President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

If no one reminded, perhaps Zhen Hua had forgotten that he had a daughter named Zhen Wenxin by Wen Zixin's side, and Zhen Wenxin was by Wen Zixin's side almost day and night, so Wen Zixin's She couldn't be more aware of the strangeness, and all the strangeness started from that phone call. Although Zhen Wenxin didn't know who Lu Jing was at all, nor did she know about her father's romantic past, she was more than Everyone knows Wen Zixin now.

Perhaps it was because of a special emotion. Wen Zixin did not have her own daughter, and Zhen Wenxin had never met her mother since she was a child, so the relationship between them was the so-called mother-daughter relationship. Different from normal mother and daughter, they are not very close, and there is no restraint between normal mother and daughter, so the understanding between the two is beyond Zhen Hua's imagination, and Wen Zixin answered the call After that, Zhen Wenxin understood the general situation, and the phone call must have something to do with her father.

She is not a gossip person, and she has no way of knowing the information of that phone call, and of course she doesn't need to know, because Aunt Qiuhan's expression has already betrayed everything, and that preoccupied look reveals a trace of jealousy from time to time And the helpless look, it is obvious that Dad is having an affair outside.What is the relationship between her father and Aunt Qiuhan, only she can see the most clearly, especially after she has experienced a failed relationship, she knows more clearly that her father and Aunt Qiuhan are the ones she imagined. This kind of relationship, as long as there is one person who can clarify the relationship, it will not be in such an embarrassing situation now, but there will always be people who are restless, such as my father.

The world is complicated, turbulent, right and wrong, black and white, love and hatred, all cannot escape.In the face of complex social relationships and the ever-changing world of people, ups and downs are the normal state of life. Life is like a dream, and the time flies, how much love, hate, and love are diluted.No matter how humble a dream is, it should be respected in the heart. Only in this way can we face those ridicules and blows and perform our own splendor.Love is like a child who knows nothing about the world, unknowingly, unscrupulously releasing one's own character-romantic and hurt.Inadvertently, smell ups and downs, or joy, or sadness.Want to break free from the shackles, but it's like being stuck in a swamp, unable to extricate yourself.

It is inevitable that it will make people feel emotional. After watching the embarrassing situation between her father and Aunt Qiuhan for so many years, she suddenly found out that her father had such romantic deeds, and Aunt Qiuhan found out. Men all over the world are bastards who see the new and dislike the old. Even the father they admire the most can do this kind of thing, so what about the others?Needless to say, Zhen Wenxin has completely developed a feeling of disgust towards creatures like men.

How long can a person's relationship last?So far, the person Zhen Wenxin has met the most in love with should be her father. As long as she can remember, she has never had a mother. The only woman who is similar to an elder is Aunt Qiu Han, but her father has not been with Qiu Han for a long time. When Aunt Han was together, her father never gave any explanation. Even when facing her own teasing, her father just smiled and did not explain. Originally, she simply thought that maybe it was because of her mother whom she had never met. Maybe my father is still a long-term lover and needs time, or for himself, when he leaves home, he will be with Aunt Qiuhan. Zhen Wenxin has seen the relationship between them all these years , but my father actually had emotional debts in just a few days.

In Zhen Wenxin's impression, Lu Jing was someone who had never appeared before. Although Lu Jing had been her mother for a year, it was when she didn't remember anything, so she never thought of arousing Aunt Qiu Han's emotions. The fluctuating person, in name, should be her mother, but Lu Jing has never fulfilled her mother's responsibility for a day, and Lu Jing has never called her a daughter, because their marriage was not pure and plain. There was an extra daughter for no reason. At that time, Lu Jing was still a little girl who didn't know much about the world. Marriage was too far away for her. She didn't adapt to being a wife at all. The child said she was their daughter, how could she adapt to being a mother?Lu Jing has never admitted that she is Zhen Wenxin's mother, nor is she willing to admit that she is Zhen Wenxin's mother.

Perhaps this is also a kind of sadness for Zhen Wenxin. Originally, Zhen Wenxin should have her own parents. Zhen Hua will definitely restore Zhen Wenxin's real parents perfectly, so that Zhen Wenxin can have a complete family. , but Lu Jing left after all, and there was no such a brave woman by Zhen Hua's side, and Zhen Hua also completely closed his heart, maintaining a close relationship with Wen Zixin, and Wen Zixin was in charge With the identity of Zhen Wenxin's godmother, in general, Zhen Wenxin may have some regrets about the lack of family, but Wen Zixin made up for this vacancy to a certain extent, and it would not cause her childhood shadow .

But this also caused Zhen Wenxin to not know the existence of Lu Jing at all, so if Lu Jing knew that Zhen Wenxin was worried about Wen Zixin, she would unswervingly choose Wen Zixin between herself and Wen Zixin. , I’m afraid it will also hurt my heart. After all, she was responsible for taking care of Zhen Wenxin when she was still a baby. At that time, Zhen Hua had no time to take care of her daughter. She was responsible for Zhen Wenxin’s daily needs, even though she did not She is willing to admit that Zhen Wenxin is her and Zhen Hua's child, but she has done everything a mother should do. If Zhen Hua didn't tell Wen Zixin, Zhen Wenxin's life experience, maybe Wen Zixin Now I still think that Zhen Wenxin is the daughter of Zhen Hua and Lu Jing, maybe this is just a trick of fate.

Of course, even if Zhen Wenxin knew Lu Jing's identity, her heart wouldn't fluctuate too much. As long as Zhen Hua didn't tell her her life experience, then Lu Jing should be her mother, and she had long loved her mother. She has no feelings, she has no mother since she was a child, she has long been used to it, even if Zhen Hua and Wen Zixin told her that this is her mother, it is probably impossible for her to change her position, for the word mother, she It's too strange, and even if she needs to develop some emotions, it should only be hatred, and she can't develop other feelings.

Does Zhen Wenxin care about this so-called mother?It should be that she doesn't care anymore, she has no reason to care, and it is impossible to choose the latter between Wen Zixin and Lu Jing, time has already told her the answer.A mother who has abandoned her for 17 years, and a godmother who has been with her for 17 years, I believe many people will choose the latter, even if blood is thicker than water, it will not be able to resist the catalysis of time, not to mention Lu Jing's love from the beginning It is against the existence of this daughter, and there is no way to talk about the blood relationship. She is the claimed daughter, and the close relationship is naturally biased towards Wen Zixin.

Perhaps the family relationship is fixed, but when a family relationship has been lost for too long, there is also a considerable estrangement between them. Of course, it is not that they are estranged, but that Zhen Wenxin does not know Lu Jing at all, and what Zhen Wenxin cares about now is Lu Jing. Yes, it's just that what kind of woman intervenes in the relationship between Aunt Qiuhan and her father. She doesn't want to watch Aunt Qiuhan hesitate about her relationship, and she doesn't want to have someone she doesn't know at all be her stepmother. In other words, she has already regarded Aunt Qiuhan as her stepmother, and this perception has been maintained for 17 years, and she is unwilling to change this perception.

Zhen Wenxin has firmly stood by Wen Zixin's side. When Wen Zixin was looking up at the sky melancholy, she had secretly replaced the red wine on the table with milk, using the wine to soothe her sorrows. Everyone understands the truth, but no one can get rid of it, and Zhen Wenxin believes that when it comes to his father's relationship, he still has a certain right to speak, as long as he says no, depending on how much his father loves him, that A woman is bound to be no match for Aunt Qiuhan.

Of course, she didn't want to hinder her father's feelings. Over the years, she had never cared about her father's feelings. In fact, she had been encouraging her father to find a stepmother for her since a long time ago, but her father But she didn't take any action for a long time. Later, she got used to it. Knowing the strange relationship between her father and Aunt Qiu Han, she didn't encourage her anymore. But during this time, so many things happened, Dad She even found a new girlfriend without telling her. She wondered why she couldn't see or contact her father during this time. It turned out that she was in a relationship without telling her. She felt deeply for Aunt Qiuhan. not worth.

Thinking deeply that although she disliked Aunt Qiuhan very much at first, she also understood that Aunt Qiuhan was taking care of her during this time, and Aunt Qiuhan, like herself, had just learned that her father was going out during this period to talk Falling in love, but isn't what Auntie Qiuhan is doing what a wife and a mother should do?But what did dad do?Is this the characteristic of men who love the new and dislike the old?She didn't expect that her father would be like this one day, and the person her father failed was Aunt Qiu Han, the big devil in her eyes, but this big devil was severely hurt by her father. He should be his eternal devil, but because of his father's love of the new and dislike of the old, he let himself see this fragile side.

Some things are always beautiful to think about, so in taking it for granted, a reality that could have been very happy was wasted.It's a pity that desertion also represents pain, and the cruelty of love is expressed in one word, and the love is so deep that people are lonely.And pain makes people mature, strong people will feel the true meaning of love, while weak people will only generate resentment, Wen Zixin is a strong person, but at this time she is extremely fragile, so what she gives birth to is resentment and regret.

Perhaps loving someone is easier than waiting for someone, and waiting for someone is more meaningful than loving someone. If she chose to love herself at the beginning, it was actually because she was so vulnerable.And even if those memories are torn apart, they still can't escape the dream of having Zhen Hua. Many times, after inadvertently knowing something, pretending to be indifferent on the surface and covering it up with a smile, in fact, the heart hurts more than anything else.

To love someone is to grow up with him for a long time, and to wither together in the last years of life. Wen Zixin has already achieved the former, but the latter will be completed by Lu Jing. Maybe that figure, that smile, are clearly familiar, But it seems strange but also longing.