My ex-husband was in so much pain after I left

"Don't... Lu Shaoqin, let me go!"

Yan Jiuli wanted to struggle, but before she could speak, the man began to plunder roughly.

"Ayan...don't reject me!"

With a low growl, he called out her name, held her hands with one hand and pulled them to the top of his head to fix them, and wrapped his arms around her slender waist with one hand.

As if to prove her belonging, he was crazy, exhausting all his strength, tossing and turning on her lips.

It wasn't until her mouth was numb by his kiss that she could barely keep up with her breathing that the man panted and pushed her away a little.

"Lu Shaoqin, you bastard!"

Given the opportunity, Yan Jiuli didn't care to take a breath, and directly cursed angrily.

"Yes, I'm an asshole! So Gu Xingci is the best?"

Lu Shaoqin's voice was low, and his eyes were fixed on Yan Jiuli's face: "Didn't you already choose me? Ah Yan...you still love me, right?"

Yan Jiuli bit her lip and bowed her head in silence.

Of course she still has feelings for him.

Her youth, her heart, were all given to him.

It would be a lie to say that I don't love you.

However, this is not the reason for him to force her, let alone the reason for him to pull her away from Gu Xingci!
She already owed that person so much, she just wanted to stay outside the operating room, even if she couldn't do anything, at least, she could know what was going on with him immediately.

at least……

When he is most helpless and needs her the most, she can stay by his side, so that when he wakes up, he can see himself for the first time!

She could only do such trivial things for Gu Xing's resignation.

Is he going to take away even this little bit of power?

If so, what is the difference between their relationship and five years ago?

After going around in a big circle, they will still come to the origin.

"Ayan, tell me!"

Seeing that Yan Jiuli just lowered his head, he didn't answer his question.

His heart was even more messy.

He reached out and lifted her chin forcefully, hoping to see something in her eyes.

"A Yan, you still love me the most, don't you?"

Yes!
Yan Jiuli answered in the affirmative in his heart.

But she didn't open her mouth. She felt that she should have a good chat with the man.

However, in the eyes of a man, the act of closing the eyes of a woman to organize her thoughts is indeed a kind of denial and rejection.

Lu Shaoqin's heart was flustered, and at the same time, a wave of anger at being betrayed arose——

Obviously everything was fine yesterday, why did everything go back to the original point when I opened my eyes?

His eyes were bloodshot, and his voice unconsciously raised his voice: "A Yan, speak up! Talk up!"

"In your heart, you still love me, don't you?"

"You said it, didn't you!"

"Lu Shaoqin, I think we need to calm down with each other now."

Yan Jiuli's words undoubtedly added another firewood to Lu Shaoqin's excited mood.

He couldn't bear it anymore, pinched the woman's chin fiercely, lowered his head, and kissed her again.

Even, the force this time is stronger and more violent than the last time.

He was like a traveler who was about to die of thirst, desperately heading towards the oasis, exhausting the last bit of strength in his body.

Desperate and sad...

Without a trace of tenderness, only the most primitive desire.

"Let's...well..."

The struggle was severely suppressed, and Yan Jiuli closed his eyes in despair, feeling like a squid waiting to be slaughtered on the chopping board.

But the butcher holding the knife didn't show any intention of stopping, he tightly locked her in his arms, and beat her so hard that he seemed to want to rub her into his body.

"Ayan! Don't leave me! I won't let you leave me!"

A strong declaration, issued between the storm: "Since you have chosen me, then in this life, I will never let you go."

"Lu Shaoqin, don't be so unreasonable, okay?"

Yan Jiuli glared at the man fiercely, forcibly suppressing the anger in her heart.

If she hadn't taken into account his injury, she would have beaten him to the ground long ago.

"I'm being unreasonable?"

Lu Shaoqin snorted coldly: "At the end of the day, you still think the surname Gu is more important. So you have to stay by his side..."

"In your heart, he ranks first, and I rank behind him, don't you?"

Yan Jiuli was almost laughed angrily by him: "I never said that."

Lu Shaoqin roared: "But that's what you did!"

"Lu Shaoqin, can you be reasonable? Now that Gu Xingci is lying in the operating room to save me, is there any problem for me to guard him?"

"Are you going to guard him in the operating room?"

Lu Shaoqin immediately refused to let go: "Then where were you when I was in the operating room? Do you know how panicked and sad I was when I woke up and couldn't see you?"

"A Yan, do you have a little, even a little, consideration for my mood?"

Yan Jiuli stared at him, feeling so sad that he didn't know what to say.

He was seriously injured and sent to the operating room, and she guarded him for more than ten hours...

He was hurt, and she was so sad that she almost passed out.

It was because of Zhuang Jinyao's persecution that she was forced to leave.

And even if she left, she would try every means to sneak a look at Zhuang Jinyao while he was gone!

And what about him?
Instead of being considerate of himself, he slandered himself like this.

"Lu Shaoqin, do you really have a heart?"

Hearing Yan Jiuli's question, Lu Shaoqin's expression darkened a bit.

A heart is even more sad.

He has no heart?

If he had no heart, how could he be so badly hurt?

He slowly let go of his hand, and he stepped back: "If you mean what you say, you will be allowed to find another man and stay by his side."

"So sorry, I really can't do it!"

"A Yan, if there are two people standing on the stairs at the same time, me and him, and you can only choose to hold one of them."

"Ayan, how do you choose?"

"What the hell are you talking about?"

Yan Jiuli smiled wryly.

"A Yan, tell me!"

The man's low growl echoed in the small space of the ward, causing Yan Jiuli to flinch in fright.

"Without that assumption, none of you will be fine."

Yan Jiuli shook his head.

"Is there no such choice, or you can't choose at all?"

Lu Shaoqin smiled softly, but his eyes were full of infinite sadness.

"Or, you will choose him? It's just that you dare not tell me?"

Yan Jiuli: "..."

"Let's calm down for a while."

She didn't want to talk to a man who was so restless and imaginative.

No matter what she said, he would not believe it.

"Yan Jiuli!" He slammed the door of the ward, preventing her from opening it: "I said, I won't let you find him! I won't let you go either!"

"Since you chose me, you can only stay by my side for the rest of your life!"