85 Memories Are Bitter
Who has never suffered for that first love?We always think that infatuation is very heavy, very heavy, the heaviest weight in the world.One day, when we suddenly looked back, we realized that it has always been very light, very light.We thought our love was very deep, but in the days to come, we will let you know that it is only very shallow, very shallow.The deepest and favorite must grow with time.

Near an old residential area in Jiangcheng
It rained heavily at night in Jiangcheng, and the bean-like heavy rain fell straight down, splashing countless water splashes on the ground.

In a park near an old community, a man and a woman stood for a long time without an umbrella or shelter from the rain, letting the rain pour on them.

The woman's white dress was soaked and clinging to her body, and her slender and slightly thin figure could be vaguely seen.

The man's clothes were also wet. After a long time, he finally took steps to leave resolutely.

A woman's painful cry came from the park for a long, long time...

Inside a villa on an island in Europe

The woman who was already asleep on the bed was frowning in pain, obviously she was dreaming.

Lin Jingxuan shook Song Jiujiu: "How did you dream?"

Song Jiujiu opened his eyes with difficulty, and muttered, "What time is it? Are you still asleep?"

Lin Jingxuan turned around and poured a cup of hot water for her: "I'm going to sleep, drink some water."

There was the sound of drinking water, and Song Jiujiu thanked him gratefully.

Lin Jingxuan hugged her and asked, "Have you had any bad dreams again? Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Song Jiujiu leaned on his chest with peace of mind and said, "I dreamed of Shuyan again. He still refused to answer my call. Jingxuan, I want to go back and find him, is that okay?"

Lin Jingxuan nodded and said, "Okay, since you want to go, I will accompany you back to Paris to find him tomorrow."

"Thank you!" Song Jiujiu gratefully kissed his face.

"Go to sleep." Lin Jingxuan helped her cover the quilt, and they lay down together and fell asleep.

The sound of the man's even breathing came from the darkness, and the woman on the bed opened her eyes and fell into deep thought.
In the winter of S University in Jincheng, Song Jiujiu ushered in the first love in his life.

The boy who carries all her dreams and sweetness is named Bai Shuyan.

Ever since Bai Shuyan appeared in her life, her world began to be bright and sunny with the singing of birds and the fragrance of flowers.

Holding hands in the sun makes her feel happy, and walking after the rain makes her feel happy.

Even the sound of Didi Didi text messages on the mobile phone made her very happy.

She finally believes that happiness can be easily obtained with the arrival of a person.

A future with him is her most beautiful and ardent dream.

But sweetness is not the original appearance of love, love is multifaceted.There are sweetness, bitterness, laughter and tears.

The first time she felt the tears that this emotion brought to her heart was that afternoon.

It is different from the small fights in the past, and it is not the so-called haggling and asking for trouble.

Having been by Bai Shuyan's side for a long time, Song Jiujiu seems to have gotten used to being surrounded by jealousy and rumors.

To be precise, she was already immune, even if a girl blocked her face and handed Bai Shu a love letter, she would still snort it and laugh it off.

But that afternoon was different.

Bai Shuyan on the court was as handsome as ever.

Song Jiujiu, who was sitting on the sidelines watching him play football, showed a proud expression that a girlfriend should have.

"Are you Bai Shuyan's girlfriend?"

Under the sun, a beautiful woman stood in front of her.

Song Jiujiu replied with some surprise: "Yes, you are...?"

Liu Jia smiled and handed her a mobile phone: "This is your boyfriend's mobile phone. I picked it up. Please pass it to him for me."

Song Jiujiu smiled and thanked: "Oh, that's it, thank you."

"You're welcome." Liu Jia turned and left.

Several unread messages on the phone aroused Song Jiujiu's strong curiosity.

For the first time, Song Jiujiu clicked on his text message like a ghost.

"Where are you? The phone left me."

Song Jiujiu looked at the sender, and the name showed Liu Jia.

With doubts, she opened several other text messages.

Will we still meet in the same old time and place next time?It's been a long week and I miss you so much!
Is your girlfriend really better than me?Why only take her to the movies?

In an instant, Song Jiujiu felt that the sky was dark and the earth was dark, and he was at a loss.

She didn't dare to read the next text message, and put down his cell phone with trembling hands.

During the halftime break, Bai Shuyan ran over to drink water, sweating profusely.

Bai Shuyan looked at Song Jiujiu with a smile: "Good boy, I'll go to the movies with you later."

"No need, I'm going to work later, and my colleague and I have switched shifts." Song Jiujiu replied.

Bai Shuyan complained unhappily: "Part-time job, part-time job, I think part-time job is more attractive to you than my boyfriend."

For the first time, Song Jiujiu didn't want to explain or coax him.

She just said lightly: "It's almost time, I'll go first."

The back of her leaving on the sidelines was a bit lonely, no one saw the tears in her heart.

It's nothing, it's nothing, she kept comforting herself.

This may be another prank by some self-indulgent girl, just like last time.

Certainly, she didn't want to quarrel with him like last time.

After comforting himself like this, Song Jiujiu felt much better.

But as soon as he walked to a corner where there was no one, the painful tears still couldn't stop falling.

Don't cry anymore, it's nothing, I don't want to leave him... woo woo...

She hid in the corner that afternoon, and for the first time saw clearly how much she loved him, how much she relied on him, and how much she didn't want to leave him.

So this time she chose to turn a blind eye and deceive herself.

When the scandal about that Liu Jia and him appeared,
Bai Shuyan stood in front of her nervously: "Jiujiu, that scandal is fake, don't worry about it. You are the only one I love, trust me."

Song Jiujiu stared at him blankly, and said with a wry smile, "Well, I believe you."

But in private, Song Jiujiu silently paid attention to that girl named Liu Jia.

Her name is Liu Jia, and she is the famous school belle of S University.

She is not only beautiful, but also a typical rich second generation Bai Fumei.

There is no harm without comparison.

After silently comparing each other, Song Jiujiu couldn't help wondering: would the person standing next to Bai Shuyan be more worthy if it was Liu Jia?
After such self-torture, she reluctantly began to withdraw herself.

I often ignore his text messages, always using the excuse that I didn't see them.

When he proposed to go on a date, he was more of a refusal, and the reason for the refusal was the same part-time job.

For this reason, Bai Shuyan had a lot of quarrels with her.

Dormitory entrance
Song Jiujiu, who came back from work, was blocked by Bai Shuyan.

"What happened recently?" Bai Shuyan asked.

Song Jiujiu replied with a half-smile: "It's nothing, it's just that there are too many part-time jobs!"

Bai Shuyan asked angrily, "Do you like money that much?"

Song Jiujiu replied angrily: "Well, I like it very much. I like it even more than you imagined."

Bai Shuyan sighed and said, "Then every Saturday afternoon, how about freeing up time to work for me? I'll pay you, and you go on dates with me."

Song Jiujiu stared and said angrily, "Stop looking down on people. You all have people you can rely on, but I don't. If I don't work part-time, how can I get tuition and living expenses?"

Bai Shuyan hugged her in a panic: "I'm sorry, I was joking. From now on, I will be the one you can rely on."

Song Jiujiu sobbed softly and did not speak.

After a long time, sobbing and crying came: "I just want to have a home."

Bai Shuyan hugged her distressedly, not daring to let go.

Song Jiujiu, who had calmed down, said to Bai Shuyan seriously: "Shuyan, shall we get married?"

The sudden declaration of marriage proposal made Bai Shuyan at a loss.

Bai Shuyan thought for a while and replied with a smile: "Fool, it takes a boy to propose a marriage. Believe me, we will get married in the future."

"Why later? Not now?" Song Jiujiu asked repeatedly.

Bai Shuyan replied: "We are still students, if we get married now, it will be very inconvenient. You see, I just took the postgraduate entrance examination, and you are about to enter the senior year. Can we talk about marriage after you graduate?"

Song Jiujiu turned around angrily: "Forget it if you don't want to, I will work hard to make money to buy a house by myself."

After finishing speaking, he stubbornly ran into the dormitory, Song Jiujiu was filled with an unconcealable sense of loss.

In the cold wind, the dazed Bai Shuyan sighed silently.

The first time I saw Bai Shuyan and Liu Jia coming out of the hotel with my own eyes.

Song Jiujiu was in despair, she knew it was time to recognize the reality.

The image of him standing with her is such a perfect match.

Song Jiujiu suddenly felt that he was the one who should quit.

Behind her back, she has been healing herself for a long time, and she has written two whole diaries of the Broken Love Diary.

After finally making up her mind, she planned a trip, a journey of breaking up in her heart.

Sometimes she feels that falling in love is also a matter of one person, one is sweet, one is intoxicated, and one is healed.

As long as you do it in your heart, it's okay to leave.

In March of Yangchun, when the grass grows and the warbler sings in the evening.

Song Jiujiu stood at the door of the boys' dormitory and waited for Bai Shuyan.

After a long time, he came out in a sunny style in sportswear.

Bai Shuyan smiled and asked, "Miss me? Why are you free today?"

Song Jiujiu rubbed his hands and said with a smile, "I'm asking for leave, can you come with me for a casual trip?"

"Really?" Bai Shuyan asked.

Song Jiujiu replied seriously: "Well, I've asked for leave from work on the weekend, can we go to Hangzhou for fun? Two days and one night."

Bai Shuyan said happily: "Okay, wait for me for 5 minutes and set off immediately."

Five minutes later, the two set off with backpacks on their backs and started an unforgettable trip to Hangzhou.

By the West Lake, under the Leifeng Pagoda, Lingyin Temple, and Baoshi Mountain all left sweet figures of the two.

The West Lake at night is quiet and beautiful.

Strolling along the embankment of the lake, the willows are young, the spring breeze is blowing, and the moon is shining brightly.

After finishing their day trip, the two came to a youth hostel.

"Hello! Welcome!" The front desk staff greeted politely.

Song Jiujiu said, "Hi, I booked a room online, and I'm checking in now."

"OK, just a second."

After 10 minutes, the two checked into the guest room.

Bai Shuyan asked with a smirk: "One room, one bed, Jiujiu, are you sure you want this?"

Song Jiujiu replied shyly, "Well, I'll take a shower first."

The surprise came so suddenly that Bai Shuyan couldn't believe it was real.

This always conservative girlfriend usually blushes for a long time after a kiss, but today she actually...

Thinking of this, he looked excited.

In the bathroom, the water was rushing, and someone's heart was uncontrollably excited.

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