A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you

I lowered my head with a guilty conscience, not daring to face up to the appraising gazes of the two elders in front of me.The bottom of my heart was even more tense, and I didn't know what to do.

Judging from the current situation, I am in an extremely sensitive position, neither forward nor backward.

The instigator of this incident, Xu Yan, was standing in the crowd watching this scene gloatingly.

I have already scolded Xu Yan bloody in my heart.Everyone else is cheating with strength, but why is it only my best friend who is a real cheating friend.

"Hello, Uncle, I am..." It is really hard to describe my mood at the moment.Especially when it comes to my relationship with An Jinnian, I paused.

"Huh?" An Jinnian's father frowned slightly, his eyes swept across An Jinnian and me.

Logically speaking, I should be happy to see An Jinnian's parents.But as soon as I met their eyes, I felt uneasy again.
It's just because, now, I no longer appear in front of them as An Jinnian's girlfriend.

"Uncle An, she is Young Master An's girlfriend."

Just when I didn't know what to do, Xu Yan jumped out of nowhere, and said such a sentence that was enough to shock the audience.

I was so shocked as if I had been struck by lightning, and I froze in place, unable to recover for a long time.

What is a strong friend, probably like Xu Yan.

"Girlfriend." Father An frowned at An Jinnian, his eyes full of questioning.

I pinched the palm of my hand with my fingernails, and I lowered my head consciously in a panic, not daring to look at his parents' penetrating eyes again.

I've never felt so terrified at that moment.

I'm afraid, and I'm also waiting for An Jinnian's next answer.

Xu Yan seemed to be okay, she held my arm affectionately, with a bright smile on her face, "Yes, Uncle An, you must not know that Young Master An has such a beautiful girlfriend, right?" She winked at me mockingly , as if the game had been planned long ago, the acting was stress-free.

It's just that what she doesn't know is that this situation will only make me feel more humble and unworthy of An Jinnian.

In the past so many years, all I thought about was to be by An Jinnian's side, to fulfill the perfect promise of being a couple for a lifetime, and to fulfill the ending of Cinderella and Prince Charming.

But when the facts were in front of me, apart from feeling powerless, all that remained was the identity deviation between us, which made people desperate.

An Jinnian stood quietly like that, with the corners of his pretty lips raised, he suddenly took my hand, nodded and said, "Yes, she is my girlfriend."

I was stunned for a long time by his sudden words, and I didn't know how to react for a while.

I thought that he would take this opportunity to get rid of me completely, but I never thought that he would take the initiative to admit his relationship with me in front of his parents.

However, I didn't feel happy because of his answer. On the contrary, I felt a bit of resentment in my heart.

Right now, I hate An Jinnian, and I hate myself even more.

"Really?" Mother An suddenly came over and warmly took my hand, she asked, "Your name is Lin Xi."

"Yeah." I nodded, a little at a loss.

"Hehe...Okay." An's mother looked at me lovingly, but her words turned to An Jinnian, "Jinnian, when did you find a girlfriend, why didn't you tell me and your dad?"

Without the disdainful eyes I imagined, An's mother's peace was beyond my expectation.I blushed, and the hand held by An Jinnian was hot and sweaty.

The tension in my heart gradually faded because of the relaxation of the scene.

"Well, it's been a long time."

An Jinnian's answer was very vague, neither confirming the time when we fell in love, nor answering the questions about our relationship directly.

"Since that's the case, I'll bring people around the house more in the future..." An's father's voice came calmly, breaking the dull atmosphere.

"Yes, I know." An Jinnian nodded in agreement.

"You are?" Then, Father An looked at Xu Yan again, "That little girl from the Xu family."

"Well, yes, it's hard for Uncle An to recognize me." Xu Yan said briskly.

"You are very similar to your aunt. If I didn't know that she gave birth to a son, I'm afraid even I would have misunderstood that she gave birth to a girl." Father An raised his head, his eyes didn't know where to look, and his eyes gradually filled with heavy sadness. Grief, only to hear him let out a long sigh, and continue to say, "It's all over, it's over..."

"Uncle An knows my mother?" Xu Yan's joyful expression faded away.

"That's right..." Father An's face gradually dimmed, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

An's mother at the side seemed to see something was wrong, and the hand holding me was slowly tightening.

It's just that she didn't notice it herself, and the anxiety on her face became more and more serious because of her nervousness.

"Auntie, are you okay?" I called her softly.

She was startled by my sudden sound, and hurriedly replied, "Oh...it's okay, it's okay..."

The answer that didn't match her heart revealed serious flaws, allowing people to see at a glance what she was worried about.

"Oh." Xu Yan responded lightly, not in a very high mood.

"Jinnian..." I looked back at An Jinnian uneasily, only to see that he was still smiling.

"What's wrong?" An Jinnian asked with a smile.

I shook my head, not knowing how to express my joy at this moment.

Look, I am like this, I only need a look from An Jinnian to be happy for many days.

Just like his words, I have remembered them for many years.

"Stand over here, don't get cold." An Jinnian pulled me closer to him, the tenderness in his eyes was like a pool of clear water, warm enough to condense honey.

I let him drag me towards him.

An's mother let go of my hand in embarrassment when she saw this. After taking a look at An Jin, the old god withdrew the sudden change of expression just now, and a faint smile rose from the corner of his mouth.

"By the way, Uncle An, I still have something to do. Let's talk first." Xu Yan was silent for a moment after hearing Father An's answer, and quickly found an excuse to leave.

"Yeah." Father An nodded, his face regained his composure.

When Xu Yan passed by me, she did not forget to give me an ok gesture proudly.

I was so amused by her naughty action that I didn't know whether to be angry or laugh.

If I said that I still hated her from the bottom of my heart just now, but now, because of her unintentional help, the relationship between me and An Jinnian has eased.

Therefore, the contradictions in my heart are layering on top of each other.

Father An cast his gaze over again, and he said unhurriedly, "Xiao Xi, Jinnian will delay you to take care of her from now on..."

Xiao Xi... I was a little overwhelmed by Father An's affectionate address.

In my opinion, a wealthy family like An's family must have great requirements for family status.

After all, TV dramas and novels are performed in this way.Even I myself am convinced of this.

But after a brief meeting with An's father and An's mother, I have a new definition of the four words "well-matched family".

"Don't worry, Uncle An, I will take good care of Jinnian..." I replied politely, but my heart was pounding.

It seems that An Jinnian has been taking care of me in the past.

"Well, that's good." Father An nodded, looked at Mother An and said, "Let's go over there and have a look."

An Jinnian seemed to be completely ignored. From the time An's father started talking to me politely, the interaction between their family was almost zero.

"Nian Jin..."

Watching An's father and An's mother disappear into the crowd, I took a deep breath, gently squeezed An Jinnian's cuff with my fingers, and called him cautiously.

He lowered his head and stared, and asked softly, "What's the matter?"

Still a reassuring tone.

I couldn't help secretly heaving a sigh of relief, and became more unscrupulous, "Will you accompany me to the balcony for a walk?"

The moon is hollow, the stars are dim, and only the moonlight spreads coldly in the boundless sky.

An Jinnian and I were leaning on the balcony railing of the Throwing Gold Hall at the same time, our bodies pressed against each other, leaning on each other.

The wind in early summer is cold, coupled with the drizzle that has wet the ground at some point.Everything is telling, this is another rainy night.

I let out a long sigh, feeling sorry for the inexplicable moaning emotion in my heart.

Whenever it rains, my mood will always follow the weather, and it will rain again and again.

"Is it cold?" An Jinnian took my shoulders and let my head completely melt into his arms.

When the familiar body temperature touched my exposed skin, I shivered violently.

I shrank my neck, hugged my arms tightly, and rubbed against his arms, saying, "It's okay, it's not very cold."

An Jinnian let go of me, took off his suit jacket, and gently put it on for me under my astonished eyes. "Is it still cold?" After finishing this series of actions, he asked worriedly.

Looking at his thin body after taking off his coat, I tugged at the collar of the coat that was draped over my body, and asked, "You gave it to me, what should you do, isn't it cold?"

An Jinnian shook his head and said, "I'm not cold."

But the simple three words always make me lose my mind.

I raised my head from his arms in a daze, and looked at him, but because of the difference in height, I could only see his sharp chin.

"Jinian, you've lost weight." I raised my hand to caress his chin, and said distressedly, "It's just been a few days since I saw you, why are you getting thinner and thinner?"

An Jinnian raised her chin, avoiding my outstretched hand, and replied, "Maybe it's because I've been too busy recently."

"Oh, really?" The implied light in my eyes went out.

I lowered my head and looked at his left hand that was holding my right hand tightly all the time, wanting to escape for no reason.

The left hand and the right hand are only separated by a distance of one heart.

The tip of his nose suddenly became sour, and the tears that had accumulated in his eyes "slapped" and fell on the back of An Jinnian's hands, which was clearly audible.

"Why are you crying?" An Jinnian lowered his head and wiped the tears off my face with his gentle and considerate voice, saying, "Don't cry, I will feel bad."

I thought how strong and powerful I was, but it turned out that it was no match for his gentle greeting.

"Jin Nian..." I murmured and repeated his name, as if in a dream, I stretched out my arms and hugged his waist with all my strength, and said aggrievedly, "Don't leave me again, okay?"

With the last bit of residual self-esteem, I desperately want to get an affirmative answer from it.

"it is good."

An Jinnian responded in a neutral manner. I couldn't hear any strange emotions in his words, but the answer was enough to make me cheer.