President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

Maybe Zhen Hua is her nightmare, but so what?She loves this man, so what she can't let go of, she still has a glimmer of hope in her despair, even if it's only in a dream, in the illusory world she made up by herself, is she too humble like this?But what can she do?Isn't that all about loving someone?Even if she was bruised and bruised, she would not give up any possible hope. She lost, lost to Zhen Hua, lost to herself, but what she lost was her whole life. Maybe she had a chance to break free, but she was too early. She has already cut off all her retreats. This is her own choice, and it is also a choice she has to make. This is a choice that is in line with her heart, so she agrees with this choice deep in her heart, even if the price she pays is too heavy. so what?
No one knows what kind of struggle she is going through at this moment, and no one can understand what kind of pain she is enduring in this struggle. She has cried before, crying helplessly in her dream, but she can only Turned into exhaustion, feeling this unknown exhaustion in a dream that no one knows.She couldn't fall asleep, even though she was exhausted enough, she still couldn't fall down, because this was a dream in itself, so how could she talk about falling asleep in this dream, she was already in a dream, would she go to sleep again in a dream?This is obviously impossible. If she can collapse from exhaustion in her dream, then she will collapse completely, and maybe she will never wake up again in this life. She cannot fall asleep, and she cannot sleep. When she woke up, she could only feel the paleness in her heart in this illusory world, which was given by Zhen Hua and also borne by herself.

If Zhen Hua knew all this at this time, would it be another scene?Perhaps, Zhen Hua's love for Wen Zixin is so sincere that Zhen Hua can make any compromise for her. Zhen Hua was asked to live, but Zhen Hua insisted on choosing to die. This choice, Zhen Hua did not back down, and Zhen Hua also left completely.Perhaps Zhen Hua knew her situation at this time and would make a compromise. Unfortunately, Zhen Hua didn't know, and it was impossible to know. It was impossible for this news to be announced. The only person who knew was Zhen Wenxin, but Zhen Wenxin what can i doEven though Wen Zixin was drowsy and anxious, she could only keep it a secret, because she couldn't spread the news that Wen Zixin was ill at this time, and Zhen Wenxin didn't have any way to contact Zhen Hua. Therefore, it is impossible for Zhen Hua to know the news, let alone make a compromise for this matter.

Wen Zixin is very tired. She is bound by love and family affection. She has to take care of Zhen Wenxin and let go of Zhen Hua. These two things are not easy for her, but in a flash, she has to face these, She was really tired, so she immediately put down her work and devoted herself to these two things, but she never thought that she would not be able to wake up that night.She herself is the one who needs the most care. Zhen Hua was wrong. Zhen Hua thought that entrusting Zhen Wenxin to her would allow her to leave without any worries, but Zhen Hua never thought about it. She is also a sad person, and she The more she knew, the more intense her feelings were, so this was her torment alone, but it became the suffering of both her and Zhen Wenxin.After all, Zhen Hua still overestimated her, and she also overestimated herself, so both she and Zhen Hua are wrong now.

The person who can really be trusted is actually Zhen Wenxin. In relationships, Zhen Wenxin is a rational person.Zhen Wenxin may still be a little girl now, and her mood fluctuates a lot, but Zhen Hua never thought that this is his daughter who was trained by himself, rationality has always been the first principle he taught his daughter, so Zhen Wenxin heard about it After the news of Zhen Hua's imminent death, it was inevitable that there would be no quarrel as imagined, nor the complete breakdown as imagined.Zhen Wenxin is someone he can entrust. He was wrong. In fact, the person who should really take care of him is Wen Zixin. Wen Zixin is the most emotional person. In terms of feelings, Wen Zixin is also a cowardly person. , so Wen Zixin collapsed, and the person unconscious at the moment is also Wen Zixin.

In an illusory world, Wen Zixin has not changed at all. She is trapped in an illusory world, looking pale, but she can only wait, waiting for the arrival of a ray of light, perhaps what she is looking forward to. This ray of love will never come, but all she does is wait, and all she does in love is wait.In work and life, she and Zhen Hua are both like this, there is a big difference, maybe they are both rational at work, but they are both cowardly in dealing with feelings, and their sensibility will only exist In the relationship, but this kind of relationship is so sad, no one can persuade them why the relationship that has passed away should be persistent, and they themselves basically persuade themselves to persist, but they just persist without any reason.

Perhaps this is their feelings, ordinary people can't understand, but it does exist, it exists in the two hearts, but it is difficult to express.Just like Wen Zixin is walking slowly in the paleness in her fantasy world at this moment, it seems to be walking forward along the footsteps just now, she wants to go back to the place just now, she wants to go back to that place It's ridiculous to have Zhen Hua.She was the one who escaped just now, and she was the one who turned back the same way at this moment, why did she take the extra effort, why didn't she stay where she was at the very beginning?She didn't know, and it was hard for her to imagine that she would do such a thing.She fled just now because of fear, but what is the reason for her turning back now?Is it that ridiculous love?Maybe it is, even if this kind of love is ridiculous, it can also give people great courage.

Is that bloody Zhen Hua still there?This was in her dream, but she couldn't control this dream at all, she wasn't sure if the bloody Zhen Hua was still there, and if she went back in such a daze, would she see Zhen Hua?She doesn't know, maybe it's okay, the dominance of this dream is not in her hands, but her subjective consciousness believes that Zhen Hua has never left, so Zhen Hua needs to exist and must exist.So she walked, but her steps became more and more slow, maybe she was still afraid, she didn't dare to face the bloody Zhen Hua, and she didn't want to see a Zhen Hua who was dying or had died, all of this It wasn't what she wanted to see, she was afraid, afraid to see all of this, the Zhen Hua she hoped for was a complete Zhen Hua, a safe and sound Zhen Hua.

It's a pity that the world is impermanent, and there are too few times in this world where people get what they want. She and Zhen Hua have been at ease for too long, and it has been too long since they have felt the indifference of the world, so she will appear at a loss, that's why she would look so miserable.This is something beyond the scope of her cognition, she can't accept it, so she doesn't want to accept it, but she can't change anything, these have already happened, no one can change, even if she is Wen Zixin, even if it is in her heart in a dream.So she went back to the ruins, and saw the person she wanted to see, her blood had dried up, and the slate under her body had been dyed black and red, but Zhen Hua's eyes were not closed, that kind of unwillingness, That kind of unruliness seemed to be telling the injustice of fate, but when she saw Zhen Hua like this, she was hesitant to step forward.

She thought that when she saw Zhen Hua again, she would hug Zhen Hua desperately, but in fact she didn't, she stayed where she was, with the desire to step forward, but her body backed away in fear. It was difficult to make a choice, so At the beginning, she chose to leave, driven by fear, very decisive, without any sloppiness, but now she turned back, once faced with a choice, she thought she had the answer, but she didn't, she was in a bystander position No advance, no retreat, just like she and Zhen Hua have been together for these years, but is she going to step forward?The answer is yes, she loves Zhen Hua, there is no doubt about it, so even if it is for the last tenderness in her heart, it is impossible for her to escape again.

Maybe she can't be fearless, but for the love in her heart, she can try to embrace this cold corpse, and she can also face the cruelty of this world for this cold corpse.So she gave up struggling, strode forward, and stretched out her hand to touch the cold corpse. This kind of cold touch can only be felt by the dead. There is no body temperature on the outside, but her tears are helpless. It fell, and hot tears dripped on the corpse, making the corpse stained with a trace of temperature, but this was obviously self-comforting, this corpse could not be resurrected from the dead, and Zhen Hua would not return to her side again, but she still couldn't bear it. Hugging, embracing this dead body, maybe she hopes to pass on her own warmth to Zhen Hua, even if it is just a little bit, she is content with getting a moment of warmth, but unfortunately, there is not.

Her eyes filled with enthusiasm, and her shortness of breath made her lose her ability to think. She felt dizzy for a while, and the whole world turned into darkness. Zhen Hua in her arms disappeared, and the ruins of the school also disappeared. There was a blank space left, and she seemed to have the ability to control her body. She slowly opened her eyes, and what caught her eyes was the IV hanging above her head and the beeping medical equipment.She is in the hospital, a separate ward, the hospital she arranged for Zhen Hua, and the ward she arranged for Zhen Hua, she is very familiar with it, even though she didn't stay in this ward for a long time, but this The ward looked so familiar.She pulled out the pillow in her hands arbitrarily, and looked at her mobile phone. Only then did she realize that she had been asleep for three days. Wen Xin sent herself to the hospital just because she fell asleep. Her body was fine, so she was about to leave. This dream was very long, but it was a dream after all. When I woke up, everything was gone. Change, she has vented too much in her dream, so in the real world, she has nothing to do, just be herself, maybe this is enough.