Chapter 184 That's the place to go after death
So when Lin Yi thought of this, he immediately replied: "There is one thing that you might be wrong about. Not everything develops as it seems or in accordance with people's first intuition."

"I don't think my funeral will be as glamorous as you think it will be."

“It was very lively with a lot of people.”

"When the time comes, I think my funeral should be relatively quiet and simple, like that of many ordinary people."

After Lin Yi said these words, Chu Hua seemed to want to say something.

But Lin Yi quickly interrupted him and said, "You don't need to make arrangements, just do what we said in advance."

"I also hope that my future funeral will look like that. I don't want too many people to disturb my rest."

As for Chu Hua, for some reason at this moment, bursts of sadness appeared in his heart.

The staff member was also extremely surprised at this moment. He had seen too many similar incidents.

But every time, it should be those who are healthy and comfort those whose lives are exhausted.

But now the scene is completely reversed.

Lin Yi continued: "I really think it's nothing. Haven't you realized that all the words I said came from my heart?"

"I believe you should also know that death is indeed a kind of relief for me."

"And now I'm completely trapped in that small place."

"My body also suffers from many limitations due to various ailments."

"So, wouldn't it be good to go out of time and continue living in another place?"

"At least I think this place is pretty good, at least it's much bigger than my little world."

"And if a person can really see the surrounding scene after death, then I can still see the pedestrians coming and going every day. I think it is at least a little more comfortable than my current life."

Chu Hua fell silent again. He no longer knew how to answer Lin Yi.

And when the staff wanted to continue to persuade Lin Yi, they chose the cemetery here.

Lin Yi was already ready to turn around and leave.

"Actually, I don't think it's necessary," he said.

"Because I feel like any place I'm standing on is better than where I'm at right now."

"So I feel that there is no need to choose."

"After I die, you can bury me anywhere you like."

"I think the death of a person like me doesn't need to have a big sense of ceremony."

After saying this.

The staff member was a little unhappy.

Because he heard Lin Yi say that his cemetery can be dealt with casually.

So it also shows that he will not deliberately choose any cemetery.

Then he probably won't get his commission.

But the staff member didn't dare to show it at all.

After all, he knew that he would never be able to provoke a big boss like this.

After that, Lin Yi suddenly fell into silence.

He looked at the lake in the distance as if in a daze.

Lin Yi said nothing, and Chu Hua naturally would not break the tranquility.

The staff member didn't know whether to speak or not to break the atmosphere.

So the three of them stood side by side like this, and started a daze.

At this moment, Lin Yi felt that everything around him was so quiet, and there was no sound of the doctors talking.

There is also no news of various documents requiring him to sign.

There is no sound of medical equipment colliding.

Lin Yi felt comfortable at this moment.

He thought that he could be comfortable after death, and slept in this kind of place for a long, long time.

So Lin Yi was still in his heart, looking forward to it.

He began to look forward to this coming.

I began to look forward to my own death.

And since he had a physical problem, he has never had such a similar tranquility again.

And this moment.

Many netizens on the Internet, after seeing this scene, not only remembered the scene when Lin Yi received another letter from his daughter.

"Now I recall that memory fragment at that time, when Lin Yi donated his own bone marrow to his daughter."

"He received a letter from his daughter, but her daughter said in the letter that he hated the father who abandoned his mother."

"Lin Yi also collapsed at that time."

"Yeah, it was also from the beginning of that memory fragment that we all understood what Lin Yi cared most about?"

"What he cared about most was the fear that he would be forgotten by his family after he died."

"He took too much because of it, and his physical condition got worse and worse after that."

"At this moment, he has accepted his death, and he has even begun to look forward to his death."

"Perhaps the only thought in his heart at this moment is to worry about whether his family will remember him."

"Then I think under such circumstances at that time, Lin Yi must not think about it."

"Because in his perception, there are too many misunderstandings between him and his family."

"If he thinks about it, he will naturally think of his family and forget him."

"Then I think if Lin Yi struggled with this issue at that time, then how miserable his life will be in the future, and how uncomfortable he will be at that time."

"But actually, don't I think that's all there is to it? His life is already full of despair, so what if it's so bad?"

in the screen.

Until Lin Yi heard those familiar tinnitus again.

Lin Yi had to get out of this state that made him feel extremely peaceful.

Lin Yi then turned around and started walking towards the outside of the cemetery along the same road he came from.

This made Chu Hua a little worried, and he hurriedly followed.

And that staff member also wanted to follow, but Chu Hua signaled that he didn't need to continue to follow.

on the way.

Chu Hua was a little worried about Lin Yi's state at the moment.

So he said, "Mr. Lin Yi."

"I think now that you've accepted your own mortality, now that you've let go of so much, I also think it's a good thing for you."

"At least you can learn to let go."

"This way you can feel the peaceful and comfortable life."

"So you must not give up your faith in life because of this."

Chu Hua was very clear about this.

He knew very clearly why Lin Yi was still alive at this moment.
If he lets go of that tone.

The day of death has truly arrived.

But he didn't expect Lin Yi to still be open-minded at this moment.

Then he said, "I know, I know that the world after death is at least better than where I am now."

"But I also know that when a person dies, there is nothing left."

"Even the sufferings that make life worse than death, like suffering in hell, can no longer be felt."

"And that place is just the world after death. Since I am still alive, I will not let go of my attachment to life."

"I will keep going, and I can still educate my daughter."

And when Chu Hua heard these words, his heart was extremely complicated.

Because not only did he know that Lin Yi had begun to face his own death squarely.

He also knew that Lin Yi was still obsessed with those things.

He hasn't let go of those things yet.

When Chu Hua thought of this, he suddenly felt that since he hadn't let go of those things yet, he hadn't let go of his attachment to his daughter.

So did he really let go of everything?

Chu Hua didn't know, but it was the only thing that made him happy at this moment.

That is, Lin Yi still hasn't let go of that breath.

He didn't let go and kept moving forward.

That's why Chu Hua's mood is so complicated at this moment.

But he suddenly thought of another angle.

It suddenly occurred to him that the breath that supported Lin Yi all this time was precisely because he cared so much for his family.

If he really let go of everything, wouldn't that breath be dissipated with him?

Only then did Chu Hua discover this.

Lin Yi could never really let go and enjoy the last period of his life.

Because when he really lets go, it shows that he is not far from death.

So when the two walked out of the cemetery, because Lin Yi already felt that his purpose didn't matter.

Or at this moment he thought he had given up.

In fact, I didn’t give up.

So he didn't care about these things, so today's trip came to an end.

On the way back, Lin Yi saw that the pedestrians on both sides of the street had begun to change their clothes.

A building is under construction.

Lin Yi suddenly thought of whether he was out of touch with this era.

There has been a estrangement from the outside world.

He thought the present world was the original one.

But the development of the times is much faster than he expected.

And this moment.

In another picture of the fragment of memory,

At this moment, Chen Chuxue has received rave reviews because of the various auras she has on her body, as well as some recent voices that have given her rave reviews.

She seems to have truly defeated those capitals at this moment.

And she has been praised by countless people for her outstanding works.

Whether on the Internet or in school, she seems to hear compliments all the time.

Seeing the envious eyes of others on her, she seems to be the kind of existence that attracts everyone's attention wherever she goes.

So this time Chen Chuxue suddenly wanted to grow up,

She feels that the only thing that limits her now is her age.

She feels that when she grows up, she will be able to become a big star, and she will be so famous by then.

But in the recent period.

Chen Chuxue also found that she was a lot more relaxed.

She also knows that there are many people staring at her now.

This made Chen Chuxue dare not stop.

So on this day, she suddenly discovered that one genius after another and one outstanding singer after another appeared on the Internet.

The sense of crisis she felt on this day.

Because she has experienced the feeling of loss once.

So at this moment, she has obviously achieved such high achievements and received so much praise.

But there was a feeling of emptiness in her body.

This feeling made her extremely insecure, and she was afraid that one day she would be alone.

It would be because it was like the period after she won the Golden Melody Award that day.

From then on, he fell into mediocrity and was unknown to anyone.

So Chen Chuxue, who is in the second grade of junior high school, has abandoned the fun of many peers at this moment.

When she saw her class group chatting about new games and the plots of those bloody TV series.

She was always dismissive.

When she met her classmates and asked her to go out to play on the weekend.

She also felt that she could not raise this interest at all.

She thought these things were just a way to kill time.

So she usually refuses politely.

Chen Chuxue even asked her mother to accompany her on weekends, when she went out for a walk.

Chen Chuxue's expectations were not that high anymore.

She is now somewhat obsessed with her musical path.

Therefore, Chen Chuxue planned to lock herself in the room today.

Think carefully about how you should go next.

She felt that her father still didn't come to take the initiative to find her now, and it was just because she was not good enough.

If she really becomes a big star, her father will apologize to her mother, and she will not forgive her father.

It will definitely look like this by then.

Chen Chuxue thought so in her heart at that time.

But at the same time, in another screen.

almost simultaneously.

Some time after Lin Yi came back from the cemetery.

All the doctors around him felt that his physical condition should take a sharp turn for the worse.

Because all of Lin Yi's statistics have already become popular.

It is also difficult for them to understand why Lin Yi has been able to endure until now.

So they could only understand that Lin Yi was relying entirely on the tone in his heart.

They felt that since Lin Yi had already started writing his suicide note, he started looking for his own graveyard.

Well he sure is.Must have let go of those things too.

And after letting go of those things, the true condition of his body will emerge.

It's like a shot of adrenaline, when the effect wears off everything will emerge.

And the breath in Lin Yi's heart was his adrenaline.

But what all the doctors didn't expect was.

After Lin Yi came back, his physical condition did not take a turn for the worse, but his will to survive became stronger.

He is no longer satisfied with daily walks and some gentle training.

He began to exercise his thin body.

Add little by little every time.

Although a few sit-ups and push-ups would make him gasp for air.

But Lin Yi still persisted as always.

He resisted all kinds of discomfort and all kinds of dizziness.

Although he felt extremely uncomfortable because of these exercises.

After every exercise, he would feel uncomfortable and vomit for a long time.

But every time he gritted his teeth and persisted, even in order to force himself to persevere, when his body reached the limit, he would roar aloud.

(End of this chapter)

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