Chapter 183 How Could They Appear

So after Chen Chuxue regained her confidence at that moment,
She also got out of this knot,
But in another screen.

At this moment, Lin Yi's mood became a little heavy.

And he also thought that his time might be running out, so he began to lock himself in the small room again and began to write silently.

What he wrote this time was what he felt he was most qualified to write.

This is his whole life.

And even when Lin Yi was writing these things,
He is also trying to make his daughter feel what is expressed in each story.

So when he described his experience, he couldn't help but think about the case he wrote in his mind.

Can it become the things that I educate my daughter.

He feels that he has experienced many things in his life, and he can discover many excellent qualities in it.

He felt that if his daughter could have all these things and learn them all.

Then he will definitely not have such a problem in the future.

Definitely won't be unsure of myself anymore.

But Lin Yi felt that he couldn't treat his daughter as himself.

He can accept so many things, but he also knows that after accepting so many things, isn't his life just a mess like it is now?
Lin Yi suddenly discovered that a person's pursuit is actually endless.

He has so many things, but he is never satisfied.

He is still regretting and regretting all the time.

And the netizens who are watching this memory clip at this moment.

I feel sad for what Lin Yi thinks.

What they felt was not what Lin Yi thought at all.

"It is true that everyone's desire is endless. What you get will not completely satisfy your heart. Your heart will continue to have motivation to drive you forward, but Lin Yi is completely different."

"Yeah, what does he have? He doesn't even have the most basic, healthy body."

"Yes, in fact, there are many people who strive for the goal of a person's life, which is to have a complete family, but Lin Yi has never had these things. It is too bitter for him, and his life is too difficult for him. Desperate."

"But when I was looking at so many memory fragments, I suddenly envied Lin Yi for a moment."

"And I also know that I cannot be someone like him. The way he educates his daughter and his final success are beyond many people's expectations. What he does is undoubtedly very successful."

The picture in the memory fragment is still playing.

Some time passed.

Lin Yi got up very early today.

And it may be his only chance to go out this year.

It's not because his body has improved, it's just that today's temperature is relatively suitable.

And there won't be any crowds where he's going.

After changing his clothes, Chu Hua had already arranged everything for him.

He got into the car.

Today he is going to the cemetery to choose his own grave.

And because Lin Yi actually didn't know what kind of cemetery he wanted to choose.

What kind of cemetery is right for you?

He had never thought about it before.

So at this moment, he doesn't have a clear target to choose.

So he planned to hang out with Chu Hua first.

But Lin Yi also knew that he didn't have many opportunities to choose. After all, with his current body, it was impossible to stay outside for too long.

Perhaps it was only after entering the first cemetery that his body would react.

So I had to stop going out today.

on the car.

Lin Yi saw that the surrounding atmosphere was a bit dignified, so he asked, "Which cemetery are we going to now?"

After Lin Yi said these words, Chu Hua immediately took out a notebook and flipped through two pages.

After that, he said, "Let's go to a park in Lingshan District first."

"This is what you specifically asked me to do yesterday."

"Explain that the first cemetery we will visit tomorrow will be near the seaside. You said you like looking at the sea."

After Lin Yi heard these words, he nodded.

But at this moment, he was surprised to find out.

When did I become like this.

With this kind of thoughts about the world after death.

Lin Yi knew it very clearly.

Before him, he was full of disdain for those who discussed whether to go to heaven or hell after death.

In his world at the time, he believed that death was death, and there was no other world.

But now I am still struggling with choosing my own cemetery.

He even felt that he could see the surrounding scenery after death, and wanted to be buried by the sea.

Chu Hua saw that Lin Yi was deep in thought and didn't reply for a long time, so he thought it was Lin Yi's physical discomfort.

So he asked softly: "Mr. Lin Yi, are you alright?"

"Actually, this kind of thing."

After Chu Hua said this, he suddenly realized that what he said seemed unreasonable.

He originally wanted to say that he could complete the selection of the tomb by himself, and Lin Yilai didn't need to do it himself.

But if his ideal is really like this, if he really says this, wouldn't it be too cruel for Lin Yi?

His life has been miserable enough, already full of despair.

Doesn't he even have the right to choose his own cemetery?

Lin Yi also understood what Chu Hua meant, and he immediately replied: "It's okay. I feel that my physical condition is quite good today."

"I don't know if it's the reason why I really let go of the things I thought and cared about in my heart."

"After facing death head-on, I found that my head wasn't buzzing like it used to."

Chu Hua was very distressed when he heard these words, but he didn't know what words to use to comfort Lin Yi.

Because he has said too many similar words before.

But every time things developed, it was completely contrary to his comforting words.

Lin Yi's future is not getting better and better.

On the contrary, the days ahead for him are becoming increasingly difficult and desperate.

along the way.

The driver's skills are very good, and the car is driven very smoothly.

And Lin Yi also let go of too many worries.

I just fell asleep in the car.

When he woke up again,

The vehicle also happened to stop at the gate of the cemetery.

Chu Huaxian's car greeted the cemetery staff.

Then he turned back to Lin Yi and said, "Mr. Lin, we're here, right here."

Lin Yi nodded after hearing the words, and got out of the car.

Then the two stepped into the cemetery under the leadership of the cemetery staff.

Along the way, the staff enthusiastically introduced information about the cemetery to the two of them.

Because the staff member received the news from their leader about half a month ago.

Said that when a person named Lin Yi came to the cemetery, he must be well received,

And the other party will contact you in advance on the day, so you have to prepare in advance.

Originally, after hearing what their leader said to him, the staff member was a little disdainful and found it quite troublesome.

But when their leader transferred 2 yuan to him on the spot after making that phone call.

The staff immediately felt motivated, after all, his monthly salary was only 5000 yuan.

This 2 yuan is equivalent to four months' salary.

So at this moment, when the staff was receiving Lin Yi, they were also very enthusiastic.

Along the way, they were explaining the history of this cemetery and what and where was said by a certain master to be a treasured land of geomantic omen.

However, Lin Yi seemed a little absent-minded after hearing the staff member's explanation.

His attention at this moment is not in this aspect.

After he had walked a certain distance, Lin Yi's body was a little overwhelmed.

So he had to stop.

And just when he stopped, he realized that since he stepped into this place, he felt very strange.

At this moment, Lin Yi realized that except for his own group, he basically saw no one else.

Even the staff wearing work clothes or the security guards responsible for security.

Although it was broad daylight, Lin Yi still felt a little strange and scary.

So Lin Yi asked: "Why is it so deserted? Is there usually no one sweeping the graves in this kind of cemetery?"

After the staff member heard the words, he immediately replied: "It's not true, Mr. Lin Yi, it's because our leader notified in advance."

"Close the cemetery in advance when you come to the cemetery. Usually there are quite a lot of people in our cemetery."

"Basically, you can see people coming to sweep the grave in groups every day."

And when Lin Yi heard these words, he didn't say much.

He also immediately understood that this must have been arranged by Chu Hua in advance.

Of course, Lin Yi can also understand, after all, his current body seems to have too much contact with these outsiders, and there is a great risk,
But Lin Yi still felt a little sad.

He originally thought that he would be able to walk out from under the small blue sky this time.

See more of the fireworks in the world.

But he only realized at this moment that even if he temporarily escaped from that small land.

But it seems that he is still imprisoned in it.

And after.

After Lin Yi rested, the three of them started to move forward again.

When they came to the area near the lake.

The staff member said to Lin Yi: "Mr. Lin Yi, the cemetery you chose is for."

Lin Yi answered very frankly and quickly.

Even before the staff member finished asking the question, he replied: "I personally chose this cemetery for myself."

After the staff heard this, he seemed a little surprised, but he felt that it was not very good to show this expression, so he immediately began to adjust his emotions.

Pretending to be calm, he continued: "Mr. Lin Yi, you are really extraordinary. There are too few people like you who can face life and death directly."

"And it's even rarer for someone with money and status like you to face your own death."

"Because all the rich people I know, they're all horrible."

"Even if I say a word or two, they feel that there are some unlucky words, and they will be furious at me."

"Don't mention how annoying it is."

"But you can face up to these things that everyone must go through, and choose a cemetery for yourself."

"I think you are much stronger than those people."

"I think Mr. Lin Yi will be missed by many, many people."

"Although I am just a layman, I have heard a lot of news vaguely."

"It shows that you have done a lot of charity, and you have been giving back to the whole society while making money."

"I believe that such a gentle person like you must be very good to his family."

"And if you treat them well, they will help you on the day of your funeral."

"It's sure to make a scene too."
Chu Hua who was at the side frowned slightly after hearing what the staff member said.

He felt that what this person said was so strange.

But Lin Yi didn't seem to care, so Chu Hua didn't say anything.

Lin Yi said, "It's all just trivial things."

But when Lin Yi finished saying this, he couldn't help but sighed in his heart.

And at this moment, he felt that he was suddenly not so open-minded.

He heard the staff member say that many people must have come to see him off on the day of his burial, and it must have been a very beautiful scene.

He suddenly felt that this scene should not exist.

He felt that the scene should be extremely deserted by then.

Because Lin Yi only wanted the family he thought of as his family to send him off.

So he arranged for himself.

Just let Chu Hua make simple arrangements on the day of burial.

But in his heart, he longed for more family members who could come and see him off.

Lin Yi first thought of the word parents.

And he felt that this vocabulary was so familiar to him, yet so strange.

He can often hear this word.

He has always considered himself a father and has always been adding responsibilities to himself.

But no matter in his previous life or in this life, he himself has never had parents.

So he felt a little regretful.

But Lin Yi thought of another angle.

He thinks this may be a relatively lucky thing.

Because I have had such a miserable life in my life, I am living like an old man in my 30s, so I have to choose my own cemetery.

Then maybe their parents are still healthy and healthy, but they can only see their son with their own eyes.

Buried in the ground.

They will definitely feel very uncomfortable in their hearts.

So the ending is pretty good.

Then Lin Yi thought of his other two family members, he thought of Chen Yuwei.

He felt that he was actually sorry for Chen Yuwei.

Recently, my feelings for her have not risen to the level of responsibility.

He just interacts with each other with a playful mentality.

But the other party has always treated him with incomparable sincerity.

Lin Yi also thought of his daughter.

Like Chen Yuwei, the two of them had too many misunderstandings about themselves, so how could they appear at his funeral.

(End of this chapter)

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