After making a will, the whole Internet burst into tears after the truth was exposed

Chapter 163 I Was Really Too Bad Back then

At this moment, after hearing the professor's words, many guests at the scene showed extremely complicated expressions on their faces.

Because these people have also had such an experience.

Also because of his extremely strange and ridiculous self-esteem, he made a move to hurt his parents.

And they also felt that the psychological state mentioned by the professor was very real.

When the professor couldn't see his parents coming to pick him up at the school gate, he would feel disappointed.

In his heart, he longs for his parents to pick him up.

But when his parents came, he found that the image of his parents was not what he imagined.

In this way, he will have worries, and even like the professor back then, he will think that his father's image will make him embarrassed and make him laugh at his classmates, so he longs for his father to leave as soon as possible, hoping that his father will not Recognize yourself.

So these guests thought that the professor must be very sad at the moment, right?
Now he has a different worldview, and he looks at one thing more comprehensively.

If he saw his father standing at the school gate now, he would never show such resistance again.

Even for the sake of his own face, he longed for his father to leave quickly so that he would not appear in front of his eyes.

Because now he can know how ridiculous those so-called face and other people's opinions are.

This is his father, this is an ordinary but great father, he should not be looked at strangely by others, he should not be laughed at.

At this moment, the professor was indeed just as the guests at the scene thought. He was very regretful about his past.

He picked up the microphone and continued: "If I reappear in the scene of that year again, I will definitely take the initiative to call out that dad."

"I will never act like that because I am afraid of being ridiculed by my classmates and losing face."

"Now I think my father should not be ridiculed. If I shouted that father again and attracted the ridicule of the students around me, I will immediately cut off contact with those students and do my best to support me. My father is justified, my father is not inferior to anyone, he is a great father."

After the professor said this, he changed the topic back to the original question from netizens.

He said to the camera: "I read all the questions from these netizens. We just talked about Lin Yi's choice at that time."

"So after I told my own personal experience."

"You should also find that people are extremely complicated. Sometimes things are not as you imagined, and things will not turn out as you imagined. There will be many factors that lead to the change of the final result."

"That was the case with Chen Chuxue back then. Her longing for her father, for a simple paternal love, really existed, and she had always had this idea. It can be said that this was what she cared about most at that stage. thing."

"But it doesn't mean that when Lin Yi tells her everything and that he is her father, she will immediately accept it."

"The biggest possibility is that she is just like me back then, and will make herself act contrary to her true intentions for various reasons."

"And I think Lin Yi, a poor man, would never get out of the car to meet his daughter at that time."

"Apart from the fact that he wants to maintain his little self-esteem and he doesn't want his daughter to see what he looks like now, this is the reason why he can continue to live."

"At this moment, I believe that he doesn't know why he is still alive. His body has been riddled with holes because of those illnesses, and he is suffering mentally every day."

When the professor said this, his mood suddenly became a little lower.

After he slowed down, he continued: "I once had a very good friend who suffered from depression due to excessive mental stress."

"And for various reasons, his symptoms were not relieved through treatment, and then his depression became more and more serious because of the oppression of reality, to the point where he would have suicidal thoughts every night."

"So I have been with my friend for a long time, talking with him, chatting with him, hoping that he can get out of this haze."

"While I was chatting with him, he also told me what it was like to suffer in the spiritual world."

"He told me that there are thousands of threads in his mind that are constantly fluctuating and pulling, and each thread represents an emotion, a feeling."

"And these emotions and thoughts will surface every night, causing you insomnia, making you extremely depressed, making a person unable to feel the meaning of your life, and making you have a splitting headache, so you choose to commit suicide .”

"And this is a terrible thing. I once suffered from insomnia due to excessive work pressure for a period of time. I think my situation at that time was similar to what my friend described."

"But I also know that this is far less than what I have to endure for my friends."

"So even if a healthy person has a big problem in the spiritual world, it will trigger a very strong chain reaction, it will be like suffering in hell, and in many cases will have the idea of ​​​​suicide."

"But Lin Yi is not only like this in his spiritual world, but also in his body. Under the dual torture of the physical and mental levels, I think he must have thought about committing suicide countless times and denied his own existence countless times. significance."

"So the things that support him to go on must be extremely strong, and this thing is also the meaning of his living."

"So I think Lin Yi would never dare to leave these things behind, leave behind this meaning, get out of the car and tell his daughter everything, because at that time he was a person wandering on the edge of life and death, even if he didn't want to let go He will definitely not do it if his daughter is sad."

After the professor said this, he continued to talk about his previous experience, and he continued to the camera: "I didn't know my father at the time. When my classmate said that sentence, he would Already seen me."

"But he guessed what I was thinking at the time. Now that I think about it, I feel how sad and sad my father must have been at that time."

"He obviously paid so much for this family, and he obviously works hard for me every day."

"But even so, he still took the time to wait for me to go home at the gate of my school, but in the end he ushered in such an ending. I think this is too ridiculous, and I was really bad at that time .”

After many guests at the scene heard these words, some people felt the professor's emotions, and there seemed to be great fluctuations.

So he persuaded: "Yes, we were so ridiculous at that time. In fact, many people would do some very ridiculous actions because of their immaturity."

"And I think these things are also the experience of a person's growth, so if the thing has passed, and you have grown from this thing, you understand the mistakes you made at that time."

"In this case, I think we can actually stop focusing on the past and look at the longer-term future."

"So now, you have become such an excellent professor, and you have fully understood your father at the time, and figured out what you should do at the time was the right thing to do. I don't think you need to worry about this matter. It's been too long."

"I believe your father must have forgiven you."

After the professor heard these words, he froze for a while and then showed a self-deprecating smile: "That's right, my father forgave me."

"Although he didn't tell me personally that he forgave me on this matter, what he did was not a kind of forgiveness."

"Or, he didn't take this little matter to heart at all."

"And the whole truth of this matter, I learned from my father many years later."

"I learned that he saw me at the first sight, not that he didn't notice it as I thought."

"Even in order to make this matter more real, so that I don't have any burden in my heart, he didn't go home at the same time as me that day."

"It was a person who sat outside for two hours and then returned home."

"And he didn't complain that I didn't find him standing at the school gate waiting for me today after I returned home."

"But he kept blaming himself and kept talking to himself aside, as if he was telling me on purpose."

"He kept saying how stupid he was. He was thinking of picking me up after school today, but he was distracted during school, didn't see me walking out of the school gate, and waited foolishly afterwards. It's been a few hours, that's why I didn't come home so late."

"But after I heard these words at that time, the last bit of tension in my heart disappeared, and the last bit of burden in my heart also dissipated. At that time, I thought that I was so lucky today that this matter had something to do. With such a happy ending, my father at the school gate didn't recognize me, and he hasn't blamed me for not finding him waiting for me at the school gate."

The professor sighed here, and then showed a very helpless smile.

He said to the camera: "So, there are not so many luck and coincidences. This is just the paternal love my father gave me at that time."

"And I also know that although my father has always been very strict with me, it is better to let me go as far as possible to raise me, so that we are all clean, and then you don't have to listen to me nagging. "

"But I know that my father will watch every episode of my program on time in front of the TV. I believe my father must also be watching today's live broadcast."

"So I want to take this opportunity to say sorry to you. I am sorry for my sincerity at that time. If time comes again and I have another chance to make me regret it, I will definitely call you dad loudly, and then into your arms."

"I don't pay attention to anyone's gaze, and I tell them that I have a great father."

at the same time
An old man with a lot of gray hair is just like the professor said at the moment, he is watching the program on TV in front of the TV.

But at this moment, he has already shed tears because of his son's words.

Because of his son's words, he recalled a memory of his own back then.

Although he looked very free and easy back then, he turned around and left after guessing what his son was thinking.

And he said something like that afterwards, which dispelled his son's last worry.

But when he saw the panic expression on his son's face, he was really sad.

The reason he was sad was not because of other people or any external factors.

He was sad that his fatherhood seemed to be denied by his son at that moment.

And the reason why he did so much and paid so much was because this identity drove him to act.

He wants to take on that responsibility.

Because he is a parent, he protects and helps his children grow up before their children can be independent, that's all.

And his son's actions made him instantly feel that what he did was a bit boring.

He felt hesitant and confused at that moment, but this trace of emotion was quickly suppressed by himself.

Then he continued to think about his children.

That's why he made that series of moves afterwards.

And these years, he has already let go of this matter.

In other words, he was afraid that this matter would affect his son at the time, so he let it go at that time.

And then he saw his son achieve higher and higher achievements, and his life was getting better and better, and he also reaped the same joy.

So he also forgot all those little grudges before.

He felt that as long as his son could live well, that matter was nothing at all.

But when he saw these children uncovering the incident many years later, and telling the story and details of the incident so clearly on the show, they also solemnly apologized to him.

He recalled this memory again.

He felt a sense of accomplishment again.

And his son's apology also made him feel that his identity was recognized.

I feel that the hard work I have done has been remembered by my son.

So at this moment, how could he not forgive his child.

And he is such a father.

Obviously at the moment he is accepting an apology, but he is thinking in his mind that it is indeed his son who said this on the show, and whether it will affect his career.

(End of this chapter)