As deep as you are as hell

When He Xin saw me for the first time, he said that my emotional state might be abnormal, but he suggested that I go to a regular hospital for examination and treatment.

But since that visit, he has never seen me again, so where did he base his claim that I was severely depressed?
And at the beginning, I told him that I had severe insomnia, but He Xin told me clearly at that time that he was just a small family doctor, and there was no way to buy sleep medicine.

But when he finally prescribed me the medicine, he gave me quite a lot of sleep medicine!

"Is there any other medicine?" The doctor continued to ask me, with more and more complicated emotions on his face.

I honestly shook my head: "I keep all the other medicines at home, but I took pictures of those bottles."

The phone was handed to the doctor.

"They are all marked as antidepressant drugs, and there is no big problem from the functional indications, but this is the first time I have seen the name of the drug and the mark on the bottle. The family doctor told you How did he get his medicine?"

"Imported from abroad." That's why the price is so high, and I have to pay him back 20.

"Then how long have you been taking these medicines?"

I thought about it carefully: "It's been about half a month."

However, I take medicine frequently. I take medicine immediately when I have a headache and when I can’t sleep. I have become seriously dependent on these medicines.

"I'll help you send it to the quality inspection department for inspection first. Don't take these medicines for a few days and take the medicine prescribed by the hospital instead. Is it okay?"

Sitting next to me, Wu Hao suddenly inserted a sentence: "Doctor, do you think that her sudden fainting this time may have something to do with these medicines?"

But I feel that with He Xin's personality, she will definitely not think of harming me.There may be some misunderstanding in this?
Doctors are not good at jumping to conclusions: "Let's wait for the quality inspection results to come out first."

He also reminded me to pay attention to rest, especially to take medicine on time these days, and to finish the examination that should be done tomorrow.

I agreed one by one and watched the doctor go away.

The atmosphere in the ward became quiet again, Wu Hao handed me the peeled apple, and heard my slightly apologetic words: "I apologize to you for what happened last time."

What she was talking about was that at the party, I slapped Wu Hao and slandered Wu Hao for "hands-on" with me and had no good intentions.Afterwards, I asked Chu Ting to cut off all contact with them.

Wu Hao probably never imagined that it was a woman who destroyed their friendship for so many years.

"Sister-in-law...I always feel that this address is used to me, otherwise I should call you like this." Wu Hao showed a shy smile and touched the back of his head, "Actually, I was not angry at the time. I can see that you The relationship with Ating was very strange at that time, so I invited you to dance."

"After seeing the wound on your face, I suffered from an occupational disease... I didn't expect that I was running into the muzzle of a gun and became a tool for you two to vent your anger."

I lowered my head and twisted a corner of the white quilt with my fingers. The guilt in my heart was not relieved by Wu Hao's comfort.

"Actually, at that dance, it wasn't the first time I met you in the true sense." Wu Hao's eyes were bright, and his face was very obedient, like a soft and cute milk dog.

I suddenly raised my head and looked at him fixedly.

"The first time I saw you was near Yaomeng's garden. At that time, there were people coming and going on the street, and you stood out by yourself in the crowd."

When he was about to go forward, I took the initiative to talk to a man in a wheelchair and sent him to his destination.

"At that time, I felt that this girl was actually very heart-warming. Later in the park, I saw Chu Ting standing next to you."

My ponytail has been untied, and my hair is scattered down to waist length, which also covers most of my face.

"Later, did Chu Ting really cut off contact and business cooperation with you?" I became more and more uneasy, admitting that I was really too impulsive at the beginning.

Wu Hao's answer made me look forward to and fear at the same time. I unconsciously leaned slightly to the left, trying to hear his answer better.

Wu Hao sighed: "I also thought it was strange at the beginning. How could Chu Ting, our friend for such a long time, turn his back on him? explain……"

But Chu Ting didn't explain anything, instead, his friends were very angry with him, and many of them couldn't hold back their fists.

Wu Hao concluded with one sentence: "Everyone knew Chu Ting when he was at his worst, and they also said that they would accompany each other on a long, long journey. But this time Chu Ting's actions really annoyed everyone. It is estimated that in the future, they will have nothing to do with each other.”

My head drooped deeply again.

The moon outside the window climbed up the treetops and shed bright light, but it couldn't shine into the days full of filth and darkness.

In the end, Chu Ting also slowly embarked on a road of betrayal, but I don't know how much of it is because of me.

Probably Wu Hao also felt unhappy about mentioning Chu Ting, so he changed the subject: "Sister-in-law, don't you really think about having a facial revision surgery?"

I smiled: "I just want to remind myself with this face."

Reminding myself of what qualifications I have to stand side by side with Chu Ting, reminding myself not to be overwhelmed and delusional, and reminding myself that I can't just swallow the bullying I have suffered.

Ji Jiayan's words echoed in my ears again, and he asked me: "After all, Ms. Chen might as well guess who is behind the troubles?"

It seems that I have to investigate this matter in the follow-up. I can also go to the police station tomorrow to see how the investigation is progressing.

Wu Hao hesitated to speak: "I just think my sister-in-law has such a beautiful face, with this scar, it's like white jade with more flaws, and it makes people feel flustered."

I replied lightly, "I think this face looks good now."

I don't have an absolute concept of beauty and ugliness. It's just that when I was a wife, Qin Lang always regarded me as his personal belongings because of my appearance, and used me to make dirty money, power and sex transactions.

I checked the time on my phone, it was past twelve o'clock in the morning.Wu Hao has been in bed for a long time, I am too embarrassed to bother him, and I urge him to go back and rest quickly.

Wu Hao was a little worried about me: "Then sister-in-law, you stay in the hospital alone, is that okay? How about I hire a nurse for you?"

I shook my head and rejected the offer: "I can take care of myself, I have been to this hospital many times, maybe I am more familiar with it than you."

Under my insistence, Wu Hao finally left.

Before leaving, he asked me to save his contact information, so that if I encounter any difficulties, I can call him immediately.

That night, I didn't sleep well.

I don't know what I dreamed about, but my brows were furrowed all the time, my heart was lifted tightly but I couldn't let it go, and the heavy stone was pressed against my throat, making me unable to breathe.

"Don't...don't, you are slandering my father, how could my father be like that..."

"You don't know anything! You're talking nonsense!"

I curled up tightly under the quilt, still feeling the coldness penetrating into my skin.In the end, I shrunk to the side of the hospital bed, with an uneasy expression all the time.

I seemed to be half asleep and half awake, and countless storms surged in my mind, engulfing the memories.

In the dark, it seemed that someone held my hand and gently embraced me in his arms: "Chen Jiao, I am here."

The rough fingertips gently wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes. In that embrace, lingered the clear and cold rosin that I was familiar with.

Early the next morning.

I went to the police station, and the police told me regretfully that they were trying their best to hunt down the people who made trouble in the supermarket before, but they did not track down their whereabouts.

However, the monitoring beside the road and in the store was cut off before, and the scene of the beating was not recorded.This also brought great difficulty to their hunting and tracking work.

The report of my injury examination in the hospital was also sent to the court early in the morning, but the real criminal is still out there.

After I came out of the police station, I still let out a heavy sigh, and my mood did not relax for a moment.

When walking through the street, I was passing by a shop.The music came faintly, but it came into my ears clearly.

"Your unsteadiness is in line with my ups and downs. You are sober in death, and understand that you are smart behind my back."

"I really love you, every sentence is not easy. The drift in the eyes, always clear and insightful at critical moments."

My footsteps stopped suddenly, but the memories related to Chu Ting suddenly flooded my heart at this moment, forming the flood of flooding Jinshan.

Is the scene last night considered my dream?

But if it was a dream, how could it be so real and clear?
But if my dream is not counted, why did I wake up early this morning, and there was no one around me?I asked the nurse, and they also said that no one had entered my ward last night.

I went back to the hotel, packed all the remaining medicine into a bag, and walked uncontrollably to the Qiushan Villa.

"We can also build a few swings here for decoration, doesn't Miss Ji like to sit on swings?" Qing Ning's words were full of excitement, like a sparrow chirping and jumping on a telegraph pole.

Then I heard Qing Ning and another servant discuss how miserable Aunt Shen is now.

My favorite little daisies and violets were originally planted in the flower field, but now they are mercilessly pulled out.The bright and delicate petals are scattered all over the ground, welcoming the result of rotting into mud that is exclusive to him.

My fists are clenched tightly, what kind of bullying did they do to Shen Meng during my absence?

Qing Ning's laughter was rampant and arrogant, but suddenly someone pushed her hard from behind, her body fell straight forward, and she fell into the mud like a dog!

"Who dares to push me?!" Qing Ning's elbows were bloodshot, and she got up in a little embarrassment.

"Chen Jiao, why is it you again?"

As soon as her slap was raised high, I immediately clamped her wrists, Lime's delicate and fair skin soon turned red.

"It just so happens that I'm not happy to see you here." My tone was blunt, and my momentum rose for no reason, "It's rare for me to come back, this time I'll teach you for Chu Ting how to treat others way."

A slap fell on Qing Ning's face crisply, and my palm was hot: "This slap is for me to teach you a lesson for Aunt Shen. You are both paid to work in the Qiushan villa. Who can compare you?" Who is superior? Why do you bully her so much?"

I'm sure that Qing Ning must have done a lot in the villa to bully Shen Meng.