Jiang Shao wants to turn back

Jiang Li will never forget the moment when An Jingluo left him, she looked directly into his eyes with a fierce determination in the helplessness that she had never seen before, and her voice was slow, clear and full of Without flinching, he resolutely said the words that he still can't forget.

"You don't allow me to find the happiness you can't give me. Are you trying to stop me from finding my true love and freedom?"

At that moment, he felt that all the things he believed in in his heart had collapsed. He lost, lost completely, and he also willingly surrendered. Didn't he just let her go?He let go and stopped holding her back.

You want true love, I gave it to you before, you want freedom, now I give it to you, give you freedom, give you!for you! !Give you all! ! !
In the end, when An Jingluo passed by him, he kept his head down and his eyes closed. He didn't look at her for the last time, didn't see any expression on her face, and he didn't see her secret hidden in his sleeve. The palm that was pierced by forcing herself not to cry out in front of him, also didn't see the scene where she cried heartbroken and vomited in a corner that he couldn't see.

He didn't know how he got home, and he couldn't hear what the other people around him said to him. He just watched the faces floating in front of him numbly, watching their lips move. moved, but not a word they said entered the ears.

At that time, he seemed to be in a vacuum, and he seemed to be the only one left in the world, surrounded by darkness, and he didn't cry, laugh, or speak in that darkness, and everything around him was blocked out.

At that time, he seemed to have thought a lot. He had thought about the things between him and An Jingluo for so many years. It was only a few years, but when he thought about it, he suddenly felt that a lifetime had passed.

It seemed that he hadn't thought about anything, otherwise he wouldn't remember his feelings at that time at all, and he wouldn't remember any fluctuations in his memories at all.

In the end, it was Jiang Huaizuo's cry that brought him back to reality from the vacuum. Xiaotuanzi, who was just over one year old, cried and crawled on top of him. On his hands, a few tears splashed like they were falling on his heart.

He was sobbing and sobbing in his arms, calling mommy in an indistinct milky voice, and grabbing the corner of his clothes to call daddy when he saw that he was ignoring him. Broken.

But at that time, he could only hug him and cry with him, Zuo Zuo had no mother, and he had no lover, and it was only the two of them who lived together.

At the end of the crying, Zuo Zuo stopped crying. He couldn't figure out why his father would cry with him, and he didn't know why he hadn't seen his mother. Usually, whenever he opened his eyes, he could see the tender smile of his mother. face smiling at him.

He didn't know what happened but he felt something was wrong, otherwise why would his father cry like him, and the mother-in-law who was always good to him disappeared, leaving only another mother-in-law who was good to him by his side, but that mother-in-law Why did she shed tears, but he didn't hear her voice.

He locked himself in the room for two days without eating or drinking, and he didn't take a step out of the room, and no one bothered him. Two days later, he opened the room like a newborn. The whole person looked the same as before, but Everyone knew he was different.

If he was gentle, sunny and handsome before, now he is low-key, calm and full of alienation and indifference. He seems not to be able to smile anymore, except when facing his family and other people, he has no desire to smile at all. He has too much to do.

The day after An Jingluo left, he received a sum of money in his card. He didn't know whether the money was a sudden outpouring of kindness from the previous investor or it happened to be related to An Jingluo's departure.

But at that time, he didn't think that much at all. Maybe he didn't want to admit that the money had anything to do with An Jingluo. If she left, she left. No matter what reason she left, he would never forgive her.

At the same time, an actress who had worked with him several times took the opportunity to come to him. She pretended to be an investor, but he knew what she wanted, so he refused without hesitation and continued to concentrate on her career.

He has to work harder than before and make extraordinary achievements for the world to see. He does this not for fame and fortune, not to disgust the company boss and investors, but to make An Jingluo regret it, and let her who is far away in the world do it for her. I regret the decision I made!

He did not agree to renew the contract with the company. No matter how many good things the boss said, he was not tempted by all kinds of threats and temptations, and he firmly refused without any hesitation or hesitation.

Then, while completing the countless jobs that the company gave him with the idea of ​​squeezing out the day, he was basically turning around like a robot. He didn't complain at all, maybe he could only fill his head with work. He didn't have much energy to think about An Jingluo.

Of course, besides work, he is not idle either. His own studio is in preparation, and his own movie is also in full swing. It cannot be denied that the large sum of money has indeed solved many of his urgent needs.

But what puzzled him was that the actress who gave him money in the name of an investor not only didn't ask to interfere with the preparation of his personal studio, nor did she make any demands, but just stayed by his side when she had time, Those who are familiar with him help him with chores.

He doesn't need any of these and doesn't want other women to get too close to him. These are all thanks to An Jingluo. The shadow she brought to him this time is extremely heavy, so heavy that when he sees a woman, he subconsciously frowns and wants to resist. .

The actress didn't seem to care about his attitude towards her, and she was still smiling by his side. In the end, he chose to ignore her. In public, she would come and treat her whenever she liked, as long as she didn't bother him, anyway. The gossip and rumors from the outside world have no effect on him.

Time can heal not only bloody wounds, but also rewards for those who are capable and courageous. Jiang Li has both, but the healing is slow and the rewards are many.

Soon he successfully terminated the contract, and then announced the establishment of his personal studio, and then the film produced by him also went online as scheduled. Once it went online, it was a dark horse at the box office, creating many firsts and miracles.

Then he announced that he would quit the entertainment circle, and there was an uproar when the news came out.This news was not a deliberate impulse because of anger or revenge on An Jingluo, but a decision made after careful consideration.

The purpose of his entry into the entertainment circle was to sing, to let more people hear his singing, and also to tell him that he would go to his concert when the little man blinked his bright eyes, so He has been working hard to achieve it, which is his original intention.

Later, he received professional training, and with a small stage for him to sing, more people heard his voice, and he was lucky to have fans.

Then he moved into a more professional music field, the stage got bigger and bigger, more and more people liked to listen to his singing, and the girl who was his pillar and confidence also came to him as promised.

He has always felt that he is happy and lucky. How can He De have so many fans who follow him and support him? Sansheng was lucky to meet someone who wanted to be with him for the rest of his life at the age of first love.

Engaging in the job he likes and singing the song he likes, he thought all this would continue forever, but he didn't expect it to end so unexpectedly, it came to an abrupt end on a cloudy morning, and the sky in his heart collapsed.

After his confidence and courage both collapsed, he had doubts about the work he continued to do for the first time. He thought a lot, doubted and relieved a lot, and finally made a difficult decision to quit the entertainment industry.

He wants to spend more time with his family, to accompany his parents who are getting older, and to witness Zuozuo’s growth bit by bit. He has gained a lot and missed a lot. Now he wants to Change your way of life.

Looking back, his original aspirations, goals, and dreams have been overfulfilled, and many other gains have been given to him. He is very content and grateful, but he has to go on his own way in the future.

He knew that once this decision was made, there would be many voices of persuasion, consolation and resistance, but he had made up his mind to go, and there was nothing that could make him turn back.

I am very grateful and ashamed for the love of the fans, the cultivation of the company and the favor of the seniors, especially I feel that I have let down the love of the fans for him, so perhaps we should bid farewell to them in a more gentle way.

So before he left, he held a concert and sang all his songs since his debut in several consecutive concerts. He couldn't help but get red eyes while singing. It turns out that he has gone through so much for many years.

After the original performance, the fans asked him to add another show. Without hesitation, he agreed to add an ultimate farewell concert. Not only did he upgrade the stage and audio equipment at his own expense for the last show, but the ticket price for the concert was the same. Only 13.14 yuan, and every fan present will also receive a gift carefully prepared by him.

The theme of the last concert is "Farewell, Jianghu. Although the parting is sad and tearful, but if it has been a long time, we will be able to see each other again later. Doesn't it sound so unacceptable?" !
He created a dream for his fans, and he also created a dream for himself. No one can predict the future. What everyone can do is to cherish the present and live a good life, and always be full of hope for tomorrow. After all, the future can be expected.

After the vigorous concert ended, he quickly devoted himself wholeheartedly to the work of the studio, using his previous contacts and resources to promote the signed newcomers on TV bit by bit. He had a good vision, and the newcomers were competitive and lucky. Thanks to the blessing, he quickly stood out from the crowd of young people of the same age.

But these are not enough, he wants to make his career bigger and more successful, and use practical actions to prove how outrageous An Jing's mistakes are.