86 Give yourself to you

After taking a bath, Song Jiujiu was wrapped in a bath towel and stood in front of him like a lotus emerging from the water. His face was ruddy, and his expression was both shy and nervous.

"Wait for me" Bai Shuyan impatiently walked into the bathroom to take a shower.

Different from the woman's slowly swallowing, Bai Shuyan only took 10 minutes to come out.

The upper body is naked, the lower body is wrapped in a bath towel, and the hormones are bursting.

Song Jiujiu on the bed asked in surprise, "So fast?"

Bai Shuyan came to her side with a smile: "Yes."

After finishing speaking, he kissed her forehead lowly.

Song Jiujiu was nervous and at a loss: "That..."

Seeing her nervously stuttering, Bai Shuyan let out a chuckle.

"Don't be afraid, it's okay, I know it's your first time."

Gently tearing off her bath towel, the woman's smooth body was displayed in front of him.

Bai Shuyan caressed her whole body lightly like holding a cherished treasure.

Wherever her lips touched, it caused her to convulse like an electric shock, her pink skin flushed, and her breathing began to speed up.

Seeing her nervousness, Bai Shuyan crawled into her ear and said softly, "I'm about to start, don't be afraid."

Ah, there was a scream, and Song Jiujiu cried out in pain.

It scared Bai Shuyan enough.

He persuaded softly: "Hey, it's good for a while before it starts, everyone has a first time."

Song Jiujiu nodded solemnly.

But the next second she still screamed unconsciously.

After trying this several times, Bai Shuyan lost interest.

Bai Shuyan sat up and covered her with the quilt and said, "Let's forget about today? You're so scared, it's okay. Let's save it for next time!"

Song Jiujiu nodded in frustration, not knowing what to say for a while.

Bai Shuyan got up and lay on the other side and said, "I'm tired today, go to bed early!"

"Yes," Song Jiujiu agreed.

In the middle of the night, the man on the bed had fallen asleep.

In the bathroom, Song Jiujiu squatted on the ground and wept silently.

She is annoyed and blames herself, shouldn't she leave her most precious first time to the person she likes the most?

Even though she knew she was about to break up with him.

Why can't I do it myself?

Does he really love Liu Jia?Is she fine?He and she have had skin-to-skin contact for a long time, right?

Do you really have the confidence to leave Bai Shuyan resolutely?What if it can't be done?
Countless questions hit her, it was very painful, but she was powerless to dodge.

How should I break up with him?
This difficult problem was placed in front of her like a mountain.

"Bai Shuyan let's break up!"

"Break up, break up..."

These words kept flashing in her mind, and her heart was pierced like a knife.

The man on the bed breathed heavily and seemed to be sleeping soundly.

In stark contrast to him is the self-torture of some silly woman.

It seemed like there was no way out, and there was no end in sight.

It's better not to say the breakup, just a little self-exit.

After making this painful decision, Song Jiujiu squeezed out a wry smile.

Just take this trip to Hangzhou as a breakup memorial for yourself.

After returning to Jincheng, she will find a few more jobs, and she will live a more fulfilling life.

Only in this way can she escape the shock and pain of being broken in love.

The rest of my life is very long, but unfortunately I can't believe it's true without you for the rest of my life.

The trip to Hangzhou went smoothly, and Bai Shuyan didn't see anything abnormal.

That was Song Jiujiu's self-imposed decision to maintain and forbear the first time as if it were the last.

The semester of senior year was long and painful.

Song Jiujiu, who has already started an internship to prepare for his upcoming graduation, is very busy.

She was used to not seeing him six days a week.

She didn't bother arguing with him over time.

It was strange that, despite all the time that had passed, her pain had not diminished in the slightest.

Once, Bai Shuyan stood in front of her: "Song Jiujiu, do you want to break up?

So what are we?You don't show up on my birthday or on Valentine's Day?What the hell do you mean? "

Song Jiujiu stood there indifferently, and said, "Okay, let's break up as you said."

Bai Shuyan looked at her in surprise: "What you said is true?"

Song Jiujiu's eyes were red, and she desperately pretended to be strong. She had already rehearsed this scene hundreds of times in her mind.

But the tears had already rolled in the eye sockets, falling down like drops.

Seeing her tears, Bai Shuyan panicked. Bai Shuyan grabbed her hand and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. I just said something angry because I was dissatisfied with you. I apologize to you."

Song Jiujiu said sadly: "No need, what I said is true, let's break up!"

Now it was Bai Shuyan's turn to panic: "Why? What's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing, we are not suitable." Song Jiujiu said.

Bai Shuyan hugged her tightly: "Stop being angry, can't I apologize to you for my mistake? I shouldn't lose my temper at you, knowing that you work so hard in life. It's my fault that I didn't give you A sense of security, I didn't give you a shoulder to rely on. Believe me, I won't do it in the future, okay?"

Song Jiujiu struggled hard to get out of his arms: "No need, I just want to talk about a fruitful love, and I just want to find someone I can rely on forever. Since you are not that one, why should we waste time?"

Bai Shuyan looked at her seriously: "Well, we will get married in the second half of our marriage."

"Really?" Song Jiujiu asked repeatedly in disbelief.

Every time Bai Shuyan's answer is yes.

Because of his promise, Song Jiu let go of all his defenses again.

The past cannot be traced back, she decided to look to the future regardless of past suspicions.

After Bai Shuyan's proposal, their sweet figures reappeared on campus.

Under the sun, Song Jiujiu fantasized about a future with Bai Shuyan over and over again.

"Shuyan, I figured out that after we get married, we can rent a house first, and then save money to buy a small apartment. Let me tell you, I have a five-figure savings now. Although it is not much, I see the money increasing every day. My hope will increase day by day. My biggest dream is to build a home of my own with my beloved. Thank you for giving me hope." Song Jiujiu looked at Bai Shuyan gratefully and said.

Bai Shuyan scratched her delicate nose and said, "I believe I will give you a home. In fact, I have been investing in stocks since college. Although the amount is not large, I already have a deposit of 10,000+. I will buy a small apartment in the future and pay for it." The down payment shouldn’t be a big problem?”

"Wow, is it true? You are amazing!" Song Jiujiu danced happily.

Bai Shuyan smiled dotingly: "Little fool, this is a Valentine's Day gift for you."

Song Jiujiu happily accepted the gift from him, the fluffy rogue rabbit, very cute.

"Thank you, I like it very much." Song Jiujiu looked at him in surprise.

Then she took out a light blue sweater from her backpack.

"Here, your Valentine's Day gift, I have been knitting for a long time." Song Jiujiu said to him.

Bai Shuyan gently hugged her, lowered his head and kissed her, this moment was very beautiful.

With the reconciliation between the two, the haze that had been bothering her all this time seemed to dissipate.

Even after he promised to marry her, she felt that nothing was important.

What Liu Jia?What mistress?Isn't he the one who will marry him in the end?

Because this belief has always supported her, she is full of energy like a dragon and a tiger again.

My thoughts go back to Song Jiujiu's junior year, the day of Song Jiujiu's birthday

Song Jiujiu, who made an appointment to go to KTV to celebrate together, had to work in shift because of a colleague's sudden illness.

In fact, she and Bai Shuyan had just quarreled a few days ago. After half a month of cold war, Bai Shuyan took the initiative to ask her to go to KTV to celebrate her birthday, so as to get back together.

It's a pity that Bai Shuyan and his group waited until ten o'clock, but Song Jiujiu didn't show up.

Has the relationship really entered the burnout period?Bai Shuyan, who was in a bad mood, drank a lot of wine.

At one o'clock in the morning, a group of boys downstairs in the KTV after supper were already drunk.Bai Shuyan was also extremely drunk.

On the empty street, a group of drunken boys ran side by side singing songs, full of enthusiasm.

The sudden heavy rain caught everyone off guard, and they were drenched all over like a drowned rat.

A taxi came, and four of the five boys got in first and left.

On the road, the drunk Bai Shuyan waved and waited for the next taxi to arrive.

A dazzling red sports car stopped beside him, and the one who got off was the school girl Liu Jia.

"Why are you?" Liu Jia who was passing by looked at Bai Shuyan in surprise.

Liu Jia took the initiative to propose: "I'll take you back."

After finishing speaking, he got down and helped the drunk Bai Shuyan into the car.

In the past six months, Liu Jia has tried his best to attract Bai Shuyan's attention.

It's a pity that Bai Shuyan is as cold and ruthless as an insulator after repeated disappointments.

There is nothing she can do.

According to common sense, she, Liu Jia, is much better than Bai Shuyan's girlfriend.

She is Bai Fumei born with a golden spoon in her mouth, she is the lucky darling.

The boys chasing her lined up begging her to take a look at him, only this Bai Shuyan.

She condescends to pursue him like a woman chasing a man, but he still doesn't get in.

Could today's coincidence be a turning point between them?
Out of selfishness, Liu Jia took him to a hotel room.

The following story is a bit old-fashioned. Under the influence of alcohol, in the room of the lonely man and the widow, they ate the forbidden fruit in a daze, and everything went smoothly.

The next day, the sober Bai Shuyan was startled by the sight in front of him.

Bai Shuyan asked in surprise, "What's going on?"

Liu Jia pretended to be aggrieved and explained: "After you were drunk last night, we happened to meet on the road. I kindly opened a room for you to rest, but as soon as you came in, you hugged me and refused to stop. You regarded me as your Is it your girlfriend? I..."

Liu Jia choked up sobs and couldn't make a sound.

Bai Shuyan held his head in pain to confess, how could he be so confused?
How to face Song Jiujiu in the future.

Seeing his panicked appearance, Liu Jia said coldly, "Don't worry, I won't tell your girlfriend. We are all adults, so we can't even afford this, right?"

Bai Shuyan got dressed in a panic: "I'm sorry, I'm going back first."

After he left, Liu Jia cried out in pain.

It was obviously her first time, so why would he be so cruel to her?
She was already thinking about him, and in order to alleviate his guilt, she deliberately pretended not to care.

In fact, she cared terribly, why did he look at her so indifferently?

Why does he have an expression of not wanting to be responsible?
The confession in his eyes is enough to show that he loves her girlfriend deeply.

So what was her desperate gamble?
After this drunken accident, Liu Jia still successfully intervened in his relationship with her.

He gave her such a chance, a love that only uses the body to express love.

Sometimes even Liu Jia herself feels humble, but she doesn't care.

As long as she can be by his side, she doesn't mind how humble her love is.

She clearly knows where her strengths are, and she is confident that one day she will

The one who really owns Bai Shuyan will be her.

In the end, she finally did it. Leveraging her father's aura and Bai Shuyan's ambition, she succeeded as a mistress and kicked her ex.

And that idiot Song Jiujiu finally collapsed because of the fatal blow.

He betrayed again and again and again.

When she was about to break up, he said he would marry her.

When she thought she was going to marry Happiness, he cruelly abandoned her.

Repeated torment and blows finally dealt the heaviest blow to this unfortunate and desperate girl.

Everything has a cause and an effect, and the reincarnation of fate brings everything to the scene at the beginning.

A girl embarks on a trip to Thailand out of desperation, and then meets another man who calls her destiny.

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