Sony Ericsson: Let me pamper you obediently

At the same time, Wenshi.

An Zhendong didn't go home again, for some reason, he was getting more and more tired of going back to that home now.

He has a lockbox in his office, and only he knows what's in it.When he was young, he did too many wrong things, all of which were his guilt and repentance, but the person who should accept his apology has left forever.

Maybe I am really old, An Zhendong thought, otherwise why would I think of the past so frequently?

The first time I met Ringer was studying abroad. At that time, he was just a poor boy. The reason why he was able to go abroad was the full scholarship of foreign universities.He noticed Ringo on his way back to school from a part-time job.

Linger has been drawing in the square, no matter how noisy the surrounding environment is, she is like a slowly blooming daffodil, she is wearing a white skirt, and her loose hair is pinned behind her ears with hair clips, There is no extra decoration, but it makes people have a different kind of surprise.

That was the first time An Zhendong fell in love with a woman. Perhaps because of his family background, An Zhendong never put love in his plan. When he came abroad, language difficulties, heavy studies and part-time jobs made him He is in a state of desperation, and sometimes he just wants to have a good sleep, feelings?Emotional matters are certainly not as important as sleep.

But when he saw Ringer, he even forgot about sleeping which was his top priority. He had been standing not far away looking at Ringer. From the bright sun at noon to the sunset in the evening, he just watched Looking at her, the exhaustion of the whole body was even relieved.

It was Linge who greeted him first. Seeing that An Zhendong was still looking at him when she was packing the easel, she couldn't help laughing: "Have you recovered?"

Embarrassment flashed across An Zhendong's face: "Ah, your watercolors are really beautiful."

An Zhendong has never been exposed to subjects such as art. He has done all his homework on economics, so that he can't even tell the difference between oil painting and watercolor, but Ringer didn't expose her. She even gently Smiled at him: "Do you have time tomorrow, can you be my model?"

All the emotions sprouted from this, even though An Zhendong was dull and incomprehensible, Ringer still fell in love with him hopelessly.

He has no money or power, and he couldn't even afford a sterling silver necklace for Ringer's birthday, but Ringer never cared.

The matter between the two was finally opposed by Ringer's family, not because they were dissatisfied with An Zhendong, but because they felt that the two were inappropriate.

Father Lin once said to himself that the value difference between himself and Ringer is too great. If he is really Ai Linger, letting go at the right time is the best choice.

At the time, An Zhendong thought that was just an excuse for Papa Lin to oppose him, but it was not until a long time later that he realized that Papa Lin had already seen through the destructive problems they were going to face in their relationship so long ago. Too stubborn, he overestimated his ability, and also overestimated his feelings for Ringer.

They finally got married, when he had nothing after returning home.

From worrying about eating and drinking to buying vegetables, you need to check the price before deciding whether to buy or not. Linge made the transition very well. She never asked An Zhendong what he wanted, and she never asked An Zhendong for anything. She gave up on herself. Painting, which he likes, has finally become a quiet and calm cat on his lap.

An Zhendong is busy with social activities and always has to go home very late.The start-up stage of the company always has to go through such a process. Ringer didn't say anything, but just handled everything properly for him.

At first, An Zhendong always felt that he owed Ringer too much, and when he became prosperous in the future, he must treat Ringer a thousand times better, but when he really started his career, he found that he had already left himself The original intention deviated too far.

As early as when he was accidentally imprinted on the collar of the woman who accompanied him, when Linge clearly saw everything but pretended not to see it, as early as he intentionally or unintentionally hinted that Linge asked her to question but When she showed that she didn't care, she was already crazy.

He wanted to get Ringer's attention, even if Ringer blamed him, and she questioned him loudly, he would just hold Ringer's arm in apologetic way, and tell her that everything was not what she thought, and that he was as good as a jade for her Yes, but Ringer didn't.

Ringer's pretending not to care was understood by An Zhendong as not caring, she didn't care about herself at all, no matter how much she spent outside, it had no effect on Ringer.In other words, Ringer didn't trust her from the very beginning.

This kind of thought was like a toxin that permeated his body, and he used his best efforts to retaliate against An Yan.

From the strict self-discipline in the past to the chaos in his private life at the end, from the guilt at the beginning to the joy in the end, he became more and more crazy and unable to control himself.

But Wulu played so crazy that he would still go home at night.When he came home drunk, Ringo would shudder like a frightened deer, and then look at him calmly, as if looking at a clown.

He always thought that she didn't love him enough, and he had made so much effort that he would stop as long as Ringer questioned him, but Ringer didn't, she was so calm, as if the cheating person had nothing to do with her.

After all, he still misunderstood her, An Zhendong closed his eyes in pain.If it wasn't for his own reasons, Ringer wouldn't have endured so much upheaval, and he finally failed Ringer.

How could a woman as proud as Ringer question who she was with and what she did?When Linge loves someone, she won't show it even if she is disappointed. She has always been like this, but she just forgot.

I was blindfolded by anger, and it was too late when I really realized it.Ringer went abroad, and even if he returned to that home, he couldn't find the slightest trace of Ringer. Her old paintings are still there, but the portrait of herself that was originally hung on the wall has been put away by Ringer. Finally disappointed.

Her manuscripts are still laid out on the table, the dishes they painted together are still in the cabinet, the clothes in the closet are gone, and Ringo is gone.

After Ringer went abroad, he returned to their common home more than once after being drunk. At that time, he had almost settled in Wenshi, and he still went back after the two-hour drive from Wenshi to Binshi. up.He lay in pain on their former bed and couldn't sleep. He didn't know why they became like this now.

When Ringer was sent to the emergency room, it was the first time he received a call from An Yan. When An Ying was still acting like a baby in his arms, An Yan was already able to calm down when Ringer couldn't hold on. The tone of voice notified himself of the bad news, and when he rushed to the hospital in a panic, it was already too late.

He couldn't even remember the last time he saw Linger, her face was still so peaceful, her body was so thin, when she saw him, she still smiled vigorously, and he held her bony bones Hand, the bruise on the back of his hand made him tremble with fear.

He didn't even know that Ringer was so sick, An Yan had a faint smile on her face, her smile was bright and sad: "I know you are with someone else now, and I know, you are actually She doesn't want to see me, but An Yan is still young..."

When Ringer said these words, An Zhendong really wanted to slap herself. How could she have misunderstood her own intentions? How could she fall in love with others?But he couldn't say that he loved her. It turns out that in a relationship, the most desperate thing is not even daring to speak out your own love, because you don't deserve it.

"Do you regret it?" Ringo asked him softly.

What do you regret?

Do you regret spending the whole afternoon watching her paint or regret your cheating?An Zhendong nodded, and Ringe's tears fell from the corners of his eyes: "You shouldn't have met me in the first place." Ringe's voice was choked with sobs: "Otherwise I wouldn't have dragged you down for so long."

An Zhendong's eyes were red, as if his heart was being torn apart by someone.He regretted it, but it wasn't that he regretted meeting him, but that he didn't listen to Papa Lin's words. If Ringer wasn't with him, he must be living happily with other men now. How could such a woman fall for someone like him? What about in the hands of the slag?
"Although it feels very abrupt, I still ask you to promise me one thing." Linge's breath was a little unsteady, and her words were difficult and difficult: "You must raise An Yan well, if you can If not, don't let that person become An Yan's mother."

My first relationship has been completely ruined by myself. After that, no matter how I remedy my original mistakes, An Yan can't accept the existence of him as a father, and she is finally hated. daughter.

An Zhendong wanted to make up for An Yan. He broke contact with Han Meizhi and devoted himself to An Yan, but An Yan never called him father. He had been absent for so many years. An Yan's resentment He could understand that he just wanted to watch An Yan by her side, as if guarding Ringo.

But he still didn't keep his promise, whether it was An Yan or his promise to Ringer.

It was only when An Yan was sent to prison that he realized how dereliction of duty his father had done. It was because of his own inadequacy and Ringer's departure that An Yan fell into such an extreme emotion. did something like that.

It was also for this reason that he didn't want An Ying to do the same, so he decided to give Han Meizhi a title so that his other daughter could be warmed by a good family atmosphere.

However, now he is wondering if he did something wrong.

Ever since he married Han Meizhi, he has completely entrusted Han Meizhi to manage the house in Binshi. He has no face to see Linge again, and his betrayal of Linge has never stopped. Sometimes An Zhendong even thinks, If one day I met Ringer on Huangquan Road, Ringer would definitely blame him, right?

Now it's not just Ringer, even the daughter he owes the most has left because of his betrayal.An Zhendong thought somewhat dejectedly that he was always looking for the best solution, but in the end he found that his so-called best solution was always sacrificing some people for the happiness of others. He couldn't get out of such a vicious circle.

I am afraid that I will never get An Yan's forgiveness, after all, it is too late for him to reflect on his own problems at this time.