Marriage with a child: the second wife is too popular

I don't know what to do, I really want to calm myself down, but no matter how hard I try, I just can't.

"I'm sorry Yichen, I was trying to calm myself down, but I really couldn't do it. I don't know what to do. Do you think my body is really bad? If I continue like this, our daughter will really die." It's hopeless."

At this time, I could only stretch out my hand weakly to pull Song Yichen's clothes, and look at him with begging eyes.

"Yichen, I really can't figure it out. I don't have any infectious diseases. Why can't I have a transplant operation? Do I have to be in good health before I can do bone transplants? People who are dying like others can donate , why can't my body do it!"

I always feel that there must be something wrong with this, I always feel that Yichen and Godfather are hiding something from me.

"Don't think about it so much. We are doctors. We know when we can do transplant surgery and when we can't do it. I told you some things, but you don't understand, so don't think too much about it. You Now as long as you take care of your body, don’t think about other things.”

How can I not care about this kind of thing, watching the children suffer in it every day, can I, a mother, rest at home like a normal person!

Although I know that my body needs to be well rested so that I can beg my daughter's life, but I'm already working hard to rest, but...

"I'm the mother of the child. Do you let me ignore me? If you stand in my position, can you rest at home so easily?"

After Song Yichen who was holding me heard what I said, he didn't say anything but just hugged me quietly.

"I don't understand. Now my body is a little weak, and there is no other problem at all. Why can't you let me donate bone marrow? Besides, I also checked on the Internet, and there is no bone marrow donation at all. You are so strict."

Moreover, I also secretly went to other hospitals to ask other doctors, and they all said that my body is suitable for donating bone marrow, and donating bone marrow does not do much harm to the body at all.

So I think Song Yichen must have something to hide from me, but he just doesn't say it, besides letting me rest every day, he still rests.

"Xinxin, those online searches are all fake. Only I know how your body is, so don't worry about it anymore. Don't worry, as long as your body is fit, I will perform surgery on you right away."

After hearing what Song Yichen said, I was very angry and pushed him away.

"You know? Do you know that if I don't have the surgery, our daughter won't live long at all."

It has been almost two months since my daughter was born, and the serious illness in these two months has devastated my daughter's body.

"Whenever I go to see my daughter, do you know how uncomfortable it is for me as a mother? What else can you say besides telling me to wait and let me rest for a day? Don't treat me like a child anymore Treat it the same way.”

If I hadn't been careful this time and went to another hospital to ask about it, I might still have been kept in the dark by Song Yichen, and I would still be raising my body at home foolishly.

"Actually, I have already asked in other hospitals. With a body like mine, there is no problem at all with a transplant operation. I don't know what plan you have in mind? But Song Yichen, let me tell you, if you don't If you give me the answer, then I will take my daughter to another hospital for surgery."

Song Yichen, who was standing opposite, looked at me in surprise after hearing what I said. Maybe he was surprised, why did I go to another hospital to ask about my daughter's condition.

In fact, I have always believed in Song Yichen very much in my heart, but what he did this time was very abnormal, and I just went to the hospital to ask casually.

I didn't expect Song Yichen to cheat me on this matter, which made me unable to calm down, and also made me unable to forgive Song Yichen for doing these things.

"Xinxin, listen to me that other doctors don't understand Yanran's disease at all, they only know a little bit about it, and they don't understand the specific condition at all, so don't listen to those opinions, don't you think I'm a father? Would you still harm your own daughter?"

Saying that, Song Yichen stretched out his hands, he wanted to hug me again, but I avoided him.

"Do you think I'll believe you when you say this?"

I never thought that I trusted him so much, that he would deceive me on such a big matter.

If something really happened to my daughter, I will never forgive Song Yichen in my whole life.

"Song Yichen, I don't know what's going on in your heart, but you have to give me an answer today. Either arrange a time for surgery today, or I'll take my daughter to another hospital for an examination."

Although other doctors don't know much about Yanran's disease, at least they know what kind of body the disease requires to perform a transplant operation. If others are wrong about this, then what kind of doctor are they?

After I issued the ultimatum, Song Yichen actually sat back on the sofa, and he lowered his head in great pain.

I looked at Song Yichen in such pain, and suddenly I had a very bad feeling, which made me very scared.

"Actually, I want to wait a little longer to tell you about this matter. Since you said this today, I can only tell you about it."

Seeing Song Yicheng's serious face, I felt very uneasy. I didn't know what else Song Yichen was hiding from me.

"Actually, your bone marrow doesn't match up with your daughter at all."

When I heard the news, I felt like a bolt from the blue, which shocked me.

I thought there was something wrong with my body, or something happened to my daughter's body, so Song Yichen didn't let us have a bone marrow transplant.

But what I didn't expect is that the two of us are not compatible. How is this possible? I am the child's mother. If I can't do it, then who else in the world can match my daughter.

This must be Song Yichen's nonsense because he didn't want me to have the operation. Besides, I had read the report several times at that time, so how could it be fake.

"Song Yichen, what are you talking about? How could you say such a thing? Don't you think you are cruel?"

Apart from looking at Song Yichen with despairing eyes, I don't know what to look at him with.

"I'm sorry, Xinxin, because your health was too poor at the time, and you were so eager to find your daughter's bone marrow match. I was afraid that you would not be able to accept it after I told you the truth, so I issued a fake certificate. I just hope you take good care of your body, I don't think so much about anything else."

How could Song Yichen do this, he gave me hope, but at the same time he destroyed my hope, how could he do such a thing.

"But what I didn't expect was that this matter did not allow you to take good care of your body, but made your health worse and worse, so this matter made me very regretful, and I didn't dare to say it later. Because I'm afraid you won't be able to accept this fact."

I never thought that I would be deceived by the person I love the most, which makes me face Song Yichen in what mood in the future.

"Song Yichen, do you think I can accept it now if you tell me this? Song Yichen, do you know that you gave me hope and at the same time gave me a devastating blow? Do you know how much I hate you now?"

Now apart from hatred, I don't know what kind of mentality I should use to deal with this matter.

Song Yichen always thought it was good for me, but he didn't know that what he did hurt me even more. If Song Yichen could tell me the truth then, maybe I wouldn't be in such pain like now.

"If I had known this was the case, I would never have been so disappointed. Song Yichen, why can't you change your habit of making decisions for me? I said that no matter what, I don't want you to hide anything from me, because I I am an adult, and I have the ability to bear the truth of the matter."

Why in Song Yichen's eyes I will always be a child who can't grow up, not to mention that I am a mother now, why do I look like this in his heart!

"But you are always like this, you are always helping me decide, no matter what, you don't tell me the truth, you always think that you are doing this for my own good, but you don't know that you don't trust me like this. Husband and wife, don't you think this is too much!"

Others say that husband and wife should discuss everything, so that they can go on hand in hand, but Song Yichen and I will never be on the same channel.

Maybe in Song Yichen's mind, I don't have the ability to handle things at all, but even if my ability is poor, I still have the right to know the truth of the matter, why would he treat me like this.

Or in Song Yichen's heart, he never regarded me as a wife. If this is the case, then what's the point of me marrying him!　
"Xinxin, it's not what you think. I never distrusted you, and I never doubted your ability to accept things. I was just worried that your body would not be able to withstand such a blow, so I kept it from you."

He is always so self-righteous and thinks it is good for me, so he will make decisions for me.

In fact, Song Yichen didn't understand what I was thinking at all, he always started from his point of view, never thought about things from my point of view.

"But don't worry, I have already contacted major hospitals across the country. As long as there is a bone marrow match suitable for my daughter, they will definitely notify us, and I have also contacted foreign hospitals, so you don't have to worry. I believe our daughter will definitely I will find the right bone marrow, so you don't have to think so much, you just take good care of your body now, and you don't have to think so much about other things."　
My daughter has such a disease, as a mother, can I still have a good rest?

If I can do a bone marrow transplant, at least I still have a little comfort in my heart, but when I know that I can't save my own daughter's life, no one can understand my feelings.

Song Yichen actually let me have a good rest. I believe that as long as he is a person, he will not lie down and rest calmly at home at this time.

"Song Yichen, I don't want to talk to you about anything else. I just want to tell you that if something happens to my daughter, it will be the end of our journey."

In fact, I didn't say this out of anger. If my daughter really wasn't saved, then there's no need for Song Yichen and I to stay together.