about some unscrupulous topics as soon as get out of class is over.There were also people who kept trying to strike up a conversation with me, but my cold response turned them all back for me.

Self-righteous maturity, probably this is my evaluation of these people.Real adults will not be like this. These people imitate so-called adults intentionally or unintentionally, but it is a very naive imitation.Pretending to be mature is never really mature, but unfortunately these people don't understand it at all.

If you don’t talk about love, you’ve really grown up; if you don’t say you’re responsible, you’re really mature; if you don’t brag about yourself, you’re really capable of being responsible; if you don’t pretend to be vicious, you can control others .Perhaps the so-called adulthood is just understanding that we must abide by the social norms, but it is just not to imitate anything, not to think about those unrealistic things, but to understand what reality is.

I already understood, so I didn't think about it.He has already matured, so he can't integrate into these people.Talking about loving you, talking about not letting anyone bully you, is nothing but an illusory promise after all.Today they are inseparable, but in the future they will be strangers.Don't promise if you can't be responsible, or someone will be devastated.

It's like... I want to give an example, but I can't think of it now.I remember that there seems to be an example that can be used in this situation, but I really can't think of it after racking my brains.Is it a star?Or an anime you've seen?Or the acquaintances around you?

Forget it, the truth is always empty.The point is not the examples, but the truth itself.Some people may think that reason is just reason, but if you don't even understand the basic reason, don't think about other things.It's as if even a little clever can't talk about great wisdom!
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After school, on the way home, I started to feel that something was not quite right.I try hard to think about my past life, but I always feel that my life is not connected.I shouldn't have just been living a boring life, but I can't remember it.It's as if a person suddenly disappeared from my memory, and I can't remember everything related to him anymore.Is this the so-called price of that voice?

At least, there is nothing wrong with my life now, what is that person like to me?Probably innocuous.

"Li Xinhan!" A familiar voice was heard before halfway through the familiar road from school.This person came to me every time after class and kept talking to me.How about my impression of him?Probably just another naive guy.

"What a coincidence, my house is very close to yours!" As if he had already seen the location of my house, he said to himself, "Can I go with you after school?"

For some reason, I suddenly thought of Xiaoxue, and I always felt that the way this person talked to me was a bit like her.So this false world is also based on my real world?No, the world is real now too.It should be said that this is a new world, right?
"Okay." I sighed.If he was really framed based on Xiaoxue, then even if I rejected him, he would forcefully go to and from school with me, "But I won't wait for you, you have to wait for me downstairs at my house in advance, otherwise I will But I will go to class without mercy!"

"Yeah! I see!" The boy nodded his head desperately, and then stretched out his hand, "By the way, I wish I hadn't said my name yet? My name is Xiao Zhixue, nice to meet you."

"You are more qualified than I expected, which is much better than some people." I held Xiao Zhixue's hand, "Li Xinhan, nice to meet you."

To my surprise, he suddenly withdrew his hand and called out, which I didn't understand: "What's wrong with you?"

"I didn't expect you to really shake hands. I've never shaken a girl's hand before..." He stared at his hands for a while, "I'm sorry, I'm leaving first, let's go together after school tomorrow!"

"Eh? Do you know where my home is?" I looked at Xiao Zhixue, but he was in a hurry and didn't give me time to say anything more.

It is indeed very similar to Xiaoxue, that interesting person... I smiled slightly, this person is also very interesting, maybe he is a friend worthy of deep friendship?Who knows about the future.

(End of this chapter)