half thorns, half joy

In Xiao Han's memory, Tang Xuan was a very clean person, no matter how big something happened, she couldn't let the broken glass stay there forever.

Xiao Zihan was a little panicked, he walked into the bedroom quickly, and turned on the light switch in the bedroom.nobody.Toilet.nobody.kitchen.nobody.

The room was brightly lit, and there was no sign of Tang Xuan.Xiao Zihan searched around, and finally saw the ring box on the shoe cabinet in the entrance.

Xiao Zihan picked up the ring box in a daze, opened it, and inside lay the expensive and special wedding ring.

Xiao Zihan remembered that when he came that day, the ring box was not placed here, but it must have been placed by Tang Xuan when it appeared here.

Tang Xuan deliberately put the ring box here, what is the meaning of it.

Xiao Zihan went back to the bedroom and opened Tang Xuan's closet. There was a whole wardrobe of clothes hanging there, neatly arranged from left to right, and nothing had changed.

A thought appeared in Xiao Zihan's mind, he closed his eyes, sat down on the bed as if exhausted, and hugged his head.

He doesn't believe it, doesn't believe it.

The next day Xiao Zihan went downstairs and was about to go to the company when the landlady's aunt came out suddenly and called Xiao Zihan back.

"Handsome guy, that beauty moved out a few days ago, she asked me to tell you, take the things in your house too."

Xiao Zihan stopped in his tracks. What he was worried about really happened.

The landlord's aunt saw Tang Xuan and Xiao Zihan quarreling that day, and probably guessed that the two had broken up. Seeing Xiao Zihan's distraught, she softened her tone and said, "But the rent for that house is still several months away, don't worry, you Move slowly when you have time, or you don’t have to move if you don’t want to.”

"Understood, thank you." Xiao Zihan turned around and got into the car, punching the steering wheel.

Tang Xuan actually left just like that, just left like this? !
Why?
After using him, throw him away?

Does Tang Xuan really have a heart?

How can you just leave!
Xiao Zihan's anger was overwhelming, and he couldn't tell whether he was reluctant to leave Tang Xuan, or angry that Tang Xuan could be so desperate and not have the slightest nostalgia for him.

No matter what the reason was, Xiao Zihan only knew that he couldn't just let Tang Xuan go. How could he let this woman who lied to him and broke up his family leave so easily!

If he's having a bad life, she can't even think about it!
……

Tang Xuan carried the suitcase and got off the train in a small county called Yanfan after the train had driven for over an hour.The reason why she got off at this place was purely because of the nice name of the place.

Yanhui, the place where swallows return.

Although it is only over an hour's drive from City A, the level of prosperity is far from that of City A. It looks like an ordinary small county town, and it even looks a little dilapidated.

Tang Xuan dragged her suitcase and wandered around the street. When she got hungry, she went to a small shop by the side of the road to eat, and continued walking after eating.

It was not until the afternoon that she found a hotel to stay.

The hotel is also old. It looks like it was rebuilt from an old house. There is a thin layer of white ash on the walls, and the cement under the white ash can be vaguely seen.The carpet in the aisle has been laid for an unknown number of years, and it no longer looks red, but black.

"This is the one." The proprietress of the hotel opened a door for Tang Xuan, and walked away with the key in her hand.

Tang Xuan pulled the suitcase inside, closed the door, and took a rough look.Although the place is not big and the smell is not good, but at least there is hot water, so you can take a bath.

Tang Xuan took a shower first, changed clothes, and then began to plan.

She has more than 50 yuan in her card, which is enough for her to live comfortably for a period of time even if she does not work temporarily.

Although this hotel is convenient to live in, the issue of cleanliness needs to be considered, and it is not necessarily safe.Anyway, since I want to stay in this place for a while, I still have to rent a house to live in.

Once a person's life is unstable, he can't care about those illusory things.Tang Xuan started looking for a rental apartment, familiarized herself with Yanhui's road in this small county, and checked if there was a suitable job for her.

More than half of the money in her card was given by Xiao Zihan. Although the money was already hers, it was always awkward for her to use it, and she couldn't just sit and eat.

After staying in the hotel for a week, Tang Xuan finally rented a new place and signed a six-month rental contract with the landlord.

The rent in a small county is cheap, with one bedroom, one living room and one bathroom, and the environmental protection of the location is not bad. The price of renting a whole set is less than [-] a month, and there is free wireless network available.

Tang Xuan moved into the newly rented place from the hotel. After cleaning and tidying up, she went to the market to buy some daily necessities.Anyway, she has nothing else to do now, and she is not in a hurry, so she buys several times.

Tang Xuan was able to do these things with ease. Ever since her parents passed away, she had been here alone, so it wasn't too difficult.

However, when Tang Xuan couldn't move the newly purchased refrigerator, she still felt a little lonely.She thought of Xiao Zihan.

She also did these things a lot in the past few years. If she couldn't lift things, she would think of other ways to pick them up. She could move them or push them. Anyway, she had to grit her teeth and find a way.

Since she was with Xiao Zihan, she has no worries in this regard, and Xiao Zihan will arrange everything properly.

Tang Xuan once thought that Xiao Zihan didn't change her, and she tried her best to do her own things, but she was afraid that because she was too dependent on Xiao Zihan, she would not get used to it one day after leaving.

It seemed that no matter how she avoided it, she still had to admit that Xiao Zihan had indeed influenced her and made her feel dependent.

However, Tang Xuan believes that this sense of dependence will gradually disappear with the passage of time.Nothing can withstand the ravages of time.

After getting a place to live, Tang Xuan started looking for a job.Even on the recruitment website, you can't find some jobs with more technical content.

There are not many enterprises in the county, and the slightly better workplaces are all relatives and friends of the boss. Small places are all networked, and no one introduces them, so they cannot enter.

Tang Xuan stood tall among the short people, picked a few copywriting positions in advertising companies, and submitted their resumes.It took nearly three days after she submitted her resume before she received calls one after another asking her to go for an interview.

In order to look formal, Tang Xuan went to the only shopping mall in the county to buy a new set of work clothes, put her ponytail up high, and put on light makeup.

According to what was written on the phone map, Tang Xuan found the location of the company - a small store with a billboard.

Tang Xuan checked the company's name several times before she dared to open the glass door and enter.

"Excuse me, is this Hongfei Advertising Company?" Tang Xuan asked hesitantly, surprised by the computers and printers in the crowded shop.

"Yeah, what's the matter?" a short-haired man asked Tang Xuan angrily.

Tang Xuan nodded quickly, "Hi, I'm here for an interview. I submitted my resume online a few days ago, and you called me yesterday afternoon and asked me to come for an interview today."

"Oh, it's an interview." The crew cut man waved his hand at Tang Xuan, "Sit here, I have a few questions for you."

"Hey, good."

The crew-haired man searched on the table, found a printed resume, and looked at Tang Xuan compared to the photo on it, "You really look like this, I thought this photo was made by P."

Tang Xuan didn't know why, "Huh?"

"It's nothing, cough." The short-haired man cleared his throat, and while scanning his resume, he asked Tang Xuan, "You graduated from Normal University. It's a good university. You didn't stay in the city, why did you come back?"

As Tang Xuan, who had passed five tests in social recruitment, she had long thought that the interviewer would ask this question, and she answered solemnly, "Small places have their advantages. I came back this time because of my My family wants me back. It’s nice to be together as a family.”

"That's right, no matter how good a person is outside, it's quite lonely." The crew-haired man nodded, "It's written here that you can do PPT, so can you PS? We often need to make posters for others here, no It won't work."

Tang Xuan nodded, "Yes, I can do simple video editing too."

In fact, companies in small places don't need many skills at all. What Tang Xuan knows is more than enough for this small advertising company with an area of ​​about ten square meters.

After asking Tang Xuan a few more questions, the crew cut man put down his resume in satisfaction.

"Then let's talk about the last question." The flat-headed man said seriously: "Our company here is [-] yuan a month, no food and accommodation, no five insurances and one housing fund, and [-] yuan after becoming a regular. After working for a long time, the salary It will go up again."

Even though Tang Xuan was already prepared for the fact that her salary would be relatively low, she was still surprised when she heard the figure of [-].

If she didn't have savings, the rent of the house she rented would cost almost [-] yuan for utilities. If the salary was [-] yuan a month, it would not even be enough for food.

The crew cut man saw Tang Xuan's hesitation, and said, "We're a small place, and the wages are like this. I'll open it for you, and it's not too low."

"Hmm..." Tang Xuan lowered her eyes, and her eyes fell on the resume in the hands of the crew cut man.

"The key is that we are not busy at work here. If you have work, you can work for a few days, and if you don't have work, you can idle. It's also easy." The flat-headed man's attitude is relatively good, "You think about it yourself, I'm not particularly short of people here, you can go back and think about it first, and contact me after thinking about it."

After the boss said so, Tang Xuan naturally chose to go back and think about it.

Tang Xuan stood up and bowed slightly to the boss, "Then I'll go back first, and I'll call you when I'm done thinking about it."

"alright."

The boss was quite polite. He opened the glass door for her and sent her out of the shop.Tang Xuan waved to the boss and walked back with her bag on her back.

In fact, the development of her hometown is similar to that of this county, only a little better than this county.But she has been staying in City A for these years, and for a long time, she has forgotten what other places are like.

Tang Xuan sighed and smiled self-deprecatingly.

While thinking about going back to buy something to cook, she turned on her phone and looked at the calendar. Tang Xuan was startled by this look.

Several days have passed since her menstrual period this month.