seek her

Without waiting for Ji Linjiang to reply, she quickly blocked his WeChat account, and returned to the booth as if nothing had happened. Everyone celebrated Ji Linjiang's overturned boat and drank all over the place. Ran drank too much and hugged Song Sipu's arm to fight for wine.

Song Sipu looked at Jingshu's direction with heavy eyes.

After Jing Shu sat down, she put her hands on her forehead, her heart was very distressed, her mind was full of Xiao Ding's innocent smile, the conscience and compassion brought to her by the child were disintegrating her armor, almost softening her heart , she kept mustering courage to fight, isn't this kind of scene what Ji Linjiang wants?He forcibly made her pregnant and forced her to give birth to a child, just to bind her for the rest of his life!Just to never break up, never let go!Forever entangled with him for a lifetime!He had expected this step from the beginning!And everything went as he expected!Tied her up with a child!The mutual trust derived from the mother's love and father's love of raising a child together seemed to entangle her with an invisible bond.

When the child was young, she didn't think so.

Now that the child is so old, mentioning dad once is a heart-wrenching entanglement, repeatedly entangled in the bottom of my heart, unable to cut off, unable to break, unable to goug out, like a scar of a stubborn disease, which cannot be cured or eradicated, repeated addiction Send it to your heart.

Jing Shu subconsciously clenched his fists, trembling slightly in distress, why did he do this to her!Why do you have to be selfish to this extent, cheating her, hurting her, trampling her and binding her emotions, tears falling down unconsciously, who doesn't suffer!Who is not struggling!Why should she forgive him for his pain, and who will save her, he is so selfish!Love is so selfish!She hated him so much!Hate him to death!Hate so much that I wish I had never lived!

Someone came to her with a strong smell of alcohol and toasted her. Jing Shu took the wine glass and drank it in one gulp. He drank two glasses of baijiu full of liquor, completely unable to relieve the suffocating pain and gloomy despair in her heart. When drinking, the wine glass was firmly held down.

Jing Shu looked up and saw Song Si Pu's sullen face.

She suddenly withdrew her hand and covered her face subconsciously. A four-month-old baby can feel fetal movement. After drinking two glasses of cold white wine, she felt a faint movement in her lower abdomen.

Everything seems to go round and round, everything is in a cycle.

If she gave birth to this child, would she be too sad.

Can't stay at all.

Xu Shi's sudden video call with Ding Dong aroused the maternal love in her heart, and at this moment she felt the fetal movement in her abdomen, and her cold and hard heart softened like that.

She lay face down on the table silently.

Everyone retreated one after another. I don't know how long it took. She felt the fine rain drifting down sporadically, and she stood up staggeringly. Her life was over, and her life was also over. Lost Ji Linjiang.

Even if he died, she couldn't get rid of it.

This heart was pierced with a knife full of holes by him, and he couldn't pull it out no matter what.

Fear and hatred go deep into the bone marrow, entanglement and bloodlines are forever parted.

So cruel, he's always been so cruel.

The momentary sympathy and wavering almost caused her spirit to be severely damaged.

Maybe it was because she was shaking too much after being drunk, Song Sipu suddenly grabbed her arm, Jing Shu was caught off guard and crashed into his arms, she grabbed the clothes on his chest, buried her face in his arms and cried Flowing into a river, the hatred and grievances held in his chest poured out, and he couldn't cry, "Why do you want to do this."

She beat his chest hard and cried bitterly, "Why, what on earth did I do to suffer such retribution? Shouldn't I resist, hate, struggle, and seek justice? It's because I have no ability ...it's all my fault..."

Song Sipu frowned slightly, watching her cry in despair, the anger in her eyes dissipated, and the unexplained pain in her heart spread little by little. She had seen this woman cry three times. He kept crying, begging for mercy, and fearing.Once she begged him for help in tears in front of the barbecue stall, and that time he was sure she was faking.The last time was at this moment, he felt her hidden helplessness and despair, such a strong sadness.So all the cruel things he had done to her came back, and what he feared the most happened after all. Those pasts that he refused to face were overcoming the iron wall of taboos in his heart to eat back at him bit by bit, burying the pain Give it back to him thousands of times.

Her face was full of tears, she looked up at his handsome and troubled face, her hands subconsciously touched his jade face, "Song Sipu, why didn't you like me earlier." Her tears seemed to be broken The beads of the thread wobbled, "Why did you become someone else's warrior and stab the knife at me?"

Song Sipu's eyes were slightly red, and his thin lips were pursed even tighter.

"I used to like you so much." Jing Shu murmured, beating his chest, "If you liked me earlier, why would so many things happen..."

Song Sipu stood quietly in the rain, as if standing in the center of the whole city, bright and noisy, but he heard the sound of ocean waves, wave after wave washing over his heart, but everything was still.