President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

But what is Zhen Hua doing?He and Lu Jing were on the way up the mountain, and his mobile phone had long been forgotten by him, and Zhen Hua's mobile phone would not ring, because the card that Wen Zixin knew had been discarded by Zhen Hua long ago, and the current mobile phone number is Wen Zi. Xin didn't know, so Wen Zixin's response was just "the number you dialed is empty", but this sentence completely shattered all her hopes, and she was already ashamed.

In fact, it is very hard work to numb yourself. It is really tiring to repeat the same psychological suggestion every day and force yourself to believe that false lie, especially when the facts are in front of you. This feeling of haggard heart and mind is incomprehensible to others. It almost shattered all her fantasies. The memories of the past turned into bubbles. She was completely crushed, but she was not the only one who was crushed?Isn't Zhen Wenxin like this?

Zhen Wenxin was looking forward to the news of her father day and night. At first, she thought that her father had just abandoned his wife and son, but he was still alive, but the news he suddenly learned was a will that had already been drawn up. How does she feel?So everything is clear, the first disappearance of my father was done on purpose, to avoid myself and Aunt Qiuhan, and to find a place where no one knew him to die quietly, so all these times my father was there Deliberately looking for death, he and Aunt Qiuhan have no news of him, it is entirely because he is avoiding, is he going to let himself and Aunt Qiuhan face the news of his death when the legal effect of this will is established?It's just so selfish.

Involuntarily, Zhen Wenxin's tears fell. She hated Zhen Hua, hated that irresponsible man who made herself and Aunt Qiu Han worry about it, and she also hated Zhen Hua for hiding this from herself and Aunt Qiu Han. What's the matter? Can't face it together?Didn't she, her father and Aunt Qiuhan form a family long ago?Is there anything you can't tell your family?Even if it is a death notice, the family can face it together, so why leave alone?It is too cruel to leave a will and plan the future distribution of property.

In fact, disappointment is sometimes a kind of happiness. It is because of expectations that we are disappointed.Because there is love, there will be expectations, so even if you are disappointed, it is also a kind of happiness, although this kind of happiness is a bit painful.At this moment, Wen Zixin and Zhen Wenxin have lost the right to be disappointed, because they have lost the person they care about most, and that person may never appear in this world again, and the news they can look forward to seems to be only Death remains, so what to expect?There was only a piece of dead ash left, which turned into dust.

And Wen Zixin, who collapsed on the ground, was like a scavenger, quietly collecting the negatives of time, turning it into old private wine, and then drying out any pictures related to Zhen Hua on a certain summer afternoon.As time goes by, some things will eventually be forgotten, such as the smiles that warmed her, the sorrows that touched her, and the happiness that she never cherished.Now that she is completely gone, all she can do is feel sorry for her, but she looks so lonely, so helpless, and her desolate appearance makes people feel very distressed when seeing her, but there is no one else here except Zhen Wenxin, and How could Zhen Wenxin's appearance be any better?

After all, she is Zhen Hua's daughter. The ideological education that Zhen Hua has given her for so many years has always been to think calmly when encountering problems. At this time, she has reached the verge of collapse, but she still sorts out the clues of these accidents during this period. But what's the use?She just knew what she should have known, and she couldn't change anything, and she didn't have the ability to change anything, so this in itself had no effect, so she was also covered by sad emotions, and she was even in too much pain. It was ruthless, so I gradually lost consciousness, like the wind blowing bitterly, tears floating into snow.I really want to be in an open place, to sleep quietly, not to wake up, not to face.For a moment, my chest felt stuffy, and I felt like I was about to vomit blood. Maybe it was a kind of closure, and leaving naturally was also a kind of compromise.Tears are not pain, but there are some things I don't want to say, and the grievances swallowed can only be exiled like this.

But Wen Zixin is different, she has known Zhen Hua for too long, she never thought that one day she would need to attend Zhen Hua's funeral, and everything has become the past, but the memory is still there, struggling There are ups and downs in a sea of ​​hearts.Life is like a road. She walks on this confused road, and she can discard many things she passes by.Every time she warned herself not to feel heartache, she held her chest tightly so that the blood would not spread quickly, and told herself not to shed tears. Who would have thought that her heartache would dry up and her heart would grow old, and the person she loved the most would also leave.He was unprepared when he came, and he was caught off guard when he left.In fact, she doesn't mind Zhen Hua leaving just like that, what she minds is why she thinks of you so frequently.She wasn't really a fool, but she had been relied on once, so she was willing to be a fool and became a life idiot.Now, she has learned to pretend, neither hot nor cold, neither salty nor light.Then seeing Zhen Hua's will, she became that little girl again. In fact, she changed, but she didn't know, what else could she do besides breaking down and crying?How much she wished there was someone who could tell her, but this person didn't exist at all.

Perhaps life is always full of contradictions: weeping when surrounded by happiness, smiling when heartbroken and bleeding, being content with the situation when struggling, and being firm while indecision.That heart-wrenching feeling is not because I think of Zhen Hua when I am sad, but because when I think of Zhen Hua, my heart bleeds, the rain is sprinkling, the snow is flying, my heart bleeds.The sky is moving, the clouds are flying, and tears are flowing.Don't think, don't ask, just because of sadness, the process of being discouraged is the most difficult, all kinds of conjectures are born, and there is a faint expectation in my heart, and I have been revising my bottom line until the tea is cold, my heart is cold, and I am disappointed After being transparent, I had to choose to say goodbye.

In fact, it doesn't matter who belongs to who. How many people have smiles on their faces, but they are really sad in their hearts. Not all smiles represent happiness, and more people are happy in their hearts. Still hiding sadness.Recalling the last time she saw Zhen Hua, the smile on Zhen Hua's face was so fake, and she ignored it because of embarrassment at that time, maybe that meeting was the last time they met in this life, and the unkindness she had at that time She, and the ominous premonition in the dark, may have predicted a bad ending, but she didn't care about it at the time, she didn't think about the difference between life and death at all, but she never thought that it was the separation between life and death She didn't save the line, she let Zhen Hua's death go.

It’s like lighting a candle if a light bulb is broken, poking a red wine cork in if you can’t get it out, singing loudly if you’re afraid of going out at night, or throwing away a can that’s half opened, but it’s just like this night when I think of Zhen Hua, She had no choice but to cry and vent her grief.Times change, and people change.Life is an out-of-print movie that can't be played back. Some things, no matter how hard she tries, she can't go back if she can't go back. Zhen Hua left. This is a fact. All she can wait for is the news of death.Even if she really went back, she would find that everything was beyond recognition, and she didn't know how to save it. Apart from experiencing another parting, there was no other ending, because she still didn't know why Zhen Hua wanted to die, so the only way to go back Yes, it's just the memory stored in her heart, apart from Zhen Hua in her memory, she has nothing else.

The Buddha said, "If you think about something in your heart, you must owe something." All the fate in the world cannot be escaped.All fate can only exist if you focus on it with one heart.If you want to forget someone wholeheartedly, in the end, the fate will be destroyed because of it.Therefore, there is no escape from love and hatred.Therefore, we know that the existence of things comes from our hearts, and we don’t need to use any special method to get rid of this illusion, we just need to recite the Buddha’s name.When delusional thoughts arise, all illusions will arise, and when delusional thoughts are extinguished, one mind will remain.The so-called one-mind refers to "continuing thoughts and thoughts", keeping yourself in the state of one thought all the time, and then you will be free from delusional minds.So there is no such thing as forcing people, only those who are difficult to let go of.There is no invisible form, only the heart that refuses to see clearly.No matter whether you are willing to see clearly, whether you are willing to let go, when it is time to go, you will let go.

Of course, how could they really let go at this moment?But the gains and losses are like a cloud of smoke, and the wind blows away in a blink of an eye.A hundred years of life is gone in a blink of an eye.Birth does not bring, death does not take away.All encounters, joys and sorrows are determined by the heart.If you can see through and let go, everything will be like a flower in a mirror, and the moon in the water. Although it is pleasing to the eye, it is not eternal.It's better to be happy, frank and frank, and don't let yourself spend time in sadness, don't let yourself wander in wandering.Start and stop according to the conditions, live with happiness as the criterion, in the whole life, actually live in a state of mind.There are troubles every day, and if you don’t choose, you will naturally have them.The ups and downs of life, the journey of the heart, let what comes come, let go go, greet and send off calmly, come and go, a past.

What they need is actually just to learn to be indifferent, not to let the heart fluctuate with gains and losses. The real "gain" in life is to get a calmness, a calmness, a calmness, and an exploration of the heart. Get peace and quiet.Only by letting go of the entanglement of worldly troubles can we discover the breadth of the world.In fact, letting go of some things may not be easy; some people, remember deeply, may not be happiness; some pain, if you look away lightly, may not be experience.Only by being content can we be happy, and only by cherishing can we be happy.Much of the pain in life is caused by the inability to distinguish between needs and desires.The less you need, the easier it is to satisfy; the more you want, the more you will be disappointed.

Perhaps these are all things that should be experienced, but it came too fast, which was unexpected, so the impact it brought was also unexpected. At this time, there were only two tearful people with dull eyes and lax eyes in the study room. Maybe this state will last for a long time, even the air is a little quiet, which seems to set off their sadness, but it doesn't matter anymore, there is no real despair in life.The tree puts down its fallen leaves in autumn, and the heart hurts, but throughout the winter, it allows the heart to accumulate strength in peace.When spring comes, youth remains.As long as life is still in the palm of your hand, there is no despair in life.Temporary success or failure is nothing more than a small cold for a lifetime.If the heart is tired, let it rest. The restoration of the soul is the hope that life will never dry up. Maybe it won't take too long for them to wake up from the sadness and start living only with them.