The hero of the female supporting role in fast time travel is highly poisonous

I shook my head and said, "Okay. Let's end this matter. Although he doesn't believe me, I will not betray her or my love because of this. I have my own principles in life. Remember I told you before that I will not be with you, and my relationship with him will never be shaken by anyone or anything, so please don’t say such things again, and I What I want to say is that if you say this again in the future, then I'm afraid I won't be able to be friends with you anymore. I also have a bottom line. You can be my friend, and I can have normal contacts with you. But I can't accept letting you affect my love because of your normal relationship. You can't and can't affect my love. So now I hope you can think about it for me. If you keep doing this, as time goes by I'm afraid I will be somewhat influenced by you, and if so, I may reconsider whether our friendship is necessary to continue."
Chen Jiaming's expression suddenly changed when he heard the words, as if he felt that I was really talking to him seriously, thinking seriously about the question I mentioned, so Chen Jiaming's expression immediately became a little more serious, until he After being silent for a long time, he nodded to me and said, "Since you said that, Lin Sheng, I won't mention this matter to you again in the future. Don't worry, I was just talking nonsense before. You Don't take it seriously, if you really care so much, I'll just not say anything in the future, anyway, we will still be good friends in the future, I can't leave you, if he treats you badly, I can protect you at any time, no Let him hurt you, although I may not be able to get your person in the end, but I must protect you, otherwise I will not be able to bear it in my heart, I don't want you to disappear within my protection range, like that I would be terrified, fidgeting, and my days would feel like years."
It seems that Chen Jiaming is afraid that I will break off relations with him, and he will definitely feel anxious. I am very grateful that he takes me very seriously, but I still have no choice but to choose him, and being with him is just like what he wants. Can't give it, really can't give it.
Hearing Chen Jiaming's words, I smiled slightly, and immediately felt a lot more relaxed after I believed it. In fact, I knew that he was also kind to me. In fact, I just said those words impulsively just now. After I finished speaking, I still had some feelings in my heart I regret it, I'm afraid that my ruthlessness will hurt Chen Jiaming's heart, and there are certain reasons why I said those words, so I can't blame him entirely, I also did something wrong.
I nodded and said with a smile, "I don't blame you for this matter. If I hadn't been complaining to you just now, I'm afraid you wouldn't know about these things, let alone say that kind of thing. The key to the matter is It's still me, I didn't do well, and I blamed it on you, please don't blame me."
Chen Jiaming nodded, wanting to say it's okay, but his expression was still a little depressed, and he didn't relieve the depression in his heart at all, as if he was still a little depressed about what happened just now.
I know that what happened just now and what I said must have affected her and even hurt her. Looking at his current state, he may not be able to recover in a short period of time. If he is allowed to He continued to think about it, but he didn't know where he would think of?If it affects her mood and makes him become extreme in his actions, then it will be my fault, it means that I have harmed him.
Although I can not choose him, but I can't affect his behavior, otherwise, I will be a selfish person, and I don't want to affect other people's affairs because of any of my decisions.
Chen Jiaming is a very good boy, and he has such a huge family behind him. His relationship and marriage are not easy and casual. Now that I have Xie Yan, the relationship between me and her is Totally impossible.Even if he doesn't choose me, he can choose other better and better girls with such good conditions. Now there are countless choices waiting for him, and he doesn't need to spend all his time on me alone, wasting it in vain It's not fair to him, it's not fair to his family, it's also unfair to those girls who love him deeply, what's wrong with those girls?They just didn't get Chen Jiaming to give them a chance. If Chen Jiaming was willing to give them a chance, I'm afraid they would scramble to show their strengths. Chen Jiaming should be able to find a suitable partner among them.
In fact, in my opinion, I am not very outstanding. It can even be said that among many girls, I am a very ordinary person, with average appearance, average status and family conditions, and I only know some spells, and There is also a boyfriend who is a ghost, but this is nothing. What can add points to me is just one of my specialties.
I'm not pretty, and I don't have a temperament, it's just a coincidence that I was able to marry Xie Yan and became a couple, that's all, and it was only because of Xie Yan's The strength is too strong, and I have become his other half, so I can improve my strength at will, which is why the following things happen, so in the end, I can be like this now , all thanks to the changes Xie Yan brought to me.
And it’s not enough to just marry someone casually, the main thing is my luck, otherwise, think about it, if I married an ordinary ghost instead of Xie Yan, what would that be? An ordinary ghost is not as capable as Xie Yan at all, isn't that the same as condemning me to death early? Without Xie Yan, it is impossible for me to survive in that situation. As long as it is Any slightly stronger ghost can tear me to pieces, and it can also tear the person I marry into pieces.
So after all, Xie Yan brought me rebirth and strength, and took revenge for me. Of course, this is not what I expected. If it is not a last resort, I still don’t want to take action against them Yes, because they are my younger sister and stepmother after all. At that time, besides my father, they were the closest people to me at that time. I regarded them as relatives, but how could I expect them to be cruel to me? Make a move, marry me in exchange for money, and don't care about my life at all. If it wasn't for a coincidence that I met Xie Yan, I'm afraid they would continue to get away with it and let them be arrogant, but I have no choice but to let the bitter Swallow it into your stomach.
I smiled and said, "Okay, don't talk about me anymore, now you know, it is impossible for me and you, the two of us are destined to have no fate so far, you have so many girls chasing you now, you can find someone more Well, the conditions are hundreds of times better than mine, and they can fully satisfy any of your requirements, why did you hang yourself on a tree?"
Chen Jiaming shook his head and said, for me, what I want is just the feeling of relatives, not a peerless beauty, nor extraordinary temperament, I just want someone who can really impress me, such a person , I have only seen one in my life, and that is you. "
I couldn't help shaking my head and laughing, "How can you be sure that I'm the one you're looking for? Maybe, you're looking for the wrong one. I'm just a very ordinary girl, not as good as you think. If you tell me After a long time of contact, you will find that I actually have many shortcomings. I am not that kind of perfect girl. On the contrary, I have many shortcomings that many people cannot bear. If you don’t want to disillusion yourself, just Take advantage of it as soon as possible, and leave me before I am perfect in front of you, otherwise, you will feel a blow."
Chen Jiaming shook his head and said, "I'm not afraid of being hit. In fact, this matter is not important to me. As long as I can keep watching you silently like this forever, it is enough for me. I don't have extravagant hopes. I can get you, but I hope to be with you and protect you forever, isn’t that okay? Even if you think it’s not possible, you can’t stop me, because this is my personal right, I can choose who I care about? I can choose who my heart cares about most? You can't stop me."
In the end, Chen Jiaming seemed to be a little hoarse, as if he wanted to defend the belief in his heart.
I don't know why he is struggling with this, but what he said really moved me very much. Maybe I have never cared about her feelings, but other than Xie Yan, maybe only he would be concerned about his actions. I do.
If it is said that I am really beautiful and rich, and I am a young rich woman, all of this can be explained, but in fact I am not like this, I don’t have any savings at all, there is only one reason why he treats me like this It can be explained, that is to say, he has real feelings for me, and this kind of feeling is a love that does not expect to reciprocate, but the kind of pure feeling that wants to protect me.
I said that he once wanted something in return, but for me, this kind of desire is simply impossible, and I can't satisfy her at all, so he can only settle for the next best thing, wanting to guard by my side, eternal protection Me, be my patron saint.
For Chen Jiaming, I will always be just a ship he wants to protect, while they want to be a harbor to protect me.
When the wind is smooth and the water is smooth, the ship often has to go to sea. No matter how big the wind and waves are ahead, he has to go for it. Only when he is really injured will he return to the harbor.
Chen Jiaming never expected to get anything in return from me. He just wanted to know my safety, and she was satisfied when he knew that I was living well. As long as he could make me live well, he would be willing to do whatever he did.
This is a selfless love, a love that sacrifices oneself for the sake of others.