half thorns, half joy

If it is said that Su Susheng is soft on the outside and strong on the inside, then Zhao Suizhi, who is the opposite of her, is strong on the outside and weak on the inside.

After Zhao Suizhi knew that Xiao Mingyuan had a woman outside, although he was also heartbroken, he had no intention of leaving Xiao Mingyuan.

She sat at home blankly, waiting for Xiao Mingyuan to come home, and questioned Xiao Mingyuan.

At first, she thought that Xiao Mingyuan would at least say something nice, and try to hide it from her, or try to quibble with her.

But Xiao Mingyuan didn't. Seeing that she knew, Xiao Mingyuan directly admitted it.

Even though so many years have passed, Zhao Suizhi still remembers clearly that Xiao Mingyuan took off his suit jacket, went to sit opposite her, first calmly drank half a cup of tea, and then slowly opened his mouth:
"That's just a joke, it doesn't count. The person I love is you, and you will always be my wife, Xiao Mingyuan."

Such unreasonable and conceited words exploded in Zhao Suizhi's head like a thunderbolt. She angrily picked up the water glass and splashed it directly on Xiao Mingyuan's face.

Xiao Mingyuan's expression suddenly changed, and he looked at her angrily, as if she was the sinner.

Then, Xiao Mingyuan wiped off the wet tea on his face, got up and walked outside, when he reached the door, Xiao Mingyuan said a word.

"If you want a divorce, you can leave, I'm free."

Zhao Suizhi was shocked, and asked Xiao Mingyuan with a trembling voice: "You want to divorce me? Xiaohan is still so young, you want to divorce me?"

Xiao Mingyuan put his hands on the doorknob, with a calm expression on his face: "It's not that I want to divorce you, I just said that you will always be my wife to Xiao Mingyuan, I mean, if you want to divorce, I will not object."

Zhao Suizhi was stunned, for a moment she couldn't tell what Xiao Mingyuan meant by these words.

"Think about it, and tell me when you think about it."

After Xiao Mingyuan finished speaking, he left.

Zhao Suizhi fell down on the sofa, her brain was in a mess, she kept that posture motionless, and after a long time, she slowly understood.

Only then did she understand the meaning of Xiao Mingyuan's words.

Now that she already knew, if she couldn't accept it and wanted a divorce, Xiao Mingyuan would not object, and would divorce her as she wished, and if she didn't divorce, Xiao Mingyuan would not bring those women home, nor would he threaten her status.

What does it mean?
Surely she dare not divorce?Or don't you care if she wants a divorce?

"Shameless!" Zhao Suizhi grabbed the teacup on the table and threw it out. The teacup was torn apart and shattered all over the floor, just like her marriage with Xiao Mingyuan.

Xiao Mingyuan didn't give her a chance to argue at all, and didn't intend to explain. She cried all day and was sad all day. What waited for her were the two choices that Xiao Mingyuan put in front of her.

Zhao Suizhi hugged herself, and only then did she realize what a cold-blooded and ruthless man she fell in love with.

Those lives and deaths that once made her obsessed, now all fall on her head.

She finally felt Xiao Mingyuan's ruthlessness and methods for herself.

Zhao Suizhi originally wanted to cry and scold Xiao Mingyuan, there was no chance to cast it, and she had no chance to tell Xiao Mingyuan that she was pregnant again.

Xiao Mingyuan didn't contact her for a few days, and the child was taken by a nanny, so there was nothing wrong with it. Zhao Suizhi was depressed for a few days, stayed in a hotel outside for a few days, and finally returned home.

She found sadly that she had no way to leave Xiao Mingyuan, no way to make her child a child of a single-parent family, no way to hastily end her marriage that was always admired by outsiders.

Not only was she reluctant, she was also unwilling.

What she was particularly unwilling to do was Xiao Mingyuan's feelings.

She liked Xiao Mingyuan so much, she couldn't accept it, Xiao Mingyuan's feelings for her were just this little, if she couldn't accept it, she wanted more.

How indifferent Xiao Mingyuan is, she has already felt it now, but she can't believe it, or rather, she doesn't want to believe it.

She was even thinking that it would be nice if she didn't know anything.

She didn't know that Xiao Mingyuan had a woman outside, and if she didn't question Xiao Mingyuan, Xiao Mingyuan would not treat her coldly. Between them, it was still the same as before, outside they were handsome men and women with successful careers, and inside they were loving couples.

After returning home, he saw Xiao Zihan sitting alone on the sofa watching TV, Zhao Suizhi couldn't bear it anymore, rushed over to hold Xiao Zihan and cried.

Hugging her back, Xiao Zihan kept asking her where she had been these few days.

Even in the face of Xiao Zihan who couldn't understand anything, Zhao Suizhi didn't dare to tell the truth. In front of the nanny, she lied that she had gone out to work.

That night, Xiao Mingyuan went home.

She held back all the displeasure and hatred, sat at the same table with Xiao Mingyuan and finished eating.During the period, she saw Xiao Mingyuan feeding Xiao Zihan, the father and son laughed and laughed, their hearts softened and hardened, hard and soft again.

Everything in front of her was so beautiful, she really didn't want to lose it.

People often say that in a relationship, whoever pays more will be hurt deeply. In fact, whoever has a softer heart will be hurt more and be manipulated more.

After eating, Xiao Mingyuan read Xiao Zihan a bedside story for the first time, and coaxed Xiao Zihan to sleep. Then, Xiao Mingyuan went back to the bedroom with Zhao Suizhi.

Zhao Suizhi didn't know how to talk to Xiao Mingyuan, what to say, and what tone to use, so she took her pajamas and went to take a bath.

And when she came out of the shower, Xiao Mingyuan had already fallen asleep.

Xiao Mingyuan's behavior of not explaining and not admitting his mistakes was like a bucket of ice water poured on Zhao Suizhi's head.

In the following days, there will be harmony in front of the people and cold war in the back.

Zhao Suizhi was pregnant, and her body experienced morning sickness from time to time. Her temper became more and more violent day by day, and her mood became more and more volatile.

As a nanny who takes money to do things, naturally she will not be a gossip of the owner of the family, let alone meddle in the owner's nosy, and just do her own business silently.

Xiao Mingyuan, who didn't know that Zhao Suizhi was pregnant again, thought that Zhao Suizhi's behavior was all about cheating on him.

Xiao Mingyuan is an indifferent and ruthless man, he has a strong desire to control, although he simply asked Zhao Suizhi to get a divorce if he wanted to, but he would not allow Zhao Suizhi to cause trouble for him by making such a fuss.

So, he directly filed for divorce.

When he threw the divorce agreement in front of Zhao Suizhi, Zhao Suizhi finally calmed down and calmed down.

"Don't worry about it anymore. Things have already happened. If you can't accept it, I won't force you to accept it. I will let you go. You like the child so much, and I will give you the custody of the child. Stop torturing yourself Torturing others, you should think about it carefully."

After Xiao Mingyuan finished speaking, he left in despair again.

Zhao Suizhi held the divorce agreement and read it over and over again, his face was wet with tears.

She never thought that what she was waiting for would be this divorce agreement.

Moreover, Xiao Mingyuan said that their child will be raised by her.

Zhao Suizhi didn't know what it was like in his heart, he just felt that he had been hurt so badly that he had lost consciousness from the pain.

While thinking about Xiao Mingyuan's ruthlessness, she also thought that Xiao Mingyuan was not completely ruthless to her, at least he was willing to give her the child.

In their circle, there are many people fighting for the custody of their children. After all, once people have status, they pay more attention to blood.

But Xiao Mingyuan was willing to give it to her.

And that sentence was also very gentle, saying that it was because she liked children.

Zhao Suizhi was thinking in a trance, when she was going downstairs to drink water, she didn't pay attention, and the last step of the stairs was empty, and she, who hadn't eaten much all day, fell heavily on the floor, and was killed on the spot. I fell dizzy.

The moment she fainted, she clearly felt the hot blood gushing out from under her body and flowing down her thighs.

The nanny rushed to hear the sound, saw Zhao Suizhi lying in a pool of blood, and quickly called the emergency number.

At this time, Xiao Mingyuan, who was on a business trip abroad for relaxation and work, had already boarded a plane to the United States with his female secretary.

The nanny couldn't contact Xiao Mingyuan, so she had to send Zhao Suizhi to the hospital by herself.

Of course Zhao Suizhi's child was not kept.

After she became pregnant, she found out about Xiao Mingyuan's affair. She was emotionally unstable all the time, because she didn't eat three meals a day because she was in a bad mood, and she was ruining her body every day.

The doctor said that even if she didn't fall, according to her current physical condition, the child could not be saved.

After Zhao Suizhi woke up, he heard that the child was gone, and Xiao Mingyuan was on a business trip, so he stopped the nanny who wanted to tell Xiao Mingyuan, and only told him to ask the nanny to take good care of the child.

Then, she was discharged from the hospital, bought a plane ticket, got on the plane, went to Su Susheng's hometown, and went to find Su Susheng.

It was the only place that would take her in and treat her well even if she didn't say anything, even if she was penniless.

Although Su Susheng never made such a promise to Zhao Suizhi, Zhao Suizhi was so sure.