Time-traveling Bastards Are Politics

Chapter 445 Courage and Strength

He didn't have the courage to ask Jingmo what would happen if he wasn't Feng Yong.

Even, he dare not admit that he is not Feng Yong at all.

Everyone thought that their lack of response to Lord Feng was due to the discord between father and son.

But I know that these things are simply because I am not Feng Yong, so I simply cannot empathize with them.

I don't know what the relationship between the real Feng Yong and Lord Feng is.

It is also impossible to know how the real Feng Yong reacted when facing the catastrophe of the Feng Palace.

It's like I can't imagine what I can do to make up for the mistakes I made.

I don't know whether this dynasty really existed, and whether I will have it recorded in history.

I don't even know how long I can live.

I no longer wish to return to the previous world, I just want to keep the people around me from getting hurt.

I even thought about it, if I gave up fighting and revenge, would I be able to be let go?

Seriously, so many people died, should I really take revenge?

Revenge, can you really get the result you want?
I dare not think about it myself.

It's like I can't imagine whether I can openly accept Feng Yong's identity.

I am not Feng Yong, and I will never be Feng Yong.

If this is the case, does it mean that he doesn't have to follow Feng Yong's actions?

After coming here for so long, many people called me Feng Yong, and I got used to it.

I have never thought about what I should do.

I once thought that it was my destiny to live in Feng Yong's place.

But now that I think about it, is that really the case?

Can you really do this yourself?

It's not easy to be innocent.

It's like she can't tell whether Bai Lan cares about her identity as Bai Zhi or whether she cares about her identity as Feng Yong.

Bai Lan is not Bai Zhi, but she is still a member of the Bai family. She is no different from Bai Zhi to the Bai family, to the Fengwang Mansion, even to Qingyin Pavilion, and to the Wang Mansion.

She feels it.

But what about yourself?
Can I really be Feng Yong?

Even if I can be Feng Yong, can the people around me really think of myself as Feng Yong?

I have no confidence in myself, and I dare not even think about it.

Jingmo always talks about people with the Feng surname, which is all nonsense.

But myself, alas.

"Saving people? I never said that I save people. I always do what I want to do, and I never said I want to save people. Besides, she is not human, so I don't need to save her."

"This should be the heart-eating Gu. There is no medicine to cure it. When the poison breaks out, it is like ten thousand worms eating the heart. The pain is so painful. However, the heart-eating Gu has suppressed the original heart-gu in the body. Now the heart-gu will no longer attack. It can be withdrawn."

"How's it going? Am I right? I did save her. She's fine now. Do you still say I'm harmful to others?"

"It's good that I can save this kind of person. You can be content with it. Besides, besides me, who else in Qingyin Pavilion can relieve the heart attack? If she is allowed to attack on the road and kill two people, I can't see it." One month, Qingyin Pavilion was leveled. In this way, if she suffers every day, I have avenged her, and she will not die. Heart-biting Gu will only attack at midnight every day, and it will not delay her daytime life. I'm very considerate."

"You...I asked you to bring people here. It was really the biggest mistake..."

"Wrong? Don't even think about it. If it wasn't for her, wouldn't I be stuck here? Would my mother die in a foreign land? She's the mistake! The biggest mistake! You're talking about me?"

"The Heart-eating Gu only occurs on the night of the full moon, and the Heart-eating Gu can't suppress the Heart Gu. What are you doing?"

"Oh, you are really powerful. What I planted was the heart-eating Gu. It was just a heart-eating Gu specially refined by my mother. When the poison took effect for the first time, thousands of insects devoured the heart. The mouth could not speak, the body could not move, and no one could Nothing can be found. After the first attack, she will look old, her throat will be completely burned out, and she will be unable to make any sound. I want her to experience the suffering of the Saul people who were unjustly killed. ! I want to let her poison attack every day, no one will care about her, and she will not die. She will be alone there and repent for her sins..."

"Thousands and thousands of Sol people! I finally avenged you! Have you seen it! The bitch who hurt you at the beginning! Now this kind of virtue, you will die or live! Mother! Have you seen it! The Gu that you worked so hard to refine was finally planted on this bitch! We also let her pay with blood!"

"Is there something else? Why doesn't it look so simple to me?"

"Of course...for this matter, what's the point of seeking revenge from her? Of course I have to find the emperor! I knew that the heart Gu was made by the emperor at a glance! That heart Gu was a tribute refined by my mother back then! It has a special Mark! So I added something else to the Heart-biting Gu, let it bite the owner of the Heart Gu, so that the two of them can empathize and suffer together.”

"Are you crazy? What if the emperor didn't do it?"

"You don't need to think about it. Only the emperor has the method of Gu worms and tricks, and others can't use them if they get it... But I dare not say who will be the next one in the end."

"you……"

"Heh, you already know this situation, haven't you woken up yet? Wei Huaqing is not your lover, and you are not Wei Huaqing's Kong Ming, you are just a pawn who is being manipulated by others and you think you are planning for others! Don't be self-righteous! Think about it, if it wasn't for Wei Huaqing, would your family and your fiancée be what they are today? Why is the Bai family like this? Why is Fengwang's house full of robbers? Are you still so innocent? I'm really curious, How could Rui Jue give birth to a child like you!"

"I……"

"If I were you, what I'm thinking about right now is how to make Wei Huaqing pay for his debts, instead of worrying about his safety here. In other words, if Wei Huaqing really did the trick, then it's a good deed, and I'm doing it for Rui. Jue got revenge, why are you unhappy? Or do you think that following such a person is more important than your father?"

"That was not what I meant……"

"Don't explain. I don't want to know what you think. I just know that today I did what I've always wanted to do for so many years. I'm happy. As for the future, I don't care. It's fine to stay in Qingyin Pavilion, come back Saul, I am me, I want to do what I want, and I don’t want others to participate. You didn’t tell Lingyou because you wanted revenge, right? Hmm? If it wasn’t for Dong’s family back then, if it wasn’t for Dong Liangyu’s handwritten letter, Bai Su wouldn’t Would you go back and lead to this? I believe that for so many years, you not only wanted to help Bai Su come back to life, but also wanted to help Bai Su get revenge, right? That's why you didn't tell Lingyou and let the Gu worms drill deeper and deeper until Plant well."

"The first attack is the most dangerous. All the golden needles for suppressing tendons have been pushed out. If you are in the house now, you will be easily torn apart by her."

"Although this room is specially designed and cannot be opened by collision, it is still just in case. You can just go, there is no need to wait here."

This time, he mentioned his identity.

"It doesn't matter what he did. The important thing is that you have seen Wei Huaqing's nature clearly. I don't know why you chose to help him, but I can tell you that he is the most capable among the remaining princes. Maybe in the future, he will really inherit the throne. At that time, did you think about what you two would do? I don’t know if you are as angry as this girl now, but please think about it, such a person becomes the emperor , can I really let you go?"

"I also think that among so many princes, the fourth prince is the most restrained and the most thoughtful. Based on the things he has done, it is known that the outside world said that the prince of Xiaoyao is nothing more than a mask. Under such circumstances, he can intervene." With so many decisions made by the emperor, this person must not be simple. If he really ascends to power, not only will he be killed, but even those who are not related will be retaliated against."

"The girl is right. You and Wei Huaqing are very similar. After all these years, no one knew that you belonged to him. I thought you only cared about the love between your children."

"Prince Feng's Mansion is not some great palace. It is not a good thing to show your sharpness too much."

"Then what do you decide to do? You don't expect him to let you go, do you? If you are so innocent, I have nothing to say. I just sigh, Fengwang Mansion actually gave birth to someone like you. If you If you want to run away, then don’t even think about it. Although that bitch looks like that now, there is no guarantee that there will be no spies in the Qingyin Pavilion. There are few people with the Feng surname, so just ask a little, and you will know your existence. Besides, Qingyin The disguise of the pavilion is not unique to the Qingyin Pavilion. As long as these masks are in the eyes of an insider, it is easy to see the flaws. Even if I help you get the identity of the Helian clan, you have to think of other ways out. Now Wei Huaqing couldn't find you because he couldn't use all the royal connections. If he really became emperor in the future, you would be found even if you hid to the ends of the earth. You should know that there is no king in the world, Is it the reason of the king and his ministers. You know so many things about him, how could he let you go? Also, Rui Jue's so-called evidence of rebellion is just the emperor's reluctance to disclose it for the sake of face. If Wei Huaqing discloses it, I’m afraid that none of you will survive. You should know better than me what the crime of rebellion is, right?”

"Zhu Lian Jiu Clan. There are very few people with the surname Feng. As for the Nine Clans, almost all of them were killed."

"Yeah, if you don't care, I don't care, but I want to tell you that if you kill all the people named Feng in this way, it will also implicate the Sol clan. Do you think I will let you go? "

"Why? Why does the Nine Clans have a relationship with the Sol Clan?"

"Because Ruijue and I are half-brothers... My mother, Suoer Lanchen, was with Ruijue's father once. But at that time, something happened in the mother's family. I went back. Later, when Rui Jue was born, my mother thought that she had made a mistake, so she didn’t come back. She didn’t bring me back until she got the news that my father was in poor health and died soon. But not long after I came back, the emperor began to treat me The Thor tribe attacked, and it was impossible for my mother to take me back, so I had to hide my name and live here. Fortunately, the former owner of the Qingyin Pavilion was an old acquaintance of my mother, so I have a place to live."

"This……"

"I know, you can't accept it now, but I just want to tell you that if you want to do something better, maybe I can help you. But if you still help what you shouldn't, I don't mind clearing the door for Rui Jue .”

"Prince Feng's mansion is empty, how do you prove your identity? In other words, how do you make Feng Yong trust you? Of course, the Fourth Prince is not a good person, but how do you prove that you are really one of your own?"

"How to prove it? Why do I appear here? Can't I explain anything? The high priests of the Thor tribe are all hereditary. If it weren't because of my impure blood, how could there be no successors? If I am really a pure Thor No matter how much my mother wants to leave, she can’t take me away. The high priest of the Saul tribe, whether he lives or dies, belongs to the Saul tribe. My mother also found a new successor and ran out secretly. .”

"This can only prove that you are not a pure Sol tribe. How can you prove your identity? There is not a single word from your mother in the family tree of the Feng surname, including the Lord Feng. How can you convince me?"

"Oh, let me prove it. If you really know Fengwang Mansion so well, you should know that Rui Jue's father had a commemorative tiger amulet back then and had no real power, but in order to commemorate his military exploits, he specially called His. Half of the Tiger Talisman is with Rui Jue, and the other half is with me. It is to prevent Rui Jue from accidentally injuring his brother in future battles."

"Sorry, I offended just now."

Here it is again.

Even later, when he went to appease Jingmo himself, he used the name of Fengwang Mansion.

If Jingmo knew that he was not Feng Yong, would he help?
Will not.

Even Mu Keya helped because she was Feng Yong.

I have no choice, because I am not Feng Yong at all.

If I used Gu Lenglan's identity, how could anyone help me?

Sincerity for sincerity, I have been a fake from the beginning, why should I ask others to be sincere?

Maybe, people still think that they have ulterior motives.

When the time comes, I will be completely speechless.

I have never thought about anything else, nor what should I do about these things.

The system didn't ask me not to say anything about it.

But you really need to bear the consequences of speaking out.

I don't have the courage and strength, so I don't dare to say it.

I am afraid of the consequences after speaking out. I am even afraid that everyone will leave because of this.

But I couldn't face up to the fact that I had been deceiving everyone from the very beginning.

I have no choice, I have no choice, I really want to do something to let people know that even if I don't use Feng Yong's identity, I am still a sincere person.

But, who would believe it?
Who would believe such an unbelievable thing?
(End of this chapter)