Wen Zixin and Zhen Wenxin seemed to have adapted to the life without Zhen Hua, and Zhen Hua also moved back from the hotel to his home in Jianning. He didn't want to go back to that home, but finally he was persuaded by Li Hao , Returning to the home that had been idle for more than 20 years.Because of the early death of his relatives and Zhen Hua's busy work, this house has long been planned to be sold, and it is just a thought to save it until now. If Li Hao hadn't reminded him, he might have forgotten that he has another one in Jianning Home.

In the first two days after Zhen Hua came back, Li Hao took him around, but from the third day onwards, Li Hao also returned to the company to work honestly. There are still a lot of affairs to be dealt with in the company. The proprietress of the Internet cafe still likes to stay at the front desk of the Internet cafe, so Li Yu's daily pick-up was thrown to Zhen Hua, and Li Yu also knew his home, the reason was that it was close to the school, although Zhen Hua also resisted, But under Li Hao's pleading and Sister Ying's coercion, he still chose to compromise.

As a middle-aged man, he has nothing to do all day long, and taking Li Yu to and from school can kill a little time, and he does not resist, and Li Yu seems to like this godfather very much, dragging Zhen Hua around the street after school every day It took me a long time to hang around before I was willing to go home.

However, for Zhen Hua, this was too boring after all. Before he came back, his life was full of daily affairs, but now he is like an old man who has just retired, with vigorous energy every day. There was nowhere to vent, and within a week, his gray hair was gradually growing. I don't know whether it was the aggravation of the disease or the depression of the mood. He felt that his life seemed to be much worn out, and he could feel that he seemed to be much older.

On this day, after delivering Li Yu off, he drove around in the street. In this familiar city, he needed a navigator to recognize his direction. The unfamiliar roads seemed to have been completely covered by Jianning. He wandered aimlessly in the street, not knowing the meaning of his return, why didn't he take the last time to be with his daughter and Wen Zixin?Back in this familiar yet unfamiliar city, he seemed out of place. His alma mater had been demolished. Should he go to the next stop? But for some reason, even though he was bored, he didn’t want to leave this city. It's like being tied up.

Passing by a hotel, Zhen Hua was instantly pleasantly surprised. Sure enough, after 20 years, there are still some things that will not dissipate. The hotel that I wanted to eat every time I passed by in high school did not close down, and the decoration seems to have been refurbished. I don't know how Li Hao will feel, but the two of them made a great wish at the beginning, and one day they will hold a classmate reunion here.

Zhen Hua finally found something to do. Dang even got out of the car and asked the front desk a series of questions about booking the venue, but who knew that his questions were not answered. The security guards in the lobby greeted him, and he was directly expelled Well, Zhen Hua didn't understand what was going on until he was kicked out of the hotel. Could it be that Nuoda's hotel still doesn't accept bookings?Without saying a word, he drove towards Li Hao's company building.

The front desk wanted to ask Zhen Hua if he had an appointment, but Zhen Hua ignored him, took the magnetic card Li Hao gave him, got on the elevator, and rushed into Li Hao's office, Li Hao was still there In the office, he was admonishing his subordinates, and saw Zhen Hua rushing in angrily, with a confused expression on his face.

"You go out first."

Li Hao also left before his subordinates, thinking that Li Yu made Zhen Hua angry, he quickly comforted Zhen Hua and sat down.

"Brother Hua, what's the matter with you? My daughter is really disobedient, so please forgive me."

"What is it? Do you remember the Longyu Hotel where we said we would go in for a meal every time we were in high school? I just went there to hold a class reunion, but when I went to the front desk to inquire, I was caught by the security guard. I was kicked out, it really pissed me off."

After listening, Li Hao also laughed from ear to ear, but seeing Zhen Hua's angry look, he could only suppress his smile and explain.

"Brother Hua, you are too funny. Longyu Hotel never accepts reservations. It is a long-standing tradition. You run over to ask about this so that you won't be kicked out, but you don't know if you have too many industries. Those are your own industries?"

"How do you say that?"

This time it was Zhen Hua's turn to be confused, could it be that this hotel is also his property?Is the branch office that big?Is the level of importance I attach to the branch company already low to this point?

"That's clearly written under Zhen's Group. Don't tell me you don't know. If you didn't buy it, this hotel would have closed down a long time ago. Although the business seems to be very good now, it is still very impressive. Gao. But are you sure you want to hold a class reunion? You have never been to any of the class reunions we hold these years, why do you suddenly want to hold a class reunion?"

"Aren't I panicking from idle time? What's the point, your contact person is Dinglongyu Hotel."

"Well, just wait for us to eat you poorly."

Li Hao sent Zhen Hua away very "politely". Zhen Hua wanted to discuss with him about the class reunion, but when he thought about it, Li Hao had already "sent" him to the car, so he had to give up and go back. to his home.

The so-called home is just a dilapidated house, without the company of relatives, it seems that there is not much difference between a home and a hotel. These days, Zhen Hua has been cleaning at home. No one has lived in this house for too long, so I hired a cleaning company to clean it , In many places, I still do it myself.

After tidying up Li Yu's room, I went back to the living room to boil a pot of hot water and make a pot of tea. I leaned on the recliner on the balcony and watched the people coming and going downstairs. What he wants, this kind of life has no meaning except reminding himself day after day that his death is approaching, so he should leave.

Asked the secretary about the reservation of the Longyu Hotel, and the matter was finalized quickly, and he just waited for Li Hao to call someone. The only high school classmate he has kept in touch with over the years is Wen Zixin. He may name others. It's not right, but it can be regarded as a perfect end to my trip to Jianning.

He was born and raised here, and if possible, he would also like to be buried there, but his journey is not over yet, and he has not reached the step of returning to his roots.He really didn't have much time. If he hadn't met an old friend in Jianning, he might have left a few days earlier, and it would be helpless to delay until now.

Putting on a suit and leather shoes, Zhen Hua left his home again. In fact, he didn't know why he was going out, but he didn't want to make himself look like a useless person. He knew that his illness was not enough to affect his daily life How could he tolerate himself sitting comfortably like a useless person for a day?
He knew that he was sick. This is a disease called "workaholic". He was already terminally ill. The best way now is to end his vacation. The documents accumulated in a week are enough to keep him busy for several days and nights. But Zhen Hua has no intention of ending the vacation.In fact, the end of the vacation means that all his previous efforts have been abandoned. Even though he has faded out of everyone's sight, many entertainments and meetings cannot escape the tracking of the media. He knows Wen Zixin. If Wen Zixin is allowed to pass the media Knowing her whereabouts, then she will come back without hesitation, but Zhen Hua will not give her this chance, a person who is about to leave after leaving, it is better not to show his face.

Zhen Hua also understands that this is his pure work, but he also understands that if he continues to live like this, he will be completely reduced to a useless person. He wants to find something for himself to do, as long as he doesn't spend his time aimlessly like now. roam the streets.In this big city, there is no place worthy of parking or staying, and time is also passing away in this endless complaint.

Before he knew it, it was night, and he received a call from Li Hao complaining that he forgot to pick up Li Yu after school. After a moment of distraction, he also hung up the phone dumbly, but seeing the fewer and fewer vehicles on the street, He realized that he seemed lost.After navigating the location of his home, which is more than 150 kilometers away, Zhen Hua doesn't know where he went when he lost his mind, but what is certain is that it should be early in the morning to go back tonight.

Cursing secretly, he turned around and walked back home. This day seemed to pass by like this. He had nothing but confusion, as if he was suffering from retirement anxiety. He was only on vacation now, but Feeling that he has lost his job, his self-worth cannot be cashed out at all, and his boring life is far less busy and fulfilling than before. He hopes to return to the previous state, but he can't go back. Ning, he bought a one-way ticket, and died quietly in a place unknown to Wen Zixin and Zhen Wenxin. To achieve this goal, he had already left half a year in advance. If he went back at this time, all previous efforts would be for naught.

In fact, Zhen Hua has thought a lot these days. He came back here to reminisce about himself and Wen Zixin, but those are already 20 years ago. Wen Zixin's side, said those three words to her, what can be changed?It is impossible for my condition to improve, and the rest is the mess of my family and career, and I will smash Wen Zixin on the head, is this what I want?Zhen Hua understood that the so-called going back was just an excuse for him to leave, but in fact he was just escaping.

He had no intention of going back at all, and the idea of ​​going back came up again and again, and he was suppressed again and again. He knew that this kind of self-contradiction was the struggle between sensibility and reason, but reason always occupied the upper peak, so he Only then will I stay here forever, and the so-called journey is just some unwilling struggles driven by sensibility. Is it meaningful?Maybe there is, maybe not, but compared to Zhen Hua, there should be. After all, he can't let Wen Zixin go.

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