The Nth Disappearance of My Wife

But I won't hurt you just because you hate me, so I know that people should respect each other, because it's not easy to come here, everyone, don't always quarrel, if you If you can make up with me, we can take a step back.

I have to work hard, I want to be a very powerful person, I want to become very powerful, so powerful that everyone thinks I am very powerful, although I know it is difficult.

But it is precisely because it is difficult, so I will continue to work hard. I don’t want to make those who support me sad. I hope they are proud of me.

I also don't want people who hate me to laugh at me. I shouldn't be such a waste. Although I am still a waste now, I believe that I will work hard and make myself better and better.

I love being able to have someone say:
"This girl is so powerful and confident!"

"This person is really great, and she worked very hard. She is worth it."

Although I know that these are really far away and may not be achieved, but I still hope that one day people will say to me, and even when they mention me, they will sigh: Wow, so amazing!

Some people are better than me from the very beginning, saying that all roads lead to Rome, some people are born in Rome, and there are some people who go to Rome and spend their entire lives and may not reach Rome.

The gap between rich and poor is huge, and so are the classes.

I believe that all of these can be changed through hard work. It doesn’t matter if you don’t have talent. It doesn’t matter if you don’t look good.

I know that I may be so out of place in some people's eyes, but I really think it's not a big problem that I like these things, I like what I like.

I like my clothes, I like my personality, I used to deny myself blindly for a while, but for me, those voices who deny me are actually everywhere.

As long as I insist that what I like doesn't hinder you, why can't I wear the clothes I like? It's not what you think looks good, it really looks good.

I know that I am not good-looking, I know that in your eyes, I am not tall enough, my legs are not thin enough, and my face is too round and too big to be good-looking. So dressed.

I wear this dress because I like it, and I know that in your eyes, I may wear this dress on me, but in fact I am unworthy.

But it is just a piece of clothing, I spent real money to buy it, why can't I wear the clothes I like, does it have to be the same as you?
I like Lolita, I like jk uniforms, these beautiful clothes can give me confidence, so I like these clothes very much, I know that I may not be good-looking, but in my heart I am the best-looking.

I don't live for you, I live for myself.

This word is very beautiful, I feel that I am living in the clothes I like, very happy and happy, and I feel that the current me is the real me.

I am the most powerful me who is confident. I am not confident because I am beautiful, but I am beautiful because I am confident.

I know that my voice may be really ugly in your eyes, very harsh.

But the voice is born, my appearance is also born, but I promise that I will never hurt others, I just want to stick to what I like, I really didn't mean to let you see me.

But how far we are in this era, why let narrowness define our aesthetics, is the beauty recognized by the public must be beautiful?
It is beautiful, but it is also beautiful to be unique. Any kind of aesthetics is worthy of being accepted. Even if you cannot accept it, please keep your mouth shut.

You say that others are not good, but in fact, others know it clearly. No one knows yourself better than yourself. If you can’t even accept yourself, then are you living for yourself, or are you living for those unpleasant voices?
Isn't taking care of yourself the greatest kindness to the world?Don't be yin and yang, I hate yin and yang and all kinds of inexplicable ridicule, I know that I am really ugly in your eyes.

But it’s not good-looking if you don’t look good. I can only say that you have no aesthetics. I will appreciate myself. I think I am the most beautiful girl. No one can understand myself better than myself.

I know that I am a girl with low self-esteem, I know that I am not gentle enough, I know that I am easy to lose my temper, I know that I am easy to get angry with others, I know that I am easy to be autistic, I I know I'm lonely, but just because I'm lonely doesn't mean I don't love the world.

I know that I am really not suitable for this world, because I also want to blend in with the crowd in this world, but I still have no way to give up my love.

But why should I give up my love?Waves of people coming and going, all kinds of words, I know I really hate these words, but I still can't help caring.

But I still can't stop other people's mouths. Maybe I'm really not suitable for making friends. Many times I know that sometimes I'm really wrong, but I still hope to be accepted by others.

I still hope to be treated gently, even if the world doesn't like me, I know that my appearance is really not good, I know that I am really ordinary, but I am still the same from the beginning to the end.

I know that I will always stand in the dust, but I also want to stand up and see the light, I also want to feel the temperature of the wind, and I also want to shine in the sun.

I used to live in the dark, but I know I still have to live. What I can do is to forget the past, or look back and learn to love myself.

Covering my mouth and looking into the distance, I learned to keep my mouth shut, but it doesn't mean you can slander my personality.

I know I’m not good enough, but please take care of yourself, I know I’m not good enough so I’ll work hard to get better, but no matter how hard I try, I’m not RMB, I know I still can’t be liked by everyone.

So I don't expect to be liked by everyone, but I must let myself like it, I want to be the self I like, and I want to work hard in the direction of loving myself.

I know that the future may not be the future I want, but if I don’t work hard to see, how will I know whether the future is what I want? I believe in the cycle of cause and effect, so I have to work hard from now on.

I will definitely never give up on myself, because I know that there are many, many things waiting for me outside, many of which I have never seen, but I know that they also want to see me.

Because of my existence, the world will definitely be very happy, because there is another gentle me in this world, so I have to work hard.

I have been working hard, and I believe that it will not be long before I can feel the harvest of hard work, although I am really confused now, and I don't know if the current hard work is not hard work at all, or whether it is not enough.

But I believe that the world can feel my efforts. I know that I am not good, so I will definitely make myself better.

I am willing to be a gust of wind, let the world feel my warmth, I am willing to be a rose, because in that way you can smell the fragrance about me, isn't it said that you give roses to others, and leave the fragrance in your hands?
The road ahead is long, and I don’t know if the future is the future we want. Everything I do now is to hope that I can get a good ending and a future I want. I hope this world can leave my mark.

I want the people I love to be proud of me, so from now on I have to be proud of myself, I have to accept my own badness, and I have to continue to work hard in the direction of what I want to be.

I am not worthy of being hated by this world, because this world is full of love. If there is no love now, then I will let this world have a little more love.

The wind at night has my temperature, I hope that the stars I see when I look up, the last one belongs to me, I hope to be a star in someone else's life.

Although I know that many people will forget me, I know that I am not even the wind in the end, I know that I am not a particularly great person, I am just a very ordinary person, a person who is running around for dreams and life.

But everything I'm trying to do now is to hope that the world can leave more traces of me, and I also hope that I am not a mediocre person passing by.

I hope that in the days to come, I can work harder and harder, and I can live better and better, and become more and more the person I want to be. I believe that I will become the me I loved in the past.

People have been growing up and think of their former self from time to time, and hope that even if they think of their former self, they will not hate it, but love and accept their former self.

Because we are not good enough, we can become better little by little, and we can make ourselves better in the future. The reason why people work hard is actually because none of us say that we are born perfect, so everyone must work hard, come on.

I like my present. Although I am clumsy now, I love my life and can confidently wear the clothes I love. I also like the me in the past and the me in the future, because these are me.