A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you

In the long, dark night, An Jinnian and I still kept our previous movements, for fear that if we were not careful, we would disturb this little beauty.

Time passed minute by minute, and I don't know how long it took before An Jinnian took my hand, pulled me to him, and hugged me into his arms. "Is it cold?" he asked, his tone as gentle as water.

"It's not cold, as long as you're here, I'm not afraid of anything." Facing his sudden move, I was a little surprised, I thought, this time, he would still push me away.

His embrace was wide and warm, and it even calmed my restless heart.

Even if the person in front of me is real, I'm still afraid that if I'm not careful, he will disappear from my sight, and the world will never have anything to do with me again.

"Well, fool." He stretched out his hand and gently scratched my nose. "Lin Xi, be obedient from now on, no matter what, you have to be good, otherwise... I will feel bad."

"Then you have to promise not to leave me." I pushed forward.

"Okay." He answered affirmatively, with a faint smile in his eyes.

I hugged his waist tightly, feeling more attached to him.As long as I think that An Jinnian in front of me is real, I wish I could rub him into my bones so that he can never escape from my palm again.

"Lin Xi, I heard that you came here, why do you..." Behind him, Yu Sheng's inappropriate voice broke the silence.

I poked my head out of An Jinnian's arms uneasily, feeling a little dissatisfied, but still refused to withdraw my hand from his waist.

"Hey, let go first, okay..." Seeing me like this, An Jinnian smiled, and he coaxed, "Be good, let go first..."

"Lin Xi, this is, you guys..." Yu Sheng's voice came again, he stood where he was, neither advancing nor retreating, just staring at the back of An Jinnian and I hugging each other, with a light touch between our brows.

I curled my lips in displeasure, so I had no choice but to let go of An Jinnian, and changed from hugging him to supporting his arm.Anyway, this time, no matter what, I will never let go of "Then you are not allowed to go."

"Okay." An Jinnian replied with a light smile, clasping fingers with me.

We turned around at the same time, and the moment we saw Yu Sheng's embarrassment, the apology in our hearts continued to rise. "Yu Sheng, let me introduce you, this is my boyfriend, An Jinnian."

Under the astonished gazes of An Jinnian and Yu Sheng at the same time, I said it with a smile.

Yes, boyfriend, in fact, a long time ago, I wanted to announce this to others.It's just that there has never been a suitable opportunity, and now, although it is not a good opportunity, it is worth showing off after all.

An Jinnian shook his head helplessly, stretched out his hand lovingly to pinch the tip of my nose, turned to the direction where Yu Sheng was standing, and said softly, "I'm sorry, Mr. Yu, Lin Xi is too skinny..."

Yu Sheng was obviously shocked by my words, "Mr. An, is Lin Xi your girlfriend?"

"Yes," An Jinnian nodded.

"That's it, I thought..." Yu Sheng didn't continue, his face darkened, and there was a little disappointment in his eyes.

"Is there something else for Mr. Yu? If there's nothing else, I'll take Lin Xi away first." An Jinnian looked at Yu Sheng provocatively. Although he smiled, the chill in his eyes was beyond doubt.

"Oh, it's gone..." Yu Sheng stopped talking, his eyes turned to me, hesitant to speak.

"Let's go." An Jinnian took my hand, walked around Yu Sheng, Dabu stepped into the living room, and rushed out of the door amidst the astonished eyes of many people in the hall, as if all this was a one-off What a great piece of news in general.

But at this moment, I am easily satisfied like a child, as if as long as An Jinnian is by my side, all the people and things in the world will no longer be in my eyes.

After leaving the Yunque Palace, An Jinnian loosened my hand. Although he acted very naturally, he was caught by me who was in a tense state.

Because, from the moment I got out of Yunque Palace, I was always vigilant about his every move, for fear that he would find another chance to leave.

"Where do you want to go..." Perhaps sensing my uneasiness, he tightened his hand again.

"Well, let's go to Jiangzhou University..." I suggested.

"Okay." Facing my request, An Jinnian agreed without even hesitation.

It's as if he doesn't want to push me away now, it's as if we don't say anything, but we know better than anyone else that the tranquility at this moment is only temporary.

When I came to Jiangzhou University again, my mood became a little different, maybe because I never thought that one day I would be able to come back here at the same time as An Jinnian.Or maybe he thought about it, but he didn't expect that he would come back with him one day.

This is a dream I have had for four years, and I have dreamed about it so many times, and it finally came true once.

"Jinian, do you still remember the scene when we first met?" I dragged him to the bench on the runway where we met and sat down.

"Well, I remember." An Jinnian's expression changed, and his complexion turned pale.

I put my head on his shoulder, interlocked my fingers with him, and started my own chatter, "You know what? During the years you left, I come here every year, twice a year, once in midsummer, we The season of meeting, a deep winter, the season of our shared fond memories." Having said this, my voice choked up.

"Jin Nian, do you know how I got here these years? I remember, in the two months you just left, it was Xu Yan, who picked the worst words to scold me every day, she said... Lin Xi, you It's not like you won't meet An Jinnian in your life. Why are you making yourself look like a ghost? Don't say that An Jinnian can't see you now. Even if he sees you, it doesn't mean he has I love you so much, if he really loves him like you do, he won't leave without saying goodbye..."

Although he tried his best to restrain himself, the tears in his eyes still flowed disobediently, "You must have never seen me like that. I am as humble as dust, as if standing in the darkest corner of the world, and I have lost interest in everything."

Hearing this, An Jinnian held my hand tightly again, his lips were tightly pursed, and his face showed pain, as if he was struggling in the depths of his heart.

I let out a breath slowly, and then said, "Jinian, do you know? I have always felt that meeting you in this life is undoubtedly the best gift God has given me. Therefore, Jinnian, don't leave me no matter what time it is." , okay..." I met his gaze, "okay..."

"Well," he replied softly, maintaining the expression just now, with deep thoughts that people could not read on his stern face.

I should understand such an answer, from the moment he appeared in Jiangzhou, from the moment he left me last time, I should understand that the current An Jinnian no longer belongs to me. 
No matter how much he spoils me and promises me to make trouble for no reason, I know in my heart that he will leave me after all.

And what I can do right now is to pester him as much as possible and let him stay with me for a while, really, just a while.

"Jinian, the rest of my life is so long, what would I do without you..."

"Lin Xi, Lin Xi..." He ignored what I said and just called my name over and over again.

"Ah."

"Promise me, treat yourself better in the future, okay?"

"Well, it's good that you are here." The implication is that I will be well only if you are by my side.

Jin Nian lovingly raised his hand to stroke the center of my brow, "Only when you are good, can I feel at ease." He turned to straighten my head sideways, his voice was eloquent, and there was a faint light in his pitch-black eyes.

He lightly kissed me on the forehead and hugged me again. He said, "Lin Xi, I have missed you very much these past few years." I miss you all the time.

"Jinnian, me too..."

An Jinnian, in fact, I miss you very much, day and night, even if you are in front of my eyes now, I still miss you.

"Is it cold?" he asked.

"Not cold," I replied, in the same tone as before. "As long as you are here, I am not afraid of anything." Yes, as long as you are here, I am not afraid of anything.

"Fool, when did you become so stubborn." He chuckled softly, his eyebrows and eyes like jade.

"Last time in the Starry Sky Library, I was very sad that you left suddenly." I complained in a low voice. "I came here later, and I stood there waiting for you."

I pointed to not far ahead, "I thought you would come, so I've been waiting for you..." As I spoke, I felt aggrieved again.

"That day, it snowed heavily, and I stood there waiting, but you didn't come. Jinnian, do you know? At that moment, I was suddenly very scared, afraid that you would stop talking to me, scared There is no intersection in our lives anymore. I am even more afraid of what I will be like without you." I lay in his arms, the unique feelings of a daughter prevailed, and even the little emotions that had been hidden in my heart for many years, They all came out one by one. "So, Jinnian, don't leave me." I don't remember how many times I said this tonight.

Anyway, I just wanted to say, just to let him know.

"Go to sleep, it's late at night, I'll accompany you..." He patted my back like coaxing a child, his movements were gentle and considerate.

"Okay." I took advantage of the situation and lay down in his arms, greedily demanding the warmth of his arms, and even more tightly clutching the hem of his clothes with both hands, unable to bear to let go.Before going to bed, I murmured uneasy, "This time, don't leave me..."

Above his head was his warm breath, and next to his ears was the steady and powerful beating of his heart.At this moment, my side is full of his breath.There is the scent mixed with baby's breath and gardenia, as well as the mint fragrance from his lips and teeth, everything seems to swear that he is still by my side.

In the blur, I felt a cold touch on my lips, soft and delicious.Beside my ears, there seemed to be a familiar voice, low and soothing, he said, "Lin Xi, I love you, I love you very much..."

In my sleep, I showed a sweet smile, like a child who got candy, smiling so contentedly.