Chapter 188 Reconciliation with the past

After that, Chen Chuxue wrote down all the things in her mind.

The images that emerged in her mind this time were freedom and dreams.

And this was after she wanted to prove herself right and challenge Zero One.

The first image that popped up in my mind.

And what she wants to express in this song is the roar of a person who has experienced countless difficulties and many tricks of fate.

She wants to dedicate to these people.

Only those who have experienced cold winters one after another can understand the true meaning of life.

When Chen Chuxue had an idea in her mind, she immediately smiled.

She thought of the purpose of this song alone.

It's already much better than the ones written by Zero One, cheating on the mistress and so on.

She thinks this is good music.

And at this moment in another screen.

Lin Yi also started to write.

Then the next scene that surprised all the audience happened.

When Lin Yi was writing this song.

This time his state has obviously changed a lot from the previous few times.

At this moment, Lin Yi was really immersed in the song, he wrote the lyrics line after line on the paper.

Today, I watch the snow drift by in the cold night

Flying far away with a cooled heart

Chasing in the wind and rain, unable to distinguish traces in the fog

The sky is wide, you and me.
And when Lin Yi wrote down the lyrics of the whole song in one breath.

Everyone on the Internet was shocked by this.

"How is it possible! Isn't this song written by Chen Chuxue?"

"He was like that at the time, and he was able to write such a work, which is beyond my imagination!"

"It's hard to imagine that Lin Yi's body can continue to write these things so calmly."

"But how is this possible? How did he do it? He clearly never mentioned anything about music to his daughter. He just deliberately wrote a few bad songs for his daughter to give her daughter motivation. Gave her daughter purpose."

"But how did the content he wrote get into the hands of his daughter?"

"Yeah, I think this scene is enough to prove that Lin Yi was still able to educate his daughter. When Chen Chuxue first got the idea of ​​this song, he had already written this song. come out."

"And then he will use one thing at a time to guide his daughter to create this song."

"That's why the person Chen Chuxue thought he had defeated, the person who thought he had no talent, has been helping her move forward."

In the picture, after Lin Yi finished writing the whole song, he put down the pen in his hand.

Turn around and walk out of the bedroom slowly.

After that, the audience also saw the other rooms of the manor where Lin Yi was.

After Lin Yi walked through a long corridor, he stopped.

The door of this room is much larger than the doors of other rooms.

When Lin Yi slowly pushed away.

Many people in the live broadcast room were shocked by it.

Because they saw that there was actually a library in the room.

It's not even a small library like that.

There are many books inside, and each book is marked with a serial number.

After Lin Yi read out a number, he sat on the wooden chair in the middle of the library.

After that, I took the book handed over by the staff and read it slowly.

When Lin Yi was reading this book, he couldn't help but read the content silently.

But after seeing it for a while, he found that his voice could not support him to continue reading.

So he recited silently in his heart instead.

But at this moment, Lin Yi had light in his eyes.

At this time, he can still calm down to read and fill up his knowledge, so that he can better educate his daughter.

So this scene shocked many viewers on the Internet.

"Why? Why did Lin Yi's eyes shine when I saw him reading just now."

"That's right, don't tell me to bring me into Lin Yi's state, even my very healthy body now. I can't calm down and read books slowly like him. .”

"Yeah, I don't know when it started. I feel that my concentration is getting lower and lower. When I get home from work every day, I just think about the last video and don't have the heart to do other things."

"But why did he still have such a state of mind at that time?"

"So let me just say that his mentality has actually changed. After he faced up to his own death, although he didn't let go of some things that he cared about in his heart, his mentality still changed. He became Not as impatient as before."

"If it was in the past, he would definitely be very eager. After he realized that he didn't have enough time, he would schedule his every day very full."

"Because he wants to use the little time he has left to do something for his daughter."

"It's different now, Lin Yi is not as impatient as before."

"And every step he takes is very steady, and he also knows how to calm down and enjoy some of the only good things in his life."

And in the picture at this moment.

Lin Yi read several books.

Although at this moment, because he sat for a long time, his back hurts.

Also because of receiving too much information, severe tinnitus occurred.

But Lin Yi didn't care about this. He continued to walk slowly back to the bedroom.

This time he clicked on the website of that forum again.

Lin Yi then posted the lyrics he wrote on the wall in front of him.

He started a new post on that forum site.

In the new post, he didn't write about those Chinese elements this time.

There are no posts about blue and white porcelain.

This time the theme of the post he wrote was around dreams, freedom, and shouting.

And at this moment, Chen Chuxue in the live audience of my family program group.

She is now looking behind the scene in the picture.

I felt extremely shocked again.

She kept asking in her heart, constantly thinking about how much her father paid for herself?
She clearly felt that at this stage she was completely independent.

She was already shining by herself.

But she didn't expect that her father was still helping her in all this.

And the goal that I have always been proud of is my father.

Later, the goal I wanted to defeat and surpass was also my father.

It was her father who personally gave her such an opportunity, so that she could have the opportunity to surpass the person she thought was the most talented.

And Chen Chuxue knew very well that it was precisely because her father made such a move.

Only then can we take our ideals one step further.

Only in this way can her eyes not only stay on the so-called big star.

It was her own father who gave her a bigger goal.

At this moment, Chen Chuxue's heart was all in chaos.

And she seemed to feel the things she had been insisting on all along, and at this moment he seemed to be shaken.

She seemed to have returned to the appearance of the little girl who had not achieved her current status.

The screen is still playing.

But at this moment, when some people saw Chen Chuxue's appearance now, they found that there seemed to be something more in Chen Chuxue at this moment, on her body.

Although she still didn't seem to have any airs before.

But the light on her body was too dazzling.

There is also a pride in her bones that will not bow to any force.

It is precisely because of these pride and self-confidence that she actually has a slight sense of alienation in their eyes.

She feels that way about everyone.

But at this moment, Chen Chuxue showed so many gestures to her.

After showing the appearance of being on the verge of collapse, they saw more in Chen Chuxue.

Seeing more and more sides of her.

And at this moment in the picture.

Lin Yi has been writing some of his posts.

He described his dreams very beautifully in those posts.

It seems like an understatement to describe the suffering one by one.

He summed up all the suffering and wrote it in the subject.

It is because of those things that you can understand the true meaning of life, so don't hate these things.

Since they cannot be changed, it is the arrangement of fate, so you have to try to accept him.

Because things that cannot be changed are not worth worrying about.

After Lin Yi wrote half of the post.

He found that his hands suddenly began to tremble again.

So he connected the device in front of him to a microphone and used voice input, and then completed the second half.

now.

In the spin-off show of my family show group.

When everyone saw this scene, they couldn't help but feel a little doubt in their hearts.

They saw a person who was constantly tortured by his own fate and fell into the abyss.

He actually used such understatement to describe the suffering he encountered.

So the host followed the questions from netizens on the Internet and read it out.

Leave these questions to the on-site academics and professors to answer.

The host held the mic and said, "Teachers, there are so many problems on the Internet now. Many netizens are curious. It is really hard for them to imagine why one has such a miserable life."

"Someone who is in hell all the time, is able to write a post like this."

"And face it with that extremely calm expression."

"Writing these posts with incredible peace."

"He clearly knows how difficult the suffering in this world is, and so is his day-to-day life."

"But he can take these things with one stroke."

"So those netizens feel that they are very puzzled by this point."

After the host said this, a professor at the scene immediately answered the question.

He said: "It is true. In fact, what many people want to express is closely related to their personal experience."

"Whatever he encounters, what kind of worldview he has, he will act in the way he thinks."

"But Lin Yi has never been different."

"He put his own concerns first in everything."

"At this moment, Chen Chuxue is the undisputed number one in his mind."

"So he was able to put the other stuff down."

"In order to let his daughter think of the lyrics of the new song through his post to inspire her to create, he is willing to open those wounds calmly."

"To downplay all of that, and even describe it so lightly."

After the professor finished speaking, a scholar at the scene immediately opposed the professor's point of view.

He said: "Actually, I think everything this professor said is pretty good, but there is one thing I don't agree with."

"I don't think Lin Yi faced all that calmly because of his daughter."

"I mean is there a possibility that he really doesn't think these things matter."

"I think those things are just a passing thing, because those sufferings and pains have never overcome him."

And when the scholar finished speaking this sentence.

Many people at the scene also expressed their agreement.

They also felt that the scholar's words were quite reasonable.

At that time, Lin Yi did not force those things because of anyone, and described them very lightly.

It's not worth mentioning.

Although all of them admitted that Lin Yi's affection for his daughter transcended everything.

But they also felt that Lin Yi had never succumbed to those things.

Lin Yi has always been sticking to the belief and choice he started with.

He has always believed that nothing can defeat him, and he has been fighting against fate all his life.

And after.

The scholar continued: "You can carefully read the lyrics in this song. Aren't these things Lin Yi's most authentic expression?"

"This song has been popular since then, a classic among classics."

"And every song of Lin Yi is telling his daughter. When he puts these songs into the hands of his daughter, he also educates his daughter."

"So Chen Chuxue is getting closer and closer to her ideal and the goal she has been pursuing all along."

"His three views, everything about him is growing accordingly."

"Lin Yi completed it. He educated his daughter to be ideal."

"That's why Chen Chuxue at this moment is as perfect as before."

As for Lin Yi, who was writing these things at this moment, his eyes were extremely bright.

Also, as the scholar said, it was not because of other reasons.

It's not because of my daughter, who deliberately skipped the previous things in an understatement.

Maybe that's one of the reasons, but definitely not the main one.

At this moment, when Lin Yi was writing this post, he enjoyed it immensely.

Because he began to reconcile with those sufferings in the past one by one.

He felt that since those things had become memories, why should he hate them?
Hate that they get nothing, so when he reconciles piece by piece, he is enjoying this moment.

(End of this chapter)

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