Chapter 189 Still Didn't Have Any Effect
And when Lin Yi was writing these things, all the viewers on the Internet also saw the efforts Lin Yi put in this.

Even though his hands were already trembling, he continued to write in another way.

It may also be because with his current memory, if his thinking is interrupted, it is very likely that he will never be able to connect again.

So when Lin Yi wrote these things, many audience members expressed their emotions.

"Yes, I think there are some opinions on the Internet, which are very good. Lin Yike is reconciling with his past one by one."

"He is letting go of his past, and now he can clearly see that his mental state is better than before."

"When he was writing these things, his mind was full of enjoyment."

"And I found that after he wrote those posts, he would modify the content of the posts one by one. Maybe he felt that only by doing the best of what he wrote, could he perfectly guide his daughter to get some Inspired to write those lyrics."

"Judging from every move he made, he always wanted his daughter to be the most dazzling one."

"He never chose the golden mean, and Chen Chuxue never let Lin Yi down. She persisted step by step, catching what Lin Yi gave her time and time again."

"And he has been facing suffering all his life, but he can face it calmly at this moment. I think this is really rare."

"Actually, didn't Lin Yi face this before?"

"He is not only the reason for the change of mentality. When he faced the ailments that could torture the cruelty to the point of madness and make all the patients lose their composure, he faced it calmly every time."

After the screen continues to play.

in another screen.

After Chen Chuxue made up her mind to surpass herself, the goal she has always admired.

During this period of time, she regained the tense state of the past.

She has not experienced such a state for a long time, after her new song came out.

Since her new song exploded.

So Chen Chuxue did many, many things during this period.

While she started to write her own new song, she kept improving her knowledge in other aspects.

She feels that to write a good song must have a sufficient foundation of cultural heritage.

Because after she could understand those posts on the Internet, those lyrics seemed to have appeared in her mind.

She can take out these things easily.

So she felt it was essential to improve herself.

And today after going home tonight.

The first thing she did when she got home was look through the forum user's posts.

Because of the letters Zero One gave her recently.

She already felt that Zero had no talent.

And also become more stubborn.

and so.

She was very afraid that one day Zero One would not be able to find a common language with her.

Thus interrupting the communication between the two of them.

And if things go like that.

Then the only friend she has online is that forum user.

So Chen Chuxue cherishes this friendship very much.

But another reason is that she really likes the posts this person makes online.

Every time I read the posts he wrote, it would bring her different surprises.

So Chen Chuxue would often log in to that forum website to refresh and check.

See if he updates the post.

And this time Chen Chuxue, after entering that forum website.

It turned out that the forum user's post had been updated.

So she clicked in immediately.

After seeing the content in the post, she felt the talent in that person again.

And after she finished reading the entire post, her eyes lit up again.

At this moment, she suddenly felt the long-lost feeling of self-confidence.

And her thoughts immediately became more numerous.

Chen Chuxue cut the page after reading it, went out and clicked on a news website.

She found that there are still many traces of her past on the Internet.

And that trace all shows her amazing talent.

So she is more confident at this moment.

she thought.

Yes.

He was such a talented person.

So she cannot be knocked down by those things, and she can have a steady stream of inspiration.

So after she gained inspiration, Chen Chuxue regained her confidence.

She kept writing on the paper.

But this time the prototype of the song slowly emerged.

After that, Chen Chuxue felt a little tired from writing.

She put down the Bibi in her hand and stretched herself.

In this moment do not know what.

Some negative emotions rose in her heart again.

Every time when the time is approaching the early hours of the morning, Chen Chuxue will always think wildly like this.

But this time she thought of the father in her mind.

The image of her father this time was not the same as before, the father she had imagined in her heart.

What she thought was in reality.

It was the image of her father who was more realistic in her heart.

Now that Chen Chuxue thought of that man, she gritted her teeth in hatred.

In fact, she never saw her father.

But Chen Chuxue made a fool of herself.

Every time she thinks of that father image, she will add a little anger or resentment to her heart.

Because Chen Chuxue really wanted to realize her ideal.

And she feels that since she realizes her ideal, she needs motivation.

In Chen Chuxue's mind, her father is her motivation.

So after she finished stretching, she turned out the diary she used to write a diary from the drawer.

This time when she opened the notebook.

She thought about her future life plan.

It also reminds me of my previous ideals.

She wants to be a big star and be on the screen now.

And it seems that her ideal has long been realized, and her goal has long been achieved.

Because she has been on such a big stage before, she also has a lot of traces on the Internet.

But after Chen Chuxue found out that she had become a big star, her worries did not diminish.

Although she can easily make a lot of money.

But she doesn't want to do that to other anchors and Internet celebrities.

I don't want to accept any endorsements to make money through those methods.

If she wanted to, she could easily make a lot of money.

Therefore, Chen Chuxue feels that her goal of making a lot of money has been achieved.

But after she completed these goals, she found that she still felt that it was not enough.

Because things didn't turn out the way she expected.

The mother came out of those sad memories of the past.

She will feel that insanely fulfilling sense of joy at receiving flowers and compliments on screen.

Those feelings of joy she had felt before were all temporary.

So I don't know when to start.

Chen Chuxue found that her ideals and goals had changed.

At this moment, her goal is to prove to Zero One that what she insists on is correct.

She wanted to use this new song to let Zero One know.

Her goal is not just to stay on a big star.

She wants to be someone beyond zero one.

Afterwards, Chen Chuxue began to write today's diary.

She wrote in her diary.

Today I thought of my father again.

My father abandoned me before I was born.

Every time I think of this man, I think of all the misfortunes that have happened to me before.

I feel that these misfortunes are not what I should bear.

I feel like all of these things could have been avoided if I had this father.

But I didn't, so I'll take that.

And my mother is also because of this. If she had a qualified and competent husband, she would not have been treated like that.

I feel that what my mother and I have suffered is originally the responsibility of that man.

He became a father, but he didn't want to fulfill these responsibilities, leaving the problem on me and my mother.

I think all the time, he must be very comfortable.

Zi Zi has not sent a message to my mother for so many years.

Every time I think about these things.

The hatred for that man in my heart increased a bit.

After Chen Chuxue finished writing about her father, she started to write about Ling Yi again.

Chen Chuxue wrote.

Start at the very beginning.

I think Zero One is a very kind and knowledgeable elder.

His musical attainments, I think, are unmatched by anyone.

And he encouraged me to get out of the predicament again and again.

But I found that she has become more and more stubborn recently, and he began to dig into the corners of the letter.

I didn't want to talk about music with him at first, but he still insisted on it.

Constantly insist on those ridiculous remarks and opinions.

So I think.

He really has no talent.

Because he told me that before.

A capable person always reveals self-confidence in his bones, and the more irritable and louder a person is, the more inferior he is in his bones.

Because there is nothing in her stomach.

Only then are they eager to express themselves, eager to make themselves look strong on the surface.

So Chen Chuxue felt that Ling Yi became more and more stubborn because his talent was getting less and less.

His understanding and cognition have also deviated, and she is no longer suitable for making music.

Although he can still write songs that are eye-catching but have no connotation.

But in my opinion, these songs will definitely disappear in the long river of time forever because of the passage of time.

Sooner or later, these songs will also be outdated.

At that time, Zero One will bid farewell to music creation forever.

And this scene immediately aroused discussions among many people on the Internet.

"At that time, Chen Chuxue, I think it was not easy for her. She has endured so many things all the time."

"Yeah, I think no matter who was in that situation at the time, she would have thought about that."

"She will feel that her father is an incompetent person."

"But Lin Yi is not like what she wrote in the diary. He didn't make his suffering less because of those things."

"Let him bear less."

"What he has always insisted on is just wanting to live."

"The reason why he behaved like that is precisely because he carried too much injustice of fate."

In the picture at the moment.

Seeing that his post had been read by his daughter, Lin Yi felt much more at ease.

Originally, he couldn't see these things.

But that forum site is also part of his business.

So he was able to see some user access records through the background of the website.

You can also display the post in public mode, but only Chen Chuxue can see it.

So now Lin Yi saw his daughter, read his post and he was very confident.

Since I gave this test paper to my daughter.

Then she must be able to fill in all the answers correctly at a glance.

So as to sort out the framework of the whole song.

So Lin Yi thought that he only needed to confirm with Chen Chuxue later.

Then he can start writing a new post.

And then he will continue to give in other ways, hinting that she felt that she didn't rely on anyone to create this song.

Only in this way can he gain those self-confidence from the bottom of his heart.

So Lin Yi thought that this matter had already taken a step forward.

His mood also improved a lot.

He got up and prepared to go to the library to read some relevant data.

Try to write your next post more perfectly.

But the moment Lin Yi stood up from his seat and turned around.

He seemed to have stepped on something slippery.

Then his whole body lost his balance and just fell down.

The noise in the room quickly attracted the attention of many people.

They walked into the bedroom one by one.

At first they thought that Lin Yi had just fallen in an ordinary way.

I thought it would be good to wait for Lin Yi to get up.

But later they found that things were completely different from what they imagined.

After they helped Lin Yi up.

Lin Yi fell into a coma.

Everyone at the scene began to panic, and they were also the most nervous at this time.

Although they know that they should not take any responsibility.

But if Lin Yi died, they would still worry about whether they would be punished.

So those people hurriedly pressed the emergency call device and called the medical staff.

After the medical staff entered the field, because they also had a lot of similar experience, they quickly controlled the entire field.

After that, Lin Yi was taken to rescue him.

But this time everyone looked at Lin Yi at this moment.

Here they fell into the same doubts.

They listened to Lin Yi's breathing, which changed from extremely intense to weaker and weaker.

They felt that this time should be his end point. Even though he made so many mistakes, it still didn't work.

(End of this chapter)

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