President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

Maybe everyone is not pure, and everyone has their own dark side.Was Lu Jing's jump really that simple?If because of Zhen Hua's departure, she chose to understand her own life, then she should have ended 17 years ago, but she survived tenaciously, and she has lived to this day, but she still chooses to end her life, why?Zhen Hua didn't think about why this happened, because Zhen Hua had no time to think about this kind of problem. Anyone who saw a person jumping off a building in front of his eyes, the visual shock would block his thinking, let alone associate the suicide of the person in front of him with a conspiracy , but he was wrong, because what he didn't know was that Lu Jing's death was actually caused by Wen Zixin who was still sleeping soundly. Zhen Hua would never have thought of it, let alone doubt Wen Zixin, so he could only He is a fool, and his position between the two women can only be a fool, because he can't do anything other than pretend to be stupid, and it is even more impossible for him to suspect that when Wen Zixin is with him, There is also a conspiracy brewing to take people's lives.

Of course, if Wen Zixin found out that Lu Jing was dead, she would feel a little sad. In fact, Wen Zixin didn't want Lu Jing to die. What she wanted was Lu Jing's departure, forever. What she did was to let Lu Jing go directly to another world. Although this was also a permanent departure, her original intention was not to kill Lu Jing, but the matter was over, and she would find out when she woke up.Naturally, she will not regret it, anyone who touches her things is hateful, she deserves hatred, she has been in a high position for too long, and she will not care about the life of a person who is hostile to her, perhaps the only thing she is ashamed of The person in question is Zhen Hua.She knew that Lu Jing's feelings for Zhen Hua were the same as her own, so when Zhen Hua and Lu Jing were together, it was impossible to fake the hot emotion that Zhen Hua felt, but she destroyed it with her own hands. hate yourself?The answer is unpredictable, Zhen Hua does not allow her hands to be stained with filth, so her hands have not been stained with blood, and all the filth is borne by Zhen Hua, so if Zhen Hua knows that she has planned Lu Jing's death, everything that may scare her may happen, so she is an eternal secret.

No one knew except herself, and neither did Lu Jing.In fact, she didn't do much, she just stayed in the room next to Lu Jing, and the balcony of her room and Lu Jing's room are connected, this is the design of splitting a suite into two rooms , and the bedroom is next to the balcony.Wen Zixin didn't do much, but opened the balcony doors of her own room and Lu Jing's room when Lu Jing didn't notice.Therefore, the bedrooms of the two rooms are not soundproofed. This was originally a way for Lu Jing to retreat in the face of difficulties, but she did not expect that Lu Jing's temperament is so strong, and she did not expect that she would jump forward at the end, but she will not be because of this. Pity, or timidity, these emotions are impossible to appear, because she is Wen Zixin, she has the capital to occupy Zhen Hua, and also has the power to execute the women around Zhen Hua.She can not care about Lu Jing's life, because in her opinion, this is an ant.

In Wen Zixin and Zhen Hua's long-distance love race, isn't the role played by Lu Jing just like an ant who is not afraid of death, trying to step in and block the two's steps, but what is the result?It's just a mantis arm blocking the car. After so many years, Lu Jing was the only injured person, and Zhen Hua and Wen Zixin lived in an ambiguous state. There is no place for her in the script with Wen Zixin. She tried her best 17 years ago and won a legal status when there was a gap between the two, but it was already her best result. Xin Xin has a place in her feelings, she should be content, she has done things that no one else can do, but she is limited to this, and going further, replacing or surpassing Wen Zixin's position, this is impossible , but she still had delusions, so after Wen Zixin smashed those unnecessary delusions, she saw the reality, so she chose to kill herself. There were too many mistakes in this life, so she didn't want to continue.

Last night, Lu Jing, who stayed up all night, heard the conversation between Zhen Hua and Wen Zixin clearly, without missing a single word, and even heard Wen Zixin's collapse so clearly, at that moment she even thought that she Already won, she defeated Wen Zixin.At that moment, Wen Zixin's hysterical venting was like a weak person moaning helplessly. She was immersed in the fantasy of joy. She thought that she could completely possess Zhen Hua, but then, she heard the voice of failure, and knocked her down. She never thought that the voice that fell into the trough, those words that expressed love would come from Zhen Hua's mouth, but it was clearly Zhen Hua's voice, she couldn't believe it, but she had to believe it.At that time, Lu Jing was comforting herself. Those two people were in love with each other, and she was the one who intervened, so she could pretend not to hear it. Hurrying over, she couldn't do anything other than drive herself out of Zhen Hua's life circle completely, so she could only endure it.

She didn't fall asleep all night, thinking about what she should do in the future.From the conversation between the two, she knew that Zhen Hua's time was numbered, but before that, she knew nothing about it. Her heart was contradictory. Zixin has no status, but why?Wen Zixin knows everything, but he looks like a fool.Wen Zixin hadn't done anything before tonight, but what about herself?She gave her entire youth, but Wen Zixin got a perfect love, but she was short of money and life.Yes, Zhen Hua and Wen Zixin have achieved a positive result, and she doesn't know how many ups and downs they have gone through, but she knows that the happiness of these two people is based on their own pain, so she is not reconciled, but she also knows that her reluctance, It's so ridiculous to say it in front of Zhen Hua and Wen Zixin, because they don't pay attention to themselves at all, and Wen Zixin can't even remember his name until now. In Wen Zixin's heart, he has never The qualification to be a rival in love may be due to Wen Zi's conceit, or it may be because of his own inferiority complex.

How can she?She couldn't do anything, she listened to the lingering voice from next door, her mood fluctuated, she wanted revenge, but she knew that facing Zhen Hua, she couldn't bear revenge at all.Maybe I can die with him.This is a terrible thought, originally it just flashed in her mind, but the memory of the conversation between Zhen Hua and Wen Zixin repeatedly surfaced in her mind. This kind of idea was born, no one is willing to risk their lives, and so is she. She walked before the gate of hell 14 years ago, and she no longer wanted to die, because after that time, she felt fear in her heart, but now, She let go of her fear of death.

The so-called seeing through life and death does not apply to her, because she is simply aroused by the desire to win. She wants to win once, even if it is only this time, she is willing to take this life. Zixin doesn't have this kind of courage, she can be sure that a person who stands on a high ground will not choose to commit suicide easily, because they can't let go of everything they own, but she can, she has nothing but Zhen Hua Yes, since Zhen Hua is leaving now, what else does she have to miss?It's gone, it's all gone, she can leave without worries, but Wen Zixin can't, so she will win this round, Wen Zixin has no capital to contend with.

So she made up her mind that if Zhen Hua woke up early in the morning and didn't come back, she would follow secretly and commit suicide in front of Zhen Hua when Zhen Hua closed her eyes. If Zhen Hua came back early in the morning and pretended nothing happened, she would also Accompany Zhen Hua until the last moment of her life, go to Huangquan together with Zhen Hua, but if Zhen Hua comes back early in the morning just to break up with herself, she jumps directly, maybe it's just a flash in the pan, but there is a moment in Zhen Hua's heart is the most important.So she ended her life in front of Zhen Hua.It might be silly to do this, but she was already blinded by love and turned into a lunatic. She was already desperate, so how could she care?Perhaps in her opinion, it is worthwhile to exchange her own life for this moment of deep affection, because she has been looking for it for too long, but she still can't get it after all, so at least there must be a moment, this moment Zhen Hua's The heart belongs to her, that's enough, and she won't die of regret.

Dozens of days later, Zhen Hua also passed away, and she was the one who won at that time, she lost everything in the yang world, so let's meet Zhen Hua in the underworld ahead of time, this is the only way for her to win Wen Zixin.As a woman, being bound by a relationship for too long, death is actually a relief.Maybe Wen Zixin's trick succeeded, but the only thing Wen Zixin missed was her desire to win and defeat and her fierce temperament, otherwise she would not have committed suicide.Maybe they forget that there are ten years of desolation between them, but during the ten years, their personalities, identities, social status and even social circles have undergone drastic changes. What they have always relied on to maintain their relationship is the lost youth. Bitter memories in the harsh years, but memories are fragile, I don’t know how long they can survive under the gossip, contempt, ridicule and even malicious attacks in the world.In fact, everyone and everything, just have a clear conscience. Don’t force it if it’s not yours. Anyway, what’s gone is the scenery, and what’s left is life.

And if there is a destiny, you will come back if you miss it; if you don't have a destiny, you will leave if you meet.There is a reason for getting together, and there is an excuse for leaving. There are no ifs in life, only consequences and results.Death is not the end, but the beginning of another relationship. Perhaps Zhen Hua and Wen Zixin have completely let go of all their grievances because of this. Time will tell them that simple love is the longest; companionship in the ordinary is the most at ease. Some things may seem like this now, but at that time, it was really a person who survived every second.