sinking in his peril

"Crazy enough?" Bai Sen's voice sounded very tired. Looking at the drunken Xu Zhizhi, he got up and poured a cup of tea, and handed it to his daughter. Seeing her forced smile on her face, her heart ached so badly. Whether she is strong or weak, the first failure in her life was the relationship she thought she would never fail. "Have a cup of tea. At this time, at home, whether you sing or not doesn't mean anything. It's unnecessary."

Xu Zhizhi stared at her father, and burst into tears, crying so sadly, Bai Xiyao and Bai Xiaoman stood aside, not knowing what to do, so they just stood there blankly, Bai Xiyao didn't like this moment at all The dim light in the living room seemed to have done something wrong, and she didn't dare to take a breath, which made her very uncomfortable.

"I went to see Lu Yurong." Bai Sen's calm voice sounded unwavering, "He was very polite and polite to me, like a strange man, completely different from before the car accident."

Finally, Bai Xiyao couldn't stand the dim yellow light in the living room. She walked to the switch, turned on the chandelier in the middle of the living room, and turned them on to the brightest. Immediately, the whole living room became much brighter, and the deepest part of the corner seemed to be filled with light. , all the haze suddenly disappeared, and everyone's mood immediately brightened.

Bai Sen raised his head and glanced at his little daughter, a little surprised, the light can be so warm?Why didn't I ever think that I have been burying myself in the dim light, and my mood is very depressed. It turns out that a small detail can also change the mood.

"Very good, I feel a lot more comfortable when I turn on the light." Bai Sen smiled, and his tone sounded warmer, "Thank you."

Bai Xiyao didn't say a word, she sat down on the sofa, hugging an orange pillow, sitting cross-legged, a little tired.

Bai Sen didn't say much, turned his gaze back to Xu Zhizhi who had been crying, hesitated, and said, "He really doesn't remember you, that is to say, Lu Yurong, who used to be in love with you, actually disappeared in that car accident. This Lu and Rong are completely different people, no matter how hard you try, it won't help, do you understand what Dad means? Whether you are willing or not, whether you are willing or not, he and you already belong to two worlds."

Xu Zhizhi just cried and didn't speak.

"Tell me, how do the three of you sisters plan to survive?" Yu Xueqin said suddenly, her voice full of sorrow, "You all have world-weary expressions, are you all planning to prove your team's loyalty by dying? !"

Bai Xiyao looked at her parents and lowered her head. They are her parents who gave her life. Sometimes, her feelings can't be hidden from anyone, not her parents.

"Is it the men who appear in these lives that are important? Or are your own lives and your parents important?" Yu Xueqin's face has aged a lot, and she has lost her former composure. In just a few days, so many changes have occurred at home, she I can't be more calm, "It's just a man who is ruthless, but a man who has forgotten the past, but a man who has his own heart, is it worth it for you? You are only so old, and you will meet many excellent men in the future. But for these unworthy men, you have to live and die, cry and make noise, is it worth it?"

Xu Zhizhi didn't stop crying, choked up and said, "Mom, I know, I know that Lu Yurong is not good, and I also know that I am worthless like this, but I just can't stop being sad and angry, and I can't make myself very sad. I'm happy to see him treat other women well! I just can't help it. At this time, I'm not filial and worthless, but I just can't help it, I can't help it. "

Both Bai Xiaoman and Bai Xiyao lowered their heads, Xu Zhizhi was right, she knew it was wrong, she knew it was not good, but there was nothing she could do, forget it!

Yu Xueqin was choked up, wanted to say something, swallowed it again, closed her eyes in the bright light, and slowly calmed down her emotions. The children made her feel very distressed at this time.

"Mom is very sad." Yu Xueqin murmured, "Seeing you like this. I can't help you at all. I feel very sad. I want to cry but I can't cry. You are still young. Believe in mother, you will be happy in the future." There are better choices, they are not worthy of you, a man who does not have you in his heart and is unwilling to spend time cultivating him is really not worthy of you."

"Mom, we know, give us some time, maybe we'll get better." Bai Xiaoman said softly, the wound on his wrist was aching, it's strange, when he was in the hospital, he didn't feel pain, but now it's hurting , as if reminding her of her past behavior.

Bai Xiyao wanted to cry but couldn't cry, she was really going to give up her life to fulfill Sima's happiness, was she worthy of her parents?She didn't know, all she knew was that she was reluctant to make Sima sad and wanted Cong Yier to come back, and she believed that she was the only woman who could make Sima happy.

The wind in the morning was very cold, the air was so cold that it was unbearably cold. It was rare for the cold snap to come so suddenly at this time. There was no snow, no rain, not even a strong wind, and the sun was good, but It is cold, so cold that the whole body of a person is cold from the bones to the flesh and blood.

In front of the stop sign, there were very few people waiting. Bai Xiyao stood with her head slightly lowered. She couldn't see her expression clearly, but she just felt very lonely.

"Miss Bai." A voice sounded.

Bai Xiyao raised her head and saw Gan Nan sticking her head out of the car, greeting her with a warm smile on her face.

"Morning." Bai Xiyao replied softly, a cool air puffed on her lips, feeling a little uncomfortable.

Looking at Bai Xiyao, Gan Nan had a strange feeling. He suddenly hoped that the girl in front of him would be Cong Yi'er in his next life. They were so similar, with a slightly indifferent taste, and the loneliness in his eyes and brows were very similar. There are many coincidences between her and the remaining impressions in his memory.

"It's very cold today, do you want to go to work?" Gan Nan said gently, opened the car door, smiled and said, "Come, I'll see you off."

Bai Xiyao hesitated for a moment, and wanted to refuse, but she saw the envious eyes of the people around her. At this time, she didn't have to wait for the bus in the cold wind, and could take a private car with heating on. It was really a happy thing.After a pause, she sat in the car and was immediately wrapped in warm breath.

"Have you had breakfast?" A gentle and calm voice sounded behind Bai Xiyao, startling Bai Xiyao.

Turning around, I saw Sima sitting in the back seat, smiling, calm eyes, looking at her quietly, that kindness made her want to cry, is this man really more important than family affection?For him, a man who doesn't have her in his heart, is it worth giving up his life to fulfill his happiness with another woman?
"I've eaten at home." Bai Xiyao said softly in a low voice.

Sima always had a gentle smile on his face, and his tone was always light, revealing concern. "Your complexion doesn't look very good, did you not rest well last night? Bai Xiaoman's injury should be fine, so don't worry. As for Xu Zhizhi, about her and Lu Yurong, I can think of a way, maybe Let him try to recall the past through hypnosis."

Bai Xiyao was taken aback, and looked at Sima in surprise, didn't he refuse to agree?

Sima smiled softly, "It's rare for us to meet each other by fate. There are some things that don't have to be stubborn. If Yi'er can send me some information through you, I should be able to do something for you. However, man-made Lu Yurong recalled the past, but he didn't know if it would be possible for him to feel the way he felt back then. With his feelings at the moment, he might never fall in love with your second sister again. As for Bai Xiaoman, the matter between her and Du Hui is a matter of Easier."

Bai Xiyao nodded lightly, "Thank you, there are some things that they have to face and solve by themselves, and they can't help. I also know that at this time, even if Lu Yurong is reminded of the past, it will only make him feel sad. He has no love or nostalgia for the second sister in his heart. At this time, he is just like my mother said, just a stranger, and he can't say whether he loves him or not. But at this time, my sister finds that she loves him, so she can only Say fate has been missed, no one can blame."

Arriving in front of the unit where Bai Xiyao worked, the car stopped, Bai Xiyao got out of the car, said thank you quietly, gathered her clothes together, and entered the unit.

Watching Bai Xiyao leave, Gan Nan sighed softly, "Miss Bai is a good girl, pure and kind, it's a pity that you have an empress in your heart, otherwise, it would be a good relationship."

Sima didn't say a word, he looked out of the car window, and after a while, he heard him slowly say: "She and Yi'er do have many similarities, but even if I really deceive myself and believe that she is Yi'er In the next life, she will always be someone else, not Yier, if she is really Yier, it will be fine, but unfortunately, no, so, I can't accept it with all my heart, even if I like a little bit, thinking of Yier, I will feel distressed , she makes me feel a little warm in my heart, but Yi'er is my whole life."

Gan Nan didn't speak, he understood the pain of his master.

No matter how good Bai Xiyao is, she is only Bai Xiyao, not the master's favorite.If it is acceptable, long before Carey'er appeared, long before he was still Prince Xuan of the Daxing Dynasty, he had already hugged him left and right!Before Career appeared, he was lonely, and after Career disappeared, he was lonely. His happiest time was the time of Career, which was so deeply left in his life and could not be erased.

"Master, if love is a painful thing, don't force it, let's treat Miss Bai well, she is a good girl, there is no fate of love, because of her meeting with the empress, we should treat her well , she is still young, she still has a lot of time, she can fall in love with someone else." Gan Nan said softly, "If you decide to leave, let's leave, your presence is too much for Miss Bai. Painful thing."

Sima looked out of the car window, and he couldn't see Bai Xiyao for a long time. When he thought of leaving, he felt a faint pain in his heart. He couldn't explain why, but if he left, maybe Bai Xiyao could have a better life. If he didn't With his appearance, at this time, she and Ouyang Qing may have had a happy marriage, instead of the current entanglement, the three of them are in pain.

All three suffer?Is he in pain too?Sima asked himself a little unexpectedly, isn't it just a contradiction?
Seeing Bai Xiyao coming in, Gao Yuan paused, thought about it, and said stiffly, "Bai Xiyao, come to my office."

Just as Bai Xiyao was about to sit down, she was taken aback by Gao Yuan's words. She was in a trance. She glanced at Sang Xinrou with a worried face, and silently followed Gao Yuan into Gao Yuan's office.

"Sit down." Gao Yuan said still in a stiff tone, "I have something to tell you."

Bai Xiyao sat down, Gao Yuan's office turned on the heater, it was very warm, and her hands began to feel warm. When she got off Sima's car, she was frozen through just walking into the office. At this time, walking into the warm room In the room, warmth slowly returned to the body.

"I heard that your second sister is hospitalized." Gao Yuan said simply.

Bai Xiyao didn't look up, just nodded, and said in a gentle tone, "I've been discharged from the hospital."

Once Gao Yuan didn't speak, just when Bai Xiyao thought she wouldn't speak, she suddenly said: "I heard from Jiang Ping that she is pregnant, is she Jia Lin's child?"

Bai Xiyao still lowered her head slightly, this Jiang Ping news is quite well-informed, how did she know?Has she been "caring about" the Bai family?Yes.

"What is she going to do?" Gao Yuan's tone began to fluctuate.

Bai Xiyao simply shook her head, "I don't know."

"Is she going to give birth to a child, and then threaten Jialin to marry her?!" Gao Yuan said angrily, "Don't think about it, Jialin is a good child, how can she marry such a bad woman!"

Bai Xiyao raised her head, stared at Gao Yuan, and said word by word: "She is not as despicable as you, and, if you talk about a child, you can't bear the role of this child!"

"What do you mean?" Gao Yuan stared at Bai Xiyao angrily, but under Bai Xiyao's seemingly calm but fierce eyes, she couldn't help but worry. This girl looks so gentle and thin, but she has The power to make her uneasy.

"Mou Jialin is the treasure in your eyes, and the second sister is also the only one in our Bai family." Bai Xiyao suppressed her anger, "Tell Jiang Ping, don't take care of our Bai family's affairs, so that everyone won't tear themselves apart. Xu Zhizhi alone is enough She can deal with it, so you should be more peaceful, now, everyone is just strangers, you have no right to make irresponsible remarks, what about the child, it's not your turn to be troublesome!"