President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

The whole world was left with nothing but paleness, she was exhausted in the pale ruins, she was helpless, but she had nowhere to vent, she didn't know where to go in the paleness, and how could she pursue it, the only thing left in this world was Pale, without Zhen Hua, without Zhen Wenxin, without anyone, she is the only one in this world, so what if she is helpless, no one can lend a helping hand to her.Why does this world exist?She didn't know that this was just the world in her dream, but in the real world, why wasn't she like this?There is not much difference, she is also helpless, also a lonely person, she walks in the world alone, and bears the warmth and coldness of the world silently, this is reality, but reflected in the dream, it is like this cruelty.

In fact, I didn't think it through or think about it at all. Some were just helpless, powerless and let nature take its course.I always thought that the person who accompanied me all the way would not leave, and the hands that I had been holding would not let go.Who ever thought that goodbye is just a blurted out words, and farewell is just a simple and casual turn around.Many people gradually dispersed, and many things gradually faded away.Some road sections, only you can walk quietly alone; some bitterness, only one person tastes helplessly.Probably after being alone for a long time, the tolerable loneliness index is also increasing.Those things that she used to think were the most romantic to be done by two people, she gradually realized them by herself.I used to think that the worst thing in the world is to die alone.Actually not.The worst thing is to end up with people who make you feel lonely.How sad and how painful.

Turning over those desolate title pages, looking back, I feel that the past years are nothing.However, she didn't want to let go, but time let go of her hand mercilessly.All that remains seems to be the loneliness of one person.Do your best and listen to destiny.No shame in the heart, not confused by love.Go with the trend and live with the situation.If you know your mistakes, you will correct them, and you will return when you are lost.Pay attention to those who like you, and forget about those who don't like you.Such a life is very good.But who can really do it?There used to be a smile that appeared in her life, but in the end it dissipated like mist, and that smile became a rushing river buried deep in her heart, unable to swim across, and the sound of that river became her scream of despair , that heart-piercing pain deeply touched her heart.If the heart moves, the heart hurts, and the tears keep rolling in the eyes.Those silent times, those past events that are as warm as spring water, converge into a long river in the quiet movement, and flowers bloom all the way on the bank, just like this pale future.And at the bottom of the undercurrent and turbulent Yellow River, how many people's smiles and tears, nostalgia and pain have been deposited.

But human despair is not eternal, because it is the eternal instinct of human beings to find hope in despair.People are like this. The process of life is to start with a little hope and finally expand the hope. They are all mortals, but you must know that when she encounters difficulties, don't imagine Zhen Hua as insurmountable difficulties.There is no difficulty in this world that is insurmountable, as long as you have the courage to overcome it.Zhen Hua can only be regarded as a thorn in her heart, and this thorn builds up this pale world, everything in this world is based on Zhen Hua, but Zhen Hua's departure leads to the collapse of the world, This world was originally a beautiful fantasy, but now there is only a paleness left.

Wen Zixin is a simple person. In love, she is a pure person. The fantasies she conceives are all based on her yearning for good memories. She puts all her knowledge of Zhen Hua in this In this world, this world where even she herself can't tell the truth is illusory, no one understands her sorrow. This world collapsed, but when did this world start to be built?Maybe she didn't even know it herself, she experienced this world personally, but it was only for a moment, but how could the world that permeated her entire youth be built overnight?But what can she do?She has experienced it, and that is enough, and the collapse of this world has become inevitable with Zhen Hua's departure. The paleness of this world is just a short-lived humor in her life, and she is powerless to resist, so Why talk about incomprehension?

A person's loss does not need any reason, and the same is true for a person's loneliness.Zhen Hua's departure had brought her too much shock, and she still couldn't forget the past of the two of them, so the collapse of the world became inevitable, and she was trapped in this pale world, unable to escape.She couldn't face the bloody Zhen Hua, she couldn't face the world reduced to ruins, but this world trapped her, and she could only cry in her paleness, waiting lonely, waiting for this world and waiting for her self-destruction, maybe this is the best result, or maybe this is the result she has to face.

If she could be destroyed along with the collapse of the world in this paleness, she would be enough, but unfortunately, in this paleness, she would only lose herself and forget herself, what else could she do?In front of her, there appeared a small path that seemed to be nothing. This is an old alley called Samsara. Many people are looking for the scattered past here.In fact, the story has already rewritten the original appearance, but in the fleeting years, why is it so sad.There must be something that was accidentally forgotten.Otherwise, the lights at the corner would not be so desolate.Otherwise, what was left yesterday would not just be a faint confusion.If she paid for her whole life, would she be able to have what she wanted forever?Think about those people who appear in your life, think about those beautiful days in your life.But thinking about it now, it seems so unreal.

Time flies like this, how much melancholy and how much ups and downs, how much splendor and prosperity, in the end, it all turns into two lines of desolation.I always feel that not all old memories can be smiled.So, a person's loneliness, a person's loneliness.I am used to listening to the sad melody lazily by myself, and I am used to watching the text silently by myself.I always feel that the sky is so blue, which makes people feel a little melancholy; the night is so quiet, which makes people want to cry; life is so pale, which makes people feel powerless.She seeks destruction, but she is also looking for new life. She desires, but she can't desire, and she has no right to desire. Perhaps in the world she built, she has escaped from Zhen Hua, and in the real world, Zhen Hua has also left. She, therefore, she is not qualified to desire, nor is she qualified to appeal, she can only accept, nothing more.

It's a pity that the time is quiet, it's just that this vicissitudes of life has been reincarnated, those once beautiful past, in the staggering time, after all, mottled and turned into scars of memory, we can't go back, the passing time, wet the past The uncontrollable tears in the corners of the eyes, once far away, those people and things in the past, are eternally imprinted in the palm lines of memory, and I always believe that these precipitated emotions are finally the clouds of time.In the past, I couldn't resist the years that passed by, and the flowers bloomed and faded, but I looked back and smiled.The flowers on the Moshang are blooming and butterflies are flying, the prosperity is gone and love is dying. If life is just like the first time I saw it, why is the autumn wind sadly drawing a fan?The passing of time will eventually cover up the ruthlessness of the years. The past is still a landscape, and it will always sing in the sadness of memory. The feelings that have nothing to do with Fengyue are the opposite angle in time, disintegrating her strong support, let her learn to be lonely, fall in love with loneliness, fall in love with sadness, without a shadow, under the shadow of sorrow and sadness, when will it stop?
The world is pale, and she is also pale. She clearly knows that this is just a dream made up by her personal subjective consciousness, but after realizing this, she has no way to break through this dream. She is trapped in her own dream. In her dream, she doesn't have any right to control, and she doesn't have the ability to make her wish come true. On the contrary, it seems that this dream exists only to trap her and trap her in this pale world forever. Can't break free in the dream, why?This is her own dream, she has no way to wake up, whether she has overlooked something, it seems that there is no, she is just indulging in her own dream, it is not so much that the dream traps her, it is better to say that she is deeply trapped in her heart. Chu is unwilling to leave this dream. In this imaginary world, she is pale, but she is also pure. She doesn't need to think about anything. All she has to do is wait, waiting for the destruction of this world, and waiting self-destruction.

In this illusory world, she fantasized about the beautiful past of cardamom years, and she also tried to do things that she did not dare to do or even dare to think about in the illusory world. She got what she wanted in this world, because this is Her dreams, but now these have become phantoms of bubbles, replaced by dust, and there is nowhere to pursue in the pale, so what is she chasing now?She tried to search for the past youth in this world, to search for the fragments of dust, and she was trapped here forever with this thread of fantasy in her arms. She can't even get out. In this illusory world, all she can do is wait, but if she can't let go of that ray of obsession, her waiting can only be extended indefinitely. Maybe this time It will be very long, it may be a day, it may be a year, or it may be a lifetime. She is trapped in her dream and cannot struggle.

But if you want to free yourself from the pain, the best way is not to forget, but to give yourself a reason to accept it calmly.Avoid pain, pain is always there.Only by admitting it from the heart, trying to accept it, and slowly adapting to the existence of that scar, can it heal unknowingly over time.And no one in the world can hurt her heart, and no one can heal her heart.Only you can hurt yourself, only you can heal yourself.This is what the Buddha said, "I am my own savior, and I am my own enemy".But this ray of obsession made her pursue the absurd dust in her paleness.