half thorns, half joy

Although Zhao Suizhi is not the kind of girl who is keen on socializing by nature, she has a good family and good looks after all. It is inevitable that she will be invited to many parties, and some people will take the initiative to be friends with her.

Of course, she also knows etiquette, coming and going, dealing with those people.For her, there are friends who eat when they eat, friends who watch musicals, and there is never a lonely moment.

But even so, among those she knew and was close to, Su Susheng was her favorite.

The reason is that Su Susheng's own personality is so attractive to her.

Su Susheng also has a good-looking appearance, with big and watery eyes, and two small dimples when he smiles, which are not very clear, so you have to look carefully.

At that time in their school, there were quite good people chasing Su Susheng, and among them there was even a rich son from Zhao Suizhi's family background.

But surprisingly, Su Susheng didn't accept anyone's pursuit. She went to class quietly, finished class, and went to the library to read.

At the beginning, everyone thought that she was fake and noble, and she wanted to refuse but still welcome, purely to raise her own social status.

At that time, even Zhao Suizhi thought so.

Because Su Susheng is really weird, she studies well, doesn't fall in love, and doesn't socialize with many people. When you ask her about her ambitions, she says that she wants to go back to her hometown after graduation and live an ordinary life.

This sounds like nonsense, a girl with good looks and good grades can definitely take root in a big city as long as she uses a little brains, who would go to live in a small county?

Naturally, no one believed Su Susheng's rhetoric.

Of course Zhao Suizhi didn't believe it either, she was not close to Su Susheng at first, until they were in a class and were divided into a group by the teacher.

There are only six students in each group. The task of the group is to investigate a social phenomenon and write a report.

In that era, technology was far less developed than it is now. To investigate a social phenomenon, there was no internet or search engine, so one could only conduct on-the-spot investigations.

The six people were divided into those who did the survey and statistics, those who visited the site, and those who wrote the report.Both Zhao Suizhi and Su Susheng didn't like to visit, and they were finally divided into groups to complete the report.

In this way, Zhao Suizhi had many opportunities to get along with Su Susheng.

Although Zhao Suizhi lives in a more social circle and her life is often lively, she can also calm down and enjoy the quiet time.

Therefore, she and Su Susheng were still in good company. The two searched for information together, edited reports together, went to the library together, and ate together.

After close contact with Su Susheng, Zhao Suizhi discovered that Su Susheng was very special, very special and ordinary.

The false rumors about Su Susheng that she had heard before were not true.

In that era when people wanted to stay in big cities, Su Susheng really didn't think big cities were good at all.She even has a feeling that she can't fit into the big city.

Su Susheng like this made Zhao Suizhi feel particularly safe and comfortable.Zhao Suizhi is used to being treated well by others and needs her. When meeting Su Susheng, two people don't need to do anything for each other. They just simply stay together quietly. Very comfortable.

She was not afraid of saying something wrong, or being ashamed in front of Su Susheng.Anyway, Su Susheng has a good personality and a good temper, so he won't laugh at her, let alone praise her in person and talk about her behind her back.

So, after handing over the report to the teacher, Zhao Suizhi chose to sit at the same table with Su Susheng, and continued to keep in touch with Su Susheng.

Su Susheng didn't refuse either, although he was still very plain and uninspiring, but in the end he often stayed with her.

Just like that, without knowing it, Zhao Suizhi finished his college life.

When she was in college, she fell in love with Xiao Mingyuan. Xiao Mingyuan was very talented at that time, but his only shortcoming was that his family was not rich.

But Zhao Suizhi didn't care, Zhao Suizhi felt that he had found love, and Xiao Mingyuan also promised that one day, he would become the number one in this city.

But during this period, the only thing that made Zhao Suizhi feel uncomfortable was that Su Susheng didn't seem to like Xiao Mingyuan very much. When she asked Su Susheng to eat with her and Xiao Mingyuan, Su Susheng never agreed once.

Zhao Suizhi was very unhappy at first, feeling that Su Susheng didn't consider her a friend, so she went to question Su Susheng and asked her why.

Su Susheng's answer at the time was that he felt that Xiao Mingyuan had a businessman's aura on him, and she didn't like it, so he didn't want to associate with him.In addition, she felt that there was no need for her to associate with Xiao Mingyuan. Xiao Mingyuan was not her friend, but Zhao Suizhi was.

Although Zhao Suizhi was even more unhappy when he heard this, but after a few days, Zhao Suizhi felt that Su Susheng was sincere again, so he bought delicious food and went to Su Susheng's dormitory to eat with Su Susheng.

Even now, Zhao Suizhi still remembers her little girl-like psychological activities at that time.

When girls are young, they are always very possessive. When a man he loves looks at other girls, he will feel a sense of crisis.

And Su Susheng is so good-looking, and the hibiscus comes out of clear water, if Su Susheng really became friends with Xiao Mingyuan, Zhao Suizhi probably would die of anger.So Su Susheng didn't associate with Xiao Mingyuan, which actually made her like Su Susheng even more.

During the four years of college, Su Susheng never fell in love, and there were many people who pursued her. The reasons for her refusal were all: she would go back to her hometown in the county after graduation, so she didn't want to talk about it.

Many people thought it was a sham at first, but it wasn't until the senior year that Su Susheng refused the job assignment offered by the school and bought a ticket to go home. Those people then believed that what Su Susheng said in the past four years was true.

Knowing that Su Susheng was going back, the first one who was reluctant was Zhao Suizhi. After spending so many days together, she had already regarded Su Susheng as her most sincere friend, and she would tell Su Susheng whatever she had to say.

If Su Susheng left, she would have no one to talk to.

Facing her persuasion and sadness, although Su Susheng didn't stay, he gave her an address, saying that they could communicate by correspondence in the future.

At that time, the richer families had already connected to the phone. Su Susheng also said that when his own home also had a phone, he would definitely tell Zhao Suizhi as soon as possible.

No matter how reluctant Zhao Suizhi was, he had no other choice.

After graduation, Su Susheng took all his luggage, left the city, and went back to his hometown.

After she left, Zhao Suizhi would write to Su Susheng every time he encountered something unpleasant or exciting.

Frequently, I can write several letters a month.

And Su Susheng did not disappoint Zhao Suizhi's friendship. She replied to every letter, and in the reply, she would also write down her current living conditions, whether she was happy or unhappy, and what happened recently.

Later, the two of them got married. At that time, the transportation was not convenient. Unlike now, even if they are far away from each other, their friends would take the plane and train to attend the meeting when they got married.

At that time, the two communicated with each other, told each other about this matter, and wished each other well, which was already very good.

Zhao Suizhi has always been curious about what kind of man a girl as unique and gentle as Su Susheng would marry.When she read from Su Susheng's letter that he was a very ordinary man with a tall stature, a rude personality, and a bit of a bad temper, she was angry and puzzled.

She didn't understand why such an excellent Su Susheng would choose such a man.

But Su Susheng wrote back and said that he was the man who made her laugh the happiest in the world. That man could give her the most reliable ordinary life, and she was very happy.

Seeing what Su Susheng said, even though Zhao Suizhi was still aggrieved, he had no choice but to give up.

After a while, a telephone was finally installed in Su Susheng's home, and she did not forget her oath. After installing the telephone, she immediately dialed the landline number that Zhao Suizhi had written to her.

The moment he received the call from his good friend, and heard his voice again, Zhao Suizhi felt as if he had passed away, but he was so excited beyond description.

Because phone bills were very expensive at that time, and Su Susheng's living conditions were very ordinary, Zhao Suizhi took the initiative to make a call and asked Su Susheng to be the one to answer the phone.

Through the phone, they shared a lot of news, Zhao Suizhi was pregnant, Su Susheng was pregnant, Zhao Suizhi's child was born, it was a boy named Xiao Zihan, born by Xiao Mingyuan, Su Susheng's child was also born, it was a girl named Tang Xuan was born by Su Susheng.

They are the farthest and closest friends.

At that time, Xiao Zihan was still working hard on his career, and he was ecstatic about Xiao Zihan's birth, but Zhao Suizhi didn't know that Xiao Mingyuan already had an illegitimate child outside, and he was older than Xiao Zihan.

She was immersed in the joy of being a mother and a happy wife, and felt that she was the happiest woman in the world.

Of course, there was also Su Susheng.

From Su Susheng's mouth and the occasional words she heard from the man on the other side when she called Su Susheng on the phone, she could feel that Su Susheng's man was not the rude man she thought at first.

She could clearly feel that that man loved Su Susheng very much, the kind of love that was equal to life.

In contrast, Xiao Mingyuan seemed much more perfunctory and indifferent to himself.

At that time, Zhao Suizhi was held in the palm of everyone's hands, she was so strong, so she acted like a baby to Xiao Mingyuan, complaining that Xiao Mingyuan was too busy, and asked Xiao Mingyuan to spend more time with her.

At the same time, she found out that she was pregnant again.

And the most unfortunate thing was that just after she got pregnant, she found out that Xiao Mingyuan had a woman outside, and there was more than one thing.

At that time, she completely collapsed.