half thorns, half joy

Tang Xuan breathed a long sigh of relief, and complained with a wry smile, "I didn't expect Auntie Liu to become more and more exaggerated. If she didn't know, she would think how close I am to her."

Xiao Zihan snorted and said nothing.

Tang Xuan continued: "However, I really don't like her saying that I have suffered so much for so many years, and now I should enjoy the blessings. I don't know why, but it just sounds uncomfortable."

"Because she's just repeating your scar." Xiao Zihan continued, "Even if you were suffering before, what does it have to do with her? She never helped you, and now she is not qualified to stand up and express her feelings like this. "

Listening to Xiao Zihan's tone, Tang Xuan couldn't help asking, "Why do you feel that you hate Aunt Liu so much?"

Xiao Zihan turned the steering wheel, and replied coldly: "It's not that I hate it, but I just don't like it. Especially the way she cares about you today, I find it ironic."

Yes, ironic.

Although the hustle and bustle was all for profit, there were few charcoal in the snow, and more icing on the cake, but Aunt Liu's warm-hearted look seemed to never dislike Tang Xuan, and Xiao Zihan didn't even want to look at it.

He never discriminated against the poor, he only looked down on those snobs.

"Why, don't you think it's ironic?" Xiao Zihan couldn't help asking without hearing Tang Xuan's response, "There's such a big difference in her attitude towards you before and after, and you just said that you want to be strong, aren't you angry?"

Upon hearing this, Tang Xuan smiled in relief. She hugged Xiao Yuebai, stared at Xiao Yuebai's curled eyelashes, and said calmly, "There's nothing to be angry about. I've seen too many people like Aunt Liu. I've already gotten used to it. "

Yes, in those years when she was working to earn money and study for herself, she had seen so many rollicking eyes and heard so many sneering words.

Of course, that's just some people, but for the other people, it's not necessarily any better.

Some advised her to marry early, saying that since a girl is alone and has no father or mother, she should find a man to marry earlier, and the family also has a backbone, and some told her to stop studying, saying that girls read such books , which is ultimately of little use.

There were even some who wanted to lure her astray because they saw that she was left alone.

Thinking back on Tang Xuan now, compared to the hurtful scenes, Aunt Liu's way of ignoring her was actually pretty good.

And her heart has long been hardened and persistent in the gossip of those people.

When Sister Qianqian was alive, she was encouraged by Sister Qianqian and gritted her teeth to study hard. After Sister Qianqian died suddenly, she wanted to go to the big city to investigate the cause of Sister Qianqian's death, so she persisted. down.

Aunt Liu just said that she wanted to be strong since she was a child, as if she wanted to.In that environment, if she wasn't strong, she wouldn't be able to survive at all.

Xiao Zihan heard Tang Xuan's tone calm and calm, but behind the words, there was pain and bitterness that couldn't be concealed.

He suddenly didn't know what to say.

He can't change the past, and he can't change those people whose hearts are as hard as stone. What he can do is to plan for the future and give Tang Xuan a comfortable and happy life for the rest of her life.

Xiao Zihan drove the car without saying a word, passed the highway intersection, and headed for the city.

When we arrived in the city, it was exactly 06:30.

Xiao Zihan and Tang Xuan went to stay at the hotel where they stayed the first night. When the car drove downstairs to the hotel, Xiao Yuebai woke up rubbing her eyes.

The first thing he said was, "Mom, I want to shush."

Xiao Zihan opened the car door, and hugged Xiao Yuebai down, "Come on, Dad will take you to pee."

Xiao Yuebai had just woken up, she hadn't recovered her usual alertness, she looked limp, lying on Xiao Zihan's shoulder, very cute.

Tang Xuan followed Xiao Zihan and couldn't help taking out her phone to take pictures.

People passing by also frequently turned their heads to look at Xiao Yuebai.

When they arrived in the room, Xiao Zihan took Xiao Yuebai to the toilet. Tang Xuan put down the washing utensils, hung up the change of clothes in the closet, and looked at herself in the mirror.

In the mirror, her skin is white and black, and there is no trace of suffering in her whole body. Her skin is tender and tender, which is obviously a proof of being pampered.

Tang Xuan knew that she didn't have the same aura a few years ago. At that time, she often worked part-time and was often exposed to the wind and sun. Her skin was not so fair and delicate.

Especially the hands, not so tender at all.

Later, after she and Xiao Zihan were together, slowly, there was a change.Especially after giving birth to Xiao Yuebai, after returning to Xiao Zihan's side again, he slowly lived a life of not touching the spring water with his fingers.

Although she is still the self-reliant self in her bones, she is soaked in a good and affluent life, and after a long time, it will inevitably be changed.

Tang Xuan didn't think there was anything wrong with this change, this was Xiao Zihan's life, and she loved Xiao Zihan, so she was willing to live like this.

It's just that when she looked at herself in the mirror, she realized why Aunt Liu was so enthusiastic about her.

Not to mention Aunt Liu, even she herself never thought that she could be with someone as rich as Xiao Zihan.

This is really beyond her imagination.

"Why are you in a daze?" Xiao Zihan came out of the toilet with Xiao Yuebai in his arms. When he saw Tang Xuan who was standing there in a daze, he couldn't help asking.

Tang Xuan let out a cry, turned around, held Xiao Yuebai's hand, and asked with a smile, "Honey, are you hungry?"

Xiao Yuebai nodded: "I'm hungry."

"So, baby, what do you want to eat?"

"I want to eat yellow sweets." Xiao Yuebai thought for a while, and then said: "There are also duck feet and chicken feet."

When Tang Xuan heard this, she looked at Xiao Zihan in difficulty.

The so-called yellow sweets are small cakes made by the nanny at home, and they are not sold outside at all, and the chicken feet and duck feet in Xiao Yuebai's mouth are not real chicken feet and duck feet, but The nannies made little biscuits in the shape of claws.

This is not at home, you can't eat it at all.

Xiao Zihan's eyes were full of sly smiles, as if to say, if you insist on asking, there is no way out now.

He picked up Xiao Yuebai and said to Xiao Yuebai: "Baby, dad will take you to eat something fresh and interesting today, something you haven't seen before, okay?"

"it is good!"

As a child with a lot of curiosity, Xiao Yuebai was very interested when she heard of something she had never seen before.

Xiao Zihan was also a little childish by Xiaoyue's white belt, and stomped his feet, "Okay! Let's go then!"

Xiao Yuebai straightened her arms and raised her voice: "Let's go!"

……

On the other side, in the Xiao residence.

Zhao Suizhi ate dinner early, fed the baby milk powder, and asked the nanny to take the baby for a walk to digest food.

As for herself, she went back to her room and found a photo album and some old letters in the dusty cabinet.

Sitting in front of the dressing table with the photo album and letters in her arms, she put on reading glasses, sat upright, and opened the photo album.

In the photo album, on the first page, I wrote a sentence.

That sentence is: me and my good friend.

In the photo album, the first photo was taken by Zhao Suizhi and Tang Xuan's mother, Su Susheng.

Seeing Su Susheng's peaceful smile on the photo, Zhao Suizhi's tears fell down.