President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

Wen Zixin knew it, so she couldn't help but uttered a swear word, this so-called "bastard" was naturally Zhen Hua, who else could make her lose her composure, and only Zhen Hua could do it, but it happened to be Zhen Hua, She is powerless, she knows that she can't change anything, and she can't persuade anything. During the long years of getting along with Zhen Hua, the person who is advised has always been herself, and the only one who needs to be comforted is herself. Zhen Hua has almost no weaknesses. , and I don’t need to be the same as myself at all, and the things she advised are still in the high school to persuade Zhen Hua not to play truant and study hard, but later she also became a part of truancy. Of course, she comforted herself countless times. It was forced, but the facts have proved that she can't change Zhen Hua, from childhood to adulthood, the person who plays the leading role in the relationship between the two is Zhen Hua.

So what can she do?His expression turned gloomy in an instant, the last person Yang Dehui should tell was himself, because he couldn't do anything, what could he do except feel sad?It's like a waste, but this waste has the ability to intervene, but she knows that her intervention will only make things worse. This is self-knowledge, so she doesn't want to hear what Yang Dehui is going to say next, because she knows that she can't do it at all. She has never been able to influence Zhen Hua's decision, this is inevitable, she should get up straight away, she already knows too much, this information is enough to make her depressed for a long time, and she doesn't want to hear anything else, if she listens When the time came, maybe she might be overwhelmed by emotion. If she agreed, she knew that failure was inevitable, and the blow to her from failure was also huge. Maybe she would really be devastated, so she chose to leave.

"Hold... I'm sorry Mr. Yang, I still have something to do, let's talk about it next time."

Wen Zixin was flustered, and even stuttered, which was inevitable, but Yang Dehui didn't expect that Wen Zixin chose to escape. Before that, Wen Zixin didn't know the news, so he could live in peace This is natural, but now Wen Zixin knows, but still pretends not to know?Wen Zixin, who was already flustered, chose to escape?In his opinion, this is a bottomless woman, but just after hearing the news, she started to lose her footing, and even interrupted what she was going to say later, completely unwilling to accept the reality, whatever, He just took a chance to find Wen Zixin, but since Wen Zixin had no intention of intervening, let her continue to be a blind person with her eyes open.

Wen Zixin saw that Yang Dehui didn't stop her, so she left quickly, but the panic in her heart didn't ease at all. Every step she took, a heavy stone fell down, which seemed to be her sin. When she reached the door, her hands But she couldn't move forward any further, her heart was struggling.Even if she knew that it would be futile for her to intervene, and she would even cause more harm to herself, there was always an inexplicable force in her heart that pushed her, making her pay attention to this matter and stop her evasive steps, but What can she do while standing still?Continue to escape or turn back?She couldn't even do it, she didn't have the courage to escape, and she didn't have the determination to turn back. The best choice was to stand still. She watched from this position not far away, and she didn't leave or intervene. That's all. But everyone knows that this is impossible. Without such a position, her position is already on the verge of escaping. As long as she takes this step, she will choose to escape.

But can she escape?Fleeting years pass between the fingers, memories are ups and downs in transformation, hearts are escaping from reality, and dreams are sad in the dark night.Everyone is bound by different memories, but in the end they will find that all memories will reappear again and again, in fact, there is no escape at all.Anyone who looks left and right and shrinks back will eventually be rejected by life from the door of success.Everyone has the right and freedom to let their own life bloom. On the road to success, she has no reason to escape or make excuses, because the smaller and humble life is, the more it can prove the greatness and unyieldingness of life.

There are many unsatisfactory things in life. Looking back at the beginning, I hope that I made the right choice at that time.No matter how hard one tries, one cannot avoid the oppression of reality and the environment.Many things are meaningless, no matter how regretful or bored, they will eventually disappear, so her choice is not difficult, the flowers will not bloom in the coming year because of someone's departure, for a promise without a promise, for a The returnee who has no return date spends half his life, but he thinks he is also a lover.And time never waits for anyone, just like this season.As the time passed by the palm of my hand, when I looked back, it was covered with fallen leaves like butterflies.The change of seasons makes the written words and the promises lost together, and the yellowed memory can no longer piece together a perfect yesterday.Love a person who can't be together obsessively, tolerate all the mistakes he made, and naively believe all the promises he made, this kind of woman is happy and pitiful.

Wen Zixin is undoubtedly such a woman, but she can't do what those chaste women on TV do, she can't plunge into this vortex regardless of her own safety, she has been hurt too badly, and she can't afford to be hurt anymore, so she knows she should run away Yes, escaping is undoubtedly the wisest choice, but she can't imagine what will happen to her after escaping?Zhen Hua will pass away as usual, and besides crying in the quilt, she can only burn an extra stick of incense at Zhen Hua's funeral. It is very sad, this is the choice of escape, but the ending of falling into it will only be worse. Miserable, she knew it well, so it was difficult for her to make a choice, but she had to make a choice.

Being alone is a kind of ability, but also a kind of self-cultivation. Everyone's soul needs a pure land. Facing the impetuousness and noise of the outside world, our hearts are often tired and bored. At this moment, what we need to do most is Create a space for yourself to be alone, think about what you think, do what you want, or simply think about and do nothing. Only when we are alone is the closest time to ourselves.In the short life, everyone is a stranger on a journey.This is neither a permanent home nor an ultimate destination, it is only a temporary visit.Some people will always be engraved in memory, even if he forgets his voice, his smile, and his face, but the feeling whenever he thinks of him will never change.So life is made up of pain and joy, life is a pendulum between smiles and tears, the eternal blue sky only exists in the middle of the heart, if you want to ask for real life, it is too extravagant, stop Not moving forward, or throwing yourself into the vortex, are all demands, the former seeks stability, the latter seeks yearning, but these are undoubtedly extravagant, and they all have the possibility of being backlashed.

She was confused, and she didn't know what to do. Maybe she should take this step, and she would completely break away from Zhen Hua's death. She was sure that as long as she stepped out of this door, Yang Dehui would never report to the second Personally mentioning their meeting today, no one will know that she knows about it, she can be a blind person with her eyes open, but can she do it?Obviously, if she could do this, she would not hesitate, absolutely impossible to have any hesitation, just to leave, but she hesitated after all, and even had the urge to retreat, even if she knew that Zhen Hua wanted her To be able to leave is the purpose of Zhen Hua's departure. I don't need to do the opposite, but I still can't let Zhen Hua go.

29 years, 29 years of acquaintance, the seed of love has been buried in her heart for 29 years, and after this year, it will be a full 30 years. How can such emotions be divided, she also wants to regard Zhen Hua as A stranger forgets, allowing Zhen Hua's "trick" to succeed, but how can she do it?It was too difficult for her, if Yang Dehui hadn't told her, even if she had doubts in her heart, she would be a fool with peace of mind as Zhen Hua expected, knowing nothing and not asking anything, that would be great, but Not now, she thought so, but her heart didn't allow it, and she couldn't do it, so she had to retreat.

After hesitating again and again, he gritted his teeth and quickly sat back in his seat.Friendship is like old wine that has been brewed for a long time. The longer it is, the more fragrant it is. Friendship is like bright roses with a tangy fragrance. However, this kind of friendship is no longer separated by a person's death.In the scenery of Zhen Hua's life, she didn't know what kind of role she played, she only knew that it was Zhen Hua who accompanied her.So she couldn't let it go, so she couldn't leave. Since Yang Dehui said this, then there must be a turning point for this matter. If Zhen Hua's death has become a foregone conclusion, then he doesn't need to find himself, Zhen Hua will It was inevitable that he and Zhen Wenxin were the ones who told him to hide it, but Yang Dehui told him about it, so the turning point was on him.

It was the laughter in the process of fate that made her meet the person she was destined to meet.After a long time, it stopped laughing, so Zhen Hua also left. The separation between yin and yang was irreversible. Her heart was bleeding. If it hadn't been for the tears that had dried up, her tears would have gushed out. After leaving, she was sitting opposite Yang Dehui at this time, her eyes were already reddish, but she was still calm, Yang Dehui was ashamed, this courage was worthy of Zhen Hua's lover, but Yang Dehui also knew that she wanted Wen Zi Xin said that this matter was a bit abrupt, but now only Wen Zixin can do it. He has already investigated Zhen Hua's condition, and it is not irreparable, even if it is a long treatment process, and Zhen Hua who receives treatment may spend the rest of his life. He can only spend it in the hospital, but he has lived to this age, and he also knows that the most important thing for a person is to live. Once he dies, there is nothing left. No matter what it is, he hopes that Zhen Hua will live. Go down, even if it's just a walking dead existence.