President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

The hustle and bustle of the world, the joy and happiness of the world, are like clear brooks, in the wind, in front of the eyes, bubbling past, warmth gushing out like spring water, Zhen Hua has no extravagant hopes, as long as he is silent and not sad, he will be happy good.A cigarette was in his mouth again, and the drowsiness swept away again. Sure enough, the excitement was only temporary. After this, within a few words, Zhen Hua fell asleep on the bench with the cigarette still in his mouth. On the mouth, if Brother Snake hadn't discovered it in time, maybe the cigarette burnt to the cigarette holder would wake Zhen Hua up again.

Zhen Hua is a big man, but Brother Snake can't lift it alone. You have to know that a man who sleeps drowsily, even if Brother Snake is a veteran, can't stand Zhen Hua's body being taller than him, so he can't do anything , so Brother Snake just laid him flat on the bench, took a quilt from the room and covered Zhen Hua's body, swallowed what he hadn't finished speaking, and left sadly.

In fact, he knew that Zhen Hua sat quietly on this bench last night, otherwise how could he return to the room early this morning, but even if he knew, he still forced Zhen Hua to say this Because this is also out of good intentions, maybe his words can alert Zhen Hua.He has been running this small inn these years, and he has met too many people of all kinds. He has also met too many people like Zhen Hua, so he said this. As for whether Zhen Hua can understand, it is up to him. It's not something he can interfere with.

Heartache has accumulated over the years, too many stories are hidden in the bottom of my heart, and the string of sorrow is only waiting for someone to pluck it, and it must be too many to handle.Perhaps it is because the ups and downs of the secular world are too cruel, so the world in the dream is too beautiful, so at this time, Zhen Hua is sinking in the dream, unable to extricate himself. If possible, Zhen Hua would rather be immersed in the illusory dream forever.

There is not much difference between the dream world and reality, Wen Zixin is still not his woman, they still maintain an ambiguous relationship as friends, Zhen Wenxin has not stepped into the showbiz, everything is back to normal, it is just stable , but even if it was just like this, it was something that Zhen Hua could only hope for, but it was only in a dream.The original life was already the most beautiful state of life, but he was not satisfied before, and now thinking about it, he is really dizzy. If he can go back to the past, maybe all he needs to do is to maintain the normal state.

Everyone has a space hidden in their hearts, with some memories; everyone has a sweetness, which belongs to their own private collection.Some feelings, placed in a corner of the heart, will never fade; some loves, sleeping in the years, are always bright.It's a pity that liking doesn't mean possessing, and they used to be just in heat and ended in courtesy. They have never been together, but the sweetness has never been cut by half.It's a sad thing to think about the life that was the best life ever, but now it's out of control and disgusting.

But in the dream, he was just doing everything as usual, dealing with daily affairs in the company's office, Zhen Wenxin didn't need to worry about his homework, Wen Zixin didn't need to care about his work, and he repeated his ordinary and boring life every day. A good life, and what he is looking forward to now is that kind of life. What he needs is a real life, not like now, running around, wandering around, without a stable residence, Not a single trusted friend.

If there is anyone else who can arouse Zhen Hua's last "selfishness", that person must be Wen Zixin. If Wen Zixin can persuade him, he will enlighten him the moment he learns about his illness and let him die at the end of his life. The time has not changed in any way, maintaining the original peaceful life.

In his dream, he was just working, experiencing Zhen Wenxin's pick-up in the morning and Wen Zixin's heart-to-heart conversation in the evening, that's all. The whole day's experience, from dawn to sunset, was experiencing the life he was already dreaming of now.Just such a day is an extravagance, and he is not only a dying person, but also a entangled person with emotions.

So the day in the dream was also a day in reality, and finally the dream was over, he woke up from the bench, supported his sore waist, and had to sigh the ruthlessness of the years, he did not have such a pampered body in the past, But now, just because I slept on the bench, my waist is sore and my back hurts. It's really sad to think about it.

And he sat for a day and a night, and then fell asleep for a day and a night. When he woke up, it happened to be early morning, the sky was so blue, there was not even a trace of flocks, as if all the variegated colors had been filtered out, shining magnificently, This is the sky on the plateau, and it is also above the land he is at this time. The sun has not yet risen, but Yu Yang has already illuminated the entire sky.

Supporting his slightly sick body, he walked out of the inn, bought a pack of cigarettes at the convenience store, and returned to the inn.The inn is only run by Brother Snake, and there is no one at the front desk, so Brother Snake must be still sleeping. Zhen Hua did not disturb Brother Snake, and put two packs of cigarettes on the cabinet at the front desk, and then sat on the bench again.At this time, he seemed to have a special emotion for this bench, and he felt that he could not move his body, just like a monk who was sitting in meditation in ancient times, he would never leave his seat until he solved his confusion. Like a futon, Zhen Hua felt that there was no difference between him and a monk, except that he was still smoking and drinking, there was no big difference.

But it is also so, if the mind is not artificial, it is a natural joy, just like water without stirring, its nature is transparent and clear.The mind of meditation is like a jar of muddy water. The more people ignore or disturb it, the more impurities will settle to the bottom of the jar, and the natural clear and pure nature of the water will be revealed.The same is true of the nature of the mind.Let it be, without change, to find the truth of joy and clarity.Unknowingly, Zhen Hua's way of meditation is very suitable for Buddhist meditation. Of course, if we arrange a meditation room and a wooden fish, then Zhen Hua will really set foot on the mystery of Buddhism. On the way to Paradise.

What he feels and understands comes from life, but unfortunately, he now has no feeling, only nostalgia, nostalgia for the past life, but tired of the current self, is this what he hopes for?No, what he wants is a calm heart, using his own eyes and heart, to see clearly the world he lives in in the last time, for his own life, for his own existence, without leaving any regrets .

There were too many helplessness and too many excuses, so he chose the way of meditation. Perhaps only when his heart is empty and free of other distractions, can he understand what he really wants. A calm heart is what he wants The premise of the matter, but now he can't do this, he understands his situation, understands his own heart, so he smokes helplessly, maybe because of his own incompetence.

Memory is the most beautiful and illusory flower, it will only appear in the deepest part of the human heart, it can make your mouth reveal a faint smile, and it can also make your tears flow out inadvertently.It is to turn what we have one after another into what we once had. It is not that we do not cherish it, but that some things have been done and cannot be recovered even if they are there; Destined to be just a memory.Wen Zixin is a memory he can never forget, but life is an excuse for him not being able to get back the memory, so what?If you can't see through life and death, you will still be deeply involved in it after all.

If you want to live a comfortable, happy, and unrestrained life, you must learn to be content and learn to live with the situation.Happiness can only be doubled if you know how to share it. A beautiful life should be full of expectations, surprises and gratitude.In many cases, it is not that there is no lack of methods, but what is lacking is the determination and courage to move forward.If you are timid at the beginning of the matter, and look forward and backward when the matter is going on, you will not be able to make a difference, but Zhen Hua just complies with these two points. Perhaps only the courage to go forward can do this, and everything is possible.

It's a pity that this can only be a knot in his heart after all, buried in his heart, and he dare not slack off in the slightest. These years, he has not let go of his love for Wen Zixin for a moment, but he just can't get it, and he can't forget it. They are all in this contradiction. If there is no such change, maybe he can still reconcile this contradiction by himself, but now he can't do it anymore. The loss of life has made him lose the ability to reconcile contradictions, so he has become what he is today. appearance, but even if he understands this, how can he overcome his fear of death?Even if he understands everything, this is something that everyone is afraid to face, so how can he be an exception?
If at the end of life, there is no one to hate except the ones you care about, and when life will end, many people have no way of knowing or being sure, but Zhen Hua knows, how ridiculous it is.

Just as Zhen Hua lit a cigarette, Brother Snake also walked up behind him.

"Buddhism says that the past is just a memory, and the future is also unknown. Life is only in the present, and those who can control the present are the ones who have life. Therefore, in order for us to have a wonderful life, please remember to let go of those people or things we care about , making the moment happier.”

Zhen Hua was really taken aback. A person suddenly appeared behind him and said a bunch of inexplicable words. Anyone would be startled. Moreover, it was the time when Zhen Hua was most disturbed. It's about to jump out, of course the most important thing is the person who popped up behind him, it's Brother Snake, a person who has only known each other for two days, but he always plays the role of chicken soup for the soul.

"Brother Snake, you really scared me. I don't understand what you said. Let's smoke a cigarette first."

Brother Snake took the cigarette, lit it, exhaled a puff of smoke, and sat beside Zhen Hua.

"In life, there are always some things that we can only appreciate, far away, and eventually we can't get close. In the end, we choose to walk away. There are always some feelings that we can only experience, and we can't accept them silently. In the end, Choose to leave. On the road of reincarnation, choice is connected with fate, and giving up is related to life. Life is about choosing, leading to a new life, getting relief and freedom during giving up, and then moving on.”

After saying these words, Brother Snake left on his own. He didn't want to hear Zhen Hua's reply, and he didn't need any reply. Two sentences of Buddhism are enough, he didn't know Zhen Hua's experience, but these two mantras cannot be escaped after all, the rest is up to Zhen Hua to comprehend by himself, what he has done is enough.