There is a kind of mood called joy, anger, sorrow and joy; there is a kind of taste called ups and downs; there is a kind of wisdom called foresight; there is a kind of fate called eternal life; .Similarly, there is a person named Zhen Hua who is in it. At this moment, he just wants to be in this foreign land and watch the world go up and down quietly.

After all, it is a person who wants to go back to the earth, without the disturbance of common things, it seems to be an elegant thing to watch the sun rise and set quietly, but who knows that this sitting is a day and a night.In the early morning of the next day, he looked at the rising sun, rising as usual like every day in the past, sighed, and subconsciously took out the cigarette case, only to find that the cigarette case was already empty, just like him now, only This useless body.

Maybe every day will be Zhen Hua's last day. This is not what Zhen Hua wants, but the fact is that he has to obey. This is God's will, so what's the point of him sitting for a day?Maybe it's just his last obstinacy towards life and this world, unwilling to die like this, and unable to stop his mania, he can only force himself in this way, but the effect is still very small, his manic heart is still around It affects his emotions and his actions.

Huacheng and his party, he met Yang Dehui and others. If he was a month ago, he might stay out of the matter. At most, he would just give some financial help. It's all just because of a momentary impulse and being swayed by a momentary emotion. It's a pity that the mistake has already been made, and it will naturally be rounded up. But fortunately, the Zhen's Group is rich and powerful, so it doesn't hurt.

But no one knew, not even his secretary. This was just a momentary impulse, because Yang Dehui's plan was too meticulous. The 20-year plan, only waiting for one day's great cause of revenge, was not something everyone could have expected at all. Zhen Hua was just speculating on this point, but he didn't expect that what Yang Dehui lacked was just an opportunity. way against his own mania.

There is nothing that cannot be solved, but Zhen Hua's actions at this time could not be more stupid. After a day and a night, all he got was sleepiness, and the series of emotions of impatience and restlessness did not decrease. For half a minute, he could only force his tired body to go back to the room. There was no time to change clothes, so he fell asleep on the bed, and the door was not closed.

Brother Snake woke up early in the morning and was about to go to the yard for some exercise. He happened to meet Zhen Hua dragging his tired body back into the house, but Zhen Hua didn't notice, but Brother Snake found that his door was not closed , couldn't help laughing bitterly.Secret: What a weirdo.

So he subconsciously went to Zhen Hua's room, but now Zhen Hua's vigilance is beyond ordinary people, very sensitive, even neurotic.So Zhen Hua, who fell asleep quickly, instinctively jumped up from the bed, and instantly arrived in front of Brother Snake, and with a simple grab, Brother Snake was restrained.Brother Snake originally wanted to close the door of Zhen Hua's room, but he never thought that Zhen Hua would suddenly explode and push him to the ground.

"Pain, pain, pain! Sir, you have something to say, you have something to say."

Zhen Hua also woke up instantly. After seeing the man's face, he also let go of Brother Snake's hand. After realizing his impulsiveness, he also apologized repeatedly.

"I'm sorry Brother Snake, I didn't know it was you, maybe I've been a little too sensitive recently, I didn't mean to hurt you."

Brother Snake got up from the ground, but he didn't blame Zhen Hua, he just sat on the bench in the yard by himself, Zhen Hua followed out, Brother Snake also motioned for Zhen Hua to sit beside him, Zhen Hua After all, he hurt others first, so he did as well.

"I'm older than you, so I'll call you Xiao Zhen."

"Brother Snake, call you whatever you want, why did you call me over?"

Zhen Hua was helpless, but after this surprise, most of his drowsiness disappeared, and he didn't want to go back to his room to sleep. It was okay to have a brief chat with Brother Snake, but in a foreign land, he met a strange friend , maybe the last friend in his life, this is a premonition, he has not made friends for a long time, but he feels that this person in front of him must have a lot of fate with him.

"Have you ever been a soldier?"

"No, I practiced it by myself, and it was a veteran who taught me. I just practiced with it for a few years."

"You are not practicing blindly. Even I, a veteran, was caught by you in an instant. Although I have been retired for many years, my skills have not been wasted. Now I get up every morning and do a set of military boxing. See Come on, your coach is extraordinary."

"Brother Snake, don't you see the way from my few tricks? Could it be that you have some relationship with my coach?"

Brother Snake couldn't help laughing, he was indeed amused by Zhen Hua, judging by Zhen Hua's appearance, he was at least in his 30s, definitely not the kind of young man who just entered the society, but his rhetoric was like A girl who has watched too many idol dramas, or suffers from paranoia, coupled with his mature appearance, is simply dumbfounding.

"Xiao Zhen, have you read too many martial arts novels? You can't tell where you came from with this move. You think I'm a god. I just look at your skills. It's hard to avoid. I still remember that During those years in the army, although we cried, we lived a very fulfilling life every day. There is an old saying that you regret being a soldier for two years, and regretting not being a soldier for a lifetime. Now that you think about it, it’s really true. Don’t get me wrong, I just see you as What's on your mind, there's only the two of us in this yard, you've been sitting there all day yesterday, is it possible that we're going to watch you sit all day again today?"

"Brother Snake, I'm fine. I went out to relax and refresh myself. I didn't expect to be in a daze yesterday, and the day passed."

"Hahaha, you can't beat me. There are only three kinds of people who come here. The first type is tourists, usually in groups of three or four, and they are always smiling. It is the joy of experiencing foreign lands. ; The second type is pedestrians who come here on business trips, sometimes alone, sometimes with many people, there is no limit, they take this opportunity to travel and relax, although the busyness of work is still miserable, but they can steal something after work. You have a bit of leisure, but you also have a bit of lightness. But you are neither, you belong to the third type. The sad people who come here to relieve their sorrows and fatigue are usually alone, escaping suffering in a foreign land, where no one knows You are secretly sad in your own place, thinking that escaping is forgetting, and you are like this at this time."

Zhen Hua didn't know where these tirades came from, but they sounded quite reasonable, but he didn't want to admit that he was the so-called third type of person, and why was he bored?Apart from life, it seems that Wen Zixin is the only headache. He wanted to do something, but he couldn't do anything. After repeated struggles, he ran out and wandered aimlessly.

"Brother Snake, your high opinion doesn't sound like the words of an innkeeper, you are hiding it."

Brother Snake waved his hand, took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, took one for himself, and handed one to Zhen Hua. The two of them lit the cigarettes and exhaled a puff of smoke at the same time, which seemed to be getting closer.

"Xiao Zhen, I know that people like you have either been hurt emotionally or suffered setbacks in their careers. I have seen many sad people who come here to recuperate, and your situation is not much different. Most of the time They are all sitting in the yard alone in a daze. Sometimes when they see me, they go out alone. Usually they don’t even go to tourist attractions, but the strange thing is that they are usually willing to go out after staying. People can't wait to go back to their place, and some people simply choose to have fun here, so what about you? How long will it take? What choice will you make?"

Zhen Hua could only smile bitterly, how long will he need?Can the time limit be determined by him?The answer must be no, if he can clearly know the deadline, why should he bother others?He has life problems and emotional problems, and the accumulation of these has caused his mania, his calmness has been torn to pieces, and now he just wants to regain his original calmness, but But he couldn't even get back the most basic things, and he was still at a loss.

"Forget it, I know that you don't know now, you want to escape now, escape from this world, escape from all familiar people or things, believe in Brother Snake, there is nothing difficult to overcome in this world, unless life ends , otherwise all things will be glowing with the dawn of life, the so-called poor mountains and rivers have no way out, and the willows are dark and the flowers are bright, and there is another village, this is the truth."

Zhen Hua showed a bitter smile again, who could say otherwise?The end of life is just around the corner, and he may die at any time, who can understand this kind of state of mind?He was bored, even out of breath, but who could understand?Even he himself didn't understand that if he could, he would rather be that ruthless Zhen Hua, without any emotional disturbance, just a simple working machine, but now he doesn't have it, he doesn't participate in any work, and in his spare time He didn't find any meaningful things, so he is what he is now, and only this empty body is left.

What made me so confused, what made me want to cry without tears, I no longer need someone to listen to, I no longer have the urge to confide, only the desolate heartbreak is left, quietly exhausted with time all the energy.Sometimes, a feeling of boredom suddenly pops up in my heart, and I feel very tired.Maybe I just want to indulge myself once, hoping to go hysterically crazy once.But even he himself didn't believe that he could do it, just like the many years before, he lived very tired, but he didn't dare to die, the night time was too long, enough to cope with the sad emotions, so at dawn, he would die again. It's a day to pretend to be happy.

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