half thorns, half joy

"Mom, eat meat."

Tang Xuan burst into tears when she heard the Nunuo's voice, and then fell into the bowl.

She raised her face, wiped away her tears, and smiled at Xiao Yuebai: "Okay, eat meat, baby, you should eat more too."

"Okay." Xiao Yuebai nodded, and really started to dig rice into her mouth with big mouthfuls.

Cai Lin, who was sitting opposite, saw this scene, and her heart ached.

She didn't understand why brother Zihan and sister Xiaoxuan were so nice and loved each other so much, but they had to suffer so much.

They didn't do anything wrong, so why should they be punished.

Hey.

Although the condition of the seaside villa is far inferior to that of Xiao's house, but fortunately the nanny is nimble and quick, so she can be considered busy.

Besides, Tang Xuan and Cai Lin will also help the nanny.

Tang Xuan still cried from time to time. She was a strong person who didn't cry very much. Her tears fell as soon as she said she wanted to. Her eyes were always swollen, and it didn't take long for the swelling to subside.

Cai Lin saw it, and was very worried for Tang Xuan. She was really afraid that Tang Xuan would cry blind if she kept crying like this.

However, she really couldn't think of any way to make Tang Xuan happier, so she could only let Xiao Yuebai stay by Tang Xuan's side as much as possible.

After all, Tang Xuan would still exercise restraint in front of children.

After another two days without incident, Xiao Yuebai suddenly took out her small schoolbag after breakfast, sat in the living room and began to pack it in a decent way.

Seeing this, Tang Xuan walked over and asked, "Honey, what are you doing with your schoolbag?"

Xiao Yuebai replied enthusiastically: "Go to class, today is fencing class, mom, you forgot."

Tang Xuan was stunned, she really forgot.

But the fencing class was a parent-child class, and parents were required to accompany their children. Xiao Zihan accompanied Xiao Yuebai after she reported to the class. Tang Xuan didn't even have the clothes to wear for fencing class.

Tang Xuan was thinking about what to do. Xiao Yuebai had already packed her schoolbag and reached out to Tang Xuan, "Mom, lend me your phone."

"what?"

"I want to call Dad." Xiao Yuebai said generously.

Xiao Yuebai's calmness and generosity seemed to be ignorant of the conflict between her parents, which made Tang Xuan a little embarrassed. She couldn't refuse her son's legitimate request, so she could only take out her mobile phone, dial the number, and put In Xiaoyuebai's hands.

Children nowadays learn new electronic products faster than adults, and Xiao Yuebai is no exception. Although she is less than three years old, she has already mastered the use of mobile phones and tablets.

Holding the phone in his small hand, he turned on the speakerphone.

The phone was dialed out, it rang several times before it was picked up over there.

Xiao Zihan's hoarse voice came over the phone.

"Xiaoxuan?" In addition to being surprised, there was also a sense of disbelief.

Tang Xuan lowered her head and bit her lips tightly.

Seeing her mother's reaction, Xiao Yuebai yelled loudly: "Dad!"

Xiao Zihan was silent for two seconds before saying, "Baby."

"Dad, class will start later, I'm ready, you can pick me up." Xiao Yuebai said into the phone.

"……it is good."

"Then, Dad, see you later."

"Well, see you later."

Xiao Yuebai secretly observed her mother's reaction. Seeing that her mother had not said a word, she also knew that she could not force her to talk to her father, so she said goodbye again and hung up the phone.

After hanging up the phone, he returned the phone to Tang Xuan and deliberately said, "Mom, Dad's voice sounds weird."

"Really?" Tang Xuan smiled awkwardly, picked up Xiao Yuebai and sat on the sofa, and buried her face tiredly on Xiao Yuebai's chubby shoulders.

Xiao Yuebai nodded heavily: "Well, Dad's voice sounds very unhappy and sad."

Tang Xuan remained silent.

Xiao Yuebai could hear it, how could she not hear it.

Xiao Zihan's voice is not only unhappy and sad, but also sounds tired, and his voice is also hoarse, obviously because he smokes too much.

Tang Xuan knew very well that in this jaw-dropping truth, Xiao Zihan was an innocent victim just like herself. Knowing that something like this happened, Xiao Zihan must have felt very uncomfortable, possibly even worse than herself.

Most likely, he hasn't eaten well these days.Just thinking about this made Tang Xuan feel very uncomfortable.

but……

If you know it, you know that she really can't accept this for a while.

So... that's the only way to go...

Tang Xuan rubbed Xiao Yuebai's side face, and said to Xiao Yuebai, "Honey, you'll go out with Dad later, you should comfort Dad well, and come back after lunch and dinner with Dad, you know?"

Xiao Yuebai nodded heavily: "I know!"

"Well, good."

In less than 10 minutes, there was a knock on the door of the seaside villa.

After the nanny took a look, she came back and said to Tang Xuan, "Young Madam, the young master is waiting for the young master outside."

Tang Xuan glanced at her watch. In such a short time, no matter whether Xiao Zihan was at the company or at Xiao's residence, it was impossible for him to come here.

To be able to come here in such a short time, either Xiao Zihan was already on his way, or Xiao Zihan was already waiting outside.

Based on Xiao Zihan's previous style of doing things, it should be the latter.

Tang Xuan sighed inaudibly, took Xiao Yuebai off her lap, and let Xiao Yuebai pass by.

"Go, go to class with Dad."

"Okay, Mom, I'm leaving."

Xiao Yuebai kissed Tang Xuan on the cheek, grabbed the straps on both sides of the small schoolbag, and ran out.

Tang Xuan watched Xiao Yuebai disappear at the door, her heart was agitated, she hadn't seen Xiao Zihan for a few days, in fact, she missed Xiao Zihan very much.

However, in her heart, she still didn't want to see Xiao Zihan.

Standing under a kapok tree, Xiao Zihan saw Xiao Yuebai running out from the gate of the villa from a distance.

He saw behind Xiao Yuebai, who was only followed by a nanny, and Tang Xuan was not there.

Xiao Zihan sighed in his heart. He knew that Tang Xuan didn't want to see him, so he was very self-aware and went straight into the room without being annoying.

Today is different from the past, Tang Xuan's prejudice against him cannot be resolved by a thick skin.

What Tang Xuan needs is time.

He knew that he was going to fencing class with Xiao Yuebai today, so he came early, he didn't dare to disturb him, and stayed outside, waiting for Tang Xuan to contact him.

Unexpectedly, he really made him wait. Although his son was on the phone, it was Tang Xuan's cell phone anyway, which meant that Tang Xuan agreed.

This has been much better than he expected.

Xiao Yuebai jumped up and ran to Xiao Zihan's side, jumped up and threw herself into Xiao Zihan's arms, and yelled, "Father!"

Xiao Zihan listened to Xiao Yuebai's milky voice, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, and there was a little smile in his decadent eyes.

"My baby, do you miss Dad?" Xiao Zihan squatted down and hugged Xiao Yuebai tightly into his arms.

Xiao Yuebai hummed, and replied: "Yes. Mom misses Dad too."

After hearing this, Xiao Zihan was taken aback, grabbed Xiao Yuebai's arm, and said excitedly incoherently: "Baby, what did you say, you said that mom misses dad too, is this true? Mom told you?"

"No." Xiao Yuebai shook her head.

Xiao Zihan didn't give up, "What is that?"

"When I called just now, my mother cried when she heard Dad's voice." Xiao Yuebai said.

Xiao Zihan was stunned again.

Then, his eyes turned red.

He tightly wrapped Xiao Yuebai into his arms again, leaned over and kissed Xiao Yuebai's forehead again and again, choked up and said, "I'm sorry, baby, it's dad who made mom sad."

Xiao Yuebai's eyes widened, "Dad, did you do something wrong?"

In Xiao Yuebai's perception, if her father or grandma hadn't done something wrong, then her mother would not have moved out.

Seeing that Dad kept saying sorry, then it should be that Dad did something wrong and offended Mom.

Xiao Zihan smiled wryly, "It's not that Dad did something wrong, it's Dad's father who did something wrong, a very big one."

"Father's father, did grandpa do something wrong?" Xiao Yuebai tilted her head and said.

Xiao Zihan: "Well, that's right."

Xiao Yuebai: "Then what should I do?"

Xiao Zihan shook his head, showing a helpless expression: "Dad doesn't know what to do, Dad is also very distressed now."

After hearing this, Xiao Yuebai was silent for a moment, and suddenly clenched her fists: "Come on, Dad, there will be a solution! The teacher said, there is nothing difficult in the world, as long as there is a heart!"

His passionate tone made Xiao Zihan burst into laughter.

Somehow, he really felt that his heart was filled with strength again.

"Yes, nothing is difficult in the world, as long as there is a heart." Xiao Zihan picked up Xiao Yuebai and walked towards the sports car he drove, "Come on, let's go to class."

Xiao Zihan was very fortunate that he had signed up for this parent-child fencing class with Xiao Yuebai after listening to Tang Xuan's words, otherwise, he wouldn't have any reason to come here again.

Contact Tang Xuan again.

……

After seeing off Xiao Yuebai, Tang Xuan sat motionless on the sofa for another half an hour before getting up and going back to the bedroom.

In the bedroom, the nanny changed the baby's diapers, finished feeding the baby, and was about to take the baby for a walk to make the baby happy.

Feeling down, Tang Xuan picked up the baby by herself and left the bedroom with the nanny.

This seaside villa has a huge balcony on the first floor, facing the sea, and there are parasols and wicker chairs on the balcony, specially for people to sit on the balcony to enjoy the cool and watch the sea.

Tang Xuan carried the baby onto the balcony, feeling the gentle sea breeze, and her depressed mood eased a little.

The nanny stood behind Tang Xuan, watching Tang Xuan's every move.

When she came over, Xiao Zihan reminded her to take good care of Tang Xuan and never let Tang Xuan and the baby have any mistakes.

The nanny was thinking nervously whether she should say something nice to Tang Xuan when she suddenly heard Tang Xuan ask, "Sister Wang, do you have any children?"

"Ah?" Sister Wang, the nanny, nodded, "Yes."

Tang Xuan: "How old is it?"

Sister Wang: "Nineteen this year, already a sophomore."

Tang Xuan was slightly surprised, turned her head to look at Sister Wang, and said calmly, "Sister Wang, is your child so old? I really can't tell."

Sister Wang smiled: "I got married early and had children early."

Tang Xuan: "I see."

In fact, she wanted to tell Sister Wang that ordinary people should not have a nanny when they take care of their children. Her current life is considered very good.

But there is nothing to say about this, everyone knows it, it is equivalent to nonsense.

So, she said: "It's hard work to take care of children."

Sister Wang showed a simple smile on her face, "The boy in my family left when the child was four years old, and my parents-in-law didn't want to see me, so it was quite hard at that time, but no matter how hard it was, I still had to grit my teeth and get through it." , now that my son is in college, I'm doing pretty well here."

After Tang Xuan heard this, she was silent for a moment and repeated it meaningfully.

"Yeah, no matter how hard the days are, if you grit your teeth, it will be over. Once it's over, it will be fine."

But when will it pass?