Sony Ericsson: Let me pamper you obediently

During the five years in prison, An Yan never dared to think of Linge easily, because of guilt or pity.

Ringer never insisted on making her a lady.

Lin Ge was born in a scholarly family, and she behaved like everyone else, but she never gave An Yan clear norms and goals. Since she was a child, An Yan always followed her own preferences.

An Yan has been by Ringer's side since as long as she can remember, and An Zhendong is only a vague character who appears occasionally.

An Yan lived with Linge in this house when she was young. She was afraid of the dark, so she always dared not sleep alone, so she slept with Linge on the big bed, even when An Zhendong came back.

An Zhendong never stayed at home overnight, and every time he came back, his face was sullen.Ringer has always been that kind of quiet temperament. It doesn't make any difference to her whether An Zhendong comes or not. She still draws and cooks as usual, but she always cooks more when cooking.

Perhaps only An Yan can feel the difference, such as the corner of Ringer's mouth raised inadvertently, the paintbrush that Ringer raised but didn't put down, and the gentle gaze that Ringer reveals from time to time.

But An Zhendong didn't notice it, he would always lose his temper inexplicably, his face would become more and more serious, and often he would get up and leave before he had eaten two bites.

After An Zhendong left, Linge didn't say anything, she would just stare in the direction An Zhendong left for a while, then smiled nonchalantly, and told An Yan to eat well.

Since she was a child, An Yan knew that her family was different from other people's families.

But she never felt that she was missing anything. The absence of An Zhendong's role was not a bad thing for An Yan. It was precisely because of An Zhendong's absence that An Yan devoted more time and energy to An Yan. .

For Linge, An Yan is her emotional sustenance, and for An Yan, Linge is her whole world, and the mother and daughter have been interdependent for a long time.

An Yan didn't like the confinement-like education in school, and Linge didn't stop An Yan from deviant ideas like this. She fully respected An Yan's opinion.

After An Yan didn't go to school, Ringer didn't confine An Yan at home to learn the required books in elementary school. She started planning travel routes and took An Yan on tours.

The reason why An Yan has so many different experiences is all due to the broadening of her horizons that Ringer gave her before. An Yan can only get along with people of a higher age.Because most of her contacts are middle-aged and elderly people, An Yan's conversation is always more mature than her peers.

After spending more time with the elderly, An Yan also naturally acquired a loose temperament. She can watch the sunset gradually disappearing into the horizon with those old grandpas without haste.

Linger never restricts An Yan from making friends, whether it's punks on the street or girls in bars.Because of having the experience of making friends with different people and understanding the backgrounds of different people, An Yan is able to treat everyone equally.

For An Yan, Ringer is not so much her mother as she is her sister.Ringer always gives her the maximum freedom, but what she gives to herself is always a shackle.

When she was young, An Yan didn't understand. At that time, An Yan thought that Linge's going away was a free and easy way to see through everything, but she didn't realize until after Linge passed away that Linge never let An Zhendong go, she was just hiding .

Whether in Europe or America, Linge lives in the place where she and An Zhendong once lived together. They also experienced so many hardships and setbacks when they chose to be together, but even so, they can still suffer. It was the happiest time in Ringer's voice.

During that time, all that is preserved are good memories.

Linge has been waiting, as long as An Zhendong wants to find her, he will be able to find her.She was just trying to be brave, as long as An Zhendong cared about her a little, she would be able to surrender, but An Zhendong still didn't come.

How did Ringer endure it at that time?The lover who was once loyal to him is now blatantly living with his mistress. For that woman, he will not go home, and he even has a child with that woman.

Ringer has always liked to be clean, but her feelings have been tarnished like that, how can she bear it?

Even though Linge still has himself by his side, although Linge has made it clear that he is married, there have never been fewer men around Ringe.Linge was gentle in appearance, and her indifferent temperament made her supernatural. She never entangled with those men.

In An Yan's eyes, those people are much better than An Zhendong. They would buy themselves delicious candies and take themselves to amusement parks in order to get close to Ringer, and An Zhendong, as a father, never gave them these things. Pass.

At that time, Ringer never accepted the olive branch thrown by any man. An Yan thought it was because Ringer hadn't met the person she really liked, but she later found out that Ringer had already found the person she liked. , her liking has been given to An Zhendong completely, and she can't give any more to others.

But An Zhendong didn't care at all, he was always by the side of other women, he didn't understand Ringer's good intentions, he couldn't understand Ringer's beauty, and couldn't give An Yan everything he wanted.

He is not good enough for Ringer.

When Ringer was terminally ill, doctors advised her to stay in the hospital to control her condition, but she still insisted on living in her own home.What exactly is home?Is it still home without a lover?

Linge lived in their former home for the last time. She was still waiting, but he still hadn't come.

Linge never thought of telling An Zhendong about her illness. Even at the end of her life, she still guarded her last dignity in love.

Ringer wins in self-esteem, but also loses in self-esteem.

Others only know that Ringer is unprecedentedly strong, even if she is alone, she can live a wonderful life, but they don't know that Ringer always needs sleeping pills to fall asleep at night.

An Yan once thought that Linge was a sensible woman, but no matter how sensible a woman is, it is difficult to control her emotions.

An Yan sat in front of the workbench where Ringer often sat. Ringer's manuscripts were still there, and the originally scattered papers had been sorted and bound into volumes.

Perhaps Ringer had already predicted his own fate, An Yan discovered that one of the manuscripts was dedicated to herself, and on the cover was Ringer's delicate handwriting: "To An Yan."

Parents always choose a baby name for their child, which sounds kinder, but Ringer has never worked hard on such things, and An Yan doesn't even have a baby name.Linge has never called An Yan a nickname like "Yanyan". When she calls An Yan, she always calls her by her first name directly.

Qingli voice, lingering tone.In the past, An Yan always felt that shouting like this was too cold-blooded, but now she wanted to hear it but couldn't hear it anyway.

Looking at the design draft, there are a pair of clothing design drafts inside.Ringer University majored in design. Before finishing university, she chose an unusual path to work as a street painter on the streets of various cities. She painted so many famous paintings that many people forgot about her. The real job is to be a designer.

From one year old to the end of the year, there will always be her clothing design drawings.

An Yan wore all those clothes before she was 16 years old. An Yan never spent too much thought on her own clothes. Usually, she would wear whatever Ringer gave her. She always thought it was bought by Ringer. Yes, I didn't expect that Ringer did it all by himself.

An Yan's clothes were one size smaller than her own size, An Yan's eye sockets were sore, and she was taller than her mother imagined.

In many cases, only by losing can one learn to cherish. After Ringer passed away, An Zhendong finally played the role of a competent father, but she no longer needed it at that time.She has learned how to live alone with Ringer, alone but not alone. This is probably the trait that Ringer has subtly absorbed into herself from the bottom of her bones.

Many times, An Yan dared not think of Ringer easily.Ringer left too many traces on her body. When she laughed, she always couldn't understand why Ringer often looked at her in ecstasy. He obviously lived together all the time. What else is there to see?
Perhaps it was because of such betrayal and setbacks that she finally understood that Ringer was not looking at herself at all, but she was looking at the epitome of another person through herself.That person was the one she had been waiting for, and that person was the one who didn't show up.

In the end, I still failed to fulfill the promise I made to Ringer. In fact, it was not only An Zhendong who betrayed Ringer, but even her closest self played a role in An Zhendong's betrayal.

If it wasn't because of his willfulness and negligence that someone else framed him and sent him to prison, An Zhendong wouldn't have been taken advantage of by others and completely forgotten his promise to Ringer.

Ringer put too much effort into himself, but in the end he didn't even hold the last bit of space for Ringer. If Ringer knew, would he blame her?
How can you not?An Yan chuckled, Ringer has always been such a calm temperament, no matter how complicated or strong negative emotions are, she can be easily washed away by her, she is the kind of bad and good person, An Yan thought, such a person even wants to Expressing anger is so difficult, such a person must have a hard life.

But it is such a hard-working person who has to be tortured like this, how can they bear it?

Don't worry, Mom, An Yan secretly swears that I will definitely find out the truth about that matter. Whether it is Han Meizhi or An Ying, those who have brought you harm will definitely pay the price.

Your heart is too kind, and you can't bear to hurt others, so let me do it, and I will double what they owe you.