After making a will, the whole Internet burst into tears after the truth was exposed

Chapter 162 I'm Not Ashamed, That's Great

And not just on the Internet.

Many viewers were also extremely touched after seeing the pictures in the memory fragments.

at the same time.

The viewers at the scene of my family program group also felt a deep sadness because of this.

Because in this picture, they saw that Lin Yi was so close to her daughter, but the distance between them was so far away.

So they really feel that at this moment, they feel a kind of sadness in their hearts because of these scenes in the memory fragments.

They felt that Lin Yi was really miserable.

Because I am afraid to see my children, and I am afraid of causing trouble to my children.

This is the same as those parents who are afraid that their children will not hold their heads up in front of their classmates.

Those parents are so similar to Lin Yi.

They are also willing to give everything for their children. No matter what angle they are in, they will put themselves in their children's shoes.

They can put up with a lot of things for their children.

And this moment.

In the spin-off show of my family show group.

After seeing this scene, many scholars and experts also fell silent at the same time.
After a moment.

The host received the notification from the director.

They sorted out the impressions based on this memory fragment on the Internet and some questions that they wanted the guests to answer with these choices.

After the host took the script given to him by the staff, he followed the questions recorded above by netizens and began to ask about the scholars and professors present.

Those scholars and professors immediately fell into thinking after hearing the host's question.

I began to think about how to answer the questions raised by netizens on the Internet about this memory fragment.

And soon, one of the professors stood up and took the microphone from the host.

He said slowly: "Actually, I know that many netizens on the Internet are wondering why Lin Yi didn't go to see his own daughter at that time."

"Why is he nervous when he goes to see his daughter when he has paid so much for his daughter?"

"Why do you still have the feeling of self-blame?"

"Even seeing the look of frustration on his daughter's face, it seems like he's slipping into guilt because of it."

The scholar bowed his head and thought for a while when he said this, and then said: "Yes, this is a very contradictory thing."

"Lin Yiming has done so much, he absolutely does not need to have any feelings of indebtedness to his wife and daughter."

"But all of this is only in the eyes of us outsiders."

"Our perspective on a matter is completely different from that of Lin Yi and those involved."

"For example, in fact, such views appear in many news such as children getting married, and parents spending their entire life savings to buy a house for their children."

"Many people think that these parents are really worthless. They have worked so hard for most of their lives and all their savings have been used on the house."

"And they get nothing."

"Even after they spend most of their life savings to buy a house for their children, they have a genuine smile on their face."

"A lot of people don't understand their behavior and ask why they spend so much money and spend all their savings, but they still have such a genuine smile."

"But these things that are very unworthy in the eyes of outsiders, in the eyes of those parents, they can't be measured by worth or not."

"And if it has to be used to measure, I believe that those parents who voluntarily buy a house for their children think it is worthwhile in this matter."

"He is not what outsiders imagine, so in fact, the two may have completely different standards for one thing."

"Just like Lin Yi, his standard of measuring what he owes to his daughter is completely different from that seen by outsiders."

"In the eyes of outsiders, he did so many things wrong, and even paid for the rest of his life, so he absolutely owes nothing to his daughter."

"But in his heart he thinks that no matter what he does, he can't make up for his daughter, and maybe he doesn't think so subconsciously, but every time he sees his daughter lost, there will only be a smile on his face. owe."

"And this kind of debt to Lin Yi will never dissipate unless he redeems his heart."

After the scholar said this, the host and the guests on the side also nodded repeatedly.

They also agree with the professor's point of view.

Because in the eyes of outsiders, they did not assume the identity of parents or children.

So their perspective on a matter is completely different from that of the parties involved.

Those sad and respectable fathers looked at the problem from another perspective.

They link the achievements of their children with their own sorrows and joys.

They see that their children's life is getting better and better, and they will be happy together when they have a family and their own children.

Even if they didn't get anything, there was such joy in their hearts.

And that's exactly why.

Parents who emptied their life savings to buy a house for their children.

They paid so much, but still think it's worth it.

Not for a while.

The professor continued to answer the second question raised by the audience on the Internet.

He first repeated the netizen's question, and he said slowly: "Because this netizen saw the pictures in the memory fragments, he felt that the pictures in those fragments were too similar to his past."

"So he thinks that many people should have experienced it, although those families will not be as exciting, tortuous, and tragic as Lin Yi's story."

"But in essence, there is no difference."

"That netizen has had such an experience before."

"So he wanted to ask, have any of our guests here ever had such an experience."

And when these words were spoken.

The professor pondered for a while, then looked up at the camera and said, "In fact, I have had this kind of experience before, so I don't need to ask other teachers. Let me answer this question."

"This netizen is right. In fact, such scenes are very common."

"Just like the ones I mentioned before, because they are afraid that their identity will disturb their children, parents who are unwilling to meet their children even if they go to school to see them, these pictures are so similar to the pictures in the memory fragments. like."

"And I once saw such a scene when I was after school."

"At that time, my grades were very good, and I was recommended to a key high school in the city in junior high school."

“After high school, I became a day student.”

"Actually, my family background is not very good, and my home is not near the school."

"So it stands to reason that residential students should save more money, but my family is so poor that they can't even afford the cost of accommodation."

"I remember when I was in high school, my dad would come downtown with me."

"He found a job that includes food and housing, and asked me to live with him in the staff dormitory."

"And because of his job, I also felt that I didn't need to be picked up and dropped off at home at my age, so I took the bus home from school by myself every day."

Having said that.

Some guests around looked at the professor who was speaking in surprise.

Because they know this professor.

He was always well dressed and behaved with great elegance.

So they felt that this professor should be the kind of child that can only be educated by rich people.

They also subconsciously thought that the family where the professor was born should be a very wealthy family.

Otherwise, it would be impossible to train professors like him.

That's why they were a little surprised when they heard the professor talk about their past experiences.

And the professor didn't care about the eyes cast by those around him, he continued: "I got out of school as usual that day."

"Actually, every time I leave school, I don't expect my father to appear at the school gate, and then we go home together."

"One of the aspects is that because I feel like I'm so old, I shouldn't have to let my parents pick me up."

"And my father has always been working hard for this family, so I shouldn't be so willful."

"The other aspect is that since I wasn't looking forward to it the whole time and knew my dad was still working after school, it was impossible for him to come."

"And a thing that has never happened, so naturally there is no sense of expectation in my heart."

"Without expectations, there will be no disappointments."

"However, every time I see other students who have their parents come to pick them up, I still feel envious in my heart."

"It's the same as Chen Chuxue in the memory fragment."

"At that moment there will be a little longing in my heart."

"However, this kind of longing is not as strong as Chen Chuxue's back then, because I am much luckier than Chen Chuxue in this regard."

"But when school was over that day, I saw my father at the school gate."

"At that time, my father seemed to have just come out of the factory, and he was still wearing that piece of clothing, so it could be seen that it was a garment issued by the factory."

"Because the front and back of that garment have advertisements for those factories recruiting workers."

"So when I saw this picture at the time, I was stunned."

"Actually, I have imagined many times in my mind, the picture of meeting my father at the school gate."

"But I didn't expect that today's picture is like this. Even many of the thoughts I had before seemed to have dissipated at this moment, and I even felt a little bit disgusted with my father in my heart."

"I thought it would be embarrassing if I called him father and followed him at this time, and would make my classmates laugh at me."

The professor lowered his head after saying this, as if he was saying sorry to his father.

Then he continued: "So you see, people are so complicated."

"It's the same as Chen Chuxue in the memory fragment, because the father she wished to have and the father's love she longed for at that time were all in her imagination."

"And that's true of everyone. What a person imagines is the most beautiful thing."

"So you think that if Lin Yi got out of the car and met Chen Chuxue at that time."

"And Chen Chuxue saw an old man with white hair and aging body saying that he was her father, so how would she feel at that time?"

"I think there is a high probability that Chen Chuxue at the time would feel overwhelmed, overwhelmed, and didn't know how to deal with her relationship with this man."

"She would choose to escape and run away because of fear. This is a very normal thing."

"Because the real Lin Yi is very different from the father she imagined, and the image of the father she imagined is also very different."

"That's why Chen Chuxue's fantasy will be shattered in an instant. Maybe she will recognize her father in the future, but she will definitely react like this at the time, just like me back then."

The professor continued: "I was like this back then, because the image of my father at that time shattered all the illusions I had before. I was not excited, not happy, and even felt a little bit ashamed."

"Because my father looked so sloppy, and the clothes he was wearing were really embarrassing to me at the time."

"So at that time, I thought, don't say anything, just walk in the direction of home, so that my father will not greet me or anything, he will follow behind me, and we will walk together. bus so that my classmates won't laugh at me."

"But at that time, a classmate stopped me. He pointed to the middle-aged man who had been looking around by the road. His outline was somewhat similar to mine. He said to me, is this man your father? He seemed to be looking for you. .”

"And when I heard these words, I didn't answer immediately, and even wanted to deny my relationship with my father."

"Now that I think about it, I was really bad at that time. My father obviously paid so much for this family and gave me so much help along the way, but under such circumstances, I still have to deny my own father. identity."

"And just when I was hesitating, my father heard what my classmate said, so he followed the voice and looked over."

"He saw me right away, and I kept looking at him from the corner of my eye. I kept praying in my heart that my father would not call me by my name, at least before this classmate left. name, which I find very embarrassing."

"But what I was most afraid of was still coming, but when he raised his finger and pointed at me halfway through, he turned his back and walked towards the station."

"At that time, I didn't know that my father actually saw me, but I still thought that I was so lucky that my father didn't see me. I didn't feel ashamed. That's great."

(End of this chapter)