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As if the softest and most sincere heart was touched by the fog of grievances, Jing Shu was caught off guard and burst into tears. She suddenly got up with her mobile phone and walked under the big tree on the side of the road.

Ji Linjiang sent a message: Today is Ding Dong's birthday.

Jing Shu knew it and kept thinking about it.

Dingdang's big and happy smiling face instantly turned her frozen heart into a pool of spring water, full of tenderness and ripples of warmth. She hesitated for a moment and replied to him: I hope the little guy grows up healthy and happy, and I wish Dingdang six happy birthday.

This is the first time in many years that Jingshu replied to his message.

Ji Linjiang didn't reply her for a long time.

Jing Shu was about to turn back when Lao Cheng sent her a video call. Jing Shu was a little surprised. After Lao Cheng was taken by Ji Linjiang to take care of Ding Dong, he only sent a message to her and Xiao Xian once to report that they were safe, and then never again. Unable to reach, Jing Shu hurriedly answered the call.

Lao Cheng hugged Ding Dong and dangled in front of the camera. The moment Ding Dong saw Jing Shu, she was so happy that she was mad. Mom and mother kept yelling. Endless.

She deliberately stayed away from the food stall and stood under a big tree far away.

Seeing her ruddy complexion, Lao Cheng felt relieved and said, "Miss, don't worry about us. We are safe and comfortable here. Ding Dong has many teachers and friends here. The little guy is very happy, but he just misses is you."

Jing Shu said, "Just be happy."

"Ji Linjiang just asked us to contact you, saying that we can keep in touch with you anytime and anywhere in the future." Lao Cheng said, "A while ago, I was asked not to contact you for the time being on the grounds of safety, but now I suddenly agreed, and your relationship has improved He also said that it is up to you whether to tell you where Ding Dong is now."

Jing Shu's heart, which had been hanging high, wobbled and fell to the ground. His heart inexplicably gripped and then fell silent. He actually handed over the right to decide Ding Dong's safety to her at this moment of breaking up. She clearly refused to let Ding Dong admit He, obviously made him mistakenly think that Ding Dong had changed his father, but now he returned Ding Dong's decision-making power to her.

He seems to be expressing trust to her, he rarely trusts her before, especially when she treats the children, he shows great distrust, so he always plays the absolute dictator in the family, all Everything is covered.

But now, at the most dangerous, most broken and most contradictory moment, he began to try to trust her and give her trust.At this juncture, it was a very stupid decision for Ji Linjiang to hand over Ding Dong's safety decision-making power to her.

But he made this decision.

Jing Shu could almost feel his self-denial when he made this decision, he could feel his emotional self-doubt, he was completely denying himself, otherwise he would not return Lao Cheng and Ding Dong to her at this time.

He's dealing with himself and trying to give her real freedom and trust and contingency plans for what she might do wrong.

Even at this moment, he didn't give up on solving the problems with her. This extremely smart man once again solved himself, self-examination and self-correction, self-reflection, tracing back to the source, looking for the root cause of all these problems, Although the character in his bones is difficult to change, he is working hard, confronting himself, reflecting and changing.

Jing Shu subconsciously clenched the phone tightly. Maybe she once fought with Ji Linjiang for the custody of the child, and she tried her best to take Ding Dong to break up with him, because this man has no future and cannot give them a future.

But at this stage, regarding the issue of the child's safety, the two have reached an unprecedented unification and trust in each other. Both she and Ji Linjiang are dedicated to the child's safety and future considerations. She fully trusts him in this regard.

Jing Shu said to Uncle Cheng, "No one should reveal the addresses of you and Ding Dong, and you can't let Xiaoxian know, don't tell me for now, I'm afraid that the phone is tapped, and the information is stolen, just report to me every day that I'm safe , and when all the dust settles, I'll go find you."

"Mom! Mom! Where's Uncle Ji?" Dingdang squeezed his chubby face in front of the screen, "I haven't played games with me for several days! Uncle used to play games with me every night! He even called me Telling stories to sleep with me! Mom! Are you with Uncle Ji now? I want to talk to him! I have finished all the homework he assigned me!"

Jing Shu's face turned pale.

Tinker Bell said, "Mom, Uncle Ji said he was my father and always asked me to call him father!"

Jing Shu was silent for a long time, and asked, "Do you want him to be your father?

"I think! Uncle Ji looks so good-looking! So gentle! He has a much better temper than my mother! Haha! I am very happy with him! Mom! Can I let him be my father! I want him to be me Dad!" Tinker Bell was excited, "If he is my dad, I will be so happy!"

Jing Shu stood under the big tree and fell silent. Although Ji Linjiang committed a heinous crime, his love for his children was complete and pure, it was the nature of a father's love, a clean love.She spent a lot of effort to gradually activate his fatherly love, and witnessed with her own eyes that he developed a complete fatherly love from an emotionally disabled person. She had tried countless times to destroy his fatherly love and let him try it. Feel the pain of losing a family member, taste the pain of a father losing his daughter! taste the pain of so many families and relatives because of his wife's separation.

I want him to feel the pain.

Only by understanding this pain, will you not easily harm others, will not easily tear apart other people's families, and understand the importance of feelings.She has carried out so resolutely to this step, making him feel the pain of losing it again, but when faced with Ding Dang's expectant and naive inquiry, Jing Shu suddenly felt guilty for depriving Ding Dang of her father's love, and her compassion was slightly at this moment. shake.

She opened her mouth, and the words that came to her lips finally hardened her heart, "No, he can't be your father, don't call him father."

Little Ding Dong curled her lips, looked a little unhappy, and walked away angrily with a snort.

Jing Shu briefly explained to Uncle Cheng, and told him that Ding Dang was allergic to pollen, told her to stop playing in the garden, and take her more to participate in practical activities.

Uncle Cheng said, "Miss, you put your heart in your stomach. Mr. Ji has arranged everything clearly and educated the children very well. Ding Dong's life is very regular now, and he is not as self-willed as before. When he encounters problems, he starts to learn." Solve the problem and stop crying and threatening adults."

Jing Shu said "um", hung up the call, and stood there for a long time, leaning on the wall.

Song Sipu sat in front of the wine table in the distance, his eyes followed her all the time, his face became more and more gloomy.

After hanging up the phone, Ji Linjiang's news followed, and he replied with a smile on her face.

Jing Shu stared at the dialog box and quickly typed a string of words: You haven't been punished yet, don't die too soon.

But when she clicked to send, she quickly deleted it again. After a moment of hesitation, she edited another string of text: You haven't fulfilled the law yet, don't die too fast, you can't be cheap like this, life is better than death is the most suitable for you.