President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

After all, Wen Zixin sat opposite Yang Dehui. She had already compromised with her heart, but she still couldn't get around her inner choice. This was definitely not a compromise with Yang Dehui, because in her opinion, Yang Dehui was nothing more than Zhen Hua's It's just an old friend, even Zhen Hua's leader has no meaning to her, so she doesn't have to care about Yang Dehui at all, and it's even more impossible for Yang Dehui to be involved in all the decisions she made. In fact, this is the relationship between her and Zhen Hua. "Competition", she is defying Zhen Hua, but she is also obeying herself. Of course, no matter what her choice is, Zhen Hua will win, because both choices revolve around Zhen Hua, and no matter what she chooses, she can only It proves that she cares about Zhen Hua, but it doesn't prove anything else.

She lost, she lost without knowing it, she lost to her feelings, if a relationship is the beginning of her defeat, then she lost willingly, because she entered the game voluntarily, and she has no regrets She said, maybe this is the power of love. It is only love that can make such a shrewd woman lose her mind. It is a pity that she has not got it yet. This may be her only shortcoming, but Zhen Hua is her man. , This is unquestionable, even bystanders will not deny this, she is not self-indulgent, the fact is like this, everyone understands, just like those entertainment reporters who are afraid of chaos in the world, often fabricate her and Zhen Hua Even though Zhen Hua appeased the gossip news every time, in fact it was the truth, it was not fabricated out of thin air, at least most of it was true, and she never denied it in front of the public, she just smiled. Just keep silent, so she never lost the ownership of Zhen Hua.

"Mr. Yang is sorry, I hesitated and decided to participate in this matter. No matter what the conditions are, as long as there is a way to save Zhen Hua's life, I will agree."

Yang Dehui was actually very surprised. Wen Zixin's decisiveness from the beginning and his composure after hesitation were enough to shock him, a seasoned veteran. He has figured out something, but this decisiveness, without the slightest indecision of a little woman, he knows that the words to save Zhen Hua at all costs are by no means empty words, Wen Zixin can really do it, no matter how harsh the conditions are, he I believe that Wen Zixin will agree without hesitation, but in fact, what he wants Wen Zixin to do is very simple, but he can't do it, and neither can others. Maybe Wen Zixin can do it, but it is also possible to do it No, this matter is not difficult, but Wen Zixin is the best candidate. Of course, he has another choice, which is Zhen Wenxin, but he doesn't want a little girl to be exposed to these things, so he found Wen Zixin.

"Miss Qiuhan was joking. Actually, this is not a big deal for you. Hua Tsai's condition is still turning around. I have already consulted the doctor. As long as Hua Tsai can actively cooperate with the hospital's treatment plan, let alone completely cured , but prolonging life for a few years is definitely not a problem, I have already contacted the top doctors in country m, as long as Hua Tsai is willing to cooperate with the treatment, it is not impossible to cure it."

"In that case, why didn't you tell Zhen Hua?"

Wen Zixin felt very strange, since there was already a treatment plan, why didn't he tell Zhen Hua directly, Zhen Hua didn't need to wait for death anymore, what's the use of telling himself?The person Zhen Hua avoided was himself, and Wen Zixin had no idea what kind of medicine he was selling in his gourd.

"Actually Hua Tsai knew about this matter at the earliest time. Who would think of waiting to die at the first time? The treatment plan was in front of Hua Tsai's eyes early in the morning, but he gave up."

"why!"

"Miss Qiu Han, don't be in a hurry, wait for me to continue. Treating cancer is a long process. The first thing you need to go through is chemotherapy. The pain is unimaginable, and Andy Hua Tsai's lung cancer has reached the middle and late stages. He The probability of recovery is almost equal to zero, and the treatment time he needs is also very long. Even if the treatment can prolong his life for a few years, those years may be the darkest time in his life, and perhaps what he wanted more than recovery at that time , but to end his life as soon as possible, he knew it would be like this, so when the doctor told him that he only had half a year, he decisively chose to leave."

Wen Zixin was dumbfounded, she knew that what Yang Dehui said must be true, because it couldn't be fabricated, and if she had made the same choice as Zhen Hua, that kind of inhuman life was nothing compared to It's easier to die. Instead of being a useless person and trying to survive, it's better to spend the remaining time in style.She supports Zhen Hua's choice, but she also understands that what Yang Dehui said is to make her oppose Zhen Hua's choice, because Yang Dehui wants Zhen Hua to live, and Yang Dehui thinks she also wants Zhen Hua to live Go on, but Yang Dehui doesn't know that she wants Zhen Hua to live, she wants a healthy and complete Zhen Hua to live, not a dying person who can only lie on the bed and can't move.

"I understand, thank you for everything you have done for Zhen Hua, but I think the decision Zhen Hua made is the result of careful consideration. Instead of being a useless person and surviving, it is better to quietly wait and accept your own destiny. He is not wrong. I also don't want to see him being tortured by drugs every day, he can't live without dying, there is no need to continue such days."

Throughout the ages, how many people can truly see through life and death, and how many people can live in seclusion with a pure heart and few desires?Xia Chan and Dong Xue, just a glance, how many people on the road of reincarnation of life and death have regretted through the ages because of one fate and no part, life and death are up to God.I don't know the fate, I don't believe in scoring, but it's not worth a sentence of destiny.If you see through the world of mortals, it is nothing but ups and downs; if you see through the years, it is nothing but impermanence; if you see through love, it is nothing but gathering and parting;Everything in the world, everything depends on fate.This seems to be the truth that people of Yang Dehui's age should realize, but Yang Dehui didn't, but Zhen Hua and Wen Zixin understood it. Maybe this is called fearless life and death, but Yang Dehui wanted to say that it is better to live than to die.

Yang Dehui is already an old man. In fact, life and death should be taken lightly, because he may leave this world at any time, but he is still unwilling to accept it. He is afraid of death because he has desires and needs to do something. But didn't Zhen Hua have these things?Why can Zhen Hua be bearish?In the final analysis, it is because there is nothing in this world worthy of Zhen Hua's efforts. Even if the success rate of treatment is infinitely close to zero, there is still hope in the end. One hand, the big deal is death. After success, the ten-year survival rate is still very guaranteed. After that, pay attention to conditioning the body, and maybe it can be effectively controlled. Even if there is no cure, you can continue to live. Living has all hope.

"Miss Qiu Han, I would like to ask, after half a year, his condition has completely deteriorated, Hua Tsai can only wait for death, or receive treatment now, and gamble on the probability of prolonging his life by ten years, which one is better? If it were me, I would choose The latter, because I know that people can only have everything when they are alive, and they have nothing when they die. At that time, I went bankrupt and my wife and children were separated. Everyone in the outside world speculated that I was dead, but I didn’t. I am still alive. In that kind of despair, I still believe that there is no end to the sky, so I waited until now, the me now is completely different from the me at that time, I am just trying to survive, maybe every day I need to live in the endless You are suffering, but as long as you are alive, you are full of hope. You are a smart person, and you know this truth very well. Besides, do you have the heart to watch Hua Tsai die silently like this?"

To be honest, Wen Zixin was moved, but not by those long speeches, including Yang Dehui telling her past, she was not moved, because she knew that she couldn't bear to see a Zhen Hua whose life was worse than death, but Yang Dehui's last words The sentence "Can you bear it?" changed her view almost instantly. Can she bear it?How could she bear it?How could she accept Zhen Hua's death, it was too difficult, she couldn't do it, even though she had been persuading herself, the sentence "Can you bear it?" pulled her back, because she couldn't accept Zhen Hua's death at all , I want to save him, no matter what the cost!

But to live, this choice is too cruel for Zhen Hua, it is almost a choice to close Zhen Hua to a dead end, and it is also a fatal choice. Thorough awareness, only thinking about the ultimate existence will have the sublimation of texture.Maybe a person's life is constantly circling and precipitating in the repeated embarrassment, and finally returns to the end.What they have experienced, and what has experienced them, leave mottled traces in the world, and are annihilated in the vast time and world.

So she was still afraid, she was afraid of facing Zhen Hua's death, she couldn't bear it!
"Tell me, what should I do? I hope that when I see Zhen Hua's painful expression, you don't appear in front of me, otherwise I will definitely be unable to resist depriving you of everything."

Yang Dehui smiled and said nothing. He knew that Wen Zixin's anger was inevitable. If he cared about a person, he would definitely not be able to deal with that person's painful struggle under the torment of drugs. He didn't care what Wen Zixin said in anger. On the contrary, he feels relieved for Zhen Hua, because Wen Zixin cares about Zhen Hua, and it is not easy to meet someone who cares about him in life, Zhen Hua is so lucky.

"You just need to bring the documents I prepared to Hua Tsai, and persuade him a little more. In fact, I don't need to say more about these. If even you fail, then there is nothing I can do. Hua Tsai is a good person. Ah, but good people don't live long, and there's nothing we can do about it."

Wen Zixin knew that she had put all her hopes on herself, but did she really have such a big influence in Zhen Hua's heart?Even she herself is not sure, but she knows that only she can say these words is the most appropriate, because Zhen Hua dare not be perfunctory to herself, if it is someone else, even if it is Zhen Wenxin, Zhen Hua may be perfunctory, but It was absolutely impossible for her to accept his perfunctory, so she accepted it, and she took on this important task single-handedly.