half thorns, half joy

Zhao Suizhi stumbled to Songyang County by himself, and only spent a dollar to call Su Susheng from the phone booth of the Songyang County Commissary.

Su Susheng had just returned from grocery shopping and was about to make dinner. When she received a call from Zhao Suizhi, she was shocked.

Especially, seeing it on the caller ID of the landline, the call actually came from his own place.

But before she answered the phone, before she had time to ask anything, Zhao Suizhi was already crying.

"Susheng, Susheng, I'm here to find you. I'm right here at the phone booth at the gate of your elementary school."

Su Susheng quickly took off his apron and went to pick up Zhao Suizhi.

When Su Susheng appeared in front of Zhao Suizhi, Zhao Suizhi could no longer pretend to be himself, ignoring the crowd on the street and the scrutinizing eyes of the old man in the phone booth, he burst into tears.

Su Susheng didn't ask anything, didn't say anything, just hugged Zhao Suizhi quietly, and let Zhao Suizhi wipe his tears and snot on his shoulders for Zhao Suizhi's comfort.

"Susheng..." Zhao Suizhi was too tired to cry anymore.

Su Susheng touched Zhao Suizhi's slightly hot cheek, and said softly: "A Sui, you go home with me first, you must be exhausted after coming here, go to my house to rest first."

When Zhao Suizhi arrived at Su Susheng's house, he started to have a fever.

There was no other way, Su Susheng had to take two days off to concentrate on taking care of Zhao Suizhi. She almost stayed beside Zhao Suizhi's bed, never leaving her.

No matter how Zhao Suizhi cried when he was depressed, as long as Zhao Suizhi didn't open his mouth, Su Susheng would not ask.

This made Zhao Suizhi very comfortable and at ease.

She naturally didn't say it, not because she didn't want to say it, but because she didn't have the face to say it, she didn't have the face to tell Zhao Suizhi that the man she loved so much already had another woman outside, and she didn't intend to admit his mistake, nor did she intend to repentance.

That's how she can speak.

In particular, during the few days she lived here, she saw with her own eyes that Su Susheng married a man who she thought was not worthy of Su Susheng. After caring for Su Susheng in every possible way, she was ashamed to say so.

She belatedly understood why Su Susheng returned to her hometown, why she rejected so many men's courtship, and chose such an ordinary man.

Sometimes happiness has nothing to do with money status.

Whether a married woman is happy or not, the biggest key is whether the man she married really cares about her and loves her.

Su Susheng would scold her husband and quarrel with men. Men seldom retorted. They usually sneaked into their daughter's room and whispered to her.

Then, Su Susheng's lovely daughter would run out and say loudly, "Mom, Dad is talking bad about you."

Then Su Susheng would scold the man again, and the man could only accept it obediently for a while.

Of course, the style of Su Susheng's reproach was not the kind of shrew who scolded the street, but very cute. It was very interesting to read a few words, with a little coquettishness and a little domineering.

So even though she was always talking about men and despising men, the atmosphere was always good and fun.

Zhao Suizhi saw such a peaceful atmosphere and was extremely envious.

After Zhao Suizhi stayed at Su Susheng's house for a week, Xiao Mingyuan called. Zhao Suizhi was afraid that Su Susheng would know the inside story when he answered the phone, so he could only answer it himself.

And when she answered the phone, she had to talk to Xiao Mingyuan.

Su Susheng was very sensible, after she answered the phone, she excused herself to go to the kitchen to check the cooking pot, leaving Zhao Sui alone.

The child is gone, the love is gone, Zhao Suizhi really resents Xiao Mingyuan in his heart, she has suffered so much, her heart is cold.

In the past few days, she repeatedly thought about why she was still entangled with Xiao Mingyuan.

Since Xiao Mingyuan is already so indifferent to her, she might as well break up with Xiao Mingyuan. She is still young, and there are other possibilities for her future.

Since Xiao Mingyuan doesn't love her anymore...

Zhao Suizhi felt that after these few days, she had already figured it out. She was a self-respecting and self-loving person, and she would not pester her endlessly like a shrew.

However, she never expected that when she picked up the phone, the first thing Xiao Mingyuan said to her was to admit his mistake.

"Hono, I'm sorry, I didn't know you were pregnant again. I'm really sorry. I was wrong, and I apologize to you."

In just a few words, Zhao Suizhi's defense was defeated.

She thought of everything, but she didn't expect that Xiao Mingyuan would apologize.

Ever since she got together with Xiao Mingyuan, Xiao Mingyuan has never apologized. One is because Xiao Mingyuan is orderly and devoted to his career, so there is no need to apologize. The other is that Xiao Mingyuan has a strong self-esteem and is arrogant. Someone who will apologize.

So when Xiao Mingyuan sincerely said sorry, Zhao Suizhi was stunned.

All the rhetoric she had prepared, at that moment, all went away from her.

As for Xiao Mingyuan, he hasn't finished talking yet.

"Hozhi, when your accident happened, I went abroad to discuss business. I didn't expect this kind of thing to happen. I came back today and the nanny told me about it. I really shouldn't have left at that time. If I didn't, Maybe you'll be fine."

Such gentle words were only spoken by Xiao Mingyuan to Zhao Suizhi in the early stages of their relationship.

Zhao Suizhi quietly listened to Xiao Zihan's apology and confession, and shed tears silently.Her tears were both joyful and sad.

After Xiao Mingyuan talked a lot, he finally asked: "Suizhi, you have been staying outside, there must be no one to take care of you. You just had a miscarriage and you need to take good care of it. Otherwise, the root cause of the disease will affect the next child. What should I do? Suizhi, Go home. Xiaohan misses you."

"Woooooo..." Zhao Suizhi's tears rolled down his face.

Everything she had imagined disappeared after Xiao Mingyuan said the words "go home".

At the same time, she also understood again how deep her feelings for Xiao Mingyuan were.So deep that as long as Xiao Mingyuan is willing to bow his head, say a few words to soften her, and coax her, she will be willing to forgive his mistakes and return to him.

Love can really blind people's eyes.

So, she told Xiao Mingyuan the address.

After hanging up the phone, she went to the kitchen to find Su Susheng who was making steamed buns, and told Su Susheng that she might have to go back.

She didn't tell Su Susheng why she came, and she didn't tell Su Susheng why she left, but Su Susheng didn't blame her, and didn't even say anything, just said one word, okay.

A day later, Xiao Mingyuan came.

I don't know where Xiao Mingyuan got it, but four expensive cars were parked in a row downstairs of Su Susheng's house.

People in those days were no richer than they are now, and a small county like Songyang County didn't even have such a luxury car.

At that time, many people ran out to look at the car.

Xiao Mingyuan used his mobile phone to call Su Susheng's home and told Su Susheng to go down.

"Suizhi, I'm here to pick you up." Xiao Mingyuan said on the phone.

Zhao Suizhi was shy and embarrassed by this wedding-like battle. After saying goodbye to Su Susheng, she hurried downstairs with her few luggage.

At that time, just as she was about to get into the car that Xiao Mingyuan was sitting in, Su Susheng grabbed her and said to her earnestly:
"A Sui, you must take good care of yourself and don't wrong yourself. You have to know that in this world, we can all live well without anyone."

Su Susheng had never talked to her in such a serious and serious manner. At that time, Zhao Suizhi felt guilty, thinking that maybe Su Susheng knew something, so he didn't dare to look Su Susheng in the eyes, and got into Xiao Mingyuan's car as if fleeing.

After returning home, Xiao Mingyuan had indeed changed a lot, and spent more time with Zhao Suizhi.

After a while, Zhao Suizhi remembered that he hadn't contacted Su Susheng for a long time.

However, when she felt that she was doing well and took the initiative to contact Su Susheng again, she unfortunately learned that Su Susheng had passed away in a car accident.