famous first flash marriage

No wonder the young master is willing to stay with her, Mu Zihao thought, Miss Ji's character is actually the most suitable for the young master.

It wasn't until Ji Xiaoru's tall and slender figure disappeared around the corner of the stairs that Mu Zihao remembered that he forgot to ask Miss Ji where she was going.

However, the young master fell asleep anyway, and if Miss Ji wants to go for a drive, the young master shouldn't have any objections, right?

Thinking of this, Mu Zihao felt relieved again.

When Mu Zihao walked into the ward, he saw that Pei Yuancheng was indeed asleep, and he was sleeping very deeply. He called out to him twice, but he didn't respond at all.

He asked the doctor to come in and check again to make sure whether Pei Yuancheng's condition had stabilized.

The doctor gave an affirmative answer, and Mu Zihao's heart fell back to the original place. After the doctor left, he thought, it's time for Jin Xiaoyi to come and see him.

If you don't look at it now, when the young master wakes up, she won't have much chance.

Jin Xiaoyi was fidgeting in Mu Zihao's room, when she suddenly received a text message from Mu Zihao saying "Come quickly", she stood up immediately, and ran upstairs quickly, regardless of the seven centimeter high heels on her feet.

When she arrived in the corridor, even though the floor was covered with carpets, she couldn't help but walk softly because she was afraid of waking up the sleeping people in the ward.

Mu Zihao stood at the door waiting for her.

"Only 10 minutes, Miss Xiaoyi, promise me that you will come out in 10 minutes, okay?" Originally, he shouldn't let her in, but thinking of it, it was as if he would never have the chance to see her again , she is unlikely to have the opportunity to see him, so he gritted his teeth and made this decision that made him feel very sorry for the young master.

If the young master knew that he casually let people approach him when he was asleep, he would definitely be so angry that he would fire himself immediately.

However, this is not the first time he has done something about being sorry to the young master, Mu Zihao thought, letting sister Xiaoyi secretly come to Island N is already a great disobedience to the young master.

He closed his eyes and could only hope that Jin Xiaoyi would keep his promise, just "take a look" at the young master, and never do anything superfluous.

"Okay, I see. Thank you, Zihao." Jin Xiaoyi's heart was pounding, and her haggard face was glowing again. that surging emotion
Jin Xiaoyi pushed open the door and walked in.

She finally saw him again.

After all, she hadn't been away for long, but why, seeing him again, felt like a lifetime away?

He was lying on the bed and fell asleep deeply. She held her breath and walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, lowering her head and staring at him carefully.

It's strange, she thought he would lose weight without her taking care of him, but he didn't.

He even looks better than when she left.

Her heart was filled with mixed feelings.

Seeing that he didn't continue to lose weight and his complexion didn't get worse, she should have been happy.

However, she was not happy at all.

She couldn't help but wonder, didn't her leaving have any negative impact on him?
So, she took care of him in every possible way before, desperately trying to make him feel better and sleep better, all these things are meaningless at all?
In other words, does this mean that she is worthless to him at all, and her devotion to him has only touched herself, not him?

No wonder he didn't have the slightest intention of recalling her, no wonder he didn't miss her at all.

No matter how nice she was to him, she was of no value to him.

Jin Xiaoyi suddenly hated him a little.

She wished that he was dying of illness and had no one around to take care of him.

In the past, she hoped that he had a good life, but now, she doesn't think so.

She wished that as soon as she left, he would be tortured out of shape by illness——

Only in this way can she prove the value of her existence, isn't it?
Only in this way would her return be meaningful, and only in this way would it be possible for her to return to him.

She sat on the side of the bed blankly, staring at his pale and handsome face, at one moment she was so in love that she wished she could melt into his flesh and blood, and gave him her whole heart, at another moment she wished she could pull out his oxygen tube with her own hands. strangle him.

Thinking of this, her hand stretched out towards his slender neck in a mysterious way.

He lay there quietly, ignorant of anything, unaware of everything in the outside world.

If she wanted to kill him now, she could do it.

He is a patient, he just received first aid last night, and now he probably doesn't even have the strength to get up from the bed.

All she had to do was pull out his oxygen tube, cover his face with a towel, and grab his throat with her hands—

He will soon die silently.

What a breeze.

But what about after that?
After killing him?
run away?Or die with him?

Jin Xiaoyi sat by the bed, with a smile uglier than crying on her delicately made-up face.

"I love you." She said softly, "Why, can't you love me a little?"

He was still lying there quietly, breathing steadily, without any intention of being awakened by her.

"Do you know? I wore a carefully selected skirt today. I imagined countless times that you would smile and praise me when you saw me like this, but I didn't even have the qualifications to be glanced at by you. "

Jin Xiaoyi sighed helplessly: "Why am I so pitiful? It would be fine if I didn't love you. If only I didn't take a second look at you at that time. Just because I took one more look at you, I spent half my life It’s all unsatisfactory. I tried my best to change my appearance and change my job to try to get close to you. I did everything I could to make you love you. Over the years, it’s not that no one loves me, but I Why, I must love you? If I don't love you and don't dream of getting you, then can I also have the love of a man peacefully and live happily and ordinaryly?"

No one can tell her the answer.

The cruelty of life is that everyone needs to be responsible for the choices he makes.

No matter who it is, there is no chance of second choice.

She looked at him quietly, thinking that she had put in so much effort for him, but in the end, she still got nothing.

Even, when she was able to stay with him, there was only less than 10 minutes left.

What else can you do in less than 10 minutes?

Jin Xiaoyi reached out and stroked his hair gently.

He lay there, sleeping obediently like a child, making one's heart involuntarily soft.

She was suddenly ashamed at the thought that she wanted to kill him just now - how could she have thought that about him?

He never hurt her, he just... doesn't love her.

It was not his fault that he did not love her.

It is because she is too wishful thinking, longing for something that does not belong to her.

The one who deserves to die is herself.

And he is so good-looking, so perfect, a man like him deserves to regain a healthy life and lead a happy life.

Even if she no longer exists in his life.

She was nothing to him.

Jin Xiaoyi just stared at him obsessively, stroking his hair and cheeks one after another, feeling like a snake and a scorpion at one moment, and tender at another.

Hate and love were intertwined in her heart, and her eyes were sometimes hot and sometimes cold.

Time flies by between the fingers.

Soon, the door of the ward was pushed open, and Mu Zihao appeared at the door, and said to her softly, "Sister Xiaoyi, you should go."

Jin Xiaoyi's hand was still on Pei Yuancheng's cheek - this was a very rude move, if it was when Pei Yuancheng was awake, no one would dare to get close to him without his permission.

However, Mu Zihao deliberately ignored Jin Xiaoyi's move. He pretended not to notice it, and reminded him gently, "If you don't leave, someone will come over later."

"Who?" Jin Xiaoyi asked.

Mu Zihao didn't answer, he subconsciously didn't want to tell Jin Xiaoyi about Miss Ji.

"Sister Xiaoyi, you promised me that you would only stay inside for 10 minutes." He looked at her and said calmly.

Jin Xiaoyi lowered her head, looked at Pei Yuancheng's sleeping face, and reluctantly looked away, she was reluctant to leave.

"Let me stay for a while...just a little while, okay?" She looked at him pleadingly.

"No." Mu Zihao said cruelly, "Sister Xiaoyi, don't make things difficult for me. The young master will wake up at any time, and...someone will come in at any time. You should leave as soon as possible."

Jin Xiaoyi straightened up, only to feel that her feet seemed to have taken root next to Pei Yuancheng's bed, and even a little movement would cause pain to her flesh and blood.

It hurts, she thought, walking away from him again was like tearing a piece of flesh out of her body.

"Sister Xiaoyi, please." Mu Zihao felt uneasy in his heart, he turned his head and looked at the corridor outside the door, making sure no one was passing by, so he relaxed a little.

Jin Xiaoyi moved her legs with difficulty, and left Pei Yuancheng's bed step by step.

After leaving this time, when will the next time I see him?

Is there a next time?
Why can't she stay?
Suddenly, she reached out and grabbed Mu Zihao's hand, begging: "Let me stay, I want to stay by his side and take care of him, Zihao, help me one more time, the last time, okay?"

"Sister Xiaoyi..." Mu Zihao sighed heavily, "If I knew you were like this, I shouldn't have agreed to let you see the young master."

"I beg you, Zihao, I really love him, no matter what method I use, as long as I can stay by his side and see him every day, I am willing, no matter the cost. Zihao, help me out Come up with an idea!"

"Hush... Keep your voice down." Mu Zihao glanced at the young master on the bed, and pulled Jin Xiaoyi out of the ward.

Jin Xiaoyi's eyes were still looking into the ward, Mu Zihao gritted his teeth, and closed the door in front of Jin Xiaoyi.

Jin Xiaoyi's fiery eyes dimmed instantly like a flame that was suddenly extinguished.