I smiled and nodded, with a grateful face, knowing that what I said now is useless, I owe Chen Jiaming, and I can only repay it slowly in the future.It's really a debt of love.Oh, there is no way to pay it back.
I quickly turned on the computer, then asked Chen Jiaming to sit in front of the computer, poured him a glass of water, and said, "This is my computer. When I was playing games just now, it suddenly blue screened and then crashed. I didn't download anything. , But that’s it, could it be that someone deliberately hacked my computer?” My attention returned to the computer in an instant.
Chen Jiaming's face changed slightly when he heard the words, but he still smiled and said, "Someone hacked your computer? No way? Do you think you are a government agency or a bank employee? Why are others hacking your computer? Your computer Is there any special information on it? Let others miss you so much?" It is impossible for others to blackmail you.It may be a virus.
I couldn't help but blush when I heard this, shook my head and said, "Of course there is nothing on my computer, more important information, but now hackers hack other people's computers, isn't it an indiscriminate attack? They just want to get benefits, they should Who has more of what they want on their computer?" Is there any interest in your computer?
Chen Jiaming shook his head and said with a smile: "Although they didn't know in advance what is on whose computer? But if they want to hack someone, they really have to investigate him in advance. It must be purposeful and organized. Yes, hacking out of thin air, if you have no value to them, they will naturally not hack you, unless you have some deep hatred with them, but this is also unlikely." Could it be that you have a feud with someone?
Hearing this, I suddenly felt dizzy. To me, these things are simply a fantasy. All I want now is that Chen Jiaming can fix my computer, and then everything will be fine. As for whether someone wants to deliberately hack my computer , I don't care at all, anyway, there is no money transfer on my computer, even if someone finds out my password, it will not cause me any financial loss at all.But I'm still a little guilty.
Besides, I'm still worried about those girls. If those girls find out that Chen Jiaming has entered my dormitory, they will suddenly become frenzied, it's not a joke.And a little jealous.
In fact, these are not important to me. The real key is Xie Yan. If Xie Yan came to the girls' dormitory by surprise when he didn't know when, and then saw me and Chen Jiaming alone, he would definitely feel even more in his heart. Doubt, maybe even conclude that I have an unclear relationship with Chen Jiaming!So how do I explain it.There are too many things going on now.
At that time, even if I want to explain it, I will definitely not be able to explain it clearly. After all, once people are overwhelmed by impulse, no matter what the other party explains, they will not believe it at all. They will only believe the facts they see with their own eyes. , but sometimes the truth can be wrong, and the eyes often deceive themselves.Then there is no way to explain it.
I nodded absent-mindedly, and said to Chen Jiaming: "Okay, these things are secondary now, don't you have other things to be busy? Hurry up and fix the computer, you go and work on yours, I still have to wait playing games."
Chen Jiaming laughed, nodded and said: "Okay, Lin Sheng, I like your straightforward personality, just wait, I will definitely fix it for you in less than 10 minutes."
I nodded, just at this time the computer had already started up, and Chen Jiaming began to operate the computer, but less than 8 minutes later, Chen Jiaming suddenly said excitedly: "Look, Lin Sheng, the computer has been repaired, isn't it?" What is too complicated? It’s just that you downloaded a software before. There may be a Trojan horse in it, and you didn’t delete it in time, which caused the current situation. Fortunately, I discovered it, otherwise some of your information may be will disappear."
Seeing that the computer has returned to normal, I was immediately very happy. I put aside my previous worries and said excitedly: "It's all right now. I can continue to play games again. Thank you Chen Jiaming!"
Chen Jiaming smiled slightly, shook his head and said, "It's nothing, as long as it can make you happy, even I am, no matter how many things I do, I am willing to do more things. You just need to know that with me, don't be afraid, that's fine. If your boyfriend treats you badly, just come to me, I will be your eternal backup tire."
You made me look at Chen Jiaming in astonishment, I don't know why he said that?Chen Jiaming smiled slightly, as if he didn't care. Maybe you think that spare tire is a derogatory term, but I really think that I enjoy this word very much, because it is a very happy thing to be a spare tire. Being able to be the backing of others, to be able to help others, and not to be too trapped in it, the other party can fully gain freedom and find their own true happiness.
I couldn't help shaking my head. I don't agree with Chen Jiaming's interpretation of spare tires, but I still said: "Chen Jiaming, thank you, no matter what, you helped me this time, I must thank you , but not now, I want to play games now, and you just said that you have other important things, so I will not delay you, do more important things, thank you if you have a chance!"
Chen Jiaming laughed, nodded and said: "Since you have said so, then I will leave quickly, so as not to delay your playing games, and those girls were so excited just now, I am afraid that now, they are checking each other one by one. Dormitory, let’s see which dormitory I went to. Once I find out here? If they find out that I’m with you, I’m afraid I don’t know what will be reported? Although I’m not afraid and I’m used to it, but for you It will cause bad influence, I don't want them to influence you, so I have to leave now, you have fun!"
Chen Jiaming left the room without looking back, leaving me sitting alone in the dormitory.The door of the dormitory room was slammed shut. It seemed that Chen Jiaming hadn't been here, but looking at the computer beside him that had returned to normal, I knew very clearly in my heart that Chen Jiaming had just been here and left soon.
Although he didn't show his emotions, I can clearly feel that he was a little reluctant when he left just now, but because I have issued an order to evict the guest, he is too embarrassed to stay even if he doesn't want to leave.
It made me feel a little guilty about Chen Jiaming again.If I can make up for Chen Jiaming's kindness in time, maybe I will feel less guilty towards him, but now it seems that the possibility of my guilt towards him is getting deeper and deeper, and I will never be able to make up for it, because I can't , give him what he wants, he doesn't need what I give him.
First I heard Jiang Qinqin say that Chen Jiaming's family was not well off, and I thought in my heart, I can subsidize him and give him financial help. In this way, I can help him and relieve my guilt.
But now it seems that he is not short of money, and on the contrary, he is the kind of real local tyrant who treats money like dung.
For such a person, I can't give him any compensation, I can only use my sincerity to compensate my sincerity.
But I can't give him affection, because I have already made a promise to Xie Yan, and it is impossible to use affection for Chen Jiaming.
For a moment, I was very entangled in my heart. Since my entanglement was not whether to show love to Chen Jiaming, but how to repay his kindness and help to me, this is really too difficult for me.
After I said those things to Chen Jiaming, after a while, I still haven’t recovered from my senses, and I always feel a little lost in my heart. I should be happy because of my current situation, but with Chen Jiaming After I said those words, I didn’t feel the feeling I expected. This troubled me a little, but the matter has developed to this point, and it’s useless to think about it. Some things are often not fully grasped by reason. , Perceptual thinking will control the development of things more often.
Moreover, people are the most complicated emotional animals. Although I don't like Chen Jiaming on the one hand, after talking about this with him, I can't let go of it. I always feel that something is missing in my life, but these Everything is chosen by oneself.
Then what reason do I have to say that I don't want to? We all know that there is no possibility of any result between me and Chen Jiaming, and it is impossible for me to hurt Xie Yan for him, so maybe this situation is the best now. In the ending, I didn't intend to hurt Chen Jiaming, on the contrary, I also hope that he can reap his own happiness, but I don't know how to deal with the relationship with Chen Jiaming.
To be honest, the relationship between us can’t be explained in just one sentence, two sentences. Although I can’t explain clearly in some aspects, I do know that there is an indissoluble fate between me and him. Moreover, we are the type who keep cutting things up and making chaos. In fact, even if I don't want to deal with these things between me and Chen Jiaming now, there will be a day in the future when I have to make my own choices. Then what should I do? How to choose?
Sometimes I don't understand the relationship between me and Chen Jiaming. Although I am very sure in my heart that I will not have any relationship with him, but he treats me so well, why don't I respond at all? ?
This is too unfair and cruel to him. Although I don't love him, at least I am a little moved by his contribution. Although I also want to respond to his contribution, but now I can What to do, I am already with Xie Yan, and I love him very much, even my whole heart is full of him.

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