Second Marriage and Pregnancy: CEO?

Although Pei Li and I had no hope of being together at that time, and gossip about him and Lu Xialan was everywhere in the country, I never felt any impatience with Xuan Xuan, let alone hatred.

I have never been able to understand, is there a mother who really doesn't love her child?If my child becomes like Jiang Cheng, I will die of heartache.

When I thought about where my child was now, whether he was lucky or not, my eyes were blurred, my nose was sore, and I immediately burst into tears.

Seeing that I was crying suddenly, Pei Li was a little surprised, quickly pulled a tissue to wipe my face, and laughed lowly, "Why are you crying?"

I held him in my arms and sobbed softly, "I just feel, I'm so sorry for you."

I'm sorry I lost our baby and couldn't bring him to you.

To this day I don't know exactly which link went wrong and when my child disappeared.

Sometimes when I dream back at midnight, I feel that everything is my own dream. My child is Xuanxuan. He is always by my side. I raise him carefully and regard him as my all hope. How could he not be me? What about Pei Li's child?

But reality tells me every time, all this is not a dream, I did lose my child, although I have Xuanxuan as compensation, but how can a mother let go of her own flesh and blood.

Even when Pei Li knew that Xuanxuan was not his child, he insisted on staying with me, but I couldn't tell him that I lost our child. I would rather let him think that our child was not born successfully, at least He won't feel the pain I'm in now, the kind of pain that feels like a piece of flesh has been gouged out of my heart but can never heal.

"Fool, what can you do to be sorry for me?" Pei Li held my face in his hands, his eyes were full of pity, "I think it is the greatest blessing from God that you can come back to me , Moreover, you also brought me an angel. When I went to J country to find you, our family of three spent a happy time there. Every time I think about it, I feel warm and peaceful. I think everything is because of have you."

As soon as he said that, my tears fell even harder.

Pei Li Mingming was looking forward to this child so much, and blocked Lu Xialan's knife for Xuanxuan. He was seriously injured and ran to country J to see me and his child, but I lost our two children. I don't know where the child is now suffer.

Even if we can have many children in the future, the child I lost will not make up for the gap left in my heart.

We didn't go anywhere all afternoon, Pei Li just hugged me like this, I lay in his arms and wept silently.

Pei Li thought that I had been suppressed for a long time before, seeing me crying so sadly, his heart ached so much, but he couldn't do anything, he could only hug me tightly and warm me with his arms.

A few days later, Pei Li and I went to visit Jiang Cheng.

Because we couldn't let go of this child, and Pei Li rarely had time, we went to the hospital together.

Xuanxuan was not at home, because Jiang Xiaobei's art exhibition opened, and Xuanxuan was invited to be the image spokesperson, and he even painted an oil painting for Xuanxuan, and asked him to stand with the oil painting to attract people.

In fact, I really don't understand why a veterinarian who is used to treating cats and dogs with a scalpel every day wants to hold an art exhibition.

And it was held in a gallery funded and built by Lu Xingyi, and my son was invited to stand on the street for free.

It is estimated that even if this is the case, the art exhibition will hit the street.

Because when Jiang Xiaobei came to pick up someone, Xuanxuan abandoned me without hesitation, which made me, a mother, very seldom complain, so I silently cursed Jiang Xiaobei's art exhibition on the street.

But things backfired. The opening of the art exhibition was very attractive. Jiang Xiaobei kept sending me photos to update his status, and he also sent a lot of cute photos of Xuanxuan. He was standing next to the painting wearing the same clothes as the painting, with a Zhang removed the background photo of the portrait, and compared the two sides, people can't help but wonder if this soft and cute little Zhengtai just walked out of the world in the painting.

After arriving at the hospital, we asked Li Wei about Jiang Cheng's ward.

When Li Wei learned that we were here to see Jiang Cheng, she was a little surprised, but she was also a little disappointed when she saw that Xuanxuan didn't come.

Jiang Cheng was reading in the ward, and there was a stack of fairy tale books beside him, as well as some children's editions of world classics.

"Hi, Jiang Cheng." When I entered the door, I first greeted him with a smile.

Seeing that it was us, Jiang Cheng's eyes instantly became bright, and he smiled embarrassedly, "Aunt Qin, Uncle Pei."

"How's your body today?" I asked concernedly while sitting on the edge of the bed.

Jiang Cheng said: "The doctor said that I will be discharged from the hospital after two days of recuperation, what about Xuanxuan? Why didn't he come?"

"Xuanxuan was taken by his godmother to work as a coolie." I showed Jiang Cheng the photo of Xuanxuan in the art exhibition, and Jiang Cheng opened his eyes wide in surprise, "He can still play like this, he is so good."

I clicked on the video and said, "Xuanxuan, this is little brother Jiang Cheng."

Xuanxuan put his face in front of the camera, smiled and waved his hands, "Brother Jiang, how is your body?"

"It's almost healed, and I'll be discharged from the hospital to play with you soon." Seeing Xuanxuan, Jiang Cheng was also much happier.

Xuanxuan nodded, "Then when you get out of the hospital, come and be a model with me. Xiaobei's godmother sees that there are many people today, so she is preparing to plan the next art exhibition. The two of us will come and cheer her on."

Jiang Cheng hesitated and said, "Can I?"

"Of course it's fine. We are brothers fighting tigers. We are father and son soldiers." Xuanxuan said boldly.

I quickly reminded from the side: "Hey, the previous sentence is okay, but the latter sentence will be omitted."

"No, Xiaobei's godmother said that next time I will call my father over, saying that my father is handsome, and if he comes to pick up her guests, isn't that a father-son soldier?" Xuanxuan asked suspiciously.

Pei Li's face turned dark instantly.

I couldn't help it, and after throwing the phone to Jiang Cheng, I laughed gloatingly.

"I won't go. If she needs to help Lu Xingyi put on a bikini, I can help her achieve that goal." Pei Li glanced at me and said calmly.

Lu Xing moved into a bikini, it was over, I laughed even harder.

After chatting with Xuanxuan, Jiang Cheng handed me the phone and said obediently, "Thank you."

"Although it is a good thing to be polite, for those close to you, you don't have to be so cautious. Look at this little bun Xuanxuan, it's much easier to do things on weekdays. You can also learn more from him." I touched Touching his head, he said lovingly.

Jiang Cheng looked at the bed sheet and said in a low voice: "I envy Xuanxuan very much, there are so many people who love him, I seem to become him, but unfortunately, I am not."

When we were chatting just now, he was still so happy, but he didn't expect to become depressed in a blink of an eye.

I looked at Pei Li at a loss.

Pei Li stepped forward and patted Jiang Cheng on the shoulder and said: "Everyone's starting point is different, and the trajectory of life is also different. You don't have to follow the same person, but you can learn the characteristics of some people. Besides, children You are meant to be loved, your mother loves you, and your relatives also love you."

"My mother doesn't love me, she doesn't love me at all." Jiang Cheng lowered his head, tears fell on the quilt drop by drop, dizzy circles of small dots.

Seeing Jiang Cheng's tears, I immediately felt distressed, raised my hand and held him in my arms and coaxed him: "Don't cry, be good."

Jiang Cheng raised his small arms and hugged me, tears kept falling, but there was no sound of crying.

On weekdays, if Xuanxuan cried, it would definitely be earth-shattering. Although it was often thunder and rain, it was enough to make my heart ache.

Unexpectedly, this child Jiang Cheng could not even make a sound when he cried. I felt like a needle was being pricked in my heart. I wished I could immediately take Jiang Cheng home and love him so that he would never be so sad again.

But all of this is just my own delusion. He is not an orphan. With such a strong and outstanding mother, it is not my turn to take him back.

Pei Li came forward to protect the two of us. Although he was speechless, it was a tactful expression of his comfort.

"I'm sorry, I cried and dirty your clothes, mother will definitely blame me if she finds out." Jiang Cheng suddenly poked his head out and said uneasily.

I quickly comforted me and said, "It's okay. If she asks me, I'll say that I accidentally poured water on myself. Don't be afraid."

He nodded and lowered his head, not daring to look at me.

Pei Li suddenly said: "You don't have to worry, your mother also likes Xuanxuan very much, every time she sees Xuanxuan, she can't wait to treat him as her own son, I think Aiwujiwu, your Aunt Qin will feel the same way, so In front of her, you can act like a baby like Xuanxuan, and there won't be any problem."

I looked at Pei Li with some surprise. Although the words were inappropriate, they were indeed what I thought.

Jiang Cheng's small body is full of forbearance and restraint. If possible, I also hope that he can be as lively, cheerful and carefree in front of me as Xuan Xuan.

"Can I?" Jiang Cheng asked in disbelief.

I looked at Pei Li and suggested, "Pei Li, can we recognize Jiang as godson?"

He nodded, "I have no objection."

For a child of the same blood type as him who was so weak and pitiful, Pei Li had already softened his heart, that's why he never forgot about Jiang Cheng before.

Seeing that Pei Li agreed, I immediately held Jiang Cheng's hand and asked: "Jiang Cheng, are you willing to treat me as your second mother? From now on, being by my side is like Xuanxuan being by my side, you don't need to give I apologize, you don't need to be afraid of me, I just want to make you happy."

Jiang Cheng was a little silly, and then asked cautiously: "Can I really do it? Like Xuanxuan."

"You can, of course you can, I will love you like I love Xuanxuan." After I finished speaking, I couldn't help but hugged him again, Jiang Cheng also raised his arms to hug me, and called softly, "Godmother. "