President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

Zhen Hua doesn't understand this so-called Buddhist mantra, and what good does this kind of chicken soup for the soul do him?Love is not what he pursues, what he fears is life and death, so before he knows it, a pack of cigarettes has run out again, he is a lonely person, sitting alone in a foreign land, not knowing how to deal with himself, It's a pity that no one understands his pain. Even if Brother Snake has seen some clues, Zhen Hua has never confided a word about himself to Brother Snake, so what does Brother Snake know?Consolation without any clues is just gossip, and what Zhen Hua needs is not comfort, because he doesn't need it, and he can't listen to it.

Of course, sitting in the inn all the time is not an effective method, he needs to go out, maybe outside, he can understand some things, but this is just a guess, but he went out.I rented a car from Brother Snake, and headed straight to the snow mountain. Perhaps in this solar term, the coldness of the snow mountain is not very acceptable, but he just took a cursory glance at the introduction of the scenic spot and didn’t notice other places. He also chose the location, quite sloppy, but isn't he always like this?Wasn't it also a hasty decision for him to fall in love with Wen Zixin?Without any thought, he has persisted in this kind of joy for nearly 30 years, so there is not much difference between him now and then. Perhaps the only difference is that his vitality is not as vigorous as before.

Brother Snake looked at his back as he left the inn, and smiled gratifiedly.He has stayed in this small inn these years, and has seen too many sad people like Zhen Hua, and as long as these people decide to step out of the inn, the knot in his heart will be half untied. Others talk too much.Brother Snake is just the owner of a small inn. As a veteran, he doesn’t have much pursuit. The only thing that Zhen Hua has in common is that they are both older bachelors, but Zhen Hua has a daughter anyway, but he is alone and has no worries.

But Zhen Hua didn't notice Brother Snake's eyes when he left the inn, he drove straight to the snow mountain.It was the off-season for tourism, and there were basically no people in the scenic area. When Zhen Hua arrived, there was no one queuing at the ticket area. He quickly bought the cable car ticket up the mountain, and went up the mountain like this.Wearing headphones, he couldn't hear the wind and snow outside the cable car.The cable car set off smoothly. Looking at the Jade Dragon Snow Mountain from the cableway, on the hillside below, the green trees are tall and straight, lush and lush. The trees form a piece of green, surrounding the majestic Jade Dragon Snow Mountain, which is magnificent and beautiful.Looking down on the cable car of the cableway, the canyon is deep and deep, which makes people marvel at the beautiful scenery, but also feels extremely scary.On the mountain, the Jade Dragon Snow Mountain is winding and rugged, with many peaks and peaks.The pure white snow has brought a white streamer to Jade Dragon Snow Mountain, much like the ribbon behind the hat of a Bai girl.

It's a pity that Zhen Hua didn't care about these things. The scenery is just a touch of color in this world. He has seen too many, so he has no interest. However, he still searched for information on the Internet. The modern oceanic warm glaciers and snowy seas closest to the equator have a complete range of glaciers, and there are 19 modern glaciers with a total area of ​​61 square kilometers. Among them, the "Baishui No. [-]" modern glacier is currently the most tourist-friendly glacier.What he can see is just the tip of the iceberg, but it seems that this is already the destination that many people yearn for. Zhen Hua is not one of them. He only knows that there is snow, clouds, and boundless loneliness on the mountain. Maybe this is why he wants to travel. If so, isn't he peeping at the world in solitude right now?What is the difference?

Back then, he was young and energetic, and he once joked that one day he would barbecue with Wen Zixin on the snow-capped mountains, eat skewers on the snow-capped mountains, watch the sunrise together in the morning, and watch the sunset in the evening. Jokingly, he has never been to the snow mountain, and Wen Zixin is the same.After all, the previous agreement was forgotten as a joke. Now that he is here, Wen Zixin has stayed in the capital, and this agreement has also been stranded in the years and turned into dust.But who would take a joke seriously?Except for fools like Zhen Hua.

So he boarded the snow mountain, the road had come to an end, and he was the only one on this huge snow mountain, so he climbed over the fence, stepped on the snow, and continued to walk towards a higher place.The snowflakes falling in his hands had to arouse his thinking, and he felt that the relationship between each other was like snow, sometimes big and sometimes small, sometimes close and sometimes distant.Maybe it was his self-indulgence, but he hoped it wasn't.In this world of snow, my heart is warm and lonely.Pick a few bouquets of beautiful snowflakes to warm the thin ice.The palm of the hand is passing by, and Feiyang's thoughts are like this beautiful snowflake condensed into longing. If Wen Zixin is here, it would be great, but it is a pity that Wen Zixin was dispelled by himself, so who can he blame?
He didn't stay too long, feeling but fleeting, he kept moving forward, and gradually, he couldn't see the plank road, and there was only a piece of white snow in front of him. In the snow-white world, he could barely distinguish between up and down, his The choice is the former, so he doesn't care whether his vision is blocked or not, he just moves forward without fear, and time is naturally ignored by him on purpose.Perhaps it was because of the biting cold feeling that it seemed to arouse him a little bit of excitement, so his mood was no longer as sad as it was when he first came. Now he only wants to move forward, if he moves forward, he will be hindered. That would be even more exciting, Zhen Hua thought so, and suddenly stepped on the air, rolled a few times in the snow, and then sat on the snow panting, trying to get up, but the sudden exhaustion, It was something he hadn't expected.

It is a terrible thing to lose strength in the snow, and he is the only one on this snow mountain, he seems very helpless, but he has no one to rely on, he needs help, but there is nothing that can give him now, he just Being able to rely on himself, of course he doesn't want to force himself out of the snow mountain. In fact, in this vast snow mountain, it is also a good thing to close his eyes safely. At least he does not dislike this snow mountain, and he seems to have found it here. Some different fun.

Perhaps this is also his destination, the current situation is not too bad, the death he fears the most is coming.But when he was sitting on the snow, there was no fear in his eyes, and he didn't know why, maybe it was because death didn't really come, he just felt the loss of physical strength, death was still far away, if he really wanted him This life may take a while, of course, this time will not be too long, but it is enough to last for a day, so he just feels the loss of his physical strength.

He supported his body with all his strength and looked at the road behind him. He could no longer see the plank road. There was only a vast expanse of white snow. He should go back. If he goes back now, there may still be a glimmer of life. , but Zhen Hua was a stubborn character, he glanced behind him, and then went on without looking back.

On the snow-capped mountains where the air is thin, ordinary people need portable oxygen cylinders, even the locals will take a spare bottle, not to mention Zhen Hua, who has never lived on the plateau, the air is even more scarce on the snow-capped mountains, Zhen Hua It is not easy to be able to survive until now, but he is still supporting his progress, and he does not know what gave him such a strong motivation, maybe it is just a kind of obsession, he has this strange obsession, so He put himself in a dangerous situation again and again, perhaps no one thought that he would continue to move forward under such circumstances, but no matter whether he was going forward or backward, it was just a vast expanse of whiteness, with no end at all. , This is a mountain, and a mountain has a peak, so he wants to climb to the top.

Wen Zixin didn't know what happened, her right eyelid twitched violently, the last time this happened was when Zhen Hua was dying, it was a kind of tacit understanding, but now she doesn't know any information about Zhen Hua , even if there was an inexplicable flustered feeling, she didn't know why, she could only palpitate for a while, but she didn't even know that this flustered feeling came from Zhen Hua, so she couldn't make it this time, she couldn't be like Last time, Zhen Hua appeared in time when Zhen Hua was dying, so this time no one could come to rescue Zhen Hua, but Zhen Hua chose a dead end. If even Wen Zixin couldn't get there, then Zhen Hua It is certain death.

But who doesn't know?Zhen Wenxin also felt inexplicable flustered, but at this time she was too busy to take care of anything, so the momentary flustered was naturally ignored by her.It's a pity that Zhen Hua is about to die in a foreign land, but the two people who care about him the most in this world don't know it. Maybe Zhen Hua died just like this, and they don't need to know anything.

Zhen Hua moved forward tenaciously. Every step he took was like the final race of a marathon. He felt the loss of his vitality, but the water was flowing slowly. This loss of vitality was very slow, so that he could clearly perceive when he would Only then will he fall down, so he is still moving forward, and his fear has not appeared. The fear he has always seemed to no longer exist. The "cause" that has made him manic has completely disappeared, and there is no longer any fear. Worth his mania.

Can you forget your heavy steps on the snow mountain?Every step is so strenuous to lift and step down the foot, feeling the weight of the foot;
Can you forget Xueshan's own heartbeat that is about to boil?Under the quiet night sky, the heartbeat is so clear.Can you forget the Milky Way that can be seen in the snow-capped night sky?The stars close at hand bend down to kiss you.Perhaps before death came, this was the last scene, and it was also the last scene he could never forget in this life.Without the ambition to reach the top, I just want to keep moving forward.He felt that his vision had gradually blurred. At this moment, the whole world was quiet, his words were pale, and he also began to be attached to this piece of pure land, and began to let go of the last selfishness.