sinking in his peril

Lu Yurong replied impatiently: "How about remembering? How about not remembering? Well, even if I was crazy about her, I can't remember at this moment. Besides, what's the use? To be honest , Now, if you let me believe that I love her, it is almost impossible, how can I be fascinated and like such a shallow woman?"

Sang Xinrou looked at Lu Yurong in astonishment, sighed and said, "It's scary if a man becomes ruthless. When she loves, she's like an angel. When she doesn't love, she becomes a devil. Lu Yurong, if One day, you suddenly remembered the old things, I really don’t know whether you want to cry or laugh?! Forget it, I have no choice, but, Lu Yurong, I have something to tell you, you don’t like Zhizhi anymore. Sister Zhi, I still can't fall in love with you, what will happen in the future, only God knows, anyway, I know that I like Tao Zi, not you, don't force me, and don't make things difficult for yourself, we can only be friends, now you can Go home and recuperate, so my care is over, okay?"

Lu Yurong smiled confidently and said, "Xinrou, we are a destined couple. No matter what you think, you belong to me."

"No wonder!" Sang Xinrou curled her lips and said disdainfully, "Do you really think you are a prince riding a white horse? I just don't like a man like you. It's too simple and boring. Besides, you The story is like a movie played in front of my eyes, how can I have a story with you again? Let's go, I guess the formalities have been completed, let's go home and rest obediently."

When the phone rang, Sang Xinrou looked down, smiled, and said: "It's Xi Yao, I haven't heard from her for a long time, it's rare that she would take the initiative to ask me out, I thought she was only staying by Sima's side, okay, no I chatted with you, I am going to date a good friend, I will contact you when I have time."

Under the sun, Bai Xiyao looked a little haggard and slightly sad. She smiled and looked a little reluctantly. It's only been a few days since she saw her. How did she look like this?

"Xi Yao, what's the matter?" Sang Xinrou asked worriedly, "I haven't seen you for a few days, why did you suddenly become so haggard, as if recovering from a serious illness? Did something happen? I haven't seen you at work these days You, I heard from Director Gao that you have been asking for leave all the time, concentrating on the articles on the old site, and sent a few articles to the past. I have read them and they are well written. It is rare that Director Gao will praise you, hehe, it will not be that you are tired of the articles right?"

"Not anymore, I just didn't have a good rest." Bai Xiyao smiled, her tone didn't sound particularly focused, as if she had been distracted all the time, "By the way, do you have time? I want to go shopping with you. I haven't gone shopping together for a long time." Now, the weather is getting colder and colder, I want to buy some beautiful clothes to wear."

"Okay, it's easy." Sang Xinrou nodded briskly, and then thought again, "By the way, aren't you going to marry Sima? Don't you have to take care of the things needed for the wedding? Do you have time to go shopping? Or are you going to buy some beautiful things?" Clothes to wear after marriage?"

Facing Sang Xinrou's question, Bai Xiyao just said in a flat tone: "The wedding has been cancelled, and I suddenly realized that I don't love him, it's just a fascination for a while, and he is also a novelty to me for a while, that's all. "

Sang Xinrou opened her eyes wide and wanted to say something, but Bai Xiyao took her by the arm and walked into a store together, walking back and forth in front of various products.

Xiao Yi watched Bai Xiyao and Sang Xinrou walk into a coffee shop after shopping for a day, sat down in the clinical seat, and asked Gan Nan with some puzzlement: "What's wrong with her? Why did she suddenly refuse to marry the master?"

Gan Nan shook his head: "I don't know, she didn't say anything, she just called the master and said that she would cancel the wedding. The master said that this was the third time she mentioned it, and she said it twice before. The master only thought that she would cancel the wedding." It was a temporary emotion, and I didn't care about it. However, after the phone call this time, the owner said that it should be canceled. The owner said, that's fine, so as not to delay her life's happiness. In fact, the owner doesn't love her. Just a pity."

Xiao Yi let out a long breath, and said regretfully: "I thought that Bai Xiyao could make the master's heart beat once, even if it was fake and superficial, she could get a little warmth, but the result is like this, it's really sad, However, it doesn't matter if you don't marry, the master only has his wife in his heart, and he can't tolerate others. Even if Bai Xiyao really marries, it's just a sad thing. In fact, I would be sad if it was me. You see, the master has chosen a new house. It is a place far away from Yinxiang Restaurant, even if you are married, the owner probably won't live in the new house, Bai Xiyao is just keeping the vacant room alone, forget it, we worry about it blindly, the emperor really doesn't worry about eunuchs."

Gan Nan didn't speak, it was very strange, Bai Xiyao gave him an inexplicable sense of familiarity from the very beginning, I can't tell, maybe it's the appearance, maybe it's the temperament, there is always something similar to Cong Yi'er, Xiao Yi But when he met Cong Yier, at the wedding, and he had been in the story of the master and Cong Yier from the beginning, he remembered some vague pictures.

It's a pity that the medicine back then made them lose their clear memory. The medicine used by Princess Rui and the Supreme Emperor, including the master, was really vicious. Even Princess E tried her best but could not completely remove the medicine.

The master couldn't wash away the memory of the woman he loved, how sad it was in the long years.

They tried everything they could to make the master forget, but the result was that the master used all his strength to recall, if the master could forget, maybe he would be happier, Gan Nan thought sadly.

As the sun disappeared, the air became colder and colder. Walking on the street, Bai Xiyao couldn't help tightening her shoulders. The wind blew her hair. She turned up the collar of her clothes, wrapped her scarf, and hid herself in the In the man-made package, she hoped for a trace of warmth. The road she walked led to the old site. She knew that Ouyang Qing was on duty alone today. If he was alone, she could try to get close to the soul in the old site.

She broke up with Sang Xinrou and stayed alone in a bar for an hour.After drinking some wine, she was slightly drunk, she was not sure, she didn't know how to get close to the soul, she just knew that only she could get close to the soul of Cong Yier hidden in the old site, she hoped to persuade Cong Yier Exchange with her, let her stay at the old site, and Cong Yi'er returns to the sun.

Someone swayed towards the opposite side, drunkenness and faint singing could be seen from a distance.The voice was so familiar that Bai Xiyao stopped in her tracks.

At this time, in this place, it was not surprising to see Xu Zhizhi.She only stayed in the hospital for two days, and then she returned home and resumed her chaotic life.She made up her mind to let the little life in her womb disappear, she couldn't have an abortion, she just hoped that this little life would disappear by itself, this little life was a mistake at all!

Seeing the woman standing in front of him, she looked familiar, she tilted her head, and stared at her. Under the street lamp, the light was dim, and she couldn't see clearly. There was a vaguely handsome face, slightly messy hair, and a few strands of hair hanging down In front of the forehead, let the eyes be vaguely unreal behind the hair.

"You, who are you? You look familiar, you look familiar!"

The smile froze on Xu Zhizhi's face. It was a bit cartoony and unreal. There was helplessness and sadness in the eyes, but the smile on the face was charming and moving.She is a beautiful woman, delicate and beautiful, but without edges and corners, so beautiful that she feels nothing.

Bai Xiyao felt that she had no need to persuade others, her own choice was sad, how could she persuade others to be happy?She just stood quietly, looking at her sister quietly, smiling so charmingly, tilting her head so stupidly, and staring at herself seriously.

"You, you are, Xi Yao?" Xu Zhizhi finally recognized the girl in front of her as her younger sister, grinned, smiled, and waved her hands. In such a cold day, she was only wearing a close-fitting sweater And short skirts, black socks tightly attached to the legs, high boots with shiny decorative buckles, under the street lamps, there is a faint, mocking luster.

Bai Xiyao nodded, but still did not speak.

"I drank too much, didn't I?" Xu Zhizhi stretched out her hand and grabbed Bai Xiyao's hand. Her hand was as cold as ice, and the ring on her finger pressed against Bai Xiyao's palm, feeling a faint pain. "I'm like a fool, don't I? Haha, I'm a fool, the number one fool in the world, a man who shed tears for a man I didn't deserve, a man I never liked. That Lu Yurong, that big fool, that idiot , What's the good, what's the good? Let me, Xu Zhizhi, feel sad for him?!—He doesn't know, he forgot, he doesn't remember me at all, does he? He doesn't know who I am at all, does he? Haha, I don’t know, I don’t even know me, that guy who has followed my ass since I was a child, who shines brightly when given some sunshine, he doesn’t remember me, it’s just a car accident, that kid, he doesn’t even remember me!”

Bai Xiyao lowered her head, her sister has not forgotten, she has not forgotten that man she never cared about, that Lu Yurong, but she has completely forgotten it, who do you remember Xu Zhizhi!
"Why don't you talk?" Xu Zhizhi roared angrily, "Why don't you talk?"

"What?" Bai Xiyao asked slowly, with endless sadness in her tone, "Sister, I can't say sympathy, I can't say happiness, so don't say anything, just listen."

"You have Sima, haven't you always loved that man the most? How could you be unhappy? You should have a lot of sympathy for me!" Xu Zhizhi squinted at Bai Xiyao with a drunken look on her face. Funny, Baolan's eye shadow is a bit frightening under the cold light of the street lamp, "I hate you the most for being a poor woman who pretends to be happy. If you are happy, you will be happy. If you are not happy, you will not be happy. What kind of pretense are you pretending to be? A hypocritical married man is dying, don't think I don't know about that stupid woman's suicide, we are in a hospital, I can't hide this from me, just for the sake of my mother's fragile soul, don't say it, otherwise, she will Annoyed to death by the three of us sisters!"

Bai Xiyao could only sigh in her heart, people are always sensible in other people's affairs, if it were her, everything would be messed up!
"Speak?!—" Xu Zhizhi shouted domineeringly.

"We have no future." Bai Xiyao said plainly, "We just met by chance. After brushing shoulders, we each went our own way. He has someone he loves, and I have my life, but that's all."

Xu Zhizhi stared at Bai Xiyao for a long time, and suddenly burst into laughter, tears shed from the laughter, Bai Xiyao ignored her madness, reached out to stop a taxi, and pulled her into the car, she was already cold all over , trembling all the time.Tell the driver in front of him the address, and let Xu Zhizhi wriggle around in the small space of the rear seat to show resistance.

When they got home, they paid the car fare, and brought Xu Zhizhi, who was getting more and more drunk, into the house. The lights were on in the living room, but the light was dim, and his parents were sitting on the sofa, watching TV silently. The sound of the TV was from the living room. The only voice in the room is monotonous and boring.Bai Xiyao's voice of opening the door sounded vivid and gentle at this moment.

With a sigh, tonight, she lost an opportunity. Faced with such a deserted and lonely atmosphere at home, she couldn't bear it. If she left her parents at this time, what would happen to them?

Bai Xiaoman has also returned home from the hospital, the door of the room is not closed, only a small lamp on the bedside table is turned on, and her faint face can be seen hiding under the dark flowered quilt, there are faint tears in her eyes, and her eyes are exposed outside. Wearing long-sleeved clothes on the arms, covering the wounds on the wrists.Hearing the sound outside, he sat up, put on a coat and came out.

Xu Zhizhi suddenly sang loudly, she was not completely drunk, she was still sober, seeing her parents, seeing the dim light in the living room, the loneliness and helplessness in the room made her suddenly scared to the point of crying, Only singing, only drunkenness can cover up everything.

Bai Xiyao was silent, and helped Xu Zhizhi sit down on the sofa. She knew everything in her heart, but she was speechless, and she didn't even dare to shed tears.

Bai family, what's the matter?How could it suddenly become like this?