Jiang Shao wants to turn back

As the saying goes, the more critical you are, the more you can see your status and value in the hearts of others. These words speak directly to Jiang Li's heart.

At this time, he was so shy in his pocket that he finally knew his own value. Although he had already prepared himself psychologically, it seemed that it was not so easy to face and accept it.

Even so, he still didn't give up on his movie, and he didn't reveal to his family the difficulties he was going through. Although An Jingluo would ask before, but after he changed the subject with a smile, he didn't ask again. better.

The multiplied output of dependence, distress and love makes him no matter how many bad things he has outside, but when he comes home and sees her and Zuo Zuo, the haze in his heart will always be swept away.

Since the most straight path has changed recently, the only way to save the country is to save the country with a curve. Originally, I planned to take a vacation to stay at home with An Jingluo and witness Xiao Jianghuaizuo's growth with her, but in the end I arranged other work .

And An Jingluo expressed his understanding, and in turn told him to take good care of his body. She would take good care of Jiang Huaizuo and both parents.

He will never forget what An Jingluo said to him: "You are an existence like the sun in this world, as long as you can continue to shine and bring warmth and hope to people who like you, including me, I will I will always support you, even if one day you are tired and want to rest, Zuo Zuo and I will smile and wait for you to come back, so just do what you want to do without any scruples!"

It is because of her encouragement that he can let go of the anxiety and agitation in his heart, accept the job calmly, and steadily film, music and movies. He will not give up, just wait for the time being.

He will not give up on love and family, and one day he will bring them to appear in the public fair and square, and give them a dignified name.

He didn't expect to wait for so long, and there were worse and more unacceptable things waiting for him.

The movie that was filmed at that time was in a ravine with extremely poor signal. If he wanted to get in touch with An Jingluo, he had to go a long way and climb up a small hill with a low altitude, and he had to go to a tree to get paid. to the signal.

So he can't contact her every day. Now that she thinks about it, she probably wishes he wouldn't contact her every day. Otherwise, how could he have a chance to find a new love? !
Now that he thinks about it, he still feels angry. It doesn’t matter if his phone doesn’t have a signal when he’s filming. The fourth brother also strictly prevents him from chatting with others, and doesn’t answer any external information about him, as if to isolate him from the world.

And he was also stupid, thinking in his heart that this was the worst outcome anyway, and there was no other news that could attract his interest, so he simply put his heart away and stayed in the crew to film the movie wholeheartedly, and ran to the tree to follow him the next day. An Jingluo made a phone call.

So when he finally got a break to go home, he had no idea the world as he knew it had changed.

On the day he came home, An Jingluo was extraordinarily enthusiastic, not the kind of enthusiasm that Xiao Biesheng is better than newlyweds, but the kind that seems to never see him again in this life, this is the last time we meet, the depths of his eyes are full of various emotions enthusiasm.

The two had a big meal, drank wine, and then leaned together to chat, mostly he was talking and An Jingluo was listening.She leaned in his arms, her big black and white eyes were full of water under the effect of alcohol, she just looked at him full of admiration, admiration and affection.

Later he got drunk and only had a very vague idea of ​​what happened next. An Jingluo seemed to say something in his ear, as if something dripped on his lips, and he licked it subconsciously. The taste was Salty and astringent, very like the taste of bitter wine tasted in a dream.

He clearly remembered that he had been dreaming that night, some were dreams within dreams, and some came out one after the other, but the strange thing was that all the dreams were nightmares, and the endings were not good or even tragic.

But even so, he didn't wake up the whole time, he didn't know when An Jingluo left, and he didn't know what truth that matched the dream was waiting for him in reality.

As if telepathic, An Jingluo's clarification meeting at the airport had just begun, and he miraculously woke up, and the first thing he did when he woke up was to find An Jingluo, and the second thing was to look at his phone. And clicked on Weibo with great precision.

He didn't know why he did this, because according to his usual habits, he didn't like to touch his mobile phone when he was at home on vacation, and he wouldn't take the initiative to click on Weibo unless necessary.

So when he saw this video marked with a big explosive word on the hot search, he was completely stunned. He went in blankly and saw the person who was supposed to be sleeping in his arms, but at this moment The face is nestled sweetly in another man's arms, and the most ironic thing is that he not only knows but also is very familiar with that man --- Xiang Yu.

When he heard her say that Xiang Yu was her fiancé, his slumped face dropped to freezing point, but the bottom of his heart burst into a completely different anger. Well done, he wanted to see if An Jingluo could do it again. Say something he doesn't know.

The result really surprised him. She not only said that Xiang Yu was her fiancé, but also said that the relationship between the two was stable. This time, she wanted to go abroad with him. The possibility of emigration was not ruled out. The two held hands together The glittering ring on his face made his eyes hurt, and it made his heart hurt even more.

Shouldn't An Jingluo's fiance be him?Isn't the only thing she can wear on her hand is the ring he gave her?Isn't the relationship stable with him?Who gave her the courage to go abroad and emigrate?

I thought it would make him even more angry, but he didn't expect her words to make him even more angry. He was so angry that he was so angry that he wanted to pull her out of the phone and severely punish her for her nonsense.

An Jingluo said that she has no abnormal relationship with him at all, they are just colleagues, an innocent relationship between an artist and an assistant.As for the scandals on the Internet, they were all fake. She didn't fall in love with herself, nor did she have a secret marriage. The person she loved was just the man next to her from the beginning to the end.

Just an innocent colleague relationship?Not in love?love others?

He was laughed out of anger at the time, he never knew that An Jingluo's acting skills would be so good, he believed her words for a moment, but why didn't she say that she had no children?
Since she has denied everything between them, why can't she also erase Jiang Huaizuo from her life?Wouldn't her words be more convincing in that way, wouldn't Xiang Yu be more determined to her.

At that time, he was so stimulated by An Jingluo's words that he couldn't think at all. His mind was full of pictures of her leaning against other men, and the opening and closing of her red lips shaped like the bow of Cupid that shot at him. It was a ruthless arrow quenched with poison, each of which was precisely aimed at his heart, making him feel so painful that he couldn't bear to live.

When he finally saw her walking towards the airport waiting room holding Xiang Yu's arm, he suddenly came back to his senses, no, he couldn't just let her go like this, nothing she said was true, there must be something in between What a misunderstanding, what he is most afraid of is that once she leaves like this, she will never come back!
Although his anger level was about to break through the sky at that time, his basic rationality was barely online. He quickly dialed the number of his fourth brother and asked him to take him to the airport.

The fourth brother faltered on the other end of the phone, and he directly said a harsh word, if he didn't show up downstairs within a minute, he would go there by himself.

These words were not a threat to the fourth brother, he was [-]% sure that the fourth brother was downstairs now, and sure enough the other end of the phone hesitated for a second and asked him to go downstairs, saying to take him to the airport.

Along the way, no matter how earnestly the fourth brother tried to persuade him to calm down, and when he had something to say, don't make a big noise and affect his image, he didn't listen to it, and only one thought was in his mind: Why did An Jingluo meet? Do this to him?
The moment he saw her in the waiting room of the airport, he felt that she still loved him, otherwise he would not have been so pleasantly surprised when he saw his eyes, and the shining light in her eyes was only when she looked at him. I have seen it.

But that moment was fleeting, and An Jingluo returned to the same indifference and alienation as in the video when he was mentioned. The sweetness, affection, and lingering in her eyes disappeared completely, and the calmness was hard to set off. any waves.

Xiang Yu seemed to mind his appearance very much, not only glared at him, but also expressed a lot of disdain in his words. At that time, the fire he had barely suppressed on the road rose again, what qualifications did he have to take An Jingluo away?
In the end, the two were still alone, and An Jingluo explained the reason why she wanted to leave extremely calmly and calmly. The more calm she said, the more cloudy and cold it seemed to him.

She knows that she has no money, so she wants someone richer than him; she knows that she can't give her the kind of love that can hold hands and walk in the sun openly, so she needs to find someone who can give her this; she knows her The love is gone in him, so find someone who can give her all of it.

The most cruel thing was that she said that she was going to find true love, and Jiang Huaizuo left it to him, and even begged him to let her go in the end, not to delay her finding true love, and not to hinder her happiness.

At that time, he was completely dumbfounded when he heard these words, his throat was terribly astringent, his nose was sharp and painful, even his tongue was slightly bitter, his eye sockets were also slightly hot, and tears were pouring into his eyes uncontrollably.

Enduring the crying tears and the pain of a knife, he clenched his fists and clenched his teeth to restrain the trembling of his whole body and his legs that almost fell down, and asked An Jingluo seriously and seriously. Do you want to give up the relationship of so many years, abandon him and Zuo Zuo, and never come back?
An Jingluo hesitated and remained silent for a long time, until the hope in his heart gradually came to life, she was also reluctant, right?In the end, she still nodded and didn't say a word to him!

"Go away!" That was his last love for her, he compromised and let her go.
"Don't regret it!" That was the beginning of his hatred for her, don't regret it, because once she regrets it, he will soften his heart.