President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

The two lingered all night. When he woke up in the morning, Zhen Hua remembered that he had forgotten someone. Even though he didn't want to think about this person, the existence of this person was like a chicken rib. It is impossible to hesitate anymore, the substitutes are not as good as the real ones after all, he loves Wen Zixin, so he will not have any relationship with Lu Jing anymore, cutting off this relationship is the best way.He had betrayed Lu Jing once, and he didn't want to betray a woman twice, but for the sake of Wen Zixin, he had no choice but to do so, even if he was asked to choose again, he would do the same, because the power of love is cold and ruthless, It forces people to make choices, so the discarded options are only discarded, which is inevitable.

He left, Wen Zixin was still sleeping soundly in his arms, he didn't have the heart to disturb Wen Zixin's sleep, looking at Wen Zixin's unconscious sweet smile, he knew that his choice was right, this is the woman he loves For the sake of this woman, don't say that you just owed an insignificant woman twice, so what if you owe the world?He gently moved his body out, put on his clothes, and tiptoed out of the room. Without preparing anything, he opened the door of the next room.In fact, he didn't need to explain anything at all, the hickey on the collarbone could prove everything, and he could only compensate Lu Jing materially, other than that, he didn't want to pay anything.

Some people will always be engraved in memory, even if he forgets his voice, his smile, and his face, but the feeling whenever he thinks of him will never change.Zhen Hua is such a person to Lu Jing, but from the beginning to the end, Zhen Hua only regards her as a substitute. It is impossible to replace her feelings, but her existence makes up for the lack of Wen Zi. The lack of heart, and the arrival of Wen Zixin is the announcement of her doomsday.When women are trapped by love, they often lower the bottom line and make compromises.Men will set the bottom line in advance, and once they touch it, they will turn around and leave without hesitation.So this is the difference between Zhen Hua and her, blindly compromising, and eventually turning into someone else's wedding dress.

On the road of life, there will never be smooth sailing, and on the way of life, it will not be achieved overnight.There will always be wind and rain, there will always be frost and snow, setbacks and failures will always meet unexpectedly, difficulties and obstacles will always come unexpectedly.The key is to see how you face it and deal with it. If you have a normal mentality and are indifferent to fame and fortune and money, failure and setbacks are not to be feared.Life will become warm, and life will be smooth.Sometimes they will be confused at the crossroads of life. People often regard communication as a kind of ability, but they ignore that being alone is also a kind of ability, and it is a more important ability than communication in terms of certain benefits.Conversely, being unsociable is certainly a pity, and being impatient with loneliness is also a very serious defect.

In fact, how much she wanted to say goodbye to the past, how much she wanted to let go of her hurt.But is the trace of looking back destined to be the reason why she often walks with loneliness in the dazed night? It is said that the heart is clear and the feelings are clear, and the moon sinks with emotion, which is roughly the case.Because of this, there is some past, drifting with the wind, lacking a place to live, and those who wander don't know their way back.Tossing and turning, unrestrained, always following the passing years, accumulating too much burden, full of years and wind and rain, it is a kind of tear stains, mixed with the wasted time on the long road in the dream, Ruo Ruo.This life is safe and secure, she just wants to be a guest at ease.

"You're back."

As soon as Zhen Hua entered the door, he heard Lu Jing's voice. The voice was exhausted. After walking a few steps, he realized that Lu Jing was sitting on the bed, her dark circles were particularly deep, and her whole body exuded a smell of death. Could it be that she was waiting for her? Spoil yourself for the night?How can it be?But this crazy woman seems to really be able to do it, this kind of thing is nothing to her.However, this had no effect on Zhen Hua. Zhen Hua held the door firmly open with the determination to cut off the relationship, so no matter what emotions Lu Jing showed, he could not shake his determination. This is the power given to him by Wen Zixin. Because he loves Wen Zixin, he has the right to abandon other women, which is his right.

"I have something to tell you."

"I see, she came to you, right? I heard it all. So what? You came back to let me quit and go back?"

Zhen Hua didn't speak, he could justify a few words, but it was about Wenzi's heart, he had to have the most resolute attitude, so she didn't deny it, and if she didn't deny it, it meant affirmation, he wouldn't say such decisive words, But the meaning is roughly the same. Since Lu Jing has already said it, there is no need for him to deny it.

Zhen Hua poured Lu Jing a glass of wine for himself, and handed the glass to Lu Jing, who took the glass tremblingly.Lu Jing knew that this glass of wine represented, it represented determination, it was to cut off everything, after drinking this glass of wine, the two would part ways from now on, but she didn't want to!She has loved this man for so long, and she has not remarried because of this man. At this age, her parents in her hometown do not want to recognize her, and the man she loves deeply does not want her, even if she has given everything for this man, but this The man still wanted to leave her, and she was about to collapse.

Originally, she thought she could accept it. She had always placed herself as a third party between Zhen Hua and Wen Zixin, but she was a third party who succeeded, but now that Wen Zixin came, She had to leave, she couldn't accept it, he wanted to roar hysterically, but she couldn't open her mouth, she didn't want to lose her composure in front of Zhen Hua, but she had already collapsed, losing Zhen Hua meant losing everything.

Once upon a time, in the midst of divergent opinions, I couldn't find the way forward.Once upon a time, I was confused in the words of others, and lacked a pair of wings to fly away from confusion.Once upon a time, I didn't have the courage to choose to stick to it or listen to it, and there was less sunshine in my heart to illuminate the way forward.It was Zhen Hua who brought light into her life, so she fell in love with Zhen Hua almost without resistance, but it only takes 1 minute to meet someone, fall in love with someone in an hour, fall in love with someone in a day, But it takes a lifetime to forget someone, she can't forget, she knows she can't forget.

In the short life journey, there are countless choices. The choices in life are one or the other, and often different choices will have thousands of different story endings, and there will be a variety of life.The storms and waves in life come and go one after another, and those will always make her exhausted and exhausted. Some people are overwhelmed by the burden of life, and some people become brave in life.

Maybe everyone has his destiny.Meeting each other, occasionally being happy, communicating, and rubbing shoulders again is the beginning of another story.No one will always look for the only spiritual comfort in the same corner; too much frustration, too much fear, too much helplessness in reality, diluted, covered up, understood, all that is left is to look back at dusk Feelings and longings without regrets.The time, and the light drinking and singing, dried up all the melancholy, stretched out your hand, and put the melting temperature in your palm, it was a precipitated harvest and shining; looking back, maybe, the time is quiet, and each other is well, Leave a warm feeling in my heart, so, it's okay.

It's a pity that there is no chance, and the beauty she had dreamed of was shattered. What met her was the cruel reality and her ruthless departure.But she still took the wine glass, she didn't drink the red wine in the glass, but splashed the wine on Zhen Hua's face, Zhen Hua reached out to block it, she turned over the balcony in this gap, jumped down, Everything happened in a split second, and before Zhen Hua could react, she ended her own life.When Zhen Hua panicked and ran to the balcony, all he saw was her relieved smile and a vague sentence in the air. Zhen Hua saw that sentence, but he also knew it deeply. I am sorry for her.

"I will never love you again in my next life."

These were Lu Jing's last words. With a loud noise, Zhen Hua no longer wanted to watch it anymore. This was the last thing he wanted to face.Lu Jing died, I don't know if it was planned long ago, or because I was stimulated by myself, but no matter what, it was all because of myself. He needs to blame himself, but he doesn't need to worry too much, because he knows that he has wronged Lu Jing. , but the decision of love is in his own hands, even if Lu Jing threatens with death, he will not change his decision.

Although everyone tried their best to stay away from death, tried every means to prevent the god of death from getting closer to life, and even cursed it with the most vicious language, but the god of death still brushed past life frequently, and even extended its claws to his body time and time again. accompany.Forgetting, it is really a virtue to think deeply, instead of putting a pair of chopsticks for the old people every day, mourning so much that you can't extricate yourself, it is better to forget the dead in your life.Life is actually very fragile, as fragile as ceramics.After all, the past has become the past, and there is no need to remain silent in the past.There is no need to lament the impermanence of life, impermanence is true.

He witnessed Lu Jing's death with his own eyes. Was it his fault that he forced her to death, or was forced to death by his illusory love?Maybe, but for the present, let it be left to the hotel manager. He dialed the phone, explained the reason, and then left the room, even leaving the wine in his glass intact.

Maybe he was wrong, he gave this woman too much longing for love, and also gave this woman too much expectation of love, but these are all because of substitution, this woman has never been the woman he loves, so what he did He was wrong, but his choice was correct and he had no regrets. If he could, he would choose not to know Lu Jing before, and maybe this life would not be in vain. Let it be ruined, but now, he has witnessed with his own eyes that Lu Jing jumped down years ago and understood her own life. The visual impact it brought to him was huge and unacceptable, but what could he do? Woolen cloth?He didn't stop him. At that time, he was blocked by the alcohol, so he was one step too late, and his life was completely lost.

He went back to Wen Zixin's room, lit a cigarette, and waited quietly. He knew he couldn't argue with anything, so he needed to confess, maybe Wen Zixin could understand him, but at this time he had lost his soul.