President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased
Chapter 32 Wen Zixin's Choice
In a blink of an eye, nearly 30 years have passed away silently like sand in the hands.However, if the sand is lost, you can grab another handful; if the flowers wither, you can wait for the next spring to bloom again; as time goes by, you can never look back.It takes a long time to get used to a person, it may be formed quietly, or it may be accumulated under the drive of emotion, but forgetting a person is not the same as offsetting with the same time, maybe it is a moment, maybe is a lifetime.
Since the age of 16, Zhen Hua has appeared in her life, and since then her heart has also opened up a space for Zhen Hua.She is 45 years old this year, and the atrium dedicated to Zhen Hua has existed for 29 years, but 29 years have passed, and that person has disappeared. A week has passed, and she still cannot accept this fact.
Countless times, she searched Zhen Hua's home and consulted Zhen Hua's company, but it was all in vain, and there was no trace. She wanted to report the case to the police station, but the police claimed that the two were not directly related, and explained that Zhen Hua had no The issue of personal safety has not been dealt with, and she has nowhere to go.
Wen Zixin is not a stupid woman, of course she understands that Zhen Hua is hiding from her on purpose, but why?There is no reason why Zhen Hua hides from her. Even if it is some unspeakable reasons, based on the nearly 30 years of friendship between the two, she should also have the right to know, and Zhen Hua dumped her daughter to her, which also happens to prove that The person Zhen Hua trusts the most in his heart is himself, and this behavior is not like a simple disappearance, but more like a lonely person. The woman's intuition told her that there is a big secret hidden in it. She is willing to reveal it to herself, but his daughter is still with her. Wen Zixin thinks that she has the right to know. Whether it is out of friendship between the two or out of care for Zhen Wenxin, she should know, but she Know nothing.
In fact, she tried to forget all of these, even out of anger, she wanted to completely forget Zhen Hua's existence for a moment, but she couldn't do it, time proved a truth, the more ordinary the company, the longer it will last.And Zhen Hua spent more time with her parents who died young. To her, Zhen Hua is a friend and even a family member. Sometimes intimacy is better than a lover. How can this kind of relationship be easily let go, and how can she let go?
Maybe because of this incident, she will blame Zhen Hua, she will reprimand Zhen Hua, but this is all based on the premise that Zhen Hua can come back, and if Zhen Hua leaves forever, she will only have fear in the face of this possible emotion , maybe this is the cowardice that Zhen Hua concealed.
In front of everyone, she is the impeccable national goddess, except Zhen Hua, only in front of Zhen Hua, she is that timid little woman, Zhen Hua covered up all the cowardice and incompetence for her, and there is no Zhen Hua, she seems to have returned to 29 years ago, alone and helpless, with a strong appearance to hide her timid heart, but unfortunately she can't go back now, because she has been dependent for too long, she has adapted In addition to companionship and dependence, she has already forgotten that lonely girl, which is not something she can do just because she thinks about it.
Walk alone, sleep alone, think alone, drunk alone, busy alone, tired alone, irritable alone, and experience alone.One person, only one person, one person tastes ups and downs, and one person bears love and hatred.The atrium that belonged to Zhen Hua collapsed, she tried to mend it, but the people in it were already ignorant. If companionship was just a simple act, then Zhen Hua gave up this behavior, how could she redeem it? ?Perhaps only silence is the best way to tell.
That year she and Zhen Hua promised to be together for life. Even if the other party got married and had children and had a family of their own, they still could not be separated. They were friends for life. They were 30 years old that year, and Zhen Hua's company took shape. In the embryonic form, her career has almost reached its peak, and the two of them are among the best among their peers, but because of their busy careers, the only real friend between the two is each other.
It was the New Year's Eve day, when Zhen Wenxin was only two years old and fell asleep early, Zhen Hua rented a yacht, and the two of them watched the New Year's Eve fireworks at sea and made a promise, she never forgot This promise, and she believes that it is impossible for Zhen Hua to forget this promise, but 15 years have passed, Zhen Hua left without any warning, and disappeared out of thin air. The two even met each other the day before. The daughter entrusted her to herself, but she never thought that it might be the last time for the two of them.
Floating dust, standing in a waiting posture, alternating with the time, the sun and the moon, listening quietly, rustling down, time has passed inadvertently, and I expect to go back to the ups and downs I have experienced, the ups and downs, the old days The memories are still the same, but it is a pity that it is a little less melancholy, a little more prosperous, and a little more vicissitudes.
There is no choice, and there is no way out. Perhaps for a long time, she can only struggle in Zhen Hua's shadow, but if Zhen Hua can come back, then she would rather hide behind Zhen Hua for the rest of her life. Feeling Zhen Hua's warmth in the shadows, it's a pity that she almost gave up on this idea.
She didn't know what happened, but the nearly 30-year relationship was not meant to be broken immediately. Even if Zhen Hua unilaterally severed their contact, it didn't mean anything at all. As long as one party tried to restore the relationship, then Why was this friendship cut off, and she worked hard, but got nothing. Of course, this hard work didn't use up all her strength, because Zhen Wenxin hindered her because of work and various obstacles, but can these be an excuse?Maybe it can soothe her inner comfort, but she can't argue with others' doubts.
Watching Zhen Wenxin's training day by day, she knew that Zhen Wenxin had completely adapted to the life of a trainee, and her existence was no longer necessary. Those teammates who would accompany Zhen Wenxin next, and her appearance It is no longer necessary. As a strict teacher, Lin Yuehua has taken his place, and as a good friend, Xunwu has also taken his place. Wen Zixin knows that what he needs to deal with next is only his own work.
Her position today is hard to come by. Since she stepped into this industry, she has never had a real vacation. She has been working every day for more than 20 years. It is this spirit of never slacking off and Zhen Hua's long-term support that has made her She has achieved the status she has today, but finding Zhen Hua is easy to say, but she has no idea where she will start and how long it will take. She will have to take a long vacation.But now is an information age, if you slack off a little, there will be a lot of trust. If she disappears in front of the screen for a long time, then she will fade out of the public's sight. Her choice, she couldn't accept Zhen Hua's departure, but she also couldn't accept the decline of her career. She needed to make a choice, but she couldn't make it.
There are many forks in life, and no one knows which choice must be beautiful and not regrettable.Gains and losses are often not only unpredictable but also difficult to estimate, and what can be relied on may be all from the heart.The former is Jin's 30-year relationship, while the latter is the crystallization of her hard work for most of her life. How to choose between the two?You can't have both, this is a truth that all junior high school students understand, but she wants to have both, but she is at a loss.
The wine glass in her hand accidentally fell, the red wine in the glass spilled on her body, the wine soaked the skirt of her clothes, the cold feeling seemed to touch a certain nerve, her restless heart seemed to calm down because of this, she was sober, confused Nature no longer exists, and the so-called choice is only a decision between established things or people, and the key lies in the original intention or interests, and Zhen Hua and status, there is a dependent relationship between the former and the latter. The latter are not interdependent, but the latter exists because of the former, and the latter exists because of the former. Which is more important?Naturally, there is a conclusion.
Maybe she was a little hesitant before, but now she has suddenly realized that her career is nothing more than a means of earning a living for material life, and she has enough money to satisfy her material life, but her spiritual world is based on Zhen Hua's Basically, Zhen Hua plays a vital role in maintaining her spiritual world. Under this premise, she has no reason to choose a career and give up Zhen Hua, so the haze of confusion is swept away, and she regains her confidence. After drinking a glass of red wine, he slammed the glass on the ground, and the glass shards scattered on the ground were crystal clear, but also shattered.
No matter how long the road is, it can be completed step by step, and no matter how short the road is, it cannot be reached without stepping forward.Wen Zixin has already taken his first step, booked a flight ticket back to Jianning, and notified his assistant that there was no warning about the vacation news, so naturally he would not hold a press conference, and simply arranged a Weibo, Wen Zixin had already prepared her luggage and rushed to the airport.
He didn't bring an assistant, he didn't book a hotel, he didn't arrange anything, he didn't even clean up the broken goblet, so he hurriedly boarded the nearest plane.As a public figure, her behavior can be said to be quite irresponsible. All the arranged itineraries were rejected, and the liquidated damages that needed to be paid was as high as six figures, but she didn't care about these. The body is still hot, and the deep eyes on the haggard face reveal the traces of the years. Although she is still a milf, if she is not carefully identified, no one will associate her with the well-known national goddess , and she didn't mind sitting in the crowded economy class.
Between confusion and bewilderment, she made a choice. The pages of her life are colorful, and every choice condenses the contemplation she has gone through; All interpret the colors of life.I want the choice this time to become an indispensable splendor in the space, so that I can live a more colorful life for myself tomorrow!
The length of life is colorful, and every choice condenses the contemplation that has passed; every choice blooms the dream that is held tightly; every choice interprets the color of life.No one knows whether the choice this time is correct or not, but they just want to have a clear conscience.
Since the age of 16, Zhen Hua has appeared in her life, and since then her heart has also opened up a space for Zhen Hua.She is 45 years old this year, and the atrium dedicated to Zhen Hua has existed for 29 years, but 29 years have passed, and that person has disappeared. A week has passed, and she still cannot accept this fact.
Countless times, she searched Zhen Hua's home and consulted Zhen Hua's company, but it was all in vain, and there was no trace. She wanted to report the case to the police station, but the police claimed that the two were not directly related, and explained that Zhen Hua had no The issue of personal safety has not been dealt with, and she has nowhere to go.
Wen Zixin is not a stupid woman, of course she understands that Zhen Hua is hiding from her on purpose, but why?There is no reason why Zhen Hua hides from her. Even if it is some unspeakable reasons, based on the nearly 30 years of friendship between the two, she should also have the right to know, and Zhen Hua dumped her daughter to her, which also happens to prove that The person Zhen Hua trusts the most in his heart is himself, and this behavior is not like a simple disappearance, but more like a lonely person. The woman's intuition told her that there is a big secret hidden in it. She is willing to reveal it to herself, but his daughter is still with her. Wen Zixin thinks that she has the right to know. Whether it is out of friendship between the two or out of care for Zhen Wenxin, she should know, but she Know nothing.
In fact, she tried to forget all of these, even out of anger, she wanted to completely forget Zhen Hua's existence for a moment, but she couldn't do it, time proved a truth, the more ordinary the company, the longer it will last.And Zhen Hua spent more time with her parents who died young. To her, Zhen Hua is a friend and even a family member. Sometimes intimacy is better than a lover. How can this kind of relationship be easily let go, and how can she let go?
Maybe because of this incident, she will blame Zhen Hua, she will reprimand Zhen Hua, but this is all based on the premise that Zhen Hua can come back, and if Zhen Hua leaves forever, she will only have fear in the face of this possible emotion , maybe this is the cowardice that Zhen Hua concealed.
In front of everyone, she is the impeccable national goddess, except Zhen Hua, only in front of Zhen Hua, she is that timid little woman, Zhen Hua covered up all the cowardice and incompetence for her, and there is no Zhen Hua, she seems to have returned to 29 years ago, alone and helpless, with a strong appearance to hide her timid heart, but unfortunately she can't go back now, because she has been dependent for too long, she has adapted In addition to companionship and dependence, she has already forgotten that lonely girl, which is not something she can do just because she thinks about it.
Walk alone, sleep alone, think alone, drunk alone, busy alone, tired alone, irritable alone, and experience alone.One person, only one person, one person tastes ups and downs, and one person bears love and hatred.The atrium that belonged to Zhen Hua collapsed, she tried to mend it, but the people in it were already ignorant. If companionship was just a simple act, then Zhen Hua gave up this behavior, how could she redeem it? ?Perhaps only silence is the best way to tell.
That year she and Zhen Hua promised to be together for life. Even if the other party got married and had children and had a family of their own, they still could not be separated. They were friends for life. They were 30 years old that year, and Zhen Hua's company took shape. In the embryonic form, her career has almost reached its peak, and the two of them are among the best among their peers, but because of their busy careers, the only real friend between the two is each other.
It was the New Year's Eve day, when Zhen Wenxin was only two years old and fell asleep early, Zhen Hua rented a yacht, and the two of them watched the New Year's Eve fireworks at sea and made a promise, she never forgot This promise, and she believes that it is impossible for Zhen Hua to forget this promise, but 15 years have passed, Zhen Hua left without any warning, and disappeared out of thin air. The two even met each other the day before. The daughter entrusted her to herself, but she never thought that it might be the last time for the two of them.
Floating dust, standing in a waiting posture, alternating with the time, the sun and the moon, listening quietly, rustling down, time has passed inadvertently, and I expect to go back to the ups and downs I have experienced, the ups and downs, the old days The memories are still the same, but it is a pity that it is a little less melancholy, a little more prosperous, and a little more vicissitudes.
There is no choice, and there is no way out. Perhaps for a long time, she can only struggle in Zhen Hua's shadow, but if Zhen Hua can come back, then she would rather hide behind Zhen Hua for the rest of her life. Feeling Zhen Hua's warmth in the shadows, it's a pity that she almost gave up on this idea.
She didn't know what happened, but the nearly 30-year relationship was not meant to be broken immediately. Even if Zhen Hua unilaterally severed their contact, it didn't mean anything at all. As long as one party tried to restore the relationship, then Why was this friendship cut off, and she worked hard, but got nothing. Of course, this hard work didn't use up all her strength, because Zhen Wenxin hindered her because of work and various obstacles, but can these be an excuse?Maybe it can soothe her inner comfort, but she can't argue with others' doubts.
Watching Zhen Wenxin's training day by day, she knew that Zhen Wenxin had completely adapted to the life of a trainee, and her existence was no longer necessary. Those teammates who would accompany Zhen Wenxin next, and her appearance It is no longer necessary. As a strict teacher, Lin Yuehua has taken his place, and as a good friend, Xunwu has also taken his place. Wen Zixin knows that what he needs to deal with next is only his own work.
Her position today is hard to come by. Since she stepped into this industry, she has never had a real vacation. She has been working every day for more than 20 years. It is this spirit of never slacking off and Zhen Hua's long-term support that has made her She has achieved the status she has today, but finding Zhen Hua is easy to say, but she has no idea where she will start and how long it will take. She will have to take a long vacation.But now is an information age, if you slack off a little, there will be a lot of trust. If she disappears in front of the screen for a long time, then she will fade out of the public's sight. Her choice, she couldn't accept Zhen Hua's departure, but she also couldn't accept the decline of her career. She needed to make a choice, but she couldn't make it.
There are many forks in life, and no one knows which choice must be beautiful and not regrettable.Gains and losses are often not only unpredictable but also difficult to estimate, and what can be relied on may be all from the heart.The former is Jin's 30-year relationship, while the latter is the crystallization of her hard work for most of her life. How to choose between the two?You can't have both, this is a truth that all junior high school students understand, but she wants to have both, but she is at a loss.
The wine glass in her hand accidentally fell, the red wine in the glass spilled on her body, the wine soaked the skirt of her clothes, the cold feeling seemed to touch a certain nerve, her restless heart seemed to calm down because of this, she was sober, confused Nature no longer exists, and the so-called choice is only a decision between established things or people, and the key lies in the original intention or interests, and Zhen Hua and status, there is a dependent relationship between the former and the latter. The latter are not interdependent, but the latter exists because of the former, and the latter exists because of the former. Which is more important?Naturally, there is a conclusion.
Maybe she was a little hesitant before, but now she has suddenly realized that her career is nothing more than a means of earning a living for material life, and she has enough money to satisfy her material life, but her spiritual world is based on Zhen Hua's Basically, Zhen Hua plays a vital role in maintaining her spiritual world. Under this premise, she has no reason to choose a career and give up Zhen Hua, so the haze of confusion is swept away, and she regains her confidence. After drinking a glass of red wine, he slammed the glass on the ground, and the glass shards scattered on the ground were crystal clear, but also shattered.
No matter how long the road is, it can be completed step by step, and no matter how short the road is, it cannot be reached without stepping forward.Wen Zixin has already taken his first step, booked a flight ticket back to Jianning, and notified his assistant that there was no warning about the vacation news, so naturally he would not hold a press conference, and simply arranged a Weibo, Wen Zixin had already prepared her luggage and rushed to the airport.
He didn't bring an assistant, he didn't book a hotel, he didn't arrange anything, he didn't even clean up the broken goblet, so he hurriedly boarded the nearest plane.As a public figure, her behavior can be said to be quite irresponsible. All the arranged itineraries were rejected, and the liquidated damages that needed to be paid was as high as six figures, but she didn't care about these. The body is still hot, and the deep eyes on the haggard face reveal the traces of the years. Although she is still a milf, if she is not carefully identified, no one will associate her with the well-known national goddess , and she didn't mind sitting in the crowded economy class.
Between confusion and bewilderment, she made a choice. The pages of her life are colorful, and every choice condenses the contemplation she has gone through; All interpret the colors of life.I want the choice this time to become an indispensable splendor in the space, so that I can live a more colorful life for myself tomorrow!
The length of life is colorful, and every choice condenses the contemplation that has passed; every choice blooms the dream that is held tightly; every choice interprets the color of life.No one knows whether the choice this time is correct or not, but they just want to have a clear conscience.
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