seek her

"Why is it so late." Jing Shu murmured, raised his hand to push him away, and staggered forward, "It's too late, it's too late..."

She seems to have made an important decision at such a moment that she is going to take this child, and if this child is born, it will be too sad for her.

Before today, she even thought about using this child to check and balance Song Sipu. With this child, he would not dare to hurt Dingdang. With two children holding back two men, no one dared to hurt another's child.

She planned to give birth to this child so calmly and rationally, and used this child to seek more ways of life and security for her and Ding Dong. She even used this child to realize the ambition born of her hatred and let them kill each other. Use two children to seize all the property of these two men.

These dangerous thoughts stimulated by hatred were all disintegrated when she faced Ding Ding just now, and her competitive spirit fell apart instantly in front of the child's innocent and pure smile. fight.

Therefore, the child cannot be born.

Once he was born, she would be forever entangled with Song Sipu, which was too sad.

It was like the sympathy and wavering she felt for Ji Linjiang when she faced Ding just now.

It really killed her, she was not as cruel as them after all.

She was crying as she walked, Song Sipu slightly motioned to the driver beside him, the driver came over with a black umbrella, and he put the umbrella on top of her head, as if covering her under dry wings, covering her side Wind and rain, walk slowly with her, see her cry, listen to her laugh, accompanied by occasional cursing.

Her feet slipped and she almost fell, Song Sipu caught her suddenly, Jing Shu looked at his face with drunken eyes, she had seen enough, she suddenly wrapped her arms around his neck and tiptoed and kissed his lips.

Song Sipu was slightly shocked.

Jing Shu's proactive kiss was soft and fiery, full of vengeance after drunkenness, a bit self-defeating, like the pain and contradictions suppressed in her heart, hated and sad and then collapsed, chopping constantly, rationale still chaotic, crumpling a heart broken.As much as she wanted to take revenge on these dog men, her kisses were so fiery and turbulent. The tip of her tongue touched Song Sipu's lips and teeth, and she could smell the faint aroma of wine between his lips. Song Sipu never responded calmly to slowly.

The canopy of the umbrella fell into the rain, and his heart, which had been sedated and unwavering, suddenly became turbulent at this moment. He never thought that he would get a response from her. Her person and heart were occupied by another man, and she never expected her forgiveness, so he acted recklessly. The confrontation, the unscrupulous confrontation, pushed her as far away as possible, and did not give each other any chance for a story to happen.

She doesn't love him, and he doesn't need to spend his time on her. The two of them are like two lines that never intersect. possible.

He has always been soberly aware, so he never got close to her. Even if she once took the initiative to ask him for peace, he can still keep a safe distance with his heart. Everything has nothing to do with feelings, she just wants to use him, that's all.

Because there will never be a response, because there will never be a possibility, so I don’t want to approach, and I don’t want to pay. Approaching will only bring you a deadly knife, and giving will only bring you destruction.

She hated him, hated him, it was so clearly engraved in her eyes, and she couldn't hide her smile.

She was in front of him, everything was fake.

However, Jing Shu's active kiss at this moment is so captivating. He responded to her kiss, and she further responded to him. Although she closed her eyes and was in a daze, her response was so precious, and she responded to his every inch. Lips, tossed and turned to respond to his warmth, the focused and serious response pulled his cold and cautious heart closer.

Every time she responded to him, his heart let go of his guard and moved closer to her, a little closer, and a little more cautiously.

His kiss went from the initial temptation to the gradual warmth, and then the enthusiasm that slowly turned from defense to offense.

The ashes that had long been extinguished in her heart slowly ignited clusters of unknown small flames at this moment, and under her active response, they burned more and more vigorously.

It was as if the dry ancient well was oozing out from the chapped surface at this moment, and the dead heart was slowly rekindling at this moment, and the nameless fire in the heart was rekindled.

On a night of drizzling rain, the black sports car slowly stopped by the side of the road. Ji Linjiang took in the whole scene with a pale face.

On the streets where umbrellas are blooming, in the alleyway where the drizzle is hazy, the warm and wet feeling is like a girl's kiss, cool and cool on the skin, Jing Shu took the initiative to respond to Song Sipu, she hugged him, and responded to every inch of his enthusiasm And soft, kissing his tenderness and proportion, the two are like a talented couple in love, kissing on the street.

The gleam of hope spreading in Ji Linjiang's eyes disappeared silently at this moment, leaving only messy ashes as if there was no possibility of rekindling. Change the status quo of him and Xiao Min a little bit, he can't handle Xiao Min, her heart, her body, her person.

If so, don't change it.

Xiao Min didn't care.

Whether he is dead or alive, whether he changes or not, she doesn't care.

Why bother.

He whispered a word.

Ah Chu kicked the accelerator and sped the car out, gradually drifting away, and finally disappeared at the end of the long street.

At this time, Jing Shu felt resentful sobriety from the turmoil of drunkenness, she suddenly pushed Song Sipu away forcefully in retaliation, and staggered towards the end of the long street.

On that night, Jin Yi received the news that Ji Linjiang had disappeared from the hospital, and jumped up from the bed, "Did you abscond? Where did you go? How did you leave? Isn't there a police officer guarding the door!"

The world evaporates.

Jing Shu was brought home by Song Sipu drunkenly, she fell on the bed in a daze, naked, Song Sipu loosened the tie a little angrily, leaned over her, hesitated for a moment, he Kissed her lips.

The soft lips intertwined, so his kiss became deeper and hotter, as if he wanted to kiss the traces of other men on her body, the unforgivable sins he had committed, and those unbearable memories, Jing Shu's Her body seemed to be ignited by him, and she obviously didn't know what she was doing, sinking indulgently.

Song Sipu looked deeply at her tightly closed eyes, looked at her drowsy and half-awake face, his panting restrainedly sprinkled on her cheeks, and after a long pause, he finally got up slowly, fastened his He took off his belt and let her go.

It didn't take long for Jingshu to develop allergic symptoms, and the high fever persisted. In the middle of the night, he took her to the hospital. Because she was pregnant and drunk, Song Sipu was scolded by the doctor, but he didn't say a word.

Jing Shu woke up in the early morning of the next day, and found himself in the hospital in a daze.

The attending physician, Jiang Jingshu, also said, "If you dare to drink so much alcohol while pregnant, do you still want the child? How are you acting like an adult, and you have no sense of responsibility at all? If the child's nervous system is damaged, you feel guilty." lifetime!"

Jing Shu silently sat on the edge of the bed, touched her stomach subconsciously, she turned to look at Song Sipu, "Did you bring me here?" Her memory stayed in front of the wine table at the food stall, her heart was depressed and suffocated, and she was impulsive. He drank two glasses of wine to numb his broken heart.

After that, there is no memory.

Song Sipu sat on the sofa and flipped through magazines, ignoring her.

While the two were silent, Assistant Ning hurried over and said urgently, "Si Pu, why has your phone been turned off for so long? I couldn't get through even after calling you in the middle of the night!"

"out of battery."

"Don't you know how to charge the battery? Did you know that Ji Linjiang escaped from under the nose of the police?" Assistant Ning said, "Ji Linjiang didn't know how to avoid the police guarding the door last night and left the ward. His whereabouts are unknown now. Is he a real fugitive now?"