President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

"Aunt Qiuhan, who is that woman?"

There is no need to be concealed anymore, her direct words made her position clearer, but Wen Zixin, who was sobbing, didn't understand. So, she didn't notice that she had written things on her face at all, but when Zhen Wenxin said When she was speaking in her heart, she panicked. She didn't have such pain back then, but now she watched Zhen Hua leave her and received a call from Lu Jing. She had almost collapsed. He didn't care about Zhen Wenxin's question.

Maybe her tears didn't flow, but the tears of sadness and nostalgia soaked the distant horizon. This kind of feeling is hard to confide and express. It flows wantonly in her heart. The good thing is that when I fell in love with you secretly, you also liked me. This is exactly the case between her and Zhen Hua, but they separated.She spent her youth in secret love, not because she wanted to be with Zhen Hua, it turned out that this is the other side of love - boundless pain, and the little secret hidden in her heart can not only make it sleep peacefully, but also how?
When an unspeakable emotion came to my heart, sad flowers began to bloom wantonly in my heart. Perhaps, now, it is destined to be a night of memories, suitable for a person, a song, and a love, and Zhen Wen's heart just destroys Without this atmosphere, Wen Zixin, who should have fallen into infinite melancholy, was dragged out by Zhen Wenxin's questions.

"Who is that woman?"

Wen Zixin wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and adjusted her breathing. She knew that this matter could no longer be hidden from Zhen Wenxin, and she did not intend to hide it anymore. Zhen Wenxin would know about this matter sooner or later, yes It is impossible to hide it, and Zhen Hua is already with Lu Jing, so naturally there is no reason to wander away. He is coming back, but this time he may come back with Lu Jing, Zhen Wen Xin needs to be seen after all, and Zhen Wenxin was also raised by Lu Jing many years ago.

"Your mother is coming back, are you happy?"

One sentence shocked Zhen Wen's heart, and she sat down unconsciously on the ground. She couldn't believe her ears, it was like a thunderbolt from the blue sky hit her head, or someone poured a basin of cold water from head to toe. , her whole body was numb, her brain had lost the ability to direct her actions, she stood there motionless like a log, her face turned gray in an instant.

The term "mother" is too unfamiliar. The so-called "mother" has been away from her for 17 years. She has never had a mother since she can remember. She is used to it, but when Auntie Qiuhan told her that her mother She was about to come back, but she was just shocked, maybe because this position has been vacant for too long, and her heart has already been hollowed out, but Aunt Qiuhan told her such a heavy news at this time, she was completely overwhelmed. She was stunned, and the most unacceptable thing was that she was caught in a dilemma.

In fact, no one can resist the word mother, especially a person who has no mother since childhood, Zhen Wenxin can't refuse, but can she really accept the so-called "mother"?Maybe she thinks she can do it, but who knows after the real meeting?How much resentment has been buried in my heart all these years?How many thoughts do you hide?Maybe she didn't know it herself.

In school, the students all have their own mothers, especially in the parent-child activities held by the school when they were young, other students were accompanied by their mothers, but what about me?Dad was busy with work, so he almost never participated in it, and Auntie Qiu Han couldn't attend because of identity issues, so she was almost always alone in parent-child activities since she was a child, at most, Xiao Yu accompanied her to participate a few times, but What she needs is a legitimate mother, which neither Wen Zixin nor Xiao Yu can do. She has her own mother, but that so-called mother has never met.

Wen Zixin was quite disgusted with this woman, because this woman took away what belonged to her, but whether it was now or in the past, she could only do nothing, she didn't dare to speak, she didn't dare to reveal the last thin layer The fog of the past, but what can we do now?She has already told Zhen Wenxin the truth that she can tell. Perhaps Zhen Wenxin is already immersed in the joy of her mother's return. As for herself, she is just an outsider after all. The appearance of her is enough to disillusion those insignificant illusions, and she is just an outsider, at first, and maybe in the end.

But Zhen Wenxin was only shocked, she couldn't accept it, a mother was parachuted inexplicably, and her father's disappearance during this period was all because of that so-called mother, a mother who had disappeared for 17 years, she had no idea that she should How to face this so-called mother, she has already regarded Wen Zixin as her mother in her heart all these years, but the woman who suddenly appeared at this time has banned Wen Zixin's position, but this is just a ban on identity, Psychologically, Wen Zixin has long been irreplaceable in her heart.

She couldn't calm herself down, there were only waves of hesitant footsteps, surging out the hot air that was about to fill up in her uncalmable emotions. The sound of hurried footsteps was due to nervousness and spinning around in place, while Wen Zi Xin innocently thought that this was joy, but she didn't know that her heart was more entangled and contradictory. She was almost going crazy. A mother who fell from the sky subverted her perception of her father's feelings.

Sometimes, the more you hide your feelings for a person, the deeper you get in.She had thought that she would try her best to keep him, but she never thought that Zhen Hua would leave so fast, and Lu Jing would come so fast, and it was over before she could reach out her hand.Probably, everyone will meet someone who can't be together, he can't let go, it's too tiring to persist, and the most torment is when he can't love.The most tiring thing in this world is to watch one's heart break and have to stick it together by oneself.Has been in sentimental, smiling with a trace of vicissitudes.Is it bland?Or longing?Or a circle that repeats itself, but she is struggling in the middle, but she can't get to the end. Maybe this is love. Love that cannot be loved is bleak after all. The wheel of someone's life, the dust of the past life, the wind of the present life, the endless sad spirit, in the end, no one is someone's so-and-so, just a passer-by.

Once upon a time, she thought that she had found the happiness she wanted, but when she gave without reservation, she realized that it was all her wishful thinking.Perhaps the relationship between her and Zhen Hua has been unclear all these years, without any recognition of identity, and without the legal identity of Lu Jing, but she is also used to this kind of getting along, used to this kind of relationship, She thought it was already her relationship with Zhen Hua, but the appearance of Lu Jing told her cruelly that all of this was just her fantasy, a phantom in the bubble, and the existence of Lu Jing was to break her heart. All these bubbles brought her the most painful feeling in the world. The most painful feeling in the world was not broken love, but when she gave her heart to Zhen Hua, Zhen Hua was lying to her. She thought it was love, but when Zhen Hua appeared strange again and again and broke the normal life for one person, she really understood that this is called love, and her feelings were just squandering for no reason.

They can't express some feelings, and they can't get some love, so at this point today, Wen Zi's heart has collapsed.She didn't know why Lu Jing still had her own number. Even though her private number had never been changed over the years, very few people knew about it. She did exchange phone numbers with Lu Jing back then, but she could I never expected that a love rival who was close to each other would keep his number for so many years, but this love rival kept his number, and contacted himself, and told her that she and Zhen Hua were together.

Even though what Lu Jing said was about Zhen Hua's illness, to her ears, it was a kind of showing off, a naked showing off, as if she was declaring Zhen Hua's ownership.She knew that Zhen Hua had always been by her side all these years, and they regarded each other as the most important person, but she knew that one day, someone would take Zhen Hua away from her side, and that day had already passed. It's here, and all the strangeness during this period has a reasonable explanation. Zhen Huaping disappeared for no reason. After walking for so long, it was all because of that woman, and that woman could talk to herself arrogantly and wantonly announce that Zhen Hua Isn't Hua's ownership based on Zhen Hua's love?On this point, I am no match for Lu Jing after all.

There were so many people rushing into her life with bloodshed, Zhen Hua did the same, but she retreated desperately, and now she is trying to save one of them, so that she will be the only one to remember.She also wanted to cry heart-rendingly because of a person who didn't love her, and then smiled and said it was okay, but she only did so, but she couldn't say that sentence it was okay.She choked up and talked about the old days, how ridiculous, she thought that one day Zhen Hua would be moved.In life, not everything can go as she wishes, and she also wants to say with relief, "If you can't grasp the person, you can't hold the sand, it's better to shake it with your hands."

She also understands that only by learning to empty and let go can she free up corners, free up time, and find the happiness that really suits her.But these years, isn't it her happiness?Just ask a person who has been with him for nearly 30 years, but in the end, it is a relationship that is more than a friend and less than a lover. A snail with a thick shell, life is full of heavy shackles and constraints.

In fact, women are very simple, a woman will remember the man who made her laugh, and a man will remember the woman who made him cry, but a woman always stays with the man who makes her cry, but a man stays with the woman who makes him laugh.So Wen Zixin knew that the person she chose was Zhen Hua, but the person Zhen Hua chose was Lu Jing. There was no other reason, but Lu Jing was the one who made Zhen Hua laugh, and often what she did The things were all just crying in front of Zhen Hua, every bit of what she remembered, her heart began to hurt again and she couldn't breathe, and the tears couldn't stop flowing down.